♥Friday, March 13, 2009
Anyway, today was awesome, indescribable, uncontainable. Srsly, So much tears came out. Wore home clothes, Yes, got caught for short dress. Ballet tights on, Lets skip the bias teacher part. Started the day with a game again, much intro and comedy from the team. Esther prayed for the cohort again (: Will I guess it benefits me and the rest.
Sorry if i made you all tear, but im glad He spoke to you (: Then we formed a circle and had some flashback thing, we opened our eyes and there was this heart shape thing on the floor made of paper. And we had to take the heart and write to someone we needed to reconcile with. I wrote to beatrice, When we hugged each other, we just broke down and cried. Idk why, We just miss each other so much till we're so pre occupied with certain things & forget each other. Next was caroline, srsly, i had doubts giving it to her. After I did, We hugged. We're fine, I told her to go be happy with Carla, We both cried? Ah, best la. & people surrounding us like yanti, bea and all were like so happy that we were okay, after 3 years? Yeah, I agree. But, yeah, we're okay, Ill be happy for Carlaline :] Hohohoho. I receieved papers from unexpected people like vivien. Really really didnt expect it at all, I was walking to my place and she came up to me hugged me and we both cried? I think one problem leads to another, cause its like, we thought we were partly not okay cause of caroline, but we're fine. Vivien, cheer up! Thanks for the little note. Wrote some more, and keet was next, we hugged and cried :D My face was simply full of tears cause im so damn emotional ^^ Keet, Thankyou, You're right, we bonded alot & say bye to our hatered ! Went back to hug bea again, I just cant believe she was so important to me. Nas was also a nice one, hahaha, my second kiss from Nas ! & Carla apparently doesnt want to give things to me personally, she made claudine give it to me -.- Yes I forgive you, Go be happy with whoever & anything. Im glad, you finally appreciate your friends and always trust in the Lord, when you fall. Many others, but these were the main people who I really didnt expect us to be okay, after like cold wars and all? But, its really all about appreciating friends, AM & AN, Thankyou both too. You've played such an important role in this friendship thing, & All in all, Im glad we're fine. Loveeezz.
Im quite surprised that i drew closer to alot of people in class. Like desiree, priscilla and crystal's group. They're actually a nice fun bunch of people, I guessed, we used to go against each other. But now we're fine, & Im glad we're this way. Thankyou all
(Please look at fb for picures)
Next, class performance, MM totally rocked okay! I was super nervous for my ballet shit. But nevermind, MM emerged as champions ! Yayayayyayayayayyayayayay !! :D Class peekture & headed to vivo with AM & AN for Bk (: Talked, & Monday is on! Miss you all, & take care love. I guess we learn alot today, all the tears? Worth it i guess;I wonder what you're going to tell me, when we talk.Im super fearful of our promise, when we agreed to see what happens after this
Sometimes I reflect, & I regret.
Im gonna kill this blog for awhile, I moved to Lj (:
Labels: EFL WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND TEARS
11:13 PM ♥
♥Tuesday, March 10, 2009
You say it best, When you say nothing at allHellowelloz, Guess what? Today's attendance the best la, even WangQM said its fantastic! Haha, It was kinda obvious the group of people who ponned and he knew -.- & Apparently, In the morning farhanah was on the way to school, in the end? On the way to idk where? Hah :D & Anyway, SS was so boring. Carla, I hate sitting beside you for SS la. You just cant entertain me. I ended up sleepin w/o getting caught. Oh how smart? Esther sitting right infront also ^^ For a few times when Mr Monotone was walking to our side, Carla will go, Pish! But, Im still awake. After a few, I slept till bell rang I was so friggin happy. I wasnt feeling well during math, Ms Wong told me to go home. But I was doubtful on going home & being alone. How to cook my minced meat porridge (mom makes this when im sick) Yeah, then chinese was at the library -.- Pathetically, The books still suck ! x10000000000000000000000000000000000000 Seriously.. Recessed with Sue they all in the classroom, & got chased out awhile after. Councillors -.- POA was boring, but its better than a practical lesson la. Carla was boring me out again, she was emo-ing cause her dearest baby was pissed with her and slashed.; Tsk Carla Tsk Tsk Tskkkkkk. :D Hhahaa, Why do people slash? Plain dumb. Geog after that, Mrs F (J!) Was like, Esther, your friend not here today, you sit infront. Hi Mrs Francis, When she's around you still ask us to move infront. Good la you. Hmpfh! Then, waited for Jelly after school & Subway-ed :D Yayyyy, Trained to wdls & met valencia to pass her my chords for audition. &&&& On the way home, The bus bell was ringing throughout the 15+ mins bus ride. & Everyone was laughing & getting so annoyed. How ammusing.Off to ballet.Ballet exam coming (Bad timing)Thats all for today,
Missed Am + An so much! I ate toast without you all ): ): ): ): ):
No J to complain, Eh why the bell ring so fast, I havent finished my bread
Our hugs, how sentimental.
