an early day at last!

pictures from laz sunday.me and my lil sis.since she insisted n complained tt i nv put any of her pic, i shall do so..lol. today is best man.end at 3.=) wanted to watch shrek 3 den realized i promised my nyp girls to watch wif them.bahhh..
ended up renting lil miss sunshine instead.quite a funny movie.i wana watch pirates too.so wad if reviews are bad.anythin wif johnny depp is gd enuf for me.
anw, gotta go do some studying now.been feeling damn guilty after today.realized ive been slacking off n giving myself excuses coz of projects.

this laptop has a fucked up sound system.works on and off.damn irriating coz i cant sync my ipod.wad the hell...im tinkin of whether to continue learning driving again. rawrrrrr...

This is what we do during physio lectures.plus the ppl not in the pic busy snacking on M & Ms, listening to mp3 or basically stoning or talking rubbish away in our own world.Physio lect is super boring.n super not useful.Those ppl all around n infront of us pretend to listen, but acutally all not listening.haha.soon, everyone will start talking and talking among themselves...

So happy that biomechanics test is over today.though it sucked.but..at least its over! one less thing to worry about.juz when i was to celebrate, i momentarily forgot abt the tons of projects lying ahead.esp malay project.gone case sia.=x
its so gd to hav malay frens in our clique..so glad ottp is over though.oh.whaimeng's gf, peigin in my ottp project grp! wad a small world.=)

im tired after training today.lols. had sparring.=)))

i feel miserable in sch again today.=(
it seems like now is not a gd time for everyone.all my dearest girls, i really love u so so so much.u girls are still the best after everything, yes? totally agree with celest's tag.cant wait to see u babe.=( its too bad im leaving for shanghai on 11th n comin back only on 16th june.bah.after my bdae summore.darn. study study study.i need to study damn hard.n cousins wedding tis sun.shucks.duno got time study ornot.argh.
cant wait to see u.

lol.got this from bee tan's blog.duno where she got it frm.want to kill her.but nvm.since u blogged about it, i shall too.wadtheheck.haha.din wanna let anyone noe at 1st coz like so bhb.haha.plus noone buys the newpaper.i look like shit.argh.nvm.they oso didnt mention at all wad i said during the interview.only got wad the other girl said.wadeva.so biased.the reporter sux.the more pro ppl, he nv put the pic.only put some stupid quote.

Im so glad u msged me.i know tis sounds cheesy,but it means smtg to me.=)
but sumtimes i dont understand u and ur rationale of doing things.dunno what are u thinking.i guess my hopes shall not be too high.hope things will juz get better.=) whee.im loving my life now.school and all.except projects.

projects really sucks.i hate it.its so hard to meet up with so many ppl since the grp is so big.and always someone hafta take intiative to start, if not no one will.n the previous grp set such a high benchmark.damnit.

mother's day =)

yay.a great thank you to mum! love ya lots.u have done so much, sacrificed so much.really the supermum.not an understatement.anw, we made mum card, bought a cake and got her an mp3 from creative.haha.most affordable.i tink shes touched.she better be. went to church in the morning.love today's service.=) sat with alethea today.
anw,we went to the lower seletar reservoir park near my house in the early evening.its the grandopening today.its like so diff as compared to b4 it was opened for canoing and stuff.laz time nt a single soul goes there.n today it was packed.wad a huge diff.i tink watersports seems pretty cool.i signed up for the waterventure card at only $40 for 3 yrs.can rent all the equipment there at discounted rate.=) now tt i sign up 4 the card, I think i will try out more water sports in future.

saw min there.wad a coincidence.haha.she was with the nyp dragonboat ppl. man.db seems damn fun la.i would really wanna join.but then, cant hav everythin in life la.trg 4 times a wk is really too much.i still need to study n stuff. im so in love with boxing right now.it will still stay my priority la..its juz different, the kind of feeling i hv wif the guys at my club is deeper.they rly take care of me.n kas as well.they r like our big brothers.n a few litle brothers.lol.we dont feel weird being the minority gender.its nt juz trg, but so much more than tt n after tt.i regret nt getting 2 know them earlier, like in jc.shd hav started in jc.

