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Friday, October 31, 2008 23:59 -
simplicity is complex.

sch is fun today! did JAVA! damn fun la. im too pro alr. i do things that my teacher didnt teach. lol! the teacher even came and ask me wads the formula for sphere. hahaha. and im damn lucky. he locked the whole class com wen he teaching, but onli my com nvr get locked. cos maybe disconnected. hahaha. so i got to play the whole lesson!

had 2 boring hours of break. played my psp till almost no batt. lol. had dfund2 tut and den special proj1. special proj is okay lah. learn C lang. but i very suay. my LED lighted up. i very happy. BUT MY BLOODY 7SEG DISPLAY DOWAN LIGHT UP. wasted my 1 hr. =.= lol. ended at 4. supposed to go swimming wif the usuals today. but my cousin ben's bday today ah. so no cant go. =/

aft sch while walking to the bus stop saw michelle and maine. they going stadium first. lol. took 15 to my godma house. played psp till no batt alr. x.x went to swim wif my cousins. they made me the monkey la. and we played water polo. hhahaa. they so scared of me. wen i shooting they all cover face. LOL.

aft eating, cut cake! cousin kristine took lotsa photos but her noob iPhone's bluetooth cannot send the images to my fone. the bluetooth onli for earpiece. =.= and no mms. NOOB PHONE. lol! den my little cousin kaden came. he so cute lah omg. but he smelly ah. he poopoo on his pampers dowan clean. den keep running to me. yucks! smelly. lol. but he damn cute. the room very hot ma. i on the fan. den the fan blowing him. he jump on the bed and shout. "cold cold! cold cold!" den he use his hands to cover his face. he keep biting this little towel of his lah. so cute! he loves me =D i love him too. =D kids just love me man. LOL. im always the best korkor to play wif. haha.

the birthday boy stayed at my godma's place. my other cousin russell oso stayed. just now at a point of time. my godbro's room was full of the male kids. all the male kids. ranging frm 2yrs old to 32yrs old. LOL. got 8 guys la. all playing xbox. cool huh. my eldest cousin kelvin looks like kaden's father. ahahaha. went home wif my aunty, uncle and my cousin darren. hes ben's bro. he cant stay at my godma hse cos he is a trouble maker. haha. den he keep complaining. tsktsk. slept on the bus home. damn tired. walked frm elias park pri home. lazy go interchange change bus. x.x okay. im tired. nights!

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY BEN!





and i find this very true:
1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is
Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking
something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.
He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!
Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life






Thursday, October 30, 2008 21:43 -
simplicity is complex.

went sch at 9am today. damn tired lah. and the bus queue damn damn damn damn damn damn long please! wah. lucky i reached early. i got on the bus i still 5 mins late sia. if i at the back of the queue i GG alr. lol. PSPS was boring. i almost fell asleep lah. lol. stupid teacher say ghost story next week den say. =( sian. and got homework. sian. lol.

aft sch went to tm. no one there de lor. so early. LOL. 10am finish sch leh. rofl. went to macs for breakfast wif boon and junyi. they ate, i sleep. i jus ate breakfast at home onli. lol. den went to arcade to play till maine, michelle and shawn came to meet us. watched hsm3. i dont realli like musicals. cos wen the nice parts come, they sing song. i tink quite lame ah. but the story nice lah. lol. aft dat went to buy food wif shawn and boon. walked to shawn hse there, bought drinks den i took 39 home. promised my mum to be home for dinner uh. ytd had a bad quarrel wif her. haiz! am i so useless?




Tuesday, October 28, 2008 23:11 -
simplicity is complex.

im speechless. brain in the anus.




Monday, October 27, 2008 21:43 -
simplicity is complex.

SATURDAY.
i cant tahan staying home alr. cos my tenant keep using com. stupid sia. piss me off. so i went to my aunty house to play mahjong! my another cousin was there too. lol. play till very late. cabbed home at midnight. heart pain. money =X

SUNDAY.
went for training. woke up late cos i slept at 3am. lol. we played in the rain and the weather was damn shiok to play la. aft dat went to eat at kfc den went home. wanted to go for movie, but no one going uh. den cancelled. so i slept/tved at home before going to my aunty hse for stay over. we played mahjong again. lol! and made choco cake.

