pissy

i'm in such a pissy mood that i'm trying my damnest not to growl... my sis and i are fighting over the internet connection speed... me trying to watch my conan and she trying to download a concert... i mean, when is she not downloading stuff from the net???

yesternite was a fucking lousy day for me as well... was harassed by a crazy lady customer who kept chatting to me, keeping me from working... in then end i hid at the basin and washed gls til she left... and guess wad she said to me before she left? "say goodnite to me"(points to her cheek) ..l.. -.-" stoned! gave the excuse that my mouth was oily, which was true coz i juz ate supper........ but ............... wah............yesterday was horrible.... and more customers are getting to know my name... not a good thing... they kept reni this reni that reni ice water... JUZ LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!! i hate having to talk to strangers... i'm a shy critter...sobz...

i need to study... i juz wanna hibernate.

with the weather like this and all the rain... i juz wanna sleep n sleep n sleep... everytime i wake up these days i have to rush off to work...

theres a fucktard in my bar... irritates the shit out of me... super attitude... but nvm... i shall attempt to torture him mentally... physically i'd probably get squashed if i try to fight him... sad... if i had time i'd take up taekwondo again... so anyways, mental torture it is then... i believe words can hurt.






something i tried from renee's blog... have not been online much... too much time on gaming and barely sufficient sleep... and i've got a toothache :( which i refuse to do anything bout it... i'm broke...

its my off day again :)

realized something dis wednesday... i've gotten weaker with my weight loss!!! i was scooping ice using a pail from the ice machine... i was slow and weak!!! so horribly disappointed lah... but might be me not being used to scooping them... coz usually i carry the ice instead of scoop them... tried again on friday... was abit better... ah well...

so many people are leaving zouk, so many have joined... then theres an irritating guy who worked at MoS previously working part time at my bar... thinks so highly of himself, air of arrogance... kiam pa face...

on the bright side, a reshufflement is due soon and i might be out!! gut feeling says ice cream may end up in velvet while i take his place in winebar... er... i dun wanna go crazy every friday again... watever lah... work at any bar = appear, do watever they say and get pay.

my exams are on may till june, there may be a company D&D somewhere around may, and i got to take leave for my exams... meaning no pay, but still hafta pay for all my liabilities and support myself... for that i need to save around $2000 more... in 4 months... how the tofu am i going to do that...

hungry.

sick of being sick

its been more than 2 weeks that i've been sick... started from fever which lasted almost a week, developed into a cough and just yesterday my stomach started hurting... felt like the other time i had stomach flu, just that its not that bad...

stomach pain started around 10pm and i tolerated till 1am until i couldn't take it anymore and drove to raffles hospital... see doctor then went home... just this 2 weeks i've been to raffles hospital 3 times... and i've lost weight too! i'm at my lowest weight since primary 6... weighing at 57kg, 3kg off my normal weight...
so anyway i went home and slept for 15 straight... until my back was stiff... i think i'll take an mc tmr too...

new year eve

big dj Danny Tenaglia... started spinning at 2am, was still spinning at 12.37pm, noon, when i left.... crazy arse...
new years eve ended in a buzz, doing midnight madness orders(1-4-1) when all of a sudden LF (supervisor) came and pop those poppers around... continued working till 530am till the part timers left... after that was just ice water for the customers... standing around till 7+am and more standing around... it was around 9+ when my bar closed... was dispatched to another bar, where me n a guy took a popper and each popped a side of that bar captain's buttcheeks... mwahaha... she jumped high man! boss' wife came and made us drank a gls of champagne each, then bought all the bartenders a bottle of bacardi breezer... we got permission to step out of the bar to drink, and even dance on the dance floor... by that time only 1 bar was open and there were only 5 customers left, not including the boss and his wife... the floorstaff were dancing on the dancefloor... then someone started a water war... with a bar gun... i got attacked and attempted revenge wif a jug of water... failed... with the water ending on me... 2nd attempt was a success... but got ambushed when the bar was closed and i was heading to the toilet... jug of water to my face... so anyway, out of fun i walked around with a jug of water, ending up in the male changing room attacking the guys... mistake... they armed themselves with water bombs and waited outside... when i saw them i ran... escaped back into the disco... after awhile, i took a rear exit and stayed somewhere safe... beside the manager.... then LF had to appear... the guys came after him and he tried to hide beside the manager... water bombs flew... and i was wet on one side again-.-... anyway, after awhile we went home... 18hours of work...

new year... my new year resolution - get a girlfriend!! (as if i can... haha) nah, seriously, my resolution is to graduate soon, strike 4D and stop being sick... even though company doctor is free, the feeling of being sick and having to work is dreadful... i'll get all easily irritable and in an angsty mood... not good...

new year...same shit different day.