ting's bdae celebration =)

saturday's tannning was cancelled.haha.went for movie and dinner with my girls instead.watched spiderman 3.i know,almost the whole world catched it b4 us alrdy.harry osborn is cute.haha.lol. i dont like it when spiderman turned emo.enjoyed the movie thoroughly la.all the gd flicks are coming up.=)

joycey joined us for brunch after da movie coz she watched it alrdy.we ate hongkong food.i tink its quite nice ok.who say i dont like chi food.=p went to starbucks at wisma 2 get ting's cake.happy early 19th bday darling! =) Rawrrrrr.like ur pressie? i realize u n joycie both get perfumes 4 ur bday.haha.oh.the world is so small.guess who i saw working at starbucks? tis indian girl frm my malay claz whom for some reason my claz dislikes alot.haha.shes damn loud n irritating.n she looks like a guy.irritating.

anatomy practical =D

phew! its over.finally.thought its gonna be damn stressful coz of Dr Umar.n everyone's like mugging during lunch time.lol.
but in the end, it was so totally not as we expected it will be.
She juz asked us to identify the muscles we learnt and stuff.nt like too hardcore or anything.
pectoralis major,pectoralis minor,subclavius,serratus anterior,rhomboid major,trapezius,lattissimus dorsi,teres major,brachialis,corocobrachialis,biceps brachial.yep.tts all we identified today during anatomy.
We had to work on this cadaver which was like half the chest plus 1 arm attached.
surprisingly, noone freaked out or anythin. n to my surprise, i even helped to move the cadaver and omg touch it.
everything's juz like chicken breast la.so nothing to be too afraid of.yep.tts how i convince myself tt its nt a big deal.haha.

anw, izzati and I chionged back to my hse after sch coz she wanted to take foam hearts frm my hse.haha.Az's bday today n she havent finished makin da present.lol.so cute that girl.hope all goes well for the dinner date.i love my nyp girls now.cant seem to live without them in sch.n its like our clique r in the same project for like 6 projects? haha.except for malay project then we split up...=D

cant wait to go sch tmr.lols.gotta mug now.nitez! oh.n cant wait for trg.haha.

singapore boxing

yayness to boxing.=) i wish i can box liddat.

back again in the pink of health

I am back!
not that sick anymore.BUT didnt go sch tday.
thanks to all the very concerned ppl who msged and called.haha.
went for training today. got interviewed by the newpapaper and took some photos yadda yadda.i hope nothing goes to print.=x
im so happy and u made my day! haha. hope things stay like this forever.
haha.i dunno why i feel this way.i juz enjoy ur company. lol.Ale is mad.
This is a new beginning i guess.yayness!=)

omg.anatomy practical is tmr.omg omg omg. i hope i dont pass out or anything.
nah.i wont.tt will so unglam.

i am damn sick.hiaz.lost my voice.its hoarse and disgusting.actually, im not really sick.its juz tt im allergic to tabasco sauce.wad the hell. this is damn stupid.so uncomfortable now.shall not talk for a day or two. hiaz...moral of the story: dont take too much tabasco sauce.booo....

movies!!

i cant wait to watch pirates of the caribbean.haha.got an offer to buy preview tickets with dinner.but its 28 bucks.thanks.might as well juz forget about it..=X

emotional rollercoaster

i guess the past week has been an emotional rollercoaster for me.ive experienced like all kinds of stuff.ive finally come to my senses and decided to stop dwelling on the unhappy stuff.ive come to the realization of what u really are.wad kinda character u have.and so, y shd i make myself so unhappy? all i hafta do is to juz keep a distance n not be hurt.if tis is how u wanna treat me, i will treat u the same.im glad tt ive finally pinpointed y i felt so miserable and once i move myself away frm tis, everything seems so much better.i guess im still happy after all.i cant believe i got so upset over all this crap.

i gotta be independent and this is juz one of the challenges tt will help me learn to be more independent and less attached.life's like that.its either now or later.at least i learn now, i am more prepared later.its obstacles and tough times tt strengthens ur spirit and make u more mature.i wanna tell this to a fren i juz spoke to online as well.so cheer up dearie? all is not lost for u.i have faith in u and faith that God will make a way no matter what..