TODAY.
slept at 3am again. woke up at 1pm lol x.x damn tired lah. they were playing mahjong again. lol. i suay lah. this few days lost $2+ aftnn went to ehub to meet azman cexi maine and michelle. met cexi and azman on 17 on my way there. wanted to watch hsm3, but all sold out liao. so michelle nvr come meet us. maine came to meet us aft dinner.

azman left to meet ira, den we went to walk walk arnd and talk talk, went to popular to read mags. lol. den went home alr. tmr got sch at 11am! maybe crashing maine's socio lecture. cos nothing to do ah. lol.


dono why i feel so pms-y now. abit onli i pekcek alr. =.= time of the month ah. rofl.




Saturday, October 25, 2008 00:35 -
simplicity is complex.




P.S: blurred images not due to ghost encounters. its due to me swinging. lol.


okay! today did a very cute thing. i forgot to go sch. lol =.= i forgot to set alarm last night. maybe too tired? haha. so i got 4 days break! cool shit man. monday deepavali. weird huh. on the calendar it says tues is the public holiday. but on sch schedule its monday. so 2 days break? nah. impossible. lol.

went to shawn hse to slack today. den went to meet the usuals for swimming! wah its a wrong day to swim can. its so bloody cold la. i shivered in the water. felt like my muscles gonna cramp anytime. its bad to be skinny okay. taught maine how to swim. 1st lesson ah. not bad she can kick alr. haha. maine and dwayne left to eat sushi, bokai left, michelle went to meet her frens. the rest of us went to eat at ljs, den we went to sun plaza park to play swing! lol. so long nvr play liao. play till i headache sia. maybe too full liao. sian balls man. i hate this feeling. =X

maine and dwayne went home, nvr come swing wif us. we went home aft swinging. slept on the bus, as usual. lol. walking home is like a long long walk lah. felt so horrible terrible vegetable. tsk. damn tired. and i dono if i shud go visit my grandma tmr. i dont feel well. lol. maybe i going meet the guys for soccer. maybe not. maybe im gonna go watch match wif maine shawn and michelle in the morning. maybe not. maybe im rotting at home. NO WAY. im not gonna do dat.

heard frm joey dat maths paper today easy. she damn happy. hmm. wonder how the rest did. lol. hope everyone did well. haha.

some people just have low awareness of their surroundings.
or they just dont care.




Friday, October 24, 2008 01:00 -
simplicity is complex.

darwin same CDS as me! FOM. wahah. and same class same tut! DOUBLE WAHAH. lol =.= finally someone in the same CDS as me. now im not a loner =D and i have a new timetable! trust me its wonderful. now i love school =D this timetable not finalised yet. it may be even better. lol! thursdays rock. =D




















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sometimes damages are done unknowingly. someone is hurt, deeply hurt. haiz! i wana say but i dowana say. lol. how ironic.

i see. its gone.























Wednesday, October 22, 2008 23:54 -
simplicity is complex.

YESTERDAY.
went to sch at 1pm! damn happy la. can go sch so late. lol. nothing much happened in class. except mr darwin the muscleman did 50pushups in class just to go to smoke for 3 mins. LOL. our lab teacher course manager somemore. very funny la. den everyone wana go toilet ask him do 50pushups. lol! ppl muscular leh. jitao 50pushups!

aft sch went to biz park to have breakfast and lunch. yes u nvr see wrong, i oso nvr type wrong. breakfast and lunch. lol. cos i woke up late, so skipped 2 meals. x.x ate chicken chop and curry chicken cutlet rice. haha. breakfast and lunch settled. went to crash maine'a jap lecture. saw some familiar faces inside. obviously alot ppl crashed. cos we had to sit on the floor. lol.

went to tm, met dwayne and den ate at ljs. we had a freaking great laugh man! its a long story. inside joke =D then went home wif baky, ROMEO and JULIET. lol!

TODAY.

went to sch like a zombie lah. supposed to meet dummy at mushroom to pass her the timetables. but i was late for lecture liao. lol x.x dfund lecture was okay. but i too tired so i fell asleep. x.x

went to bistro wif michelle baky shawn zhiqiang junyi and boon. i went to meet javier for the secondary sch visit talk for next week first. 15mins onli! lol sia waste time. and the incharge say we may get guys. WAD THEEEE. LOL. slacked at library before going to jap tut. thought xiaowei same class as me. but wen we met, we found out out tut class beside each other. WTHHHH. same time diff class. den i damn sian liao. halfway i jus told the teacher i dropping, went to meet boon and change cds immediately.

went to shawn hse wif boon aft dat to slack. den went home. i checked and i got POM! ahhh. why no accounting or econs. =X tmr 9am again. shiteee. byebye!




