YOU are PERFECT just the way YOU are! Don't forget that :)

Turkey Trot 5k

The turkey trot!! My very first race that I registered for and watched from the sidelines! It was great!! Uncle Eek and I got hot chocolate while Ashley, Sam and Amberly ran the 3.2 miles! I was born to run not stand on the sidelines though!! Sam kicked butt, Ashley added three minutes and Amberly got beat by a cow! Yes a cow :) They all did fantastic!! And the guy who got first place like ran naked in the freezing cold and had the sexiest legs ever! Oh man, super dreamy! I want to marry a runner!

I am speechless....

I can now publish my posts! For some weird reason it would not let me but, now I can and I have absolutely no idea what to say besides finals are coming up! Cross your fingers I don't OD on homework and that I pass :) with flying colors of course I will!

TESTER

Please post! :)

A whole lotta Change!!!

Oh wow!! It is november, my 30x30 was a failure, I fractured two bones in my foot and my computer now works again!!! I have also learned that if my hair is curly I won't pick my split ends! I also bought this really cute red hat! Photos? I think yes!

Failure to post like three weeks ago :)

OOPS!!!

Alright, I will admit my whole 30x30 idea did not keep me from buying clothes! I know I should have never went to target! BUt the jacket and two shirts I bought are ridiculously cute and I look so freaking amazing in them! It was like it was meant to be so...I don't feel too guilty! And I'll just rearrange some of the items on my list!! It works perfect! Pictures will be coming up! Soon.....ish.

My 30 items!!

Skirts!!

Shirts!

This isn't them all, but you get a preview of about half of them!! If you have any ideas for outfits I would LOVE to hear them :)

P.s.

P.s. There is going to be an LDS Temple in PARIS!!!!!

30 x 30

I am soo excited! My sister found this blog that had this brilliant idea of picking 30 items of clothing for 30 days! You can only wear those 30 items and you can't wear the same outfit twice!! After much much much difficulty I picked my 30 items! (Not including shoes and accessories!) Wish me luck ;) if I don't forget I'll post pictures up of all my I hope to be cute outfits!!

If I were a flower growing wild and free all I would want is for you to be my sweet honey bee

So...I go out of my room and walk into my parents room where my mom tells my dad to ask allison, she'll know! Dad: "What movie is your mom copying the pose lying on the bed from?" Not even two seconds later I reply "Titanic! Look at the way she has her hands by her head!" Wow! I watch that movie way too much!

Loving Yourself for who You are makes You Beautiful

It was very rare that I allowed myself to feel full. Today was one of those days. My family had all left for a soccer game, and I was home alone. I had made my way into the kitchen where I devoured anything that crossed my path. I ran up the stairs and slammed the bathroom door and turned to make sure it was locked. I looked up into the mirror, "you're fat, you're ugly" runs through my mind, tears begin to run down my cheeks. As I begin to grab at myself trying to pull the fat off, "you're fat, you're ugly" running repeatedly through my head only encourages myself to get on my knees faster. I know it is wrong, but there is no other way. "You're fat, you're ugly, be strong do it." I lift the lid up abruptly. I glance at the water in the bowl. "You're fat, you're ugly, you're fat, you're ugly, do it, now," continues repeating itself through my head. My finger, out of habit, glides down my throat. I start to gag as I press on my stomach to help move the food out. I can feel it make its way out and put my hands out to grab it before it makes a splash. I became pretty good as sound proofing so no one could hear. The chunks of undigested, hardly chewed food, I place in the water. My throat burning like fire, as I glide my finger yet again down my throat. The tears are coming down harder. I know it is wrong, I do, but all I can hear is "you're fat, you're ugly," and I continue. When nothing more will come, I stop and look to see what I have done. I get up was my hands and face, making sure there is no evidence of what I had just done and look in the mirror. This time hoping to see a difference a thinner, beautiful, perfect person, but instead I see you're fat, you're ugly.

I run into my room disgusted with myself, "you're fat, you're ugly" continues running through my mind along with, "you're an idiot! Why did you do that? You know it's wrong. You're fat, you're ugly." I turn the light off in my room where it is pitch black. I can't see anything. Not me, not the fat, not my face. I get down on the rug on the floor. I curl up in a ball staring at the ceiling. I turn my music up to the very loudest it can go to over power my racing thoughts repeating in my head, "you're fat, you're ugly." Tears stream down my cheeks until I fall asleep.

But Not today, Not tomorrow, Not EVER again. I am free. I can't believe I forgot my promise to myself to never stop continuing to tell my story and help girls all over recognize their unique beauty. This is my story and as horrible as it is I wouldn't change any of it! I became the person I am today, but I hope that sharing my story other girls won't make the same mistake and be able to recognize their own beauty in a different manner. Love yourself for who you are! That is what makes you BEAUTIFUL!

My new crush! A chic-o-stick!

I'm watching Titanic, eating a chic-o-stick, and looking at vintage dresses! Living the life, eh?! I agree! And heck yes, I just found the cutest vintage dress ever! I want it and hopefully on thursday it'll be mine!! Orange Suitcase Vintage is my new favorite but, I don't think you should take a look....the clothes aren't that cute :)

I'm so excited for fall! I want it to be cold. I love the colors and the clothes and being able to wear sweaters, jackets, scarfs and boots!! It can't be here soon enough!

150 things to do in life!

As we can all see my blog is pretty pathetic but, I don't give up on it and attempt to make it better (even when that means giving my sister my password to fix it!) so I came up with this brilliant idea since I also never have any ideas what to write about I am going to share with everyone my list of 150 things to do in life!
Now I already had a list made and some are already done but, those amazing life changing moments I will reinvent the experience and share the story with lots of imagery and adjectives :) I really do hope this does not turn into being another flop but, I do have hope for this new brilliant idea I've come up with! Now here let the fun begin!

