Friday, 24 December 2010

Merry Christmas

Greetings!

I always love to start a post with the review of the weather and date. 24th December, Weather today=boring.

Just some things that I need to get off my chest. I'm seriously rotting at home, even thought of going to the movies alone. Then, I thought that must suck. So, whoever in Penang I know who is as alone as I am, do ask me out please.. or I'm really gonna grow fat by just eating eating and eating. SAve Me!!

As for my diving trip which is next friday!!yay!! but I'm freaking out..I haven't exactly go underwater with a tank for a year! So, gimme some courage please..

Lastly, Merry Christmas And HAppy New year!

Saturday, 18 December 2010

La LA la..

To Blog:

It's Saturday here in Penang! Radio is currently playing a very 'interesting' song, which is very good cause it is giving me good vibes. So many happy things to come soon- I hope! Another new year, another year older, another year of adventure, another year of unforseen events.. Hmm.. let's cross our finger for good things to happen. Before that, I must enjoy my 2010 to the max!
Therefore, to all human roaming this world, there's too much in this world to be missed, so enjoy!

xoxo

Tuesday, 7 December 2010

'Do not' list of doings in school

Remember how when you were small and had a ton of homework to pass up tomorrow; and then the whole family pitch in to help finished it up. Well, it might not happened to you, but it did for me.HAhaha, don't think they are such nice people, trust me, I was scolded the whole night for not finishing up my homework. They even give me nicknames which I won't mention but now passed it to my brother. =D
What inspired me to write this post was this picture I stumbled upon which has lamp shades decorated with smarties! cool right? Which then reminds me of the time when I was in standard 2 or 3 where my mum completed this art project for me. We were supposed to decorate clothes hanger.( I always think my teacher has gone out of ideas) And he he he, i didn't do it. My mum did it, she got creative and carried away i think, cause she hanged sweets tied in threads down the hanger! It was pretty, and we all hanged our art work in the classroom.
And the next day...Whoever this lousy student(s) from afternoon session is or are , ate all my sweets and left the wrappers hanging on the thread under that hanger. Man, I was heart-broken. Oh, and did I mention that I'm quite positive that my primary school teachers never like me, probably cause I answered too much and always never passing up homework. Well, I was never in teacher's good books when it comes to academic. I hate the chinese school system by the way, it suck!!
My dad and sister also helped me do a lot of artwork in school too. Water colouring, crayons, craftwork..a lot!the worst is chinese essay or writing, cause they cannot help me because none of them can read or write or understand chinese. Which seriously suck cause i don't know either. I fail chinese in school.
But one of my most unforgettable and unusual thing I did in school was...forgetting to bring school bag to school!!Hilarious? I also tried school shoes ans socks before. Then of course, the common one like forgetting purse, pencil box and homework. School bag!LOL! I didn't know till I reached school. I'll tell u da whole story if u ask me in person. It's embarrassing enough.


And that all happened in primary school. Secondary school...was terrible in it's own way.*giggles*

Saturday, 20 November 2010

Eat Pray Love

It's 3 more days to last day of exam, and I'm updating this page again. It's because DE and physical geology is boring me out..

Just watch Eat Pray Love last night. A very good movie for those lost and unhappy souls. I feel so refreshed after watching it. Makes me wanna run to the garden and take in everything; the smell of grass, colours in the sky, dances of the flowers fluttering by the lake, bugs and even frogs...Then I remember it's 9pm at night. You see nothing but light from the night post.

Seriously, it's a good story, really good for the soul. Only I have stumbled across it a few months earlier. If you guys do remember, I was depressed and lost for a while. But, I'm back on track (i think) and plus! The show gives you the 'oomp' to move around and experience life! Go read or watch the movie, I'm not gonna tell.. "Eat and don't worry bout not fitting into your jeans cause your guy don't even bother when he has a beautiful naked girl to spend the night with. We'll just get a new pair of jeans tomorrow." love love!

I think I pretty back to myself. Singing and dancing on the road! Watch this TVB annual celebration show in the kopitiam this afternoon and they showed this picture of an actress when she was really young. Wow! Damn she was HOT! wearing bikini sumo.. Therefore, came this idea of me clad in bikini posing for Sports Illustrated. LOL!!!! Conclusion, after much discussion and giggling with the girls, our goal is to attain a 'Bikini Body' in 6 months!! Oh yeah.. Well, this is the time to do the unexpected or else we 'll be too wrinkled to wear bikini when we are old.