Monday, October 20, 2008 23:29 -
simplicity is complex.

lotsa things happened today. i think today sucks. really. i tried to control my emotions. but sorry people. i let it take over me. i cant help it. i suddenly cant control my feelings anymore. i dono why.

something i cant take it alr. a fucking bastard. is making me and shawn wana whack him up. he is doing something to our friend dat its so unacceptable. he is not a guy. he is a fucking animal. although im not close to our friend, but i really cant take it. its too much.

and jus nw me sam and shawn toking at a void deck at tampines. block 800+. den while we wana go home it started raining like shit. we couldnt get a cab. no cab saw us waving and jumping like mad. den sam ran out to get a cab. we 3 so wet lah. but aft the cab go past arnd 2 traffic lights, the rain stopped. as if it didnt rain frm the start. i told the uncle we damn suay. we got nothing to say. we keep cursing on the taxi la. den i say. the clouds sure follow me home, cos i very suay one. the uncle say no la. we are lucky to get into his cab. and jus nw he drove frm pasir ris, very dry. but this happened. aft shawn and sam got off, the cab reached elias alr. the road was dry. totally. but out of the blue, it rained. as heavy as the one in tampines. the uncle cant believe it. he say. "wah boy wad u said really came true." i got nothing to say oso. i onli can accept my fate. walked home in the rain..

haiz. i dono why im feeling liddat. i need some help. seriously.




Sunday, October 19, 2008 21:22 -
simplicity is complex.

this morning woke up in a very bad shape. damn tired la. slept 5 hrs onli. lol. x.x went to training. the weather damn freaking hot lah. x.x stupid. the sun is madness man. i felt so giddy. damn freaking tired. almost fainted. x.x but i scored 2 goals! happy happy. went to macs to eat den went home. i tink i got heatstroke la. my head damn pain. and i see things like blur blur liddat. lol =.=

sch starting tmr le. i very sian =/ cant see my friends as often. miss them. and i will reach home late. cant go out as much le =/ haiz! life sucks! these few days i keep folding hearts. and i thought i wont think so much alr. but i cant help it. lol. i'll think whenever i fold a heart. i folded hundreds alr. when will i fold the last one?

jus nw watched my show. and i think my life is exactly like 贝若依. she suffer the same fate as me lor. i hope wad maine told me few days back is wrong. i really hope so =/ if shes right, i'll be damn fucking disappointed. i'll feel damn cheated. damn fucking cheated. i may even hate you cos of that. we may not even be close friends anymore. i really hope maine's wrong. =/

i feel like shit now.




00:58 -
simplicity is complex.


ytd went to gym in the morning wif the guys. maine left to meet her mum before i even reached. lol x.x aft gyming went to em to eat, den boon came my hse to wait for me to bathe. the rest went home. we went to hair salon to wait for shawn to finish dyeing his hair grey. meanwhile we folded lotsa straw hearts! den maine came to meet us. we went to round market to eat prata first cos shawn take very long ah. lol.

after eating we went to look for hair dye! my hair de colour so dark. i wan lighter. but there nvr sell. so aft shawn done, he brought maine to his hse first cos she stomache. me and boon walked to simei to buy hair dye. bought natural brown with bleach. so at shawn hse maine helped me dye hair again. ate dinner there. his maid cook de jap curry DAMN NICE. dwayne came aft awhile. me and shawn started to do the roses' stalk aft i washed away my hair dye. boon played hotel 626. lol. we do and do till run out of scotch tape la =.= left a few stalks shawn say he today help me finish up. thanks! at arnd 12+ maine dwayne and me took cab home.


today woke up rather late. folded hearts again! while watching show on youtube. haha. today i folded the red and yellow hearts. ytd did the blue ones. i mix 1 colour by 1 colour. nice i likeeee =D haha. bathed den went to tm to buy card and wrapping paper to wrap the roses. shawn came to meet me. we bought tako balls and i bought honeydewiceblend! saw dummy wif her parents on our way to the balls shop. haha. went to his hse to finish up the roses. i did the card and den wrapped the roses. cracked my brain on how to wrap la. killed all my braincells! lol. finally did it! den went to cook cheese scrambled eggs as dummy's cake. lol.

