HELLO... i'm TIREd. not surprised ehh.. aiya so irritating.. i don't wanna work la!!! no life one.. but seriously it's quite exhausting.. wht more whn i work also cannot see my darling.. *sulks.. rahs.. it's boring at work cos i DO NOT KNOW anyone.. so i don't talk AT ALL.. okae well sometimes la huh. so during lunch anthony brought me out to have lunch, den he drove me back.. aft tt i had nothing to do, so i decided to play pool.. cos got pool table inside mah.. budden know wht.. GOT NO ONE TO PLAY WITH AHhh.. sulks*.. see la no friends can!! ugghh.. anyway i STILL had time, so i called darling and she was watching tv.. hmm.. she said she heard the pig go oink oink, den she realised i called.. ehh.. LOL.. okok so aft work mom and dad picked me up to go my grandma's place.. there i also called her again and she was at the gym haha.. yeah exercising. walking, running ehh okae enough.. then quite suprised cos we had STEAM BOAT for dinner. haha yup.. oh well.. i'm off cos i've got WORK tml.. =S

HELLO.. well i went for a 2nd interview this morning.. so i woke up early and i'm TIREd as usual la.. den aft the interview i headed to city hall to pick my darling up.. budden we weren't very hmm.. wht you call stable so didn't hardly spoke to each other.. =S sorrie kae?? then aft tt met grace and jean at jurong stat.. and we went ICE skating haha =)).. yups.. darling and i are okae anyway.. i'm happy =)). so juz ice skated the whole afternoon until my leg pain ahh.. mz couldn't really ermm skate well?! yeah.. but NVM i was there to help her kae!! *smiles.. then she fell down the first time and pulled me down CAN NOT.. =P anyway grace and jean also took turns to skate with me.. grace learns damn fast man haha.. before skating we went to eat first then they played WHERE IS THE LOVE. haha ROCKs`.. memories huh..
so aft ice skating awhile mz and i went to rest at e side.. so we talked and hmm.. yeah it's between SHE and i =)).. sighs`. i'm feel sad now.. nvm.. then hmm aft ice skating, we went to macs and sharon came haha.. so funny.. anyway they went off the EW line and then mz and i went off the NS line =)).. aft tt i headed to sherlyn's house.. sarah and kris was there already.. the rest was from either sfx or IJ tp.. lol didn't quite know them.. and OH YAR.. corde and germaine was there !!!!!!!! ahhHHh haha.. havn't seen them in ages hahaha.. miss them SO much ehh LOLx.. so the whole time was juz playing mahjong.. ermm no la i dunno how to play.. dunno how to read the chinese thingy, so juz slacked .. and was talking to sarah LOL. ehs yeah.. alex shaun ben and freeman was there =)).. and now i'm TIRED again.. and my face is still PAIN. stupid la``.. darling was so mean.. kept poking my face =S.. i'm off.. got work tml *sulks.. i'll miss her.. xP

i feel like i'm still moving.. okae anyway today's boating was like FUN. absolutely man haha.. e boat is quite big la.. 20 men boat, 85 foot.. yup we sailed ard the eastern part of s'pore.. then down to st john's island i think.. aft that we when swimming.. jumped off the boat LOL.. quite cool la.. budden there was some stupid sea bugs that kept bitting me haha.. idiot``.. oh yarh the depth was like 4+m deep.. =P i was abit sea sick at one point, but was okae aft that, lunch was GREAT.. food again DUH, had bbq on the boat.. oh yar kenna sun burn.. den later my cousins and i climbed up to the roof of the boat and sat there throughout the whole journey back.. we were singing loads of SONGs man haha..there were so many memories.. tsk`.. but anyway ltr it rained, so we headed down to the cabin.. wahh SHIOK ahh lol.. pretty nice =)) kae.. i'm still feeling shaky, so i'm off first la..

heard abt the disaster in SEA ?? sad huh.. sighs`..

