Friday, June 29, 2007
pain! ):
is the bloody period again. omg. it hurts like duno wat. make me nv enjoy my shopping todae ):
met up with ky+jj for lunch.
after tt meet shuman go bugis walkwalk. waulau. is pain like duno wtf la. -___- make me buy 2 top den bth go sit down. i dunhaf chance go see jumper lah. T.T and make me no mood take photo. BOO! spend few hrs at bk talking.
warren saw me. but i nv see him.
i saw jiahon.
and when me and shuman were at gelare nuaing. [yeah i ate icecream -__- and waffles! :D]we saw eugenegoh jieyong jlo and kenneth!
haha went home with them. omg. liven up my spirit abit. cus we were complainin abt sch. which is like the common topic for all of us. hahaha. den they started to be lame. me and shuman kept laughin. haha.
den egoh was like sayin. "now den appreciate our lame jokes ryte. kept laughin." den i tink, ya los. miss the tym in phs. aww ):
and when they all left. left me and kenneth. cus i was crossin my leg. he tt asshole kick my slippers and fly la. omg super malu. den i wack him super hard which was like a loud PIAK. everybody stare at us. hahaha.
omg. i miss phs. ): iloveshuman! :D
Thursday, June 28, 2007
over!
weehees. itab is over. my test all over. but todae is so omg. i nv finish doin my itab lah. reallie die until veh jialat. i tot wil be easy lah. end up i tink tink den nv do finish. so sad ):
wanna sae a veh funny story ytd de. but i blog blog til i dc. den duno why nv auto save! so rah! nvm la.
wah i just now emotional breakdown los. haha. cus my bro using laptop. both the tv at my hse are down. duno why. another available one in mama room. but parents slpin. den sms exceed. wah totally no entertainment. and i just sit on the bed and STONE.
stonin is my hobby la. but i reallie stone until wah. nearly go crazy -___- tt's random anyway.
ahhh. post pic lah ): sian. gg out with shuman tml. SHOP SHOP. before that shall haf lunch with my VERY NICE FREN KY. haha.
i tink i look like mouse here eh. -__-
the banana i treat monkey for dinner. lol
i wanna eat too! so random =D
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
dead
im so dead for accounts today. if i can pass. i'll be super happy lah. shit man. -_____- why so difficult!? (<$T@&T$">Y@*$T@&T$
ytd still study til 5 in the morning ok! den end up i still duno how to do. ): uber saddening los ): but cant blame oso los. was msning til like 2 am. den decided to reallie study until 5.
den suddenly alot of thgs went thru my mind. den when i wanna slp i couldnt slp. still turn and toss for duno how long. just kept tinkin abt thgs. den after i slp i woke up i tot i late for exams. den end up oni 8 in the morning. slp for like 2hr plus. den continue toss and turn til 10. den prepare go sch.
reach sch super tired la. duno why oso. muz be over stress. haha. first tym i so 'shui bu zhao' den accounts was a killer. im so duh -__- after tt went for some dialogue session or watever. im just lookin fwd to the reception for food oni los.
anyway msn with jr and jer ytd. so were just plain msning with jr. den jer told me his fren broke up with his 4yr gf for another girl. and in btwn gt alot of thgs happen. den i feel like super wasted la. den kept msn until super late.
why are guys so fickleminded?
and ytd dumb ky msn me and sae. happy anniversary for the both of us. haha.
im officially single for 1 yr. and he officially single for 2 yr. haha!
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
statistics is down!
statistic is down. wahhah. i noe my standard deviation cfm correct. cus i use calculator. wahahha. but still write out the whole workin lah. yeahh =D =D but damn the ogive. i draw wrongly -____- and damn the possibility. i can nv do. since sec4 i've alwaes been a total dumbass in possibilty. my gosh -____-
blogger are ugly without picture. so post one picture of me! wahahha.