Trigger my tears pretty please.
Labels: THIS BLOG IS DYING. DYING. DEAD?
10:36 PM ♥
♥Thursday, March 05, 2009
Esther was happy, Now she isnt.Partly happy cause, I talked to mom about the tuition thingy & she so agreed I shouldnt switched tutor. Yay!School was fine, SS was alright. Should be able to pass. 70% of the class failed bio, how depressing can that be? Mrs K read out the marks. J, please tutor me for bio next time! Hah, then we had like PE. Most of the class didnt change and all. Still, Played captain's ball. Played with no rules -.- We were like running with the ball & pushing all over the place just to fight for the ball? Tsk, Went up to class after that, Miss Vidya didnt come. Did class tee money stuff with Shanti. Its super annoying collecting money from the class. But whatever. ): !! Maths & Chinese was like practically not even having lessons. Laoshi left for some stuff. & For once, me & Chloe had a coversation (: Okay, Esther's so sociable. Headed to town after school with Wq, certain stuff happened. Dont wish to mention. But yes, I went t refund my 20bucks (: & Bought my strips & Went to DP to get blouses. Yay, thankyou Wei Qi. Had Food Republic after that, That girl waste food only la. Fetched her to far east. & I left, Gao Wei Qi, I cant believe she's your cousin & he's your church mate. Ohmannn ^^ Love you for lyfe still. Back to school matters, Efl, next week & Ill be going to school alone. Wow :/ & Tryathalon admin stuff -unsettled- Ok, 2 things to look forward to;
1. MILO Tryathalon
2. Elmo's haircut (:
7:10 PM ♥
♥Tuesday, March 03, 2009
You know what? I feel totally shit now.
What does /how does it feel like being accused of something you've not done? I feel that way! And it sucks1 I mean, me and yaodeful is close? Not like we gonna get into an affair and have sex and ill get pregnant, Mrc Chan. You're just contradicting yourself, Bi*** You can say you cant tolerate me, You think I can? Well, at least I give you some due respect. Excuse me, for goodness sake, Im not some desperate for boyfriend girl? Whatever, damn policy your friggin tuition centre have? I dont care! If you cant tolerate me (which gives your company money) You just jolly well close shop okay ?! Come on la, Your job, dont like it, quit! Why must I be the one quitting huh?
Omygosh, I cant describe how I feel, but its just shit.
Goodbye
7:56 PM ♥
♥Sunday, March 01, 2009
Esther's mentally drained. Esther's mentally drained. Esther's mentally drained.
Lets start, Thursday? Hhahaha, it was a half boring day. Yes, I screwed up my chinese paper. Like obviously. But laoshi said this, (english translation)
Me: Lao shi, I failed again
Ls: Its okay, I'll help you because I know you studied
I really did study la, Laoshi rockz.