hellooo.. i'm tired again.. well this christmas is not tt bad.. but isn't as good as i thought it would've been.. so kinda disappointed.. but anyway, it has been eating and meeting up with relatives =)) miss em loads.. hmm so today i went back to sfx for the 10am mass.. like DAMN IT. i don't know anyone there.. but aft mass i met sherlyn and freeman, so it wasn't tt bad aft all.. anyway aft tt i wenta e airport to meet darling`.. was kinda late but nvm la haha.. she bought for me my onion rings =)) yum*.. so we sat by the "viewing gallery" like ermm.. it was under renovation ?! yarh so we teleport"ed" to somewhere else haha.. then we were talking and all.. she we got rather sad abt she leaving and all.. aarrghh.. ='(
sighs` ..we've to face up to reality y'know.. it's hard i know.. but.. wht can we do ?! sometimes it hurts so bad huh.. den aft tt i needed to go for some bbq, so we went off la.. yups. and my cousins were watching harry potter AGAIN.. LOL. okokae. i'm off now. tml goin off boating to some islands haha cool.. =))

*__________MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

All I Want For Christmas Is YOU*

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...

woke up at 11+++ , so missed the first part of MVP.. but anyway, aft tt i went down to cp to meet my hwei jie to return her back her jacket =)).. thanks jie!! den i aft tt i headed to kovan to meet axid to return her back her autograph bk.. den went with her to look for her stuff but couldn't find wht she wanted.. so waited for her to change before we headed down to ps. ltr at ps, she still couldn't find wht she wanted =S hmm but anyway we walked ard as we waited for my darling to come.. aft she came axid went off la..
darling` and i walked ard and went to times awhile.. was looking for the lord of the ring books, but couldn't find the fellowship of the ring.. oh well.. then there was alot of cute children books LOL.. sounds like i'm so deprived of my childhood ehh.. shuddup!! kae anyway i was hungry so we went down to eat den ltr sharon came so we headed to cine den mz went to hyatt to get her wallet.. hmm sharon n i went to see heather working too haha.. yup.. den ltr met mz back at cine.. sharon was eating as my darling and i told her abt some DREAM.. like erms.. k it's a totally long dream.. with loads of edited parts haha.. NVM.. aft tt we went to see heather AGAIN. then wenta play pool.. darlin` it is not tt i dun wanna pei you shopping leh.. it's tt you ownself wanna go den nv tell me can not. den somemore you know i'll be playing pool le.. tsk`. So anyway aft pool we went back home la.. sharon and i waited with her for the bus.. den she kept saying she very angry with tt bitch in her dreams.. like ermm.. right.. LOL.. kae so i'm back home =)).. tml is already christmas eve.. hmm merry christmas everyone =))..

HEY.. well, yesterday was simply great..woke up early to go to mz's house bcos i wanted to watch MVP mah.. taizi!!! LOL. but anyway i met my darling at 10+ den by the time we reached her house the show was abt to begin.. then know wht ?! she cooked breakfast for me again =)) yay. niceeee.. eggs again =) so watched MVP then played the piano later.. aft tt she wanted to watch the movie signs, budden ermm.. abit sian so wasn't quite interested =P yup. so anyway we ended up slping the whole aftenoon.. tsk` sounds like a pigg eh.. =S LOL kae.. my left arm aches and i'm still tired.. *yawns.. i'll update soon huh..

PIG: u'd better get my book done eh.. don't be such an ass.....

you*: finish the packet you'd better stop okae.. sigh`

happy b'dae nick!!! i didn't forget your birthday =))..
i'm TIRED as usual la.. only slept for like 3++ hours last nite.. you should know why la huh.. anyway woke her up ard 11 cos we were gonna meet sharon and my di. met di at ps first.. then sharon came.. den my darlin` came.. and YESH.. she cooked breakfast for ME =) haha so sweet*. thank YEW!!! -winks- so we went to GV to buy movie tickets, so sharon decided to watch shutters .. and i agreed [denise.. dun kill me la!!! sorrie!! i'll watch another movie with you okae??] haha.. budden mz and rachel didn't want to watch.. but in e end we stll bought the tix. headed down to macs to sit and i continued to eat the egggggss she cooked =)).. not bad la.. cook more for me ?? =) aft awhile we realised tt we were late for the movie haha.. so we juz rushed in and got to our places.. and pls, throughout the whole movie rachel and sharon was like AHhhhhh.. haha.. den mz was like so scared also.. half e time cover her face haha.. nvm la, hugged her so tt she won't be scared LOL.. the movie was juz so funny, cos we were basically scaring ourselves.. HEHe dumb.. e freaking ghost keeps appearing everywhere.. den as usual la.. all ghost movies are shot in the night or something.. =S anyway after the movie mz had to go to off and it was on e way so sharon di and i also took e mrt with her.. that toopid sharon started wecking ppl's tt thing can not. okae shan't say la.. [censored].. haha. kae i'm tired.. so i'll juz finish up this post quick. aft neos, di n i went off.. i headed to gardens awhile.. den headed home. felt like sleeping in the bus, but anyway, my parents picked me up before i reached home cos they wanted to go seletar to eat.. yup.. i'm still TIRED.. yawns.. *_____ iLu


Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting

And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand

I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Some how I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I knowI won't forget you

i'm back here !! lol, well.. my cousins stayed over my house for the pass 2 days and every night we end up watching movies.. =) oh yarh.. i juz watched MVP.. so nice!!! hahas.. anyway tsk` my back and neck hurts.. aHhh acheing la.. =S yesterday was out with my cousins at causeway point.. then aft tt decided to meet her cos she wanted to go punggol beach, so we went la =)).. i guess i miss that place loads.. oh well.. memories la.. i think i'll be out soon again.. =S.. chill out, it's a week before christmas..

Everytime I'm near you
time is standing still
there's nothing you can't fix
with your heavenly smile
I would never leave you
my love is for life
taking things for granted
was never my style

Just give a little love
say you'll never stop
I'll do anything..
You are the one,
who can make moments last forever
The one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go
why make it harder,
than it has to be
just listen,
I'll give you love
If you give me your heart

YAWNs.. i'm TIRED.. had only 3 hrs of sleep last nite.. was talking to darlin' la =)).. so this morning i picked up py den we headed to town and waited for her buddy to come.. aft tt we went to wait at haggen dazs for the application form.. tsk` waited for sometime until py's gf came den later mz also came YAY!! hahaa.. aft tt the manager gave dawn n i some instructions for monday and all.. but so doubt i'll be gg =P.
ltr everyone left, so mz and i walked ard from far east to taka.. den from taka we went to the esplanade and the merlion haha.. yups.. both of us were hungry =S budden couldn't really find food man.. was craving for the pasta at the esplanade library, but it was close so.... yarhh NVM. so in the end we ended up at the noodle bar =)) haha.. not bad la. we slacked ard and talked while before mz had to go.. YUPs.. tt's all.. and i'm still tired, so i'm off =))
*lets have more outings babe, i enjoy the times spent with ya...

well.. wenta gardens this afternoon, then was supposed to meet heather but in the end didn't la.. i guess the red devils will be gg out soon la =)) so it's okae.. hmm.. aft tt went to ps to meet mz. went to see e guitars.. damn nice. .stupid la.. rovi got tt kinda guitar, i'm JEALOUS. =S anyway, went to see the pianos also.. but too bad they locked up the grand piano section.. sulks* yup then went down to starbucks where mz had her drink den we headed off to harbour front.. i used to think that that place is nice, den i realised it's actually quite boring.. oh well.. yeah so we walked ard and saw cable cars .duh. and the ferry terminal.. haha.
after that we went off to the esplanade. MY idea kae.. haha hmm.. truthfully, havn't been there for a long time la. but anyway we talked for like 1hr 24mins kinda thing.. but nothings settled so wht's the use.. and i'm hungry, so she sent me home.. and i'm BACK HERE =)).. oh yar saw Ms lau at city hall !!! ahHhhh.. haha. SHOCKED man.. sighs..` then met camile in the mrt haha.. havn't seen her for a long time too =)

the music's blasting , i'm enjoying
i see you as you approach, i'm falling
you look at me , i'm mesmerized
u groove to the beat, i'm watching
u pull me to the dance floor, i'm moving
i'm hooked , to the music the drink the smoke
i'm hooked , to you

my heart continues to beat...
[.the thought.]