went to meet dummy at arnd 8.30. she still wif her family. and her parents damn cute la. dey dowana leave yet cos dey wana see who she watching movie with. in the end dey left. but dey still saw us on their way down the escalator. lol =.= max payne is quite nice, not as nice as i expected though. i dont really like the storyline, but i like the action parts! damn cool. haha. aft the movie we went to see the macs opp kfc. few days ago dat place got fire. wah the smell still dere la. so smelly. and the whole place is so black. sad sia. macs jus renovated not long ago onli.

walked to stadium dere to find vending machine to buy drinks. walked dummy home. she tot i walked her home frm tm before. but never la. she like so shocked! lol. aft sending her home. i ***************************** and got the roses and my bag. (cannot leak my secret plans =D) went to the multi purpose hall. sat down, on songs and folded my hearts. i ran out of straws to fold. so i closed my eyes and rest. lol. dummy called and i climbed the stairs up to her hse. i lied to her saying i at home ah. im a born liar. LOL. surprised her outside her hse. den i cabbed home. dono why today so tired. skipped training today. tmr got training. sch is starting.. somehow i hope time will freeze at this moment and last forever. NIGHTS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUMMY! =)
i will do anything to make you happy (:
mission accomplished :D




Thursday, October 16, 2008 23:45 -
simplicity is complex.





today i woke up, thinking maine would call soon. cos i asked her to call me wen she wake up so i can go to her hse to dye my hair. but she say later den can come. so i tot i can sun bian buy lunch to her hse and eat. but! her aunts going her hse, so we changed to cexi's hse instead! and i nvr eat lunch! lol! nvm i forgive u dear sis :D

it was raining lions and cheetahs outside aft i bathed. i took sam's umbrella out but its not enough man. its raining like water is free! i slipped like tons of times while walking to my hse de bus stop. and den while i was abt to cross the road, something came to me. a sight of me slipping on the road and i kena buang by car. wah. i don dare to cross road man. i wait till no more cars, REALLY NO MORE CARS, den i cross. lol. den wen i reached the bus stop opp, i thought of the poor girl. dono she got umbrella not. but i think, if she don have her frens shud have ma. right? lol. so i decided not to call her.

on the bus got this bunch of malay girls. WAH. SIBEI NOISY. CANNOT TAHAN. they keep pressing the bell. and laugh. wtf. fucking irritating man. damn pissed off. pfft. and cexi hse downstairs de shelter the floor SO SLIPPERY LA. i walk up the slope its as good as not walking, cos i like walking on ice lol =.=

so waited for dear maine at cexi hse. she say she haven come yet cos of the rain. LOL. lazy sia. so she came and helped me dye hair. shes quite good at it. haha. cexi went to buy food for his mum so i played minesweeper for almost an hour. wen he came back, sam and shawn came soon after. first time i saw shawn's hair. WHOA NICE. i oso wan sia. if its me i will keep dat colour. cos he dyeing ash grey tmr. i washed off the hair dye on my hair and finally, i see colour on my hair! no more black! =D but i tink not brown enuf. lol. x.x

maine left for stadium while the bunch of gays went to have dinner at loyang point. i jus don understand why lp's environment makes my appetite grow alot lah. i ate set wif shawn and cexi and i bought 2 egg pratas. lol! we walked to central to buy bubble tea, den went to void deck to slack slack and talk talk. went home aft dat and trained! tmr swimming and gyming! den going shawn hse to do something. =D

i cant help it but miss you.




Wednesday, October 15, 2008 22:45 -
simplicity is complex.

maine called me to wake me up first thing in the morning. wanted to wake up earlier to use com de, but i snooze till my alarm gave up on me. LOL. so i met cexi and michelle first at ws entrance. MAINE WAS LATER THAN ME. KUKU! lol! we walked arnd den baky, maine and shawn came to meet us. boon went himself, so meeting us there. we took 15, and the ride is so freaking long lah. i had this stupid stomache early in the morning. bring over frm ytd de lor. irritating.

wen we reached parkway we were so hungry. a few of us go buy some food from the pasar malam there. bought sotong you tiao! damn nice =D walk walk around den decided to go food court first. boon met us there. i didnt buy anything to eat. quite full alr. morning ate this gigantic pau. bought coke zero and folded straw hearts! haha. i got this milk bottle at home. ima fill it to the brim =D

aft dat went to look for world of sports to change maine's bag den went to look for weights. bought 10kg weights at aibi. i took my weight in the shop, and i saw 63kg. i went O.O WOW. I GREW! den i remember. im carrying my weights. den i put them down and i onli 57.8kg. siannnnnn! =.= we walk walk liao den we headed back to tamp. its like hell la pls. we carried 10kg all the way lah. im so tired i slept on the bus. lol! poor shawn had 20kg to carry cos he bought 2 bars. went to tm to collect jay's album wif cexi WITH OUR DUMBBELLS. wah journey to the centre of the earth sia. =.= den went to stadium wif shawn. he almost died. cos of his extra 20kg. lol! rovers lost 5-0. sad sia. dwayne almost scored!

