Tuesday, September 30, 2008
22:23
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simplicity is complex.
i thought through the whole night. and i even did something. something dat made me feel betta. and i decided. i shall not brood over it. i'll just do my best and hope for the best. if in the end its not like i want it to be, so be it. i'll be sad, but at least i noe i've tried. right? i dowana make myself so sian, and think so much. there's nothing i can do anyway. its all up to 1 person. being sian will just make my buddies around me sian too. so no worries! im back to normal. wakekekekekeke. =DD i'll change this time. i'll be more optimistic from now onwards. swear across my heart. if i emo someone please scold the living daylights out of me. thanks (:
jus nw cheryl came to tell me can collect pay soon le. woohoo! happy happy. haha. i need money seriously. my money box is getting lighter and lighter omg. x.x
tmr going gyming wif the guys in the morning, den maybe gonna play abit of soccer and den maybe going out wif cexi. cos he no floorball training this week. haha. we'll see how it goes! maybe in the end i too lazy to wake up and go gym, and cexi aint going out, so in the end it'll be like today. =.= i jus dotaed, played solitare, minesweeper, watched boring tv, played same psp games for like 12 hours. lol =.= and yay! its raining now (: nice weather to sleep. haha. ciao!
you worry me
all i need is youur care and concern. dats all. i dont expect much.
Monday, September 29, 2008
20:53
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simplicity is complex.
today went to ting's hse there to eat lunch. watched painted skin. its okay la. quite touching. quite nice. then walked around since it was raining. cant go east coast park. den sent her home cos we nothing to do. went to tm dere to meet yuan and vanny. walked around looking for clothes while waiting for maine they all to finish movie. ate at long john's then went home. maine told me stuffs dat happened these few days. and i did the same too. this whole week i got nothing on. wana go shawn hse stay but see sam when can go. lol.
i dont like it when you msg another guy while you are with me. i wont stop you, but i think its kinda bad. i felt insignificant. i feel like im just an escape route. people tell me to do this and that. but i dont want to. what am i? im just a friend. im in no position to do all that. maybe i shudnt do so much. cos i dono wad i'll get in return. now i noe why there are so many gays now. i think dey cant take all these.
ily.ird. =/
Sunday, September 28, 2008
18:30
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simplicity is complex.
FRIDAY.
jasmine and friends came to my hse for mahjong at arnd 1+. she told me she 1+ den reach elias mall but she reached at 12+. =.= i was still sleeping. lol. didnt meet her for lunch then. jon alex and maine were supposed to come but dey didnt. maine came aft the rest(sam shawn ky vanny cx). alex joined us for dinner later. ate 2 egg prata onli. cos thought wana go the aircon food court for 豆花汤圆! but didnt. lol. went home aft dat and watched F1 practice race.
SATURDAY.
the painters came to paint my hse bloody early in the morning. =.= 8+ sia madness. shawn came later to pei me. played ps2 and dotaed and TD-ed. my room stinks la pls. lol. now my room is yellow and brown! didnt turn out as i expected though. x.x in the evening i went to my cousin's 20th bday celebration. while shawn went to meet maine to watch dwayne's match and S-League match. mahjong-ed agian lol. win win! =D then took my cousin's car to stadium there to meet them. went home together. played TD at home till 2+ lol.
TODAY.
same thing. morning the painters came and paint the living room and the doors. stucked in my room for the whole afternoon =.= mum bought lunch for me and shawn. we played lan for like 4 hours. x.x till the painters were done then i got my internet back. and! i thought i lost my portable harddisk can. =.= searched the whole house for it. in the end its in my tenant's room =.= cos my mum pushed my computer chair in it, and my harddisk was on my chair. scared the shit out of me la. zz. kk now im damn hungry. hungry for food and F1. GO MASSA! i don like hamilton. i dono why lol.
tmr going out wif ting. watching painted skin and going east coast =) hope painted skin is nice.
i lost faith in myself
Thursday, September 25, 2008
22:47
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simplicity is complex.
kk. im rather lazy to blog these days. my posts will be short and shorter and shorterer. lol. today went to hotpot culture to eat. damn full. damn nice. dats all i can say. lol. den went to topman to buy some clothes. den went home liao. nothing much actually. tmr ppl coming to my hse to mahjong. first time my hse is open to ppl. lol. and im not used to this feeling. hmm. maybe i shud get used to it. lol. kk i don have mood to blog byebyebye.
