Thursday, April 16, 2009

Been a while...

I am spending a lot of time with gay porn recently.

My wife and I still haven't had sex in forever.

I am wondering if the best descriptor for me is 'MSM' or Man who has Sex with other Men.

Still just don't feel the gay thing.

Wondering a lot lately if I will ever have sex with a man who I love, of if I will live my life without it.