saw yinghui wif his orangey hair. den sing hong came to meet them. waited for dwayne and joe wif maine den me and shawn took 39 home. suddenly i remember im supposed to teach BYBY a.maths! i tink next week den i go teach her. lol. shawn needa teach her history oso. shawn dropped his weights while alighting the bus. hulk huh? lol! i overslept on the bus. took till mjc there lol =.= walk more sia. uphill somemore. SMART ALAN. =/

reached home alr my mum ask if she can use the weights. den i said. its 10kg. den shes like. okay nvm u use. lol! she tot i buy 1kg de. ate dinner den rest alr started workout! now my body is like jelly. lol. i need milk. finish alr.. all sam's fault! he finished my milk ytd! haha. den halfway dummy smsed me saying she going home, very bored. so nice me called her and talked to her on the fone. tmr maybe going maine hse or coming my hse. dye hair! im sick of ppl finding white hair on my head! SHAWN HO. lol! make me sad onli. =.=

SCHOOL IS STARTINGGGGGGGG. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. T_T




Tuesday, October 14, 2008 11:59 -
simplicity is complex.

today is my beloved michelle jie's bday! morning woke up wif a really bad voice and really dizzy head. lol x.x all the cough syrup and the panadols' fault. maine came to my hse to wait for me cos im not ready. she saw the alan dats 1/4 awake! ohnos. she keep saying i look very funny =S

we went to prima deli to buy michelle's cake and i got egg tarts for breakfast! bread nowadays is like gold =.= one small bread 1.60 wtf. cannot tahan! madness! wads this world becoming to! it used to be 90cents man! lol. maine got her peach iceblend and we went to baky's hse under the bladdy hot sun. =.= cexi and boon came out to meet us. we lighted the candle and walked to teh pool! teh rest were there keeping michelle occupied so we could surprise her. haha. i didnt swim. i gymed! and i tink i hurt one of my muscles. it hurts. =(

i fell asleep in the tv room while waiting for the others to finish swimming and bathing. ate the cake then we went off to elias mall for lunch. halfway there my stomach hurt so much! so i went home to poopoo. the rest came to my hse to slack aft lunch while i get changed. charmaine CORRUPTED my com wif her pics. LOL. as usual. 习惯就好 :D so we went off to the beach! aft getting some cheapo entertainment frm downtown. and i laosai-ed there again =.=

we played wif this bubble thingy and dat blow bubble thingy. its filled wif bubbles! haha. i fooled arnd like my usual self. it onli costs a few bucks but its fun! cexi concluded dat i look more like a monkey than maine and sam. BEST. lol. NVM. we happy family ma =D we left for bedok 85 aft sam called. on the way maine saw this batman car. lol x.x i cant eat much there. onli bak chor mee. sad hor. all my throat's fault. =/ they happily ate their delicious food while me shawn and sam happily disiao baky. lol!

we took 17 home aft dat. and the bus ride seemed much shorter. maybe cos of all our crapping? haha. tmr going to meet the same ppl at 12! going to parkway to eat icecream and buy dumbbells! =D training time! and im damn sad. cos my shirt shrunk. its not i grow. wah. damn sad. =/ and dummy forgot to reply me for 3 hours! make me worried for nothing tsk! haha.



TODAY'S PICS!


















stay away from me. i don't believe in you now.




Monday, October 13, 2008 23:57 -
simplicity is complex.

FRIDAY.
rotted at home.

SATURDAY.
rotted at home.

