happy birthday to me! ;) first of all, i'm not emo or whatsoever. it's just that on this day, i would like to spend quiet time by myself or with people who loves me unconditionally for who i am. people who forgive my mistakes, people who is always there regardless of how hurtful i can be to them at times.
being 20 years old is a turning point of my life i set for myself. learn to be an adult, learn to be more forgiving, learn to see things in a broader perspective. believing things happen for a reason and that would make me stronger. (getting emo, LOL)
i thank every single one of you who bothers to remember my birthday (through heart or facebook, lol) and the best wishes they gave. i always tell myself not to expect so much, because i can't stand disappointment. oh wells. haha ;) like i say, birthday is meaningless to me. it's just another day for me to repent what i had done for the past 1 year.
went kl for a mini getaway and to celebrate sueyen's 21st birthday. it was fun and really enjoyable with the girls. big thanks to sueyen and her mum for the hospitality, we really appreciate it!
(xiang wo ni de shou, lol)
shopping, preparations for sueyen's party, sunway lagoon, taupok. sunway lagoon was a blast, too bad roller coaster was down, i wanted to play it so badly. and the mini birthday celebration they gave me, really appreciate too. <3
and what's up with the jack neo and his extra marital affairs got to do with us, why is it publicized everywhere? stupid and redundant.
with loves, 10:09 PM
Friday, March 05, 2010
away!
i've pimple outbreak for damn long thus you don't see my zi lian photos that often now. haha. this time, my face is really going to cui. a sign of getting old ): i seriously don't behave like a 20. this really worries me. what's worse, i don't know how to cook! this has been bothering me for damn long. will try to learn some dishes during this holidays (hopefully). i fail my role as a woman )':
is pretty scary to be checking out jobs available for banking finance sector. i can't believe i will be going out and work and really, i'm afraid of the working society out there. i don't think i have the skills to interact with people, how things are done etc. what's worse, banking is all about sales and services. craps.
anyway, will be going to KL for mini get-away and to celebrate sueyen's 21st birthday! :D will be back on tuesday, miss me people :D
with loves, 8:06 PM
Wednesday, March 03, 2010
how true.
this totally spells out how i feel ):
with loves, 4:38 PM
Saturday, February 27, 2010
...
i wanted to switch to wordpress you know. then i get all lazy. nevermind.
before it converted into a book, it looks like this!
sometimes i think, i only got myself to blame. causing everything to fall into pieces.
Falling for him once: Temptation Falling for him twice: Destiny Getting your heart broken: A Mistake Letting it happen again: Unstoppable
with loves, 12:13 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
speechless.
boy you left me speechless, so speechless.
think i'm giving up psycho. sian ttm.
with loves, 8:24 PM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
yes or no?
i've just submitted my sim application form. mixed feelings now. i really wonder if i make the right decision.
i've always been alone. from primary school to secondary school and join NPCC. from secondary school to SP and join SBC. it had always been an independent journey, without anyone beside me.
but why do i feel so insecure this time round? choosing a part time studies, looking for a full time job. feel so scare and insecure. probably this is the way to growing up. you start to feel scare of what's in front and you got no other way but continue walking.
been contemplating whether to switch to wordpress or not, but i guess i won't have time to blog much either.
no mood to study for exams as well. this is getting scary. how do i even handle university when i have to work and study at the same time.
anyway diet plan starts after i finish the chinese new year goodies. haha ;)
DBF/02 :D definitely better then my year 1 class.
with loves, 11:41 AM
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♥alicia
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nineteen this year.
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