iloveyou.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
22:41
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simplicity is complex.
had cfc chalet fot the past 3 days. damn fun! more of slacking and talking and gaying. not much games played. surprising i stayed indoors almost the whole time. SLEEPING. lol. was sick uh. cant help it. x.x
i lazy elaborate all the things we did. cos we did lotsa. carried stuffs, played psp, played cards, gayed wif all the guys, cooked, ate, bathed together, slept wif sam's mr. potato bedtime story, mahjonged, played sparklers, lightsticks, went ghosting in rooms 3 and 4, and so on.............
all i can say is thankyou to ky for booking this chalet, maine for distributing jobs, baky cexi and chien xian for helping me carry the mahjong table, alex and guys for cooking wif me, the girls for cleaning up our mess, shawn for bringing ps2, and everyone for making this chalet sucha wonderful one. AND not to forget. thankyou maine for making dat video for us. its been some time since cfc was formed. honestly i almost cried looking at the video. cos i cant believe we've been through so many things together. both good and bad times. now we are still as close. hope we will stay like this forever! I LOVE CFC!!!
sorry lazy upload pics. wan pics go maine blog see. bye!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
22:43
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simplicity is complex.
today went to sam hse den baky came. slacked, then went for lunch at LP wif cexi. went to cexi hse wif maine to take our manu jerseys! hahah. we had our gay session aft maine left. we played gay songs. old gay songs. LOL. laughed our balls off man! and we sang and sang. my throat abit hoarse. hahaha. went home later. sam and cexi made me watch bleach =.= stopped at ep6 today. lol. long way to go. tmr training! hope no blisters =X monday to wed got cfc chalet! =D cant wait! byebye!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
20:36
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simplicity is complex.
went to sentosa on tuesday. wtf man i got 360degree burns lah. zzz. whole body pain like shit. i tell u its the worst feeling ever man. i looked like a steamed lobster. and i wear shirt oso will scream. =.=
today felt alot better. but damn itchy lah. its worse den pain i tell u. wana scratch but cannot scratch. zzz. i put alot ice on my body but oso no use lah. until i decided to wear my shirt. PHOA i tell you. damn shiok. cos got free scratching. but not vigorous scratching. i tell u dat feeling. cant. be. put. into. words. LOL.
i realised something.
YOU always screw me up. last year once. now another time. its like a jinx. whenever you appear, deres nothing good. i regret man. seriously. i had enough. i hope u will leave me alone for good. cos i dont wish you to jinx me ever again. so get out of my life. please. i beg you. i hate you.
i felt damn sian since i went sentosa. dono isit cos of my burns or cos of something else. i feel so easily irritated and so sian. i lost faith. i lost hope. seriously i dont hope for anything good now. all i wish is the truth. and i dont wana be hurt again. i think my life sucks. im like a garbage dump for all the shitty things. dono why. maybe im just born like that..
Sunday, September 14, 2008
21:41
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simplicity is complex.
went for training this morning. damn hot lah the weather. and i got to wear my new boots! i think i feel more in control of the ball. laser rocks =D BUT. it gave me a bloody torrid time. cos will kena blister. zzz. pain like shit sia. cant even run. and i was supposed to play striker. but i not used to the boots. so my shots went haywire. zzz. so i went to play defender. till i cant tahan alr. my blister too pain. went to rest.
awhile later i decided to jus chiong and heck the pain. i have to face it sooner or later. lol. i camped and guess wad. I DRIBBLED PAST XUAN HAO. dat made my day. and he shouted "CHEEBYE LA" WOOHOO. i loved dat man. makes my pain go away. but i lost the ball. so i went bonkers and got it back. lol. somehow wen i get the ball my heel don feel any pain o.O weird hor. lol. mind over body (:
changed and bathed my darling. LOL SOUNDS SO SICK. den took stan's car to minimart and he was nice to send us to white sands. me shawn and sam went to ntuc to buy drinks and snacks. met the rest at food court. ate korean cuisine. nice sia. cant resist it. =D went home and bathed. damn tired lah. watch tv till sleep lol.
today is the last day! like finally lah. haha.
and someone is being too much i cant tahan.
i hate to see my close buddies sad.
the feeling sucks.
i dono wad will happen to me if im in their shoes.
i hope dat day will never come.
