back from chiangmai thailand

okay.tis blog has been long ago dead.haha.i bet no one reads it.but im juz blogging to kill time.its been blissful holidays after coming back frm chiangmai.really miss my YEP loves.its been such a great n memorable 2 wks.never hav i imagined it would be so fun. i was damn sian n emo at first. anyways, im so glad we all really bonded with each other, n im sure we'll remain lifelong friends.hur hur.dragonboating with YEP peeps after cmg to spore was great too. im proud of our team man. really long to turn back time and go back to chiangmai.juz miss it so much.=( everyone on the team is saying the same thing. except for tt one person la.ahems. nvms.

ive been doing some thinking, n i realizd tt grades arent everything.whos gonna care wad gpa u got when u get ur cert? a higher gpa does not entail a better job performance since it is not directly related to clinical experience.theres juz so much more to learn. my gpa dropped and i was so devastated. but wth.i got 2 distinctions which kinda made up for it. thailand trip made me realize a great deal of things..of how to appreciate life more.how to appreciate people more.
i wouldnt say i brushed with death or nearly died la but i was seriously really really scared of that wed nite. but i can joke abt it and stuff after tt...it is Displacement i guess.haha. alot of things in life are unpredictable. anw, i really wana say tis to a friend: dont just say anything tt comes to ur mind without thinking abt it becoz some things r nt mean to joked abt. and if u say smtg and mean it, den dun do smtg tt contradict urself all over again. im sorry but tts really bullsh*t..im disappointed but oh wells.wadeva la.

im so glad with this hiatus frm school and all other stresses. juz wish the hols will last longer though.=( really looking forward to my tioman trip as well.hope all goes well and we really go. i tink i wana get my PADI cert nxt hols if the time permits.lol.clinicals are so gonna eat up into my life.haiz.but its all part of the learning experience las.wad to do. im kinda quite glad with my life right now..if only tis could last forever.hur hur. but i bet it wont. ill start getting cranky n stresed up when term begins. really need to have discipline to balance everything as well. need to b more disciplined during trgs as well.n i cant wait to get my driving licence.=) and hopefully a car. lifes getting great.im happy tt my family's fine as well. it really has not been an easy year what with all tt has happened. one year is an awfully long time..

on top of all these, there are stuff to root for after a long conversation to clear misunderstandings n stuff.hur hur. i like it that we are taking things slowly one at a time and i do understand your concerns and where u r coming from. i finally realize why it is not realistic to be just all funandgames and im really grateful to the Unglams for telling me not to jump into it with G. anyhows, i wish i could turn forward time and see what happens. ok.tts really retarded.nvms. i tink im tired. i miss my girls nian joyce ting.=( need to catch up with their lives. havent met them for ages.theres so much updating to do..rawrss. ive been missing out on my boxers too ever since i been to thailand.feel so bad i couldnt support at the recent bouts in mar. at least i bought thailand tshirts for them.haha.those redbull kind.bargained like mad.like $3 per shirt?ha.ultimate man. peng mak peng mak! tts how we bargained in thai.lol.anw, hope * and * can settle their stuff soon. honestly, dun b so petty n go settle it outside the ring and outside trg for tt matter. i dun see wad a big deal it is anw.everyones sick n tired. wish things could b the same and we can all crap together. macam sibuk sia. oh wells. yawns im tired.finally! haha.n i can go sleep now! finished charging my lappie, camera, hp and ipod.lols. tmr electricity cut frm 8am to 6pm.wad a joke. mangkuk ppl. stupid buggers. arghs..gdnites world!

melaka

sum random photos of our place in melaka.went there during 1st wk of holidays.melaka changed quite abit. the condo and the area near is getting abit ghost-town like.lols.sad.things will change.people will change.everything changes.but im nt sure im ready to embrace changes..

this place means alot to me i guess.everytime i come back, many things in my life have changed.the feeling's just diff.hope to come back again soon.this time was just a really short trip to settle stuff there.i love the seabreeze.=)))

a looooongggg post

arghhh..i juz typed n entire post n it all got deleted by accident! forget it.i guess tis is what happens when u nv blog for too long a time.bahh.its the 3rd week into my holidays! n what hav i been doing? pure enjoyment only.am nt intending to get a job.i really love hols.but not too much of it la..if not i will juz slowly n surely rot awayy.rawrs.miss hanging out with the unglams.havent met them as a grp ever since class chalet.its so hard to meet everyone in such a big grp.maybe it will only b possible after fasting period..=(

looking forward to meeting the mj girls nxt wk.=) havent met everyone in a long long timeee. really miss the past.haha.lots of catching up to do.havent seen val c, leti, tun n minmin in ages.dun really miss mingy since i met her just last fri.lols. wanna meet up with ting,joycey n nian tooo.nian hav so much to update me n leeting..haha.congrats nian!