i noe i look ugly here too. hahaha =D
and the banana is gg to be ripe soon. wahhaha. is turnin frm green to yellow. weeeeeee (:
im turnin uglier as i grow older. omgggggg ): WHYYY. my dark circles are gettin worse. my skin is gettin drier and my hair sucks. omg. NOBODY LOVES ME ANYMORE ):
is oni when i come poly i get closer to my phs senior again. haha. oh man i just miss phs ):
ILOVEPPLWHOLOVEME! =D
shall go slp b4 studyin for accounts. gosh ):
im still tinkin shld i go for the dinner on fri ): im in a dilemma!
the
opportunity cost of gg dinner, i can spend 10buck-over-plus buyin another top. but if i go, im spendin the 10buck-over-plus on a dinner.
so shld i go dinner and dun go shopping?
or go dinner and forgo shopping?
AHHHHHHHHHHH ):
opportunity cost is the value of the best alternative sacrifice for the chosen alternative. whaha. ECONS!
Monday, June 25, 2007
econs down!
haha. is oni 1 of the ca paper and im so happy tt one is over! woohoos. but i doubt i do well la. cus im super dumb in econs. wth ): anyway thanks to my DEAREST
MEIYIN who help me a lil in econs b4 my test. haha. ILOVEYOU!
who sae econs is common sense los. they make simple thgs veh complicated. like wtf. hahaha. but watever, im so happy is over. though in another 3 weeks tym i gt another 2 chapter which is like more difficult. omg im so dead.
tml is statistics paper! stupid chebysev ):
call nzg and he nv return my call. wth. no more free dinner. ^W$%Q@#*^ hungryy! ):
im feelin better now. no more emo-ness in me alr! for those ppl who care. IM SO TOUCHED! hehs =X anyone wanna go out on saturday? is a MIRACLE alicia is askin ppl out on SATURDAY ok. hahha. i wanna go shop! any takers? (:
maybe i shall skip the dinner on fri to save money. hehs(: SATURDAY!!!!!
anyway alicia love surprises. pls start to plan some surprises for my birthday tt is comin in 9 mths tym ok (: I LOVE SURPRISES. so sad los. every yr my birthdae so boring. when ppl ask me wat is the most memorable one, i even haf difficulty rmbring wat i do for my previous birthday. =x haha. PLAN SURPRISES OK =D
so random. meows (: ILOVEPPLWHOLOVEME! (:
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
im losing myselff
well it SEEMS that im not doin anythg. I AM DOIN SUMTHG. im referring to the sponsorship. it seems like im not doin enuff to get sponsorship but IM TRYIN my best. u sounded like im doin nth and tt u're _____ with me. but tel u wat. im _____ with myself oso laa. i email no reply. i call they sae nv sponsor. den wat am i suppose to do. force them meh. man i sound fierce. but wth. is demoralising los. first tym im doin sponsor and im not getting any returns. can u imagine how demoralising it is.
owells nvm. since none of them noe my blog. i tink is alryte for my to just vent out my anger. haha. AHHHHHHHH. *$!!!!^%^!!!(#!$
i've nt been studyin laaa. omg. im left with how many days?! and next fri im suppose to study with frens and i haf meetin. 2 meetings somemore. den how to meet them to study. damn im so dead. IM SUPPOSE TO ASK WHATEVER i duno la. but is too late. wtf.
and im watchin fantastic 4 with ky and jj ltr. den how. i so no tym to study. and im supose to meet them at 330 la. and now 3 im stil at home.
i guess it's gonna be a sad day out again ):
haiiis T.T i tot to make myself busy is the way to keep up with my life. apparently im wrong. im some asshole who cant handle stress ): oh fuckmyself -.-
u tink u noe me well enuff? i wan to be a nice and demure girl so badly la. but i guess i jsut cant do it. im far too rough. DAMN.
ok im gonna be late. gotta run. shall push the unhappiness after the movie. meows
Saturday, June 16, 2007
meow
ok im suppose to be studyin la. cus i gt test after my 2 weeks break. but apparently im too bored and start to scribble on my organiser laaa. hahah!
i tink tis angle veh nice los. haha.
tt's me in lecture hall. im was freakin bored. i look funny la. haha! with huiwen specs though.
can see i look kuku with tt hair ryte. hahaha. mon coming. SO EXCITED! gg shopping with poly cliques b4 meetin my beloved 4h at amk. OMG xDD gt so many thgs to buy laa.
leather bag.
bubble sleeve shirt
vest
jumper
dress look alike top
omg omg omg. so many thgs to buy. so little money ):
AND AND econs reallie veh difficult for me los. omg. i need help laaa ):
super busy now. so many thgs to do. so little tym. stupid sponsorship is driving me crazy ): and i haven even start studyin for my stats and pacc la. boohoo! ):
cus i gt nth to do. so haha play tis!