We had chem lessons after that, & we did practical! Got a video for that, Post it up somewhere, sometime soon. It was pretty cool, like realizing how much energy does a small piece of gummy have. (: (: Okay here goes the complaining part & why im so pissed (requested by some people)
If you dont wanna read, please scrool all the way down :] *catch breathe*
Left chem lab after bell rung, went up to class. With J & Elmo! Then, we went to toilet to change for house prac. Saw Ethel there, & Asked her why she didnt go for cheerleading. She said, cause she got SYF dance. Cannot join cheerleading, & she's backing out with delcia & belle i think. Then, we (seniors) were like wondering who gonna back up then? 3 people you know! So Me & J wanted to help, since I didnt have anything on. & I kinda could commit to pracs and all that. Then we went to practice the dance steps with Amirah. Vw, came soon after. & Madu was in the room acting as if she's the person in charge of cheerleading & Talk about all the bullshit on threatening our juniors! Dont you have conscience madu? Wth luh, Pissing off. Vw, J, Elmo & I went to the toilet to go bitch about madu. Cause srsly, we were damn pissed off with her alrd. Then, we thought we just shut up and see how things go. Cause me, Elmo, Vw, J are in charge of cheers -house commitee poeple- Then, we went to the hall, had the smoking talk thingy & guess what, we didnt do cheers We splited into levels to do activities. Sec4s had archery, by the time we went down to the confined rifle range, it was so packed. The damn rude uncle was like : OI YOU GIRLS WANNA COME IN OR NOT, OR IM GONNA LOCK. Like, hello? Its so packed, how to go in? So me, Vw, J & Elmo went up to class and go check on cheerleading. Amirah asked clara if me & J, could join. And she gave the 'EW' face! Like, wth is your problem? We're solving the problem for you, & you still can give that attitude? Omygosh, me & J saw her face and we were so pissed, we slammed the classroom door and sat outside with Vw. We were like relieving our anger to each other. Then Madu came along showing a gross face. (lets skip this boring part) Then, me, Vw, J didnt have anything to do cause Elmo had went for cheerleading. So we went to the canteen to hunt for food. In the end, we got free porridge from the auntie cause she wanted to go home. Amirah & Faith came down. We gossiped again. I know its bad, but hello? Out of anger? Yah! Then we had the conver about rats. Cause Madu is the rat what! Hah, everything was about rats! M called, and asked where was she supposed to report, Met her at the canteen. & We went to the toilet to camwhore. That made me a little happier :D Heh, then we talked to M & N together. Was just some junior senior bonding which was good. Went to the hall, watched sec2s play netball & upper sec girls were dismissed. Went to class, so the rat there. Taking charge of everything! WTHHH, Vw there, she dont dare act. Now then act! Wthhh !! Then, we just walked to the toilet to change and met M & D supposedly to go home together but D had to rush so she taking straight bus home. Left me & M alone. So we met N & Sj at the bus stop. Vivo-ed together & Sj left to clementi. It was kinda weird being out with all sec2s? Walked to habourfront for macs. N had fries and I had Mcflurry - Esther's Mcfluffy! Hahaha, Totally thought of the assist at tpy macs together! Anyway, I miss assists ): Sadly, only one program this month ): Okay, continuing, M cabbed to wdl & me & N went home. Talked quite abit. Eh, senior & junior bonding. Then, I home-d. All tired & pissed of course.
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Yeah, then friday, had morning run with M. Sex talk and all that. CFTime. & F&N test, even our teacher said it was a dumbshitass paper! HAHHAA, yes she said that! & After recess, I heard that rumours have been passing that i suck up to Elmo & J. Wth lur, thanks ah! C _____ !!! Stayed back for ss. Saw M for lunch. After ss, stayed in school to study again (: Really did alot of work & felt so accomplished for once. Supposed to wait for M to finish training, But I was lazy so I went home. Had tuition & taught my ballet kids in the evening. Still dont know if I should stop teaching ): ): ): I've to sacrifice alot of things. Ohyes, I got 11/12 for bio class test. Yes, Im like showing the whole world and our group pw for Bio is up along the walls to the science labs : D wheehee. Yeah, I hope I do well for CA. Esther must study hard !