i need to even out my tan.thanks to the safra avventura race last week.i have super uneven tans.tt was my regret of a lifetime.>_< only did it coz we already promised cindy to help.so glad suling n izzati were with me.if not its gonna b so boring n so totally pointless.n the stayover at my place was fun at least despite the fact we had to wake up at 3.30am to get to safra tampines...roars.no time to sleep at all but perfect timing forbitching session..lol.nvm.now we know neveragain to do it nxt yr..

im so happy this week! =))) coz i finally got my results.was so pissed when everyone checked laz wk except me coz i was in msia.i guess i fared not bad! better than i expected.too good to be true maybe.malay was my lowest grade though.lol.hope to get such results the nxt sem. had a great time eating at random foodplaces with leon.never knew tt he would actually know of such places.its nice to hav a car to cruise around.but too bad its nt his.we saw this v weird looking attention seeking gay at the table near us n leon was making comments damn loudly.luckily they were equally loud and didnt hear.go out with him damn scary.i tink his diaphragm muscles are v well worked out..always talk so loudd.whisper like shout liddat.lol.we went frm holland v to geylang la.so random.this whole outing was totally random oso.but i like random stuff..wala wala cafe rocks.i love the thincrust pizzas.=) wanna go again.=))) holland v really is a nice place to chill.

week 17 into school...

omg.i passed my anatomy practical test.haha.and i so thought i screwed it up.so last min.left lots of stuff din study somemore.i got B! i tink Dr Umar is really lenient.yayness.now time to study for ottp tmr.and psychology and sociology exam on wed together.wed.im dead.havent even flipped open my psych book in agess..=(

i cant wait for hols! wish our class could go overseas together.n we settled on gg tioman since the beach there is so great.=) but cindy said she gotta worrk..argh.im gg to convince her. josh oso say gotta save money.hmm.i guess i should wait till physio exam end b4 starting to plan..

argh.cramming for anatomy pract test tmr like crazy nw.=(
grrh.im not gg to sleep till i finish memorizing every single shit.
cant wait for tmr to be over.cant wait for my semester break to come.
3 weeks more.hang in there. hiaz.feeling so depressed now.
so much to study..
i need to get back to trainingg.
i wannna runn.
i so wana meet my girls badly.
i wana go eat buffets with bacon.
i wana go on fishing trip with leon.
i wana go overseas wif my ot girls.
i wana catch up with my friends.
i need a life.
n not forgetting i miss my darling
i so need to meet u.
though we talk everyday, we nv meet for like so darn long.
we need to go on those food hunts..haha.
and haji lane.
argh.

down to studying now.oh.one small consolation.i got A for physio pract report.but alot of ppl did well la.so no big deal.hang in there! this is gonna be over b4 i noe it.gg off to mug now...

anatomy practical exam

pectoralis major
pectoralis minor
serratus anterior
subclavius
biceps brachii
coracobrachialis
brachialis
levatus scapulae
latissimus dorsi
rhomboid major
rhomboid minor
deltoid
subscapularis.

all the muscles im done with so far.muz memorize insertion,origin,action and nerve supply.shit.25 more to go.i am so dead...=(

out with bacon

thanks for everything.the lunch,the movie,the shirt and the company.=) yayy.we should meet up more often to catch up.so fun.haha.albeit slept through the movie.wanted to really eat some nice food.walked all around vivo, but every restaurant we went to, the buffet was closed.we were too late.damn.really wanted to eat at Carnivore since we were feeling so carnivorous...ate at Shin Kushiya instead.foods not bad too la.but still..wanted to try something different.nvm.nxt time we shall source out for more nice places to eatt and more interesting stuff to do..lol.=D i know u are damn sian in army.but its juz like me in sch at times.haha.it will be over soon enough..at least, tts wad i hope.i realize we will only start treasuring the things tt mean most to us when they are gone. sometimes life is so depressing.haiz....i feel so damn sian...will it have been any different if i had taken another turn?

out with bacon

went over to bacons house in the morning.had fun playing with his dog.a baby siberian husky. oh man.such a weird dog.super hyper jumping and prancing around all over you like a rabbit.wait...werewolf is more like it.its too playful.gets kind of scary.as can see frm pic above, i got scratched by it..got blood okay.bad dog.but cute la.ive never met such a hyper siberian husky.

movie with the girls

went to watch harry potter and the order of the phoenix with nian, ting, joycey.movie wasnt that gd.it was too short and abrupt.i felt tt they could build up more on the plot as well as make the movie more interesting with some minor details in the book.not juz skim through everythin.oh wells...dont think i will be buying the new book too.not so soon anyway.until the hype dies down. we went to indochine to chill for a lil while.so sad couldnt sit outside, hence couldnt enjoy the liveband.but nevermind...

va va voom viet cafe

met mingy to chill out at this vietnamese cafe at seah street.and she was 1 hr late.lol. we were like the only customers the wholeee timee.i tink its a gd potential place to study at.lol..as well as talk. i wana go miss clarity cafe some time soon. we went there but decided we were too full for a 2nd helping of desserts..had a great time catching up and some laz minute shopping at river island.=)))

mask fitting

looking superbly stupid with ot clique.we were supposed to do mask fitting and gown fitting in case of an emergency situation like SARs etc.i was thinking, when such a situation ever arise, will OTs even be working.lol.how to treat patients when u cant even speak clearly n breathe properly.thanks.poor Fad failed the mask test so many times.they will spray this disgusting thing to test whether u can still taste it with the mask on..i failed juz once.haha.

altogether now =)

pictures from lunch at waraku + airport pics.lol.

sending celest off at airoorttt

got photos from celest n joyce's blog.=) haha.lazy to load photos...

ok.supposed to post pics of sending celest off at the airport with my dear girls.but the photos are in the other com.bahhh.so ill post this shot in topshop.haha.met my darling after doing darn-ded project at sulings house for 5 hours...went shopping with cindy at town n met our dear girl who is gaming GAMING with a group of guys from her class.lol..tis the new top i bought.hahah.shall update more soon.

got back my physio results.hiaz.disappointing....=((((( nvm.i will move on.

everyone in the porch of the house.lol..

the aunties..my mum and her sisterss.

the "host" family.my relatives staying in shanghai.=)

the alien looking building is dong fang ming zhu.haha.its shanghais radio station and tv station centre.i dont fancy working in a ball like that though.such a weird design..anw, the pics kinda hazy coz shanghai's air isnt exactly v clean.water too.we drink mineral water every day even at home.even for cooking..and still, can have stomachache.thankss.s.

my favourite cousin.=) he juz turned 6.haha.time really flies.so cute.boxer to-be-in future. we slept together for 3 nights..lol.all his fault i couldnt sleep well coz he kept talking.to me and to himself, and to absolutely nothing at all....

some random pics in one of the places we went shopping.v touristy like...

Meet Barbie the lovely husky! she has an injured paww.=( anw, she is so biased. she only lets my male cousin get close to her.ahha.

we stayed at my aunty's house in shanghai, puxi. the weather while we were there was great.about 22 degrees max.basically like living in an aircon room whereever u go.=) i dunno how we all managed to live together for 1 week plus.like 13 ppl living under one roof.madness. we had to eat in shifts..the poor "ahyi" who is cooking and doin the housework i bet was v happy when we left.travelled around in 2 cars with 2 drivers.travelling oso like mad.n its quite impossible to move ard by public transport.too wasting time.e..

This photos are from shanghai trip in june.lol.like so long ago.taken from the plane on the way there with my nokia 3250 2 megapix cam.haha.=) i think the setting of sun is really nice..

updates?

haha.i realize my blog has been dead for a long long while..lol.
too busy to update la.
hmm, i shall come up with a few updates.ha.
spent my jun hol in shanghai.
physio test juz over.
got back my biomechanics test results.
shocked but of coz damn happy.
nv in my jc life had i felt happy abt my grades liddat.
n i still tot i fail.some bugger told me alot of ppl fail.

more updates!!!
i have eyebags!danggg.
projects n more projects.like cant get any worse.
oh yea.my hp drowned.
repaired it, bt got a new hp too.oh wells.
oh,n i got super belated presents frm both my mj girls n nyp girls+razi.
both are purple stuff.thanks..
nyp clique rly surprise me.din expect them to sing happy bdae in the library.
i mean library cafe.so paiseh.
tot they forgot abt my bdae.
kinda touched.haha.
tis yr my bdae is super lagg.
havent met up with sec sch clique.
miss u girls.wonder if celest in back frm hk yet.
i need to train up.
need more motivation, more confidence.
i need to study for anatomy.
i wanna watch transformers.
im eating ben n jerrys now! ok.random.
last of all, i need a life.
need a breather.haha.
sch,training,mugging,project,sleeping,eating.
dang.

gotta go sleep now.will prob try to update photos of my trip n other stuff soon if i ever get to it or ever feel like it.heh.=)tata.

lonsdale rawks

was planning on getting my own boxing gloves all along.but from ebay.decided to ask lonsdale today.and guess wad？they have it! wheeee.i tink im super duper lucky.this was supp to be reserved by a customer who has been reserving for like a month.they decided to give it to me coz they think the guy wont want it.so happy!i tink white gloves r damn cool la coz of the color.everyone says so too.=D

i was supposed to fight in a bout tis june.but the other girl decided to pull out coz of diff wt cat etc.bahh.make me so happy for nth.haiz.disappointed..very so.anw, on the lighter side, the boxing peeps wana hav a gatherinｇ!yayness.haha.hope they make it a gd one.they purposely change the date coz of me gg hol.=)