SUNDAY.
morning had training. and i scored! wahoo! lol. i was damn tired. and having a bad bad bad sore throat. morning i talk everyone asked if im okay. lol. after training was damn damn damn tired lah. cant stand it. after eating at ws went home to rest.

came out again to meet ppl for dinner. supposedly going out wif ting for movie, but changed it to monday cos of the dinner. cos SP ppl starting sch tmr liao. BUT. to my disappointment. onli 6 ppl came. =.= me boon cexi cx yuan and vanny. wah. nice dinner. lol. went to marina square, thinking of wad to eat. i cant eat heaty food cos of my stupid throat. in the end went to cartel and i ate oxtail soup. secret recipe one nicer luh =/

aft dat we went to walk walk. den yuan and vanny went home cos dey got sch. the rest of us wanted to catch a movie, but got no nice movie at 10pm. so we went to play arcade. i damn suay. i throwing balls den cx threw a ball and it bounced off onto my specs. something broke i tink. its kinda fragile now. gotta bring it to see doc someday.

we played till arnd 12, den went to downtown macs to buy drink. i bought coke and den we went off. they managed to catch the last 21 home. i went home alone. ALONE. lol! i coughed throughout the whole bloody night lah. felt so sick. my mum woke up and gave me sth to eat. i ask her if she wan me to go living rm sleep not, cos very noisy. she say dunnid. see i so nice. lol.

TODAY.
........................................FULL MOON.
.................................i dono wads this. it jus ended up liddat lol.
.........................................shes shy.
........................................emo dummy.

woke up realli late. arnd 2pm ba. damn tired lah. cos last night ate panadol. i opened my eyes at arnd 10am den i see outside raining. wah i sibei sian sia. cos today going out wif dummy den the last time oso rained, now rain again. wah i jus say to myself. i really damn suay. den i went to sleep. lol. aft waking up again i went to use com and dat dummy tot why i nvr reply her. she tot i was online. but i was sleeping. rofl. watched 1 epi of my 爱情魔发师den went to bathe. both of us were late. supposed to meet at ws at 4 but we coincidentally met on 358 at 4.10 i tink. we reached ehub at 4.30, jus nice the show started wen we got in. haha.

caught connected. okay lah not really DAMN funny. but its damn funny. the show is full of joker actors lah. haha. barbie hsu's acting is real good man. aft the show we met maine and the rest oso. den we went to beach to slack and talk. today full moon! i tink i say 10+ times alr hor dummy? we counted stars but today not alot. it was low tide, but i insisted dat it wouldnt rise, she insisted it will. she won. lucky nvr bet wif her. haha. took pics, but she dowan show her face lol. wen we started to see rats and cockroaches running about, we decided its time to leave. lol.

walked to the HDB block opp haising to see the headless body and the coffin shape. but we cant see it. lol. although its a full moon today. aft dat walked home frm townpark. its a long way. 2.1km., took 1hr, but time flew. haha. she found my weakness, but i jus cant find hers. tsk you six-legged dummy. and she keep saying me stupid! den i ask. "HUH WAD U SAY?! WAD PID?!?!" den she said wif a frightened face "err! the pid lor! u noe the pid?!" alan says:HUH WAD PID? THE PID'S NAME IS STU ISIT!? den she laughed like mad. lol! den we saw alot of her 'good frens' crawling on the road, and her screams sent me screaming oso. x.x slacked at her hse downstairs de playgrnd and we saw this very cute jack russell. damn cute! i almost fell asleep lying down on the slide. totally dont feel like standing up can.

walked to cheers opp her hse to get drinks. den we went seperate ways. i left my psp in her bag =/ forgot to take. nvm i got her jay chou concert dvd as hostage. haha. im realli tired now. slept all the way to interchange luh. tmr gyming and swimming. think i not swimming. im not in the right condition to swim tmr. lol.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE JIE! =D

AND AND. ONE MORE THING. my renoma shirt became tighter! i tink i grew =D i hope i did =X and not cos the shirt shrunk. =S




Friday, October 10, 2008 16:58 -
simplicity is complex.

ytd celebrated joey's bday at sam house. morning we went swimming and gym first. i woke up at 9+, feeling so sleepy and dead, walking to baky house. i wanted to gym, but wen i reached there i saw a bunch of kukubrains in the pool fooling around. den i was like WTH I WANA GYM. lol. dey said the guards don let us in cos we not residents. stupid fools. so a 1/4 awake alan jumped in the freaking pool while the guards not looking. cos they don allow us to wear shorts in the pool STUPID. and the pool was 1.4m and 2m deep. WTH. I ALMOST DIED.

we front flipped, attempted back flips, made tsunamis, and challenged freestyle and breaststroke. OHOH. and we TRIED to swim butterfly but failed terribly. lol. we went to the fitness corner to try pullups. I CAN DO 3. woohoo! last time can barely do one la omg. means my chip and dale grew. LOL =D aft dat we crept into the gym and workout. i think i gonna buy weights wif boon and train at home. my chip and dale must grow up into alvin and the chipmunks! went to elias mall to have lunch. it started to drizzle! i wondered how ting maine they all gonna tan. lol.

after eating me and boon went to cut hair. MY SIDEBURN DAMN SHORT NOW. AND I GOT WHITE HAIR!! T_T T_T damn sad. aft dat they came to my hse to slack while i bathed and get joey's present. we keep toking abt donald trump and TRUMPLAND. we decided we'll kill each other if donald trump says "the last one standing will get 10% of my assets." bunch of assholes. lol. im one of them too :D we called each other trump. eg: alan trump, shawn trump. samuel trump, trump ce xi. trump bak weng, trump boon hwee. LOL.

took 81 wif boon and we went to sam hse. i miss sam's mum! she keep saying cexi hair like bird nest. hahaha. den we say she so bad. she say she treat cexi like her son liddat dats why she say. true true. we went to lp to get small small cake for joey. i suggested whipped cream on her face! but i decided dat we shudnt waste whipped cream on her stinking face. its better off on a cake. muahahaha. so this bunch of gays sang a very gay song for her. onli we noe wad it is. HAHA. not a bday song! and we pretended we holding things behind our back. she dont even dare to get near us lah rofl. we sang bday song for her and slacked awhile before going for dinner. her parents ordered alot of food lah. so full. and her mum keep saying me 营养不良, ask me eat more ):

we went back to her hse and slack before eating the ice cream cake! its like a rock la cos jus come out of the freezer. and all of us tried to cut it, but its a rock. lol. wen i cutting dat time the knife got stuck and wen i tried to take out the knife the whole cake LIFT OFF the table like a UFO. LOL. me and cexi managed to be gays and grabbed the last 2 pieces of the cake! its sucha big slice lah =D we rock man. joey couldnt finish her cake, so nice alan help her finish it. MY PLEASURE. shawn came to kope frm me. x.x

we slacked awhile playing games before going home. sam's parents very funny. say i always go their house will sleep one, cos their house too cosy liao. hahaa. dono why leh i always sleep at their house. maybe they right? or maybe im jus tired. lol! me and shawn kept kajiao the bday girl. cos her mum called her by. ba-by the by. so we jus saying by ah, show nice not? by ah why keep smsing? by ah why u stare at me? she got so irritated by us. wakaka.

im rotting at home now! nothing to do. actually gonna go soccer wif the guys one. but i very tired. slept at 3 last night. so no way im waking up at 8. as a result! i rot at home. lol. tmr im gonna continue rotting i tink. but i hope someone is going somewhere and i can get out of my house. cos my stupid tenant will be at home and i cant do shite again. =/

dats all bye!

i cant help it. i miss you.




Thursday, October 09, 2008 00:24 -
simplicity is complex.

i very sad now. my hard disk crashed. all my psp games/songs/movies all gone. in 1 day. all gone. =/ damn sad. no mood to blog actually. my blister is still on my finger, but not so pain liao.

tmr gonna go baky hse for gym and swimming. hope i can wake up. and there'll be a secret mission undergoing. diff frm ytd de. cant wait cant wait! byebyebye.

i will cheer up. dont worry (: its only a matter of time. just like always.

joey! happy bday! its purposely dowan wish u de. think i forgot? haha. no way man. happy sweet sixteen! can watch NC16 movies liao =)




Wednesday, October 08, 2008 04:53 -
simplicity is complex.

okay. take a look. its 4.53am now. i just finished half of my mission. due to the lack of important resources, we've decided to postpone the second half of the mission to tomorrow. my fingers have blisters now, and we are damn bloody tired now. it took strong wits and wills to complete part 1 of our mission. sorry but i cannot leak out the details of our top secret mission, or my efforts will all go down the drain. this is the first time im doing this, and i think it will be the last time. cos it makes u feel like killing yourself. i almost gave up! but i didnt! i still manage to reach my target for today. it may look simple, sloppy. at least i really put in all my soul in doing it. 1 wrong step and we're back to square one. we did just that. one. wrong. step. and we almost gave up. lol. okay. we're going to bed now. too much. really. too much alr. its onli 5hrs, but its 5 hrs of 100% concentration and lotsa work..

a question kept coming to my head. why am i doing this? what will i get in return? but i thought as i worked. and i came to a conclusion. i did this because i want to, not because i expect things in return. (:

NIGHTS!

i.am.so.drained.




Monday, October 06, 2008 23:37 -
simplicity is complex.






today woke up early to wake DUMMY up, den listened to songs to prevent me frm going back to sleep. lol. went to meet shawn at tamp platform. went to funan to collect our pay. walao dat ben. go eat lunch so long, make us wait for him for so bloody long lah! tsk. walked around in my damn painful blisters. pain like hell! and finally i got my pay. $240 woohoo! wanted to deposit into my bank acc but alot ppl so forget it.
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we ended up reaching downtown at 3+. it was gonna rain, shawn dont believe me. he say wana walk cos he no concession. but we still took bus, and it rained wen we reached downtown. see! im smart! lol! betta believe me! went to kbox and sing sing sing! sing till my voice almost gone. wen i called my mum she dont even recognise my voice =.= she say wrong number to me. wth. den wen we went to the toilet aft singing, i turned one of the taps upside down so the water will shoot upwards. suay. ky kena-ed dat tap. i was on the fone if not i will go tell him sia. sorry bro! =X
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went to kfc to have dinner. i was damn full la. cos i kept eating the snacks at kbox! drank choco kopi freeze and sparkling mango! haha. damn nice man. we talked abt ghost encounters and freaky stuffs at kfc. maine was so scared dat she don dare to walk home herself. ahaha. so we decided to be good buddies and walk her home. lol. ran after the 39, got home rather early. 9+ and my mum not home. surprised. haha.
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tmr gonna go shawn hse to stay. hope sam can stay as well! den we can gay. lol. i feel very lethargic now lah dono why =S maybe too tired liao. shall sleep soon! tmr meeting shawn and cexi rather early. haha. bye!
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爱无力-kelly poon
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最后我们分开了 虽然还是朋友
但做回朋友的情人 想摆脱关系不太容易
寂寞成了习惯 习惯靠着孤单
想念该遗忘 不该在身旁
陪着我的每个夜晚
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我只想 对着天空轻轻的呼吸
寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里
在慌乱中 翻箱倒柜寻找记忆
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有一种 爱它曾经住在我心里
陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣
不懂爱情 我的心如此无力
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其实我很清醒
其实我很冷静
看着眼泪滴落在手心




Sunday, October 05, 2008 22:06 -
simplicity is complex.

urgh. fuck this. ytd and today i've been home all day. and this sucks. my fucking tenant use his bloody com the whole day and lagging my internet like fuck. i cant do shit. google takes forever to load, my dota hero takes millions of seconds to move 1 fucking step. this is it. this is my fucking limit man. im gonna fuck him upside out and ask him to move. i cannot tolerate this anymore. he on his fucking com the whole fucking day today. what. the. fuck. my electricity bill is gonna be so fucking high and my mother is going to say its my fault again. fuck it man. im gonna go out every single day. there is no point for me to stay at home. there is nothing i can do. i have no scv anymore, no games to play, practically no internet to use, nothing to do in fact. lucky i went for soccer today. if not i will be lying on my sofa the whole fucking day. sorry. i have no other way to express the anger in me.

i. am. fucking. pissed.

i hate staying at home cos it makes me think of things dat i dowana think about..




Friday, October 03, 2008 23:53 -
simplicity is complex.

















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YAHOO! FINALLY I GOT THE PICS UPLOADED! TOOK LIKE MY WHOLE LIFE TO GET THESE UP HERE DOTS.
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kk! today went to meet cexi and maine for lunch! den went to his hse to slack. haha. we agreed to walk cexi's dog, bebe! i played his com while he and maine played guitar and sang songs. we watched tv and i almost fell asleep. lol x.x went to a nearby park to walk bebe! he like so poor thing lah. his back not straight so he walk weird weird de. AND HE'S SUPER HORNY TODAY. keep rubbing his body on my legs omg. i scared x.x he pooed and peed in the park. lol! poor cexi had to clean it up wif tissue haha.
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went to central to have dinner. slacked and talked cock. went home really early today. gonna stay at home the whole day tmr! ima good boy. ima pei my mummy tmr. and ima rot to death at home tmr. i bet i'll be sleeping my way through the day. ahhahaa.
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MY TENANT IS PISSING THE SHITE OUT OF ME. HE KEEP STREAMING SHOWS ON HIS COM, MAKING MY INTERNET LAG. I CANT EVEN READ MY EMAIL. IM ANGRY. VERY ANGRY. AND DATS NOT NICE YOU NOE. I. WILL. GO. MAD.
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maybe all i need is time.






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