Had a drive Driven
by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found
Thought you needed someone true
But you changed your mind
or had I failed you?
Wished you've been careful
with my heart
But you tore it apart
and broke an angel's heart
I guess what's true has an end somehow
But I am living proof
of what love is about

*It's hard holding you
loving you
losing you
It's sad to be true
and be fooled by you
I don't know I gotta go
Should I stay or should I go*

You played me on,
played me like a clown
But I feel for you,
even though I'm down
My heart is heavy,
heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
you're still in my thoughts

What's done is done
and I'll never feel the same
But we had some good times,
guess it's sad just the same
I guess the truth
doesn't matter somehow
But you were living proof,
of what love is about

well , i've been ABIT busy lately.. well all the gg out and stuff.. life has been pretty fun man!! haha i enjoy this, except i'm totally broke. juz short on cash and all... =S. anyway here's a quick recap on e pass few days ::

thurs
went out with grace jean mz and sharon.. so we wenta play pool =)). yeah it rocks wor`.. except hmm.. wasn't really concentrating in the game la.. my thoughts were somewhere else.. couldn't help it.. anyway, den we hung ard ps starbucks i think.. yeah.. haha short term memory la.. paiseh..

fri
went out AGAIN.. with sharon and stead to ps.. so we wenta look for job vacancies la.. den we went to the 77th street office for some interview thingy.. wah kao.. e office rocks can not. inside got pool table + pin ball machine.. the colours were like so bright la !!.. ehh haha yeah.. aft tt met kris at hougang den went for caroling practice.. another performance coming up =)).. oh yeahh.. all most of us reached late for caroling haha.. but it was okae la.. den some exchanged prezzies already.. abit e early ehh?? but HEY it's 2 WEEKs to christmas!!!! it'll pass fast again.. the presents rock wor`!!! esp the [fate] prezzies....haha thanks guys!!

today
i wenta WORK.. believe it or not!! haha.. was asked to help sing in the chours at someone's wedding and i got paid juz like that!! wow.. i want more man haha.. but the wedding was quite cool la.. first time attending a holy metrimony.. kinda made me realise how impt a wedding is actually.. but anyway aft tt had MAKAN!!! yeahh was looking forward that.. pam sher howie leon jo and dom was there la.. emmanual played cannon in d on the organ for the march in n it was DAMN COOL.. heart-melts*. okok so aft everything leon fetched sher n i to the bus stop den we went ps AGAIN. yup.. walked ard and met xueling cos she was meeting sharon heather and weijing.. ehh saw van yeo too la haha.. e grand piano at yamaha ROCKs absolutely =)).. den called home n my family was gg malaysia w/o me... HOI!!! aAggHhh always liddat.. *sulks.. so later i called kris and she said she was in ps also LOL. so we met up.. den decided to go to her house and watch movie =)) white chicks AGAIN.. cos sher hasn't watched it haha.. so now i'm back home.. yawns* i'm tired..

hey !!! woke up damn early today juz to go to the holding school and see the juniors having cca. so met sharon at serangoon mrt and as usual she's late. giving me the excuse tt she thought i'll be late.. right. anyway the holding school is damn big, but oh well at least i KINDA know the place.. rite kris?!! hahas.. juniors we doing the banner for cca fair.. guess i really miss the times doing all these stuff though i don't help out much.. ehh enough. then aft tt i went back to the mrt to meet evon.. and yeah she was also late.. but nvm la haha. nice of her to pei me for lunch lol.. den we also took PICTUREs!!! she said she was SHY..like right.ASss..haha.
okae aft lunch evon wenta school for trainning, den i headed to town.. on e way maryann and all of us had this voice conference thingy.. like damn it, so many of us , dunno who is talking at all haha.. by e way, sher denise rob kris and i met first.. den we went to eat and book tix for POLAR EXPRESS.. outside e cinema we saw this jack-jack postcards.. DAMN cute!! so i grabbed all LOL no i didn't haha..aft tt a short while later sarah, maryann ehhh and her bf came.. so we wenta catch e movie. overall i shld say it wasn't tt bad la.. i like e "roller coaster" parts haha.. looks damn real.. the songs we great too =)) *thumbs up!! so aft the movie all of us wenta take neos lol.. 7 of us squeezed into da machine.. wait. more like squeezed into the picture. YEAH..
later we went level 8 to play pool.. fun la.. long time never play le.. =)) den all of them went of except for kris sher and ME , so we wenta EAT n i decided to go to the airport and so we did haha. kris had her HOT CHOCOLATE. ahem.. yeah could see she was totally satisfied with it man`.. haha.. sat ard the viewing gallery talking.. so we talked all night abt the rest of our lives, where we're gonna be whn we turn 25 .. OKAE. i asked them this qns and it's kinda dumb, but i'll ask the other fate members and see wht they say haha. SHhh... =))
.:everyone chill out:.