Saturday, September 13, 2008
23:45
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simplicity is complex.
today went to my godpa hse. helped him to do his DIY stuffs and taught my godbro maths. primary school kids nowadays are realli lucky huh. can use calculator sia! wth. =.= den dey went swimming. i didnt swim but i became the batter. they keep throwing a ball at me and i use the float to whack it away. the first one to swim to it wins. LOL. game for killing time. since it was quite hot, i took out my shirt. den one irritating cousin of mine keep taking my shirt and dip it in the pool. wth. piss me off sia. wet wet one. den i don care dem alr, i go play psp. lol.
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aft dat went to downtown to meet maine, alex, yuan, shawn and cx. watched manu vs liverpool sad sia. manu lost. dey played like shit today. so i got no complaints. haha. drank vodka sprite. and i felt like i was on fire lah. dono why. maybe drink too fast le. lol. aft the match we went to macs. and i realised i very red. whole body sia. lol. slacked at aranda country club and deres dis kp uncle coming to ask me don put my leg on table. his father's table ah? =.= lucky he nvr come out of jackpot if not im gonna kp him like f. aft drinking i felt so easily provoked. lol. no wonder drunkards always fight.
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we went separate ways aft dat. took 39 home alone. alex took 359. tmr soccer! hope don rain. i wana bond wif my new boots x.x
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im on fire! im on fire!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
23:44
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simplicity is complex.
last few days damn damn damn tired/no mood/lazy/busy to blog. lol. cant rmb wad i did, but one thing dat i clearly rmb is i rotted at home. LOL. today didnt rot at home. early morning wake up and made breakfast for SOMEONE. nice hor? haha. den went to meet alex, sam and ky at tamp street soccer court. waited for cx and yh to come. but dey didnt =.= den we got bored. so we went to ky hse to slack and bathe. i didnt bathe cos i didnt bring extra clothes. so ky spammed perfume on me =.= lol. my oily faced encouraged the growth of one pimple T_T
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went to meet azman at pasir ris platform and this bunch of gays/cexis/garys/gavens/sams went to penin. i wanted to get my boots since mine tearing le. looked at tunit, vapour and laser. since markus has the vapour i wanted, i tried both the tunit and laser. i find the laser more comfy and it is designed for betta touches. whereas tunit is designed for style. so i decided to get laser. I AM A HAPPY MAN =D since i didnt expect to get my boots today, i didnt have enuf money so ky lend me $150 first. lol. the boots cost $136. but i love it man.
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den we went to jalan jalan at marina square before going to suntec. i shared 12 donuts frm donut factory wif ky and i felt like vomitting can. so sweet lah lol. but very nice. den we went to carrefour. yuan bought his chicken and me and alex spotted a FISH. he wanted to ask for her number. BUT. mr alex was so hesitant and he kept walking arnd the girl. LOL. in the end he asked but she said "nvm, im working". WHAT A STUPID ANSWER.
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alex: can i have ur number?
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FISH: nvm, im working.
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=.= speechless. 'monsters' these days have a loosened cog in their brain. lol.
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went home feeling damn tired and dono why today i keep twitching my face. my face feels so tight la dono why. like got fits sia =.= lol.
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im very tired. byebye. i hope i don rot at home tmr =S
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and i forgot!
i got 3.95 gpa! wished to get 4, but 3.95 oso not bad la. got 4 As and a B+. if not for the stupid B+ i would have gotten 4gpa.. x.x 79.5/80.. =.=
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
22:46
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simplicity is complex.
freaking tired now. headache headache.
i am worried.
Saturday, September 06, 2008
23:18
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simplicity is complex.
woke up really late today. arnd 1? lol. didnt go my godpa hse in the end cos he didnt pick up my calls. going next saturday instead. went to tm to meet michelle and maine to watch the dance competition. michelle's darling was participating so we went to support lo.
went to arcade while waiting for the competition to start. SPENT $20 BUCKS TRYING TO KIAP A MICKEY MOUSE!! but i failed. lol. i wanted to get it lah. if not so waste my $20 bucks. but my dear jies stopped me =/ went to macs to eat. very hungry. den watched the performance. damn nice lah omg. their dance so nice!
aft dat went to buy some food. i bought honeydew iceblend! den me maine shawn went to maine hse slack. michelle waited for her bf den come. we cooked maggie mee! and i cooked cheese scrambled eggs =D maine and shawn say very nice. hehehe. of cos! satisfaction guaranteed =D aft eating watched tv and michelle and mervin came. we played mahjong while mervin watched tv to sleep. lol. won quite alot! but aft dat no luck alr. lol. went home in the rain aft dat.
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tmr got training! very long nvr play soccer le. itching for it. lol. hope tmr dont rain =S plsplspls. i wana play soccer. =X
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心疼..
Friday, September 05, 2008
19:54
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simplicity is complex.
this morning was supposed to go gym and swimming wif baky sam and jon. but i think i automatically stopped my alarm while sleeping LOL. and i had a stupid dream. i dreamt dat all the political ppl died. =.= ppl like lee kuan yew and thaksin. =.=! weird dream right. lol.
watched 翻滚吧! 蛋炒饭! then went to meet jon baky and sam for lunch. talked abt ladder! and den bought some snacks home to fill my empty tummy at night. haha. continued watching 翻滚吧! 蛋炒饭! omg lah. i tell u. genie 卓文萱 is SOOOOO CUTEEEEEEE. CUTE CUTE!!
SEE! SHE SO CUTE! RIGHT RIGHT? haha.
tmr maybe going to my godpa's new hse! hehe. swim swim. =D
jiayoujiayou! 8 more days! (:
Thursday, September 04, 2008
20:34
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simplicity is complex.
I ONLI HAD 3 HOURS OF SLEEP T_T
last night i was so hungry! i made cheese scramble eggs =D so nice can. omg la. who wan me to make for dem? satisfaction guaranteed =P
slept at 2+ and woke up at 6! jus to send our dear GARY foo cexi off. LOL. GARY. HAHA. onli some ppl will noe wad i mean. lol. he took air china. NOT SURPRISING LOL. we went to macs to have breakfast! had hotcakes wif sausage. me and sam suddenly stomache and we went on a GARY trip to the toilet together. played song and chatted abt our experience on the BOWL hahaha. 
den me maine shawn michelle sam azman went to shawn hse to lepak. shawn taught me and sam how to play ladder! aft dat fell asleep on the bed. whenever someone asked me something i will jus answer "uhhhhh". LOL. damn tired. cannot tahan. den sam went to meet cerlyn and came back. played ladder den we went home.
tmr maybe going gym and swimming wif the guys at baky hse. maybe working again to earn mmore money. haha.
why i so humji! regret regret.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
23:33
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simplicity is complex.
hihi.
YESTERDAY
went to buy some stuffs wif maine and sam and some stuff happen. haiz. i dono wad can i do to make u feel betta bro. but all i can say dat i will always be there for u (: then went to meet shawn at tm and went to kelly services to look for jobs. ky came to meet us and den we went to ikea wif dwayne. so me maine shawn ky and dwayne ate at ikea. had meatballs. yumyum =) cravings! den while waiting for bus some stuffs happened again. im so sorry maine. i didnt knew all these would happen. sorry*999999999999. i swear i wont say ******** again if not my balls will be gone. and i hate it wen i see all dat. i felt so guilty lah. shud have kept my mouth shut. didnt go shawn hse. no mood lah. and i very tired. fell asleep on the bus lo. almost ended up in yishun lol.
TODAY
went to cut hair! and den went to meet shawn at ws. he wanted to buy slippers. but no size. so we took bus 3 to sam hse. since we got nth to do. slacked, played com and watched tv. sam's mum bought lotsa delicious food back! me and shawn almost died lah. cos so spicy =S the butter sotong was so nice man! felt so guilty sia. cos made his mum spend so much money. wanted to give her money but i noe she sure dowan take de. shall buy something for her next time (:
raining like mad wen me and shawn left. took 21 to tm and ting wanted to eat fishballs. but old chang kee no more le. so bought some weird weird balls for her to eat. haha. den the rain stopped =.= hold the umbrella for nothing lo. she finished work and i sent her home. she looked like a zombie lah. tsk. rest early!
tmr going to send cexi off in the morning. needa wake up duper early lo =S and jus nw damn funny. sam's mum ask. 明天cexi回中国啊? i was like. HUH. 回中国??? 如果cexi听到他一定很sian LOL.
i feel so humji! any balls available for rent?
Monday, September 01, 2008
22:57
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simplicity is complex.
hehe im back! =D miss me not? lol =P
THURSDAY
went to meet shawn at tamp mrt platform and went to work. met our team ppl and had briefing. i sold 4 sets at the end of the day! 2 thinkpads somemore lehh. pro ah. haha. top salesman for the day. went home at arnd 11+ wif sam shawn yh sing hong and poh jay. reach home arnd 12. very tired. so long nvr stand for whole day le.
FRIDAY
same thing. but today we went to marina to have breakfast! and ended up late! den marked as late. say gonna deduct pay =X sold 3 sets today! not top. not bad for a new comer alr (: top everyone in overall sales. hehe. went home wif sam and yh today. sing hong dey all wana go for supper. i very tired le lo.
SATURDAY
ALOT PPL AH. siao liao la. say till sore throat. today we were early! and i sold 6 sets! happy man =D boss gave me a sweet to eat cos my throat very pain le. =/ very nice of her. but not top salesman. some asshole got it. lol.
SUNDAY
the most pekcek day. sold onli 2 sets earlier dat day. and boss changed the challenge. used to be top team win $100 for each member in the team. but she changed it to top team for TODAY onli. so unfair la. overall we leading le lo. make me so demoralised. don even feel like toking la. while eating dinner msged ting. thrashed out everything lo. den i tried to get some sales to reach target. michael sucks la. but at the end everything changed. i had a feeling this was gonna come. this man came and bought 3 sets frm me. everything changed man. i sold 8 sets for the day and my team sold 28 sets. beating michael's team by 4 sets. joint top salesman wif michael and shyan. total sold 21 sets! earn arnd $500+ i hope. haha. very happy man (: second top salesman behind dat asshole. he 23. but ppl like me more =D
tell u wad happened this few days la. this guy called michael is a absolute asshole. hope the salesman out there are not like him. he is a liar frm top tp bottom la. he lies to the customers. saying the com specs very good and can withstand great shock. however dat isnt true. i don get it. how can a $999 com be so good? doesnt make sense right? and he keeps banging the coms, causing one to spoil. thanks to him. he got scolded onli. pian yi ta.
nvm. he keep saying to shawn dat i very tyco cos i newcomer sell alot. hello? this is skill okay. not tyco. is u noob. so shut up. he keep snatching customers frm us. everyone hates him la. he keeps shouting lies so dat he can attract customers. he always make things difficult for the full timers and boss cos he wan them to give more things to help him close deals wen dey alr cant do anything more. he backstabs ppl. he is a fucking hypocrite. he stole one of shawn's customers and made him so demoralised cos his sales no good. he even wanted to pay shawn $5 for the customer jus to reach 10 for the day. fyi, if u sell 10 coms in a day u get $50 more. on top of the $10 for each com. so shawn doesnt benefit at all by selling the customer to him for $5!!
den last day. he noe he is losing to my grp alr. he don dare to come and ask me how many i sell today, he ask his team member to come and ask me. wad a humji. everytime he sells 1 com he will ask everyone how many they sold alr. den haolian. wtf. born an asshole. aft dat still hypocrite. ask me go ask for more money. act nice to me wen he backstab me so many times alr. cant be bothered abt him.
TODAY!
realli very tired so didnt go meet the guys at beach for picnic at 10am. met them at downtown at arnd 1pm instead. damn tired lah. we walked arnd, talked cock, played cheat, went prawning! chien xian caught the onli prawn. alex and yh didnt get any. lol. sad. den we went to ws and then took 17 to bedok 85. blur maine took the rong bus and we went off at tpjc dere to wait for her. ate or jian, hokkien mee, rojak, stingray and sugar cane juice! damn full la. sam came to join us later.
we went to maine hse downstairs de playground to talk and slack. talked abt relationship stuffs. haiz. girls are realli complicated. and sam ah sam. mus be more man! don ren. some things cannot ren de okay. we are here for u bro (: went home. very tired. ting haven even reach home. and she cut her finger by knife lah. poor thing. jiayou! 13 more days to go (:
tmr going out wif maine cexi dey all again! yes! secret plans for tmr... hehe.
I WANT MY DARLING! T_T
missed you so.
