Crossroads

Well,

ive decided to give my actions and choices another look.My chances are very slim.
I never gave up on business though.

I dont think ive finalised my decisions but rather Im reviewing it again.Doing some microeconomics and thinking about what chances will be offered if I were to take this or that route.

So confused and a little tired to think so much ahead.But still I will.

Well.have lots to think about...

Bad Experience

Dont know whats up with blogger,the posting functions never seem to work.Although i agree its the most user-friendly blogging platform.and maybe its my lousy com thats the matter.

Well anyway.

Been pretty pissed with my sickness.Now still feeling headache and giddy.been sustaining for a few days.and seriously,Curse that Tan Tock Seng doctor and nurse.so damn unprofessional.My scenario is that im a NSF who has a high fever.highest recorded at 38.1.and mfcb the philipino nurse (dont need a genius to know) didnt take my temperature properly with the ear thermometer and say i dont have fever.only 37.1 deg.

for one.If you are in an air con room.how the hell is it possible for normal person to be 37.1???Unless you are sweating la.or feeling hot due to some reasons

Then nevermind.Nurse dumb nevermind.i expected the doctor to retake the temperature or do a second checkup.

mfcb again he assumed and said "You dont have fever"..did a throat and lung check i think.and thats it.NO MC at all.

And luckily on tuesday.I just dont feel right as my temp continue to rise.went to the Medical centre.took a high of 38.5.MO gave whole week MC.

i was so pissed and really so tempted to call up NS hotline and report to them about such an incident.When a life is at stake,i have the right.

Seriously,in my honest opinion.the NSFs die not because of their lack of communication to their superiors.BUT it is because of the lack of brains,professionalism and judgement of the government doctors that caused their deaths.
But of course not all doctors are of that category.there are plenty of exceptions.

It was also part of my stupidity.i blame on the fever that i wasnt thinking properly.If that TTSH doctor told me i no fever,i should've just hurled at him a karate chop of words.shoot him back 1000 lines.Thinking back,it was my foolishness and naiveness to believe doctors will always help.Not all...Not all.especially if youre serving the army.

A's

Well,

started on Maths.realised how much i suck in it now.forgotten the simplest indices and log laws.and my trigo's really really bad also.all the identities.

im left with 4 more months till the 1-year-mark.i must say the time passes fast.I could still remember exactly what happened during BMT.

and i cant wait to go back BMT to be serious.i enjoyed the company and training.
sadly because of medical condition im unable to do any training.So cant wait to stop my medication and get some healthy training for the heart,skin and the mind.

I cant wait to swim again.and do sports.And i intend to take up wakeboarding when im in the U's..Skateboarding hadnt work out for me during secondary school.but ive always liked extreme sports so.there we go.




So i shall act poserish now.This clip is great.

Well but for now.im just going to focus on the A's.Nothing but A's

Stepping the Accelerator

Met with the guys yesterday and had a good chat.Lots of memories traceback.
Hope they'll achieve something by 30.im awaiting for that.Beat those that look down on us.Failure is just a platform for you to try your thesis.

Looked at the H2 maths text,and its crazy how much there is to study.But since ive put the money on the table,im going to play the hand.

I hope by 28,id reach a point till i have no space to breathe,scheduled so packed that id barely make it for anything.

With some JC friends i envy and would love to study their traits in my mind, ill be able to make sure my pace is in check.Lots to think about.

And one of baby's photos with her friends.I was like oggling at it for some time:D.



Future awaits.And i want my pace to spin faster than the world.