Create your own Friend Test hereedit : i nv noe life can be so fragile. went frenster and just surfin around. and i realise one of my fren actually die last yr. and i didnt noe. im not close with him. but i noe him as a fren. we do tok in msn last tym. but i nv noe. he actually die for 1 yr alr. he's oni 20 tis yr if he's alive.
seriously, til now i still canot believe it. he's still so young. and tis is the first tym i met with such scenario. i feel sad. i nv noe such matter can make me tt sad. my heart just sank. i finally understand tis sentence. is so unbelievable.
life can be so fragile. what will happen if im gone tml. will my frens grieve for me? i nv noe tis could make me so sad. i reallie nv noe. how can i ever deal with such situation next tym?
i duno life can be so fragile.. ): wish him all the best.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
cuo le zai cuo
cus my blog is so dead. here to post a pic i took duno how many donkey yrs ago. not veh long though. cus cut hair alr. i beginnin to miss my long hair. but tis oni shows i still cant let go of the past. especially late in the nite. jiu shi hui xiang qi ni ):
ok. blogger seems cock up. no photo for tis entry. haha. omg im so in love with tis song! ahhaa.
张栋梁 - 错了再错退到了绝境再退破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下
我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧
即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
为什么连谎言你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说
so me and
die kept tokin abt the 'dun poke the lie' i tink oni we 2 understand. haha.
ahhh i miss you ):
Monday, June 11, 2007
meowwws
morning. actually is afternoon la. went jurong library meet up with mardiah and peishan for sponsorship meeting. wasnt in a veh gd mood. so was pretty quiet. didnt reallie help out much. sorry ):
in an attempt of taking one eyelash out frm my eye, i rub duno how many tyms, end up 2 eyelashes drop out. somemore my eye as red as rabbit's eye now. wth.
omg tt teri totally cant speak chinese. so random. cus im watchin the result show now. haha.
suddenly rmb wat milalim said at the character development module tt tym. she sae those girls born in gd family tend to love pink and be really sweet. den i noe why i alwaes so vulgar and my life revolves around black and white. wth. hahahah!
my eyes hurt ):
i~~ can give u gatsby~~~ gatsby~~ gatsby~~ dumb. so irritating.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
okay!
im gonna be ok i guess (:
gonna meet up with 4h ppl next mon. omg u cant believe how happy i am. hahaha. the ppl who i call frens. haha. loves loves (:
jialiang gg pop on wed alr!
yeahs. meows. so random. ahhh ):
tis is to push my previous entry down anywya. hahaha.
laadeedum!
is sad. so sad. it's a sad sad situation ):
Friday, June 08, 2007
drop dead tired
i wish im drop dead gorgeous. but apparently im so ugly bcuz of my eyebag. bcuz i super not enuff slp. im super shag laaa -.- been slpin pretty late tis whole week. for average 4-5hrs everyday. dun ask me wat i do. cus i just emoed the whole week away.
i wasnt myself at all lah.
i was super pissed.
i was gossipinin behind ppl back.
im complainin.
i just hate it.
wed > fenn's birthday celebration. hope she enjoy it. went to j8 eat cafe cartel. just a small celebration. paiseh if it's not very pleasant cus i reallie duno wat to do other den just a simple dinner.
the nice very nice lookin cake.
birthday girl
thur > SB AGM. we are the official MCs alr. after tt celebrated ivan and lishi birthdae at bugis yoshinoya. cus canot find other nice restaurant.
welfare team(:
HR coordinator!