And the latest news on the net: Prince W is engaged. Crushed! Our dreams of marrying him. Neway, we all know deep down it's an unreachable tale..It's okay girls, there's still 2 more very eligible and cute princes in Monaco.hahahaha..

Just a picture I stumbled upon and love today. A word: nostalgic

Go check out artessen.com. I just love to scroll and soak up eveything. The page is a total image of me.
Smile and remember: Eat, Pray, and Love! Soak up all the happiness and wonders in life.:)

Friday, 19 November 2010

Dresses!

Random thought that I wanna share

Dresses!!I love dresses!! They are on the top of my list of must have in the wardrobe.Why women these days don't wear dresses out anymore?If it is possible, I would wear it at least twice a week..Though I have to agree, they are a bit restrictive. But still, who doesn't love them? unless you are a tomboy.
But of course, those dresses have to suit my taste of style too. Every girl should look CLASSY and FABULOUS!! You don't wanna look cheap and lala. LOL!!
A necklace or bangle is just what you need to spice it up! Ok, me talking about dresses can go on and on. So, I should stop now, if u want me to continue, try talking to me personally. winks!!!

Tuesday, 16 November 2010

MIx feelings

Now that I'm writing a post, I'm having a hard time expressing myself.
Recently, I just received a news that one of our beloved friends had left us-permanently. Although I wasn't close to her, I can feel the ache! She will always be one of the toughest person I've ever meet. Never giving up when given the bad news, fighting to the end. Always and will be one of the heroes. For those who committed suicide, I think you are really stupid! Cause there is nothing in this world that is unsolvable. No matter how much deep in debt are you, depressed are you, lonely are you, I'm sure there is always a way out. A tough one I'm sure but at least try. For her case, I no she has tried her best but somehow fate has to intervene. Everytime I think about what will be of her if she didn't receive that news 2 years ago, what kind of life will she be going through? Ain't it hard to no that what you planned will never come true? That's why they always said live a day by a day. The future is just too bleak to predict. We can only lust and hope.
It seems wasted to dwell on somethings you can never achieve. Of course, it is a good motivator to wish for the unknown.

Alright enough of lustering for the future which i know she would never achieve now. It is better to cherish what we have and not dwell on the 'what if(s) '
Therefore, last message of mine is: Do not give up and cherish what ever you have RIGHT now. (no point lustering for the latest season burberry trench coat)

And.. To my dear friend, You will always be an inspiration and loved!!

Sunday, 31 October 2010

Things I wanna say right now!!

1. It's sunday..hooray
2. I'm so lazy to handwash those clothes
3. Had my fist geological field trip yesterday..N>I>C>E
4. Missing Simba
5. Mum and Pap, when are you guys coming back? Need to pay tuition fees
6. New academic structure is quite weird, really need to see da actual timetable
7. Too many assignment to get done by Thursday
8. Finals in 2 weeks time..SHit!two weeks!!!!
9. Laplace transform= Oh man!!!
10. I'm back to reality
11. I'm not exercising.LOL
12. It's 31st October already. BAskin!!
13. I really wanna visit Malacca
14. I'm missing everyone at home.
15. Intro to Oil &Gas test is this wednesday!!


Finally

**SOS**

Thursday, 14 October 2010

Bye bye big tummy

New Goal: To Lose the tummy fat in 2 months. We shall see how it will last..haha

I've been on a exercise spree lately. Running, swimming, badminton, even hopping! I've scrolled through pages and pages of websites and they always come out with these exercises: scrunches, sit ups, push ups, stairs...which I am very lazy to do. Then there is also this 10 good food for losing 8 pounds, 8 moves to Perk Up you Boobs (lol) and stuff.