My List of 150 Things to do in Life!

1. Get my first kiss

2. Finish my personal progress

3. Run a marathon!

4. Eat ice cream with chopsticks

5. Go skinny dipping

6. Fly in an airplane

7. Go to medical School

8. Compete in an eating competition

9. Finish reading the book of in french

10. Go to Africa

11. Pet a llama

12. Learn to whistle

13. Go scuba diving

14. Go to every state

15. Ride in a hot air balloon

16. Let 100 red balloons go at once

17. Kiss a fish

18. Go on a mission

19. Eat a whole gallon of ice cream

20. Ride an elephant

21. Parachute from an airplane

22. Win noble piece prize

23. Make a movie

24. Get a fish tank with salt water fish and have them life for a month

25. Go to Italy

26. Get married in the temple

27. Kiss a very handsome man on a gandolo in Italy under a bridge!

28. Become a vegetarian for at least 24 hours

29. Bowl a 100 with no bumpers

30. Fly a plane

31. Make it all the way up a rock wall

32. Get a scholarship

33. Go to a broadway play

34. Take picture by Hollywood sign

35. Go to Mount Rushmore

36. Take a tour of Hole in the Wall

37. Go to MLS championship game

38. Pass spanish 2

39. Learn how to swim

40. Kiss a frog

41. Sleep on a pee to see if I am a princess

42. Go on a blind date

43. Pay for gas all in change

44. Get a 4.o

45. Make bed for a whole Month

46. Serve food at a homeless shelter

47. Help out in an animal shelter

48. Wax my legs

49. Dye my hair

50. Go to a buddist temple

51. Chew 100 pieces of gum at once

52. Grow a palm tree

53. Pee outside by a tree

54. Jump in Pool with all my clothes on

55. Kiss a goat

56. Sleep under the stars

57. Donate hair to locks of love

58. Publish a book

59. Read books to patients in hospital

60. Wear sandals with socks

61. Go to Ireland

62. Dance in pouring rain

63. Meet someone famous

64. Swim in a pool of jello

65. Hula Hoop for ten minutes straight

66. Graduate from high school

67. Sneek out of house

68. Not shower for a week

69. Go on a cruise

70. Go skiing

71. Change a tire

72. Donate blood

73. Go on the biggest rollercoaster in the world

74. Stand on an Island

75. Go canoing

76. Meet the prophet

78. Get young women medallion

79. Go waterskiing

80. Ride a fourwheeler

81. Swim with the dolphins

82. Walk threw snow barefoot

83. Walk across the golden gate bridge

84. Complet my list of 150 things to do in life

85. Make a blanket for the homeless

86. Drive a jetta

87. Be in a tornado(at least see it)

88. Milk a cow

89. Ride a horse

90. Climb a tree

91. Drive a nascar

92. Get into BYU

93. Make an alli's mood cd

94. Graduate from seminary

95. See the dalhi llama

96. Walk on the great wall of china

97. Go to Quebec or france and not need a dictionary for everyword

98. Be in a play

99. Go on at least one date with Jason Doel(I was in high school when I wrote this list:))

100. Write my own love story

101. Cry in a movie

102. Bear testimony on my own

103. Write a missionary

104. Have a baby

105. Tell someone outside my family, preferably a handsome man, I love you

106. Write a cook book

107. Become a great doctor

108. Change a lightbulb

109. Go to an art museum

110. See the fireflies in Ohio

111. Go toiletpapering

112. Learn the cha cha

113. Get a pedicure

114. Visit Oregan

115. Go skydiving

116. Go surfing

117. Visit northern France

118. See Eifel Tower

119. See leaning tower of cheeza

120. Jump off a diving board

121. Drive a motorcycle

122. Kiss a snake

123. Fill up an entire piggy bank

124. Learn the waltz

125. Go to Brazil

126. Play in the snow in a swim suit

127. Help girls with ED

128. Go rock climbing

130. Run a marathon in all 50 states!

131. Visit Auschwitz

132. Make a wish on a shooting star

133. Go to disneyland paris

134. Go to disneyland period!

135. Go to Harvard

136. Go streaking

137. Give a book of mormon to a complete stranger

138. Go to Korea and eat sushi

139. See the statue of liberty

140. Climb all the stairs in the Empire state building

141. Invent something new

142. Do a triathalon

143. lift a 50 pound weight with one arm

144. Jump into a lake off a tree or rope or bridge

145. Visit the louvre

146. Give the coat off my back to someone who really needs it

147. Dance in a huge crowd like no one is watching

148. Watch a meteor shower

149. Go to the philippines

150. Tell someone my secret and not be ashamed of who I am!!

I did write this list in high school (hence the go on a date with Jason Doel, graduate from high school and seminary, and get my first kiss!) but, the list is still amazing and needs to be finished! Everything in black I still need to finish and everything that has been highlighted in a different color I have already completed and have become a more crazy, confident, brave new me!

Utah Valley Marathon 2011

I ran my second marathon in 4:27:00 (the 4 is hours not minutes, just in case you were wondering! :)). Heck yes! I took three minutes off my time from last year!!

....August, already??

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams." Dr. Seuss

It is 2011!!

Things that are going to happen this year!!

1. I'm going to get all A's, okay maybe one B, in all of my classes this semester!
2. I'm going to renew my drivers license!
3. June 11, 2011 I am going to run the Utah Valley Marathon!!! For the second time!!! and hopefully finish faster then 4:30:00

I'm soooooooooooooo STOKED!!! It is going to be great!!!