alicia,felicia! [look at my fugly eyebag!]
ivan and lishi!
cont thur> went home, den the fuckup thg is tt the stupid mrt cock up la. wah at tt point of tym. i nearly break down and just want to scream out. i wasnt in the mood mood at all and was super piss and the mrt take super long to come. i wait for the train for like 30mins with freakin hell lots of ppl? and when i finally board the train, it's movin like a snail man. and i took more den 1hr to reach home. omg. and is freakin squeezy la. and i call my mum for like 3 tyms tryin to tel her im gonna be home late but she kept canot hear. damn my bloody phone. msged my bro 2 tyms and he dun bother to reply. i was so EMO at tt fkin pt of tym. rahs ):
fri > meet up with ky and jj den go sls. im sorry for being not - tt - high and the atmosphere seems abit sian. im reallie shag for both mentally and physically la. im hate myself for being liddat. im apologetic for my dumb behaviour.i tink i did nt do my part if fom and cd and even sb matters. im just so ______. cus im reallie tired both mentally and physically. some ppl just takin me for granted that im so tired of being alwaes there whenever u guys call and when i needed someone to tok to. i couldnt tink of anyone.
super random (:
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
meow
i saw ahbear on my way home todae! like abit canot recognise me liddat. so sad. haha
suddenly SB stuff like come piling in like a mountain. im like abit loss. hahaa. but actually. ya la. i duno. i noe im suppose to learn. tt's the point. to train oneself. but im just so _____ [fill in the blank for me] argh! nvm.
and 2 times im in sponsorship alr! issit a gd or bad thg? i wonder how they
randomly pick la. cus ya los. jiu shi 2 tyms oso in sponsorship ehh. and i duno wat to do laaa T.T
but is gud. i can learn. i love to keep myself busy. cus i dun wanna think abt you. i like busy life. ya i noe im lying to myself. wtf.
i everydae go sch feeling sad leh! ):
Sunday, June 03, 2007
meow
omg i gt nth better to do den come and blog. hahaha. for those having exams. goodluck man. for those havin exam like me after the 2weeks break. go enjoy first la. HAHA.
did i mention im super broke? waulau. i reallie broke lehs. kns. hahaha.
ytd nite went down to mac to nua with jj and ky at mac until 2am plus. den tok alot. den saw xubin the campus superstar. is nt exactly surprising cus he's frm admiralty pri but i saw bryan too! the ming xing ou xiang one. i tink is call wang yan li. he quite shuai la. wahhaha. but surprise why he's at admiralty mac late in the middle of the nite. hahaha.
and we saw kiddos playin with skipping ROPE in the middle of the ROAD in the middle of the NIGHT. hahaha. it rhymes ryte. budden is the truth la. i mean why their mama so funny let them play.
i copy finish my econ notes. OMG. unbelievable!
Friday, June 01, 2007
cockroach
omg! u guys wun believe it. look at the below pic. omg. my fren buy the prawn noodle den gt 1 cockroach inside lehs. OMG. scary ryte -_____- click for BIGGER image -_____-
so tat's me and yuanfeng hand. omg. SEE THE DIFFERENCE? is random anyway. -.- and yuanfeng is the guy who had the cockroach in the noodle la. peng lol.
so anyway after sch end. went spsu agm. was kinda boring. i mean is normal meetin la. den after tt the reception haven come. den we all gt nth to eat. sad los. den clinton kept takin out his phone and sae. neh. reception in my phone -__- he lame like hell la. peng.
and i tok to meiyin todae. omg SO MISS HER. hahaha. and on my way back i saw john gg back to sch. im like 'why u gg back' cus is like so late alr. 7 plus. den he was like. i left my laptop in class. IM LIKE OMG -.- so i hope he found his laptop back.
yup. SUPPOSINGLY go potc with jj tml. but it seems tat the response i haf frm my fren all sae potc is BORING and some even slept in btwn in. omg. and im super broke cus of the birthdae present. ya. and i decided to stay at home. i tink*
omg. the cockroach incident still in my mind. -___-