i'm sorry abt e misunderstandings
perhaps it's best if i kept a distance
sometims it hurts so bad
i can't help it..
i'm sorry huh..

public performance was GREAT.. yups all of us knew our parts.. anyway, met mdm dillion and mrs jacob juz now!! yeahh scary man.. tsk` it's okae anyway.. hmm hanged ard gardens whole day and was like watching 3 movies in the afternoon.. last nite i was watching mean girls and pls, the girls were hell BITCHY.. but overall the movie was quite okae la haha.. gonna watch white chicks soon muahaha.. movie again. oh well.. wenta cafe cartel juz now and ate little.. kris sherlyn sarah n denise was there and we were like making alot of noise?! well not really la..
anyway i'm supposed to have a chalet tml but doubt i'm gg.. sorry babes. juz don't have the feeling for chalets now ehh. `tsk.. feel like bitching ard now.. no, we'll make it TML haha.. such an ass. i know.

.:the greatest regret:.

i'm back finally`.. after one whole day. so here it goes..
met axid and wenta pierce ear.. it didn't hurt much lehh.. lol trusted you for ONCE.. yeah then aft tt headed to town.. axid bought her hand stuffs.. ahh whtever you call it la.. met jean there too lol. eliz said she saw me but i didn't see her =P oh well.. anyway we went to taka to see my brudder`.. haha.. den axid n i when to tm to meet my clique la.. sorry that YOU were ABIT extra.. well you were the one who felt that way haha.. xp ehh axid left then heather grace clara n i took neos!!! yay. nice nice.. den we took a cabbie to mrs lai's house.. met natasha and sze ying outside e lift.. there was quite afew of us there, but charmaine and andrea didn't come.. *sulks.. siew han was like even more chio then last time ?! haha.. jia min still da same la.. we had a short gathering den we went off..
i headed for caroling practices.. =)) haha it simply rocks still.. got a public performance this sunday.. oh well pretty much excited.. so as usual caroling ROCKs.. esp the time after the practices.. today rovi played the guitar n kris joined in.. den after e practice we sang like to be with you, tears in heaven , there she goes, graduation.. etc. and the list goes on..... *______ a perfect night indeed.

it's great, you'll be able to take away thoes thoughts.. i hope...

e pic taken at prom are at e side. more pictures yet to be uploaded =S

i'm EXHAUSTEd. been going out every other day.. tsk`. anyway i guess i'm having fun as well.. sometimes, i just miss studying.. wierd eh`. i'll be out with the red devils tml =)) can't wait too haha..

HEY. juz came back from m'sia yest. had loads of fun man.. great get away.. haha.. everyday by the beach, played with cousins in the hotel, watched tv. yep that's e life =))..
anyway yesterday we had to be at the hotel by 6 for prom.. and at 5+ i was still at the causeway. tskk`.. so rushed home, got changed and went to marina mandrin.. the hotel wasn't too bad after all.. axid picked me up at the lobby den we went up to the room first.. wahh sharon, grace n axid looked GREAT. =)) heather, jess and i looked GREAT too opps.. hahahas.. after that we headed to the ball room?! something like tt la.. everyone looked so diff can.. could hardly recognise anyone pls. dinner started ard 7, the food was okae la.. had sharkfins =)) then had the miss cambridge pagent and seetal won. we also had the pl cheer and school song. there was a short presentation from the teachers too and they played graduation .. tsk` suddenly feel sad leaving pl. ='( .. but anyway after the dinner, we took loads of pictures la.. had a fun time and i'm gonna really miss everyone.. sighs`..