Short and quick update on saturday. Woke up early cause I know I needed to get ready and all that. Slept at 2am that morning cause I was webcamming with M and teaching her through webcam -.- Yeah, then I managed to get mself up by 1030? Headed to heatland to popular & collect my flowers. Went for tuition. Yaodeful, smile okay. Life is always full of ups and downs. Remember to pick yourself up, if you really do for. Cause I know you've got the capability to (: Had lesson for respiration, I really needa go revise my work. Esp the carbon dioxide thingy. Okay, Im gonna try to stay away from the comp this whole week till thursday
:D ahhaha, Yeah, umumumumum, Then rushed down to pioneer. Ohh! Got the new jookoon extension. Not bad la. Then went to Aunty Nina's place, had lunch and studied a little. Left at 6. Met char at jurong east. We supposed to meet like before going into the train. But like she was on the opp platform (interchange) & we were going towards wdls direction. So we were like, forget it. Meet at wdl control station. Yeah, then we met at wdl and 901-ed to church together. Was so amazing like we all sat on the floor instead and was very powerful about spreading the message during easter. Ahhh, who to invite to church? Lalaladeeda. Then talked to Ian about tryathalon and headed to wdl mrt after that and bused home. I was so friggin tired + sleeeepy zzzzzzz -.-
:D ahhaha, Yeah, umumumumum, Then rushed down to pioneer. Ohh! Got the new jookoon extension. Not bad la. Then went to Aunty Nina's place, had lunch and studied a little. Left at 6. Met char at jurong east. We supposed to meet like before going into the train. But like she was on the opp platform (interchange) & we were going towards wdls direction. So we were like, forget it. Meet at wdl control station. Yeah, then we met at wdl and 901-ed to church together. Was so amazing like we all sat on the floor instead and was very powerful about spreading the message during easter. Ahhh, who to invite to church? Lalaladeeda. Then talked to Ian about tryathalon and headed to wdl mrt after that and bused home. I was so friggin tired + sleeeepy zzzzzzz -.-
Okayyy, im going to sleep cause its like 1st March & Its 12:58am -.-
LOOKING!
People free on 20th March to accompany Esther
to Popular Expo sale :D Pretty plz & thankyou
PICTUREZ NEXT POST.
(Sorry ah, i had to copy and paste the prev post cause of font problems)
So this was supposed to be posted yesterday night at 12 plus : D
All the best for common assesment. God Bless
Labels: GOSSIPING IS BAD
8:43 AM ♥
We officially formed our mini clique. Hahaa, Amazing huh. Chineses, Indian & Malay. So multiracial. Its like 1st March 0833 ! Omygosh, I slept with my contacts and lights on. And I missed church ): Ohwellz. Labels: PEEKTURES
1:29 AM ♥
♥Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Hello all fellow people. Im posting pictures for last week's house practice. One week late, but its okay (: Hhahaha, house prac again tmr. Love you joseph! Estherr's studying for chinese okay! Thanks yaodefulz. Today was overall, an okay day. Thank zhen yao for de-stressing me a little. Enjoy peekturez
Yay, I like the next two pictures!
Left toe, Right Toe
Labels: LAST HOUSE PRAC OF STC? (HOPE NOT)
9:57 PM ♥
♥Monday, February 23, 2009
Esther cant take stress
Esther cant work under pressure
Esther cant stand the pa-th-et-ic things happening around her
Esther cant understand why people do this & that
Esther cant accept facts
Esther cant make up her mind
Esther cant decide
Esther cant face things, without Him
Esther cant carry on, ignorant about these
Esther cant figure out why it must affect me
Esther cant read your mind
Well, Im lazy to update. Things still giving problem like
- MILO TRYathalon admin stuff. Pissing me off like crap, but the event person in-charge bothered to help me check if our team was in or not. Relief a bit. But, still havent gotten our comfirmation no. and all that. Esther the group leader is having SO MANY issues
- House cheers, Gonna do up the house cheers. Hopefully the juniors will co-operate with us. Its pissing off, if they just sit there and stare. ^_^
- Assist matters.
- Worship auditions. Ohmann, Im having a sore throat worst of all
- CA1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh well, I know I can do all these, through Christ who streghtens me. Its gonna take awhile though, Mann, super stress la ! Gotta settle so many things. Yet collecting a simple total defence worksheet from the class is so difficult. Even getting scolded from them. If you think its so friggin easy, go collect la! Its been one week, yet you need people to chase you. Its annoying, & do you think I want to walk down the row to give you your parents letter? I just pass down better right?! Mrs Chu asked me to pass personally cause, She said later, you girls complain, you dont have this and that. Okay, Im gonna stop complaining.
Lord Im glad, Im alive & breathing.
Labels: I CANT.
9:39 PM ♥
