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Monday, April 6, 2015 21:12
At times I wonder why things happen this way. Why are things turning this way?
Has the society made us all become less patient?
As the days go by, I've somehow lost the motivation. It was different from back then when I first joined. Where's the drive? I seem to have lost it. I am not sure of my direction. What should I do? Where should I go? Perhaps the environment plays a part.
The negativity needs to be gone. I'm thinking I should try meditation. Perhaps it could help to clear my mind and find the inner peace?
I need to look on the brighter note. To not be afraid.
There's always a way out to things right?
Finding that direction still...
*sshhh*
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Monday, March 30, 2015 13:08
Happy new year!! Into the second month of the first quarter. Time sure flies. Learnt new things and it sure does widen my scope in some ways.
The good, the bad, the happy, the sad. As we grow, somehow we learn to take it easy. To not overthink. Anything that's coming, so be it...life goes on. This is very much applicable over the duration of my stay in this current company.
I wouldn't say 2014 was fantastic. However, it wasn't too bad for me. Working wise, went for the SEA conference and it was an interactive session though i wasn't looking forward to it much. The personality test done there was quite interesting. Adapting well to the working culture here. New colleagues, good/bad time will tell.
The turning point for me came when I received the text at Phuket airport. It was a long one which kept me thinking on the flight back. Perhaps if things were looked at from another perspective, it isn't that bad after all. I know I'm well guarded and wary when it comes to new people who I came across. From time to time, I asked myself, can i trust this person? Time will tell. This is what I always tell myself.
Well, things ended with a good note in 2014. The start of 2015 was busy with audit work. Busy period, was an eye opener somehow. New challenges, good but then felt not much guidance given. Perhaps it is time to move on? To find something new? Still in search of the so called ideal job... *sshhh* |
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Sunday, August 3, 2014 21:57
Hello August! Its bee a month since my last entry. Lets backtrack abit...Caught the transformers movie in late June. Didn't full enjoy the movie cos of bad tummy. Company was good though.
Met up for dinner with ex-colleagues. Korean food ^^ It was an enjoyable night. Its always nice catching up with them. Miss those days we lunch together, all the laughters and gossips. Thanks for sending me back too.
I choose to believe that everyone is good by nature, however circumstances/experiences taught me otherwise. Once in awhile lunch together with happy pill is nice. We share similar views and able to relate. Just so coincidence we share the same horoscope and rising sign. Guess i'm more like my rising sign in some ways.
How some can see through me in a short while. It makes me wonder...And yes, its really little things that takes up the space in the heart. After so long, it still feels like yesterday. I'm glad I've come about and thankful to have met you. If I see you on the streets some day, I might just say hello or not, I'm not sure yet.
Felt kinda disappointed when I saw the remark, but well it'll pass...
Came across something the other day and how much I could relate to it. " The greatest gift you can give someone is you time" I truly felt it at some point. When emphasis is place on yourself. You know it somehow.
"There's a reason why don't stay who they are"
*sshhh*
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Saturday, June 28, 2014 02:09
So many things do little time. That's what's happening recently. Caught up with new processes and system. It's an experience. An eye opener. We learn as we grow. Through all these we become stronger somehow.
Made myself a promise and it's gonna be done soon. A guest speaker came earlier shared his experiences. Gotta agree that patience is the key. Active waiting. I should be more patient. Yes this it. Half a year gone. Went through difference things, came across different people. I've learnt something new. Does all experiences somewhat make us become less humane? At times I wonder, really who can I go to at this time of the day..when I need a listening ear... Oh well its one of the nights again I guess... |
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Sunday, May 11, 2014 16:47
Are there tell tale signs?
Few things that happened made me re-think.. Is it that I'm not handling it well? Not good enough? How can it be better managed?
Point to note: deal with the issue, not the person a mental note to myself. Always always remember...
It came to a point that I couldn't take it anymore. Felt so lost. I've tried, but ended up with double work, what's the point. Me voicing out doesn't really help. Learned to appreciate people around me more. Thankful for having them around. Sorry to make you guys worried.
The call that came.. Felt as if there's some hidden meaning behind, but I pushed it all away.
Everything's gonna be okay?
" Let your faith be greater than your fear"
*sshhh*
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