my recent haircut... by my girlfriend... is quite shockingly short...
although i've always like my hair short, hence easier to style, i've quite forgotten the inconveniences that come along with my short hair...

a classic one, on the night i cut my hair.
at a public toilet, ladies of course. an auntie came out of a cubicle, looked at me and then
auntie: "this is the ladies toilet"
me:" i know -.-"

at work today
some moron(customer):" can i ask u a question?"
same idiot:" are u male or female?"
me:" female"
the guy said something that sounded like 'you really look like a gay boy' which in any case, i'm not too sure because i wasn't paying much attention and i was doing something.
when the guy came back to the bar again like 1hr later, i asked him what he said previously
he said,"i said you look good, almost like a guy"
i wondered what he really said. but that does not matter. what matters was, which well did he live in? which species of frog was he? or did he come from mars? not knowing the strange way of lifestyle each human can have?

pimple on my elbow...

kinda weird place to grow a pimple... and speaking of weird, i was biting into my muffin when i tasted something salty and chewy... it was........ CHEESE!! never heard of cheese muffin before... or maybe i'm just well informed... mountain tortoise?

just had another day of mambo... seems like the crowd's spending power is dwindling... i remember it used to be so much busier a year back...and the songs more or less were the same, with a few additions like and the gatsby song...

my favourite mambo song

it starts with one
one thing
i don't know why
it doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind i designed this rhyme to explain in due time
all i know
time is a valuable thing
watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
watch it count down to the end of the day
the clock ticks life away
its so unreal
didn't look out below
watch the time go right out the window
trying to hold on but didn't even know
i wasted it all just to watch you go
i kept everyting inside
and even though i tried
it all fell apart
what it meant to me will eventually be
a memory of a time
i tried so hard

i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter

one thing
i don't know why
it doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind i designed this rhyme to remind myself how i tried so hard
in spite of the way you were mocking me
acting like i was part of your property
remembering all the times you fought with me
i'm surprised it got so (far)
things aren't the way they were before
you wouldn't even recognize me anymore
not that you would knew me back then
but it all comes back to me in the end
you kept everyting inside
and even though i tried
it all fell apart
what it meant to me will eventually be
a memory of a time
i tried so hard

i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter

i've put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
for all this
there's only one thing you should know
i've put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
for all this
there's only one thing you should know

i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter

a song by linkin park,
i like the despondency in the song...

hang in there!

my creative mp3 is dying. it occasionally hangs when i'm trying to switch it off since a year back. and now the wires connecting the earphones are abit loosing the connection. sometimes theres music, but no one is singing, until i twist the wire to a certain angle. its almost 3yrs old now. please dun die on me, i dun wanna buy a new one... until i struck 4D (i buy 4D like once a year?)... yea... just dun wanna spend the money.

anyway, first day of school today... fcuking total waste of my time. first lesson in the morning out of 3 hours 2 hours the lecturer was talking crap. i stayed for the whole thing as i did not want to miss any proper stuff taught as i had no friends with me in that class. as 20 min was for break, that lecturer only spent like 40min teaching. second lecture nearly killed me. that indian lecturer had such a strong indian accent that i could barely understand him. and the fact that i had barely slept did not help. i slept most of the way until he began to do an example. which i totally understand nuts of it. feeling quite guilty. shall read up on the lecture before the next lecture.

this year, out of my 5 modules, i've got friends only in 2 of them... meaning i've got to attend school really regularly to take down notes and to learn. >_< i need to work much harder than last year, seeing all are new subjects. i'm only hoping the modules i'm taking are more based on mathematics, as its the only subject i'm decent at. i hate school.

my results are out

results were out on tuesday... was blissfully sleeping when my handphone rang. and i actually picked it up in my sleep... until angching told me that results were out and i jolted awake... my lousy computer was unable to even login so i had angching help me login and check my results for me... a miracle "I PASSED ALL MY SUBJECTS!!!!" in all my three years at school. meaning i get to graduate next year, supposing i pass a minimum of 3 subjects out of 5. yea. although i wouldnt know what to do with my degree, but at least i need not pay school fees anymore. and i can finally concentrate on paying back my dad for the school fees.

and when i finish paying for the school fees my burden would be much lesser. having to only pay for the car. can hardly wait.

T.T

sad.