Then I stumble across this article "20 fun ways to burn 200 calories quickly" for example: wash your pet, car, house...then Kissing !!lock lips for 18 minutes between commercial breaks for 10 nights will actually burn 200 calories cause a kiss will burnt about 1.1 calories!!! it's like..wth??haha

So here, I've come up with this timetable which I'm supposed to follow for the next 2 months. Of course, with some plenty of healthy food)

Monday- Running (>30 mins for each)
Tuesday- Badminton
Wednesday-Swimming
Thursday- Running
Friday- Swimming
Sat, Sun- All

Now cross your finger and hope to see me slimmer in 2 months.YAY!!
(ps: 'whoever' who is thinking of leaving negative comments, please don't)

Monday, 4 October 2010

Flowers and plants

It's Monday night. Just finished reading another story book.
Since the heroin is into gardening, it got me recollecting my fair share of gardening memories. Well, it wasn't exactly one of my best skills. Cause most of my plants give up on me. My cucumber sorta shrunk, my basil never grow, and my aloe seems to be dying on me.(cause i left it in utp without care for 2 weeks).please please please don't die! I would love to plant azalea, or english ivy. But my favourite flower would always be orchids and calla lilies. They just exude elegance and fun! Love love! Roses are not that bad, a bit common though. Pink and red roses are pretty.

Pimples popping again. Haih. Don't know what is wrong! Nadhi said it's puberty! Right.., 2nd phase? If there is such thing. Looking back the pictures I took in March 2010. Wow! I have pretty skin, if you exclude some freckles here and there.Drinking loads of water and no oily, sweet food is a myth! But I still believe in them though. Cross those fingers and hope it will work!

Till then..

Sunday, 3 October 2010

Sunday

Another weekend, another boring one..
I haven't exactly been in the best mood lately. I'm back in UTP- lousy lousy lousy.
It's not fun here, everyone is so nerdy and close-minded, especially the 'pentadbiran'. Wish they would open up a discussion session or survey session. I would have a lot of thing to say. Feel like I'm losing the old me. I haven exactly speak up in class for weeks! Need more fun stress free activities here. They have like forums and debates session all the time!!
Everyone's studying on a weekend! or assignments to be done. Whereas I am updating my blog! Only Shook Peng and me are dat free. maybe the other geoscience people. We are going to Ipoh later. Two of us only, how sad.. the rest, studying or church or home.Plus, landscape here are not even pretty, wish they have a pub or even a mall to hang out in. Btw, can't organise a party in our dorm too, there's always a guard infront of the hostel door!
I'm so free till I cleaned my room at 1000PM! wiped the windows, cupboards, swept and mopped the floor!
Till then, hope my mood will lighten up.

Tuesday, 28 September 2010

Only If

Only If

1. I'm not stuck in some ulu place
2. UTP is more open minded
3. My old friends are all in the same uni as me
4. I'm studying in UK or somewhere more open or like home
5. There's char koay teow, Hokkien Mee, or McDonalds 5 minutes away..
6. There's HBO, Starworld, TLC, Discovery or NAtGEo channels here.
7. Some people are more hygienic and considerate
8. There is world peace

I guess we can only wish and hope for the only ifs to come true..

Friday, 24 September 2010

Collection Of Dreams

I had a funny dream last night, again.. and it inspired me to write down my collection of funny dreams; be it stupid, ridiculous, happy and even hilarious. I have this crazy resolution that I must start jotting down some of my memorable dreams in case if it do happen and realise in the near future.
Ridiculously it may sound, but don't you guys ever had dreams that actually came true? The sixth sense or dejavu? Therefore, I might actually have psychic power!! Anyway, even though it might not come true, it's nice to ponder and fantasize about it.(for the good ones of course)

My number 1 best dream that I can remember is
> Being GOOD friends with Wang LeeHom. (ok thinking bout it already make me laugh)
Well it started like this, LeeHom was coming to Bukit Jalil for a concert. My sister already bought the tickets and then started talking bout ' Yay! I'm going to see Leehom" I was filled with envy and reallly really wanted to go too..
Bout 2 days later (I think), I dreamt of him!! Can't exactly remember of the details but I know i met him in the hospital. My grandma was really sick and I was real sad.. He came and comfort me and we became great friends!!!LAUGH OUT LOUD man!!!! We sms a lot and he even gave me free front row tickets and backstage pass to his concert..hahahahaha..=best dream ever!!

I had a few dreams about beautiful cottages, castles and even houses that I designed.ya right.lol! There was also this dream about my all my neighbour's house were so beautifully renovated some even 3 stories high while mine is so dilapidated that it looks like it was going to fall off.

Besides, I also dreamt of my uncle who passed away nearly 6/7 years ago. I've never dream of him; He appeared very healthy and pleased to see me. I gave him a huge bear hug and then he walked into the room and sleep. HUH?? any interpretations?

Oh yea, there was also this weird dream of me when I was in secondary school. I had tuition class in GURNEY PLAZA!!??? and apparently I drove there...(when i don't even have driving license) then I lepak till 2am. My mum called and asked why am i not home yet. I said I'm stuck in Gurney cause I don't know how to drive back. It is very ironic cos a moment ago I was driving. Ridiculous!!!

Finally, my dream last night...
I was totally, unrevocably in love and on the altar about to marry 'the beast' from the Beauty and the Beast. hahahahahaha!! Btw, he was still in the form of the beast.. Among the present were Mrs teaspot, candlestick, cups and of course the famous rose..LOL

Saturday, 11 September 2010

Cute and fantastic

Here are just some of the things I found awesome and fantastic and can't helping sharing with you guys..


recycling old fluorescent tubes..ingenious and eco-friendly

Like they said, not polluting +cool

reuse you old mac===turn it into aquarium

these are goody good and useful!!

look chic?that's not all, look below... extension cord!!fantastic and totally save up space.Besides, you get to totally show off to your friends..hahaha

This one is a wild idea by some designer who wanted to solve switch problems for once and for all. He made an entire wall full of sockets! But forgot to tell us which one’s are for real.

they call it electroman.

It's a german calendar. Pull it a lil bit a day and it gets shorter everyday. (provided you dun have a cat or dog at home)

guess he is a mercedes lover

Believes In Alien?..Abduction Lamp

Description from the maker: Turning on Mr. P (aka: the One Man Shy Lamp) may cause a few giggles and perhaps a blush or two. Yes, that is his on/off switch. His head will illuminate under the repositionable shade, once you turn him on. It doesn’t take much to brighten up Mr. P’s day. In fact, you only need to push on one little thing to make him glow warmly! This humorous accent light is sure to be a conversation piece.

Tuesday, 7 September 2010

Extraordinary and Reality

For those who are not up to my silly pondering again, just skip this post.

Reading and watching dramas have got me into questioning life once again.
For the free thinkers, there is reality and the extraordinary.
What is reality? The true important meaning and matter in live. What comes to my 19 year old mind are health, family, love, money, work, food, house, mortgage! Like I have mortgage..
Reality could be a scary and torturous thing to go through. A person battling cancer would wished to escape reality and live a carefree life; a person in debt would wish he is a millionaire. A person like me...wish to have free-will, love and an audi R8.

Being 19 is like you are stuck in the middle. I still feel like a teen but everyone expects you to be Miss GrownUp. And it could be a hard time trying to adjust. Is it possible of wanting to be young and old at the same time? Like every other teenager (which soon I shall not classify myself with), I love food, clothes, boys(for girls) and games. However, I'm still reluctant to let it go. There is still so much things to do in my to-do list before reaching 20.

The big two zero! The transition from 20 candles to 2 candles, 21 candles to big 3 candles are just so stressful at times. Especially if the pass 10 years have not been up to expectation. I feel old and starts to question myself on what have I accomplished? I know I could still be me even if I'm older but the transition period is just tough sometimes. I mean 'I' don't have the brain I used to have when I was 10. Life wasn't such a huge responsibility at that time. I have pocket money everyday, go to school, attend classes, laugh and study for exams. Tomorrow is just another day. Being older makes me think into what I used to write in essays. 'Penyertaan dalam ko-kurikulum dapat menjadikan saya seseorang yang lebih bertanggungjawab' Funny.. I wish for forever living in Neverland yet still wish for being a grown up sometimes. This is life I guess, reality.

Perhaps I am thinking and expecting too much; or maybe its just the drama that is messing with my head and got into serious, random, silly thinking again. Gosh, I would love my life to be filled more with drama and excitement.The extraordinary! I wish that I would be brave enough to try and challenge the unexpected of me. I wish.I wish.I wish.

Friday, 3 September 2010

Break

It's mid-sem break! Hooray..Currently writing from Penang.
For those friends in Penang, I'm back! although most of you all are leaving or already left.:(
Missing Penang greatly! No matter how many times I cross the bridge, it still feels nostalgic..LOL!!
2 weeks in Penang. What shall i do? catch up with old budds, shop for textbooks, update my movie & drama knowledge and BOOKS!!!
My gosh! Mum bought so many books and i seriously hope I can finish at least half of them before I go back to jungle.
That's all for now..Have a safe trip back my dear friends and happy holiday!!

Thursday, 12 August 2010

Another week

Okay..it seems like the bugs have gotten to know me and went off meeting new 'friends' to sink their teeth in; Or maybe they just went holiday and will be back soon..who knows?

New update: KFC here kinda sucky too. Super oily, bland and no meat. Can you believe it? KFC chicken drumstick! part of the meat is not there..

Class have REALLY officially started and quizzes are coming along. DE was terrible. I did not finish, by the time I sorta figured out how to do, time's Up! Physical Geo coming up next!yay..

And whoever this 'guest' or 'ng' guy is..I seriously hope you are not that annoying vain guy in my class. If it's really you, just too bad you have to read this.

Friday, 6 August 2010

Writing from the Jungle

Helllooooo, it has been so long since I updated my blog. A lot of things had happened and i don't know where to start.Why don't we start from right now and go backwards?

Currently, I'm enrolled in University Teknologi Petronas; in a very ulu kampung place in Perak. Hahaha! There is no shopping malls here but bugs and jungle. The nearest town I would say is Seri Iskandar which comprises of 3 rows of shophouses and bushes. However, there is this mini hypermarket there (they have trolleys for you to shop but no air-condition and definitely a lot of bugs). Don't judge a book by its cover, inside the university is very beautiful except the fact that they do not provide you with free bus rides for transportation from one place to another in this humongous campus.

I'm currently a Petroleum Geoscience student or commonly known as people who studies rock to find oil. A very lucrative job plus it is very interesting if you like geography and nature!!! The lecturers here are not bad, there are the good ones and also the not so good ones. Can't say much yet, it's only my 3rd week here!HA!

First week - MAS(Minggu Aluan Siswa)= Horrible!! They practically tortured us. Oh yea, its umm..'quite' Islamic here, especially for the non-muslim or even the city muslim. But it gets better after MAS, I mean there's no more people who actually dictates you on what to wear and what not. Food wise, sucky! Every cafe sells the same thing. I think all universities are like that.
You gotta find food outside, but there's not much choice even out there. Plus side is, there is a KFC in Seri Iskandar, real small but heavenly when you are eating the same food 3 meals a day. Took some pictures but I'm too lazy to upload

Lastly and sadly, there is no real cute hot guys in my class..:( & LOL!! but I made a lot of new friends (even though some of them left already).

Monday, 21 June 2010

Save Me!

I think I might just be the one on Earth that fantasize way too much! When will it ever stop? I can't seem to help it and I just keep on dreaming.. Non-stop, night and day, even when I sleep. Perhaps I should take some tranquilizer to keep my hormones or whatever thing down..
Meditation can't seem to help much, cause I get distracted so often. SOS!!

12 Days post-exam
There seems to be too much free time going on. I can't exactly find myself a job yet till UTP reply me on my uni admission. That would not exactly be the kindest thing to do to your boss by resigning after 2 weeks of employment. Therefore, that left me with quite a lot of free time. In fact, it's just a lot of free time. I've read 3 thick books, bake quite a bunch of cookies, sleep till 10am(somehow i can't sleep longer than that) and I'm still left with a lot of time..and that leads to crazy fantasies. Probably contributed by story books and television. Gotta find myself some other things to do..

Fantasies are not good cause- Definition: A pleasant situation that you enjoy thinking about, but which is unlikely to happen. And when it doesn't happen, it leads to dissapointment and anguish, distress and heartbreak!

I need to do something, that is for sure!!

Sunday, 13 June 2010

O.V.E.R

It's over!!!hooray..no more exams for now
It has been quite monotonous for the past few days.Nothing much to do except to rearrange the room, throw out some books, put in new books. Sadly, there is nothing on Tv to watch. Mum keep pestering me to find a job, apply for scholarship..But what with my lousy result?how?
Went to watch The Karate Kid on Thursday. It was funny and entertaining, but doesn't seem to fit the title though..More of The 'Kung Fu' kid than Karate kid. Jaden Smith looks really cute though. So small!! Man! He look really like his dad.
Went to Queens today for my Mum's Estee Lauder Model Search Makeover. It's fun to watch and I took a lot of backstage shots and video. She forbid me to upload any. Well, I mean come on! Photoshop makes wonder. She looks like she just drank the elixir of life and turn 30 years old!!LOL!!!
With all this free time, I was wondering whether who wants to teman me to learn some foreign language? or maybe even dance lesson? I have these list of things to do. But I think I will end up doing nothing. My List includes exercise, paint my room (which i have been lamenting for ages), dance lessons, read >5 books, cut my hair, develop pictures, learn some foreign language and find a job.
Right Now, what I need is to play computer games!!!! HA.Ha.HA. Oh yea, who wants to go for ice cream and 2nd hand book shopping with me?

Friday, 28 May 2010

Dreaming

Dreeeaming again..
How nice to have a closet full of pretty dresses;
How nice to have a room full of heels and shoes of everykind
How nice to have a house with 30 rooms and 40 bathroom with 200 hectares of land
How nice to open ur window and not see into someone else's room
How nice to be able to study anywhere, anytime, anything you wish
How nice to do anything you want and stop doing when you want to
How nice to have a driver to drive you around
In conclusion, How nice it is to be a BILLIONAIRE!!
Sing**I wanna be billionaire, so freaking bad; Everytime I close my eyes, I see my name in shining light!!
LOL!!
Ps: those koreans have nice jacket and blazers :)

Saturday, 1 May 2010

Equality and justice

There is no such thing at home..Cause equality depends on 'pangkat' and sex.
MAn!! so I got one big lecture for not fixing a Dvd for you to watch when you were so busy with uploading pictures in facebook(which u still don't know after like 4 uploads). So.. and she got only 3 lines when she came back at 8.30pm after dyeing and cutting her hair for 3 hours, and all of us starving to death because of her lateness..

She told you you were rude and the waiter is gonna spit in your food and you said nothing..I told you to fix it urself you said I'm useless?..What the crap? So I'm useless and disrecpectful..Gosh..you are ridiculous!

I can't wait to get out.. Cause they treat you like king when you come back

Tuesday, 20 April 2010

Biology and breeding

Totally should read this.. Quite enlightening and humorous.

This article is discussing about should we breed when the world is already overpopulated?

Q: I'm extra smart. Shouldn't I pass on my gene?

Well, could you pass a minimal intelligence test if one were required a 'license to breed'

To find out, simply answer this question

In light of ten of thousands of children dying of malnutrition each day, and considering the number of species going extinct as a results of our excessive reproduction. Do you think it would be a good idead to create another of yourself?

Q: What about the human instinct to breed?

Humans, like all creatures, have urges which leads to reproduction. Our biological urge is to have sex, not to make babies. Our 'instinct' to breed is the same as a squirrel's instinct to plant trees; the urge is to store food, trees are a natural result. If sex is an urge to procreate, then hunger's an urge to defecate!(hahahaha)

Why breed?

Reason given: To carry on family name. Real reason: Trying to please dad. Duped by bloodline superstition. Suggested alternative: Create something enduring and give it a family name. Or donate blood to pass on bloodline..(lol)

Reason given: My wife/husband want a baby.Real reason: Giving in out of fear of losing partner. Suggested alternative: Communicate or just rent a simulator doll baby..pftt



Check the whole story out in http://www.vhemt.org/biobreed.htm

Patience and nerves

ARGH!!!
I could not stop thinking about what to do after A2!!! I'm so happy and also worried just thinking about 'after' A2!!! Hooorayyy!!!
Find a job, apply to unis, grow my cucumber, read all the books I've been staring at for ages, go for interesting classes. exercise and tonnes of other stuff...Hooray!
It seems a little bit silly to say hooray when trials are not even over..LOL!!

Monday, 12 April 2010

What I'm thinking/ talking silently..

This is actually a place where I vent out when I have nobody to talk, contemplate or complain to.
SOOOOoo..Let's start talking to myself.
It's first day of study break; and it is getting to me..Can't believe I studied for 9 hours today- record. Well, it means I'm going to slack a little bit tomorrow.haha=bad
Currently, I'm seriously in need of playing a game or watching a really nice movie that will make me cry..(anything to distract me..ideas?)
It's the 12th of April, a day closer to 19 May; A day wasted on thinking what to do after 9th of June.. A lof of dates in a sentence I see.. Doesn't show much maturity huh? I'm talking like a kid in need of a lollipop or I'll scream like a spoiled brat..
Talking bout maturity reminds me of General paper.This two words just keep popping into my mind..How am I suppose to talk academically and factually when I don't know stuff. That's one bad thing when you are in science. You only know molecules and logarithmns. What bout history? economics? politics? people?
I better stop talking bout this depressing stuff..I feel like a failure the more I think about it..
I'M Not a loser!! I live with intention, choose with no regret and most importantly- LAUGH!!

