Wednesday, July 30, 2008
23:14
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simplicity is complex.
All I Want Is You - Barry Louis Polisar(Juno song)
If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and green
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves
All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow.
All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug
All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float.
All I want is you, will you be my bride
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.
i think its a nice song (:
and this is so cute!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
20:30
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simplicity is complex.
don't know why i feel so sian now.
so unsure of myself.
don't know whats going to happen.
i feel so scared.
i feel lonely.
there is something lacking in my life.
somehow i feel that my life will never be complete.
what is meant to be?
what is fate?
are these meant to be?
why is my fate like this?
why i got no confidence in myself?
why is my life in such a mess?
i've only got so many whys to ask.
but who is there to answer them?
fate?
i don't know.
perhaps i never will.
sometimes smiles are not real.
sometimes tears are hidden.
sometimes reality is harsh.
sometimes what you see,
is just a well planned,
well conducted,
well disguised "='(".
19:13
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simplicity is complex.
Andre
HuiXiang
KienSeng
Benjamin
Shariff
XiaoWei
JunYi
Hardy
BoonHwee
my job for the day. TIMER. lol.
Presenters for this week
today woke up super duper early. had onli 5 hrs of sleep =/ damn tired lah. dragged myself out of my bed. went to sch. emaths lecture was a waste of time. teaching us wad we noe alr =.= den wrtoral. presentation day 1. mine is next week, so ms june asked me to be her time keeper. damn scary lah. i felt so nervous for the guys presenting cos if they are under or exceed the time limit they will fail =S
they did quite well. xiaowei got A i tink. so good lah. hope i can do as well next week. =/ den had ckt lecture. played winning eleven wif boon and jem. pawned them. LOL. im a seasoned pro. haha. went home aft sch. was so tired. nothing to do at home. sian man. den mum come home, kpkb. walao. cannot tahan can. everything oso scold. tmd. i tried not to argue. but i cannot ren alr. den i jus scold back. make me bad mood lah. zzz. everytime one sia.
when can u stop all ur nonsense? im not in a very good condition to listen to all ur shit. my life may shorten by 10 yrs cos of all the shit u are giving me. u dont even respect me as ur son. not even as a human being. all ur nonsense make me sick. even the position of a pail u say till like i destroyed the house. open one window oso need to shout. please la. im not a fucking slave. can u please talk to me nicely? basic respect? if u dont give me respect how am i suppose to respect u. i've had enough. please know ur fucking limits. so stfu and give me a fucking break. if not im gonna give myself one. sorry but onli vulgarities can express my anger now..
Monday, July 28, 2008
19:13
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simplicity is complex.
oh. my. fucking. god.few days ago this happened again. horrific injury to the ankle. =X dislocation. top is wilfred bouma. it happened a few days ago. the bottom one happened last yr i tink. omg lah. looking at bouma's foot swinging in midair on the youtube video as if he didnt have an ankle makes me feel very sick. hope he gets well soon.
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today sucked! totally man! had 4 hrs of break cos teacher nvr come. went to sch frm 10 to 4 but onli had 1.5 hr of lessons! sian man. played psp and talked cock wif boon zhiqiang jonathan and junyi at the library aft eating at biz park. jonathan is a DOWN COUNTER. HAHA. (fyi, down counter involves 2 items of the similar polarity working together in dfund. such as - with - and + with +. while up counter is + with - and - with +. which means he is a gay. LOL.)
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had dfund test at 3. i made careless mistakes lah. sian. 3 marks gone alr. maximum i can get is 17/20. 85%. no 100%. sian. i dowana be one of the last in class. jonathan sure last. cos he didnt even do the paper. okay la. he did some. but is tikam tikam one. haha. watched 命中注定我爱你 wen i reached home. and ate chocolate puff! nice nice. the show irritating leh. make me laugh and make me wana cry. tsk! but nice =) cant wait for the next episode!
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tmr half of the class got wrtoral presentation. mine is next tuesday. good luck guys! although u all wont be reading this. haha. and i got sch at 8 tmr. sian! i hate waking up so early man. =/
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........................ WHERE ALL MY FATS GO?!?!?!?i fell deeply.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
16:13
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simplicity is complex.
weekends are for rotting at home! T_T
no where to go lahh. so ytd rotted at home, watch tv, dotaed. so no life. lol. at night played viwawa wif ting. and the best thing was. i gamed 13 yao!! WOOHOO. first time in my life leh! wakakakaka. the other 2 players were so stunned. that dey said "wow". and left the room. =.= LOL. scary ah. 15 tai leh! haha. thanks to ting lah. she throw the bai ban den i game de. noe u are reading this lol.
this morning went for soccer as usual. uncle wasnt dere. didnt do much. we played matches against a bunch of adults. one of dem ah. walao. so kaopei! no foul oso scold vulgarities at jing heng. made us so pissed off. scolded him sia. and i wanted to say "ADULT ALR STILL SCOLD VULGARITIES NOT SHAMEFUL AH". but dowan create trouble ah. soccer nia! relac relac de. =) =)
today ran hell alot man. help defend help attack. wah. almost fainted again. felt so dizzy so i stopped for awhile. aft training went to loyang point to eat. shared gong bao ji ding and egg and veg. ate 2 bowls of rice sia. so hungry la =/ den came home, no one at home again. as usual. bathed and wanted to sleep. but dono why cant sleep sia. so im here blogging =D
test week coming! ohno ohno!
very very very TIRED.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
17:52
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simplicity is complex.
im blogging!
today miss tingting's best friend came for a stay for a few days! i hope. =X she had a bad day lah. frm morning pain till dono when. poor thing. first thing in the morning bad mood le. tsk! anw. went to sch for like. 30mins can. reach sch at 12+, left sch at 1230 =.= went to tm to eat. we were arguing whr to eat. i wana eat long john cos i very long nvr eat le! but boon junyi and zhiqiang wanted pizza hut kopitiam or kfc. i argue and argue and argue. i won. =D went to starbucks to try caramel frap before going to long john. nice lah, but abit too sweet le haha.
ate alr went to arcade cos we got like 1 hr plus of spare time. =.= played after burner! damn suay lah! i kena hit wen im aiming =.= 2 times leh! grr. then played time crisis 4 and the racing game (forgot the name le). i kena pawn by com sia... sad! took 23 and went back to sch. we had tutorial for like 20mins? