back from chiangmai thailand

okay.tis blog has been long ago dead.haha.i bet no one reads it.but im juz blogging to kill time.its been blissful holidays after coming back frm chiangmai.really miss my YEP loves.its been such a great n memorable 2 wks.never hav i imagined it would be so fun. i was damn sian n emo at first. anyways, im so glad we all really bonded with each other, n im sure we'll remain lifelong friends.hur hur.dragonboating with YEP peeps after cmg to spore was great too. im proud of our team man. really long to turn back time and go back to chiangmai.juz miss it so much.=( everyone on the team is saying the same thing. except for tt one person la.ahems. nvms.

ive been doing some thinking, n i realizd tt grades arent everything.whos gonna care wad gpa u got when u get ur cert? a higher gpa does not entail a better job performance since it is not directly related to clinical experience.theres juz so much more to learn. my gpa dropped and i was so devastated. but wth.i got 2 distinctions which kinda made up for it. thailand trip made me realize a great deal of things..of how to appreciate life more.how to appreciate people more.
i wouldnt say i brushed with death or nearly died la but i was seriously really really scared of that wed nite. but i can joke abt it and stuff after tt...it is Displacement i guess.haha. alot of things in life are unpredictable. anw, i really wana say tis to a friend: dont just say anything tt comes to ur mind without thinking abt it becoz some things r nt mean to joked abt. and if u say smtg and mean it, den dun do smtg tt contradict urself all over again. im sorry but tts really bullsh*t..im disappointed but oh wells.wadeva la.

im so glad with this hiatus frm school and all other stresses. juz wish the hols will last longer though.=( really looking forward to my tioman trip as well.hope all goes well and we really go. i tink i wana get my PADI cert nxt hols if the time permits.lol.clinicals are so gonna eat up into my life.haiz.but its all part of the learning experience las.wad to do. im kinda quite glad with my life right now..if only tis could last forever.hur hur. but i bet it wont. ill start getting cranky n stresed up when term begins. really need to have discipline to balance everything as well. need to b more disciplined during trgs as well.n i cant wait to get my driving licence.=) and hopefully a car. lifes getting great.im happy tt my family's fine as well. it really has not been an easy year what with all tt has happened. one year is an awfully long time..

on top of all these, there are stuff to root for after a long conversation to clear misunderstandings n stuff.hur hur. i like it that we are taking things slowly one at a time and i do understand your concerns and where u r coming from. i finally realize why it is not realistic to be just all funandgames and im really grateful to the Unglams for telling me not to jump into it with G. anyhows, i wish i could turn forward time and see what happens. ok.tts really retarded.nvms. i tink im tired. i miss my girls nian joyce ting.=( need to catch up with their lives. havent met them for ages.theres so much updating to do..rawrss. ive been missing out on my boxers too ever since i been to thailand.feel so bad i couldnt support at the recent bouts in mar. at least i bought thailand tshirts for them.haha.those redbull kind.bargained like mad.like $3 per shirt?ha.ultimate man. peng mak peng mak! tts how we bargained in thai.lol.anw, hope * and * can settle their stuff soon. honestly, dun b so petty n go settle it outside the ring and outside trg for tt matter. i dun see wad a big deal it is anw.everyones sick n tired. wish things could b the same and we can all crap together. macam sibuk sia. oh wells. yawns im tired.finally! haha.n i can go sleep now! finished charging my lappie, camera, hp and ipod.lols. tmr electricity cut frm 8am to 6pm.wad a joke. mangkuk ppl. stupid buggers. arghs..gdnites world!