~ though Ireally need to read a lot

Saturday, 3 April 2010

Studying hard

Currently researching for possible topics to write in General Paper..

Great recession?
Health and safety?
Technology?
Government responsibilities?
Music and people?
Capitalism?
Or the rich and the poor..

I don't know what to write..

Friday, 19 March 2010

19th March '10

It's Friday! hooray..yet another day closer to exams..
Missed classes today. Didn't plan to ponteng but got held up by university applications stuff again.Shit! I'm gonna miss the beginning of the chapter on application..

A2 timetable is out! Opening the ceremony of the launching of my 'Exam month' is General paper on 19th May. 2 months from this very day. Dark side is that I haven't been writing essays in >8 months..(except if you consider personal statement and blog)

It's Papa's 55th Birthday today! What a memorable date-NINETEEN. Maybe I should tell my dad to go buy lottery with this 2 digits in it..U no; Chinese and their lottery tickets.HaHa!!! So, going out for dinner tonight in Jade palace (Aboo Siti Lane).yum.yum.-Can't wait! Hey dad! you can officially buy stuff for half price(senior citizen rate)LOL

Went to Hatyai with mum, dad, 2 kor-kors, Jia yng and Winnie. Same as ever-there's always a sad side to everything..Thought I packed everything when I came home, but seems not. Left my glasses there.WTH?? That is like my life! Without them, I'm like half blind.So kena 'cheng' la.. Surprisingly, Hatyai is a very clean place when there is no rubbish bin anywhere near sight..not even one near the elevator or door, hotel lobby, road side... Then where should I throw all my rubbish when every corner of the road is filled with food stalls(non-stop eating =more rubbish). Eventually, I found out there was no rubbish bin cause of the previous bombing incident.I guess the bomb exploded in the rubbish bin. Bought a few stuff, okay maybe a lot of stuff..hehe. 2 t-shirts, 2 pyjamas, a new hand bag, 1 new short, fried chicken, baked 'jew hoo', 3 coconuts, 2 ice creams, mango rice, pocky biscuit sticks,lotte koala choco biscuit( they were so unbelievably cheap!!! RM 1 for one packet)lotsa food and toothpaste holders(ridiculous i know, but they are so cute and one of a kind) Check the pics out in Facebook..

Lastly, I've decided to have a fringe..'Coming soon' like what the posters always say..coming soon..haha!!

Alright enough update for now..will be back soon. You can count on me to update even during exam cause I need to release some steam or I'll sinked like an old exploded steam ship.

Gotta Study-Tata^^Love, Su Quin

Friday, 12 March 2010

Oo la la

List of Bright, happy stuff:

1. Going Hatyai tommorrow
2. Got great results for chemistry.(tho never understand why subject that i flunked in monthly test always get the best results during main exam and vice-versa)
3. Feel richer with CNY money and savings in my bank account..LOL (shu..I'm not rich, just felt 'richer' nia)

The dark side of it...

1. Feel very lost in life out of a sudden, like no purpose..
2. Feeling really grumpy and annoyed over every tiny thing..
3. Finishing A-levels in June really suck! cause some unis don't accept us..
4. And trial exam is in 5 weeks!!grrrrreeeeat...

Thursday, 4 March 2010

Just another post

Well..well..well.. It's been a while since I update this blog. People starts to tell me your blog is so dead..HAha! Nothing big has happened lately, besides the obviously Chinese New Year, my university applications and same old same old stuff.. Currently missing the feeling inside water- the feeling where you are in another medium and another beautiful universe by its own. Life indeed is a journey of self and world-discovery..Does it make sense? LOL!! actually I'm hungry for being inside the water because it's 40 degrees right here!!!!ARGH!

Talking about weather seems to be the major topic these days. From dawn to the time you go to bed. And the stupid air-conditioning in room 603 is not working properly..Can't breath! I don't get some of my classmates who wear jacket to class all day!! I'm like boiling here, hello!! Just looking at you makes me feel warm.

Went to KL the other day for my HKU interview..Crap alot of nonsense, a lil bit factless. What the hell can you actually talk academic about " Darwinism and genetic engineering". It's a never ending topic where pros and cons are equal in number and as important as each other. So glad that it's over.. Met up with some of my friends though- Sarah, Janice and Huiting!!yay! Went for karaoke after that!LOL!! sang all my heart out..(staring at wang lee hom..HAHAHA)
I never sat on Aeroline before, didn't know they had a mini toilet in the bus..Cool!! I'm like a monkey out in town the first time.wakakaka..

The sad news is that there's only 6 more weeks to trials..And I have tons of things to study.Hope I don't flunk and still keep up with my grades.

That's it for now.tata and take care!XXO

Tuesday, 2 February 2010

Skin

All right..I can't seem to be satisfied with my blog template..I wanna change it everytime I see it.*roll eyes* Feel like changing again..what do url think? Why do I actually bother about what people thinks..How many people actually log in to this page?LOL!! But do please suggest some skin for me (those who actually read it)..hehe. Making my readers happy with colours and pretty graphics are important as I mostly talk nonsense.

Chinese New Year!!! I can't wait..Lotsa shopping to do..bought a sexy dress already..LOL!! Lately, I'm in love with dresses, can't seem to get enough of it.From sundress-tube dress-2-piece dress(they're hot this season). Ah! love them man, I still need to get a pair of shorts and bottom though

We were supposed to submit all our exam registration yesterday..It was a very short notice, we were informed on Friday that deadline is on Monday.What the heck?? I didn't know whether should I take GP or not..Took me a whole lot of time till my mom said"JUST take it!!" So, I'm in..Crap! That means I have to update myself with the latest news and happenings in this world like everyday! So my CNY new resolution would be to read newspaper in detail, Times, watch more Larry King and Discovery Channel, I guess..:(

Till then,
XOXoo

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

What a week!!

Loads of tragedy this week huh?
First of all, so many people passed away..May all R.I.P!!Life is indeed very short.My advice would be do more good deed and gain more merits!!KARMA people..okay..I'm supposed to be feeling sad and all, but i just can't help it.sorry..
Finally, I've settle my University Of Hong Kong application. Couriered it to them this morning. Hope that it will reached on time which I seriously doubt.So let's cross our finger that the university will accept late applicants.
Hai.Yak! I got my AS results on Monday! A little disappointed though. I got B for freaking MATHEMATICS!!!!!what man..
Anyway, Happy Birthday to all January babies- Simone, Nicole..
Can't wait to go CNY shopping!!!

Tuesday, 19 January 2010

Headaches

Headaches can be classified into literally pain in your head or just too many things to worry about..Actually, it still comes back to literally having pain in your head..
It's January and I already have a list things that I regret doing..From not being smart enough about life to passing up homework late and kena bar from monthly test..haha.(well,there's always 1st time)
As results coming out next Monday!!!ARGHHHH!!!hope to get at least 2 As..but after thinking back, I don't think so. Just passed up my university application to HKU; chances are slim but I seriously hope they will take me. All the best and take care to Miss Florence Lim who left for Aussie on Sunday. SOrry I couldn't sent you off..too lazy..haha!muaxxx...
It's been a long time since I actually hang out with you friends..call me up anytime k? I'm stopping work soon..This sunday is my last, then we can go lepak and CNY shopping.YAy!!And oh yea. Got my diving license on 2 January..wheeee!!!! I'm a qualified Open Water Diver...wheeee!! These are some of the pics.check out the rest in Facebook..so excited, currently saving money to go on more dive trips..
Nemo's House, too bad when i go near there, all of them cabut d
My dive buddies

Wednesday, 6 January 2010

Two zero one zero

Gotta get used to that term...IT'S A New YEAR babeh!!
Let see what happened last year..any remarkable and unforgettable things??Hmm..
1. I got my SPM results..(satisfactory outcome)
2. I went to WANG LEE HOM's concert and saw him right infront of me!!!...he.he.he
3. H1N1
4. Make tons of new friends
5. Did my As exam
6. Work
7. MIssing high school
8. kena 3 parking summons!!unbelievable!!
and lastly-forever wishing that I am 18.

Enough reminiscing and back to the present. New Year, New Lease!!
I seriously got to start focusing and stop fooling around. Maths have definitely gotten harder so is Chemistry..University Application deadline are getting closer and my English is definitely getting rustier..One whole year with only 4 proper writing essays is-BAD. Can't think of anything to write on so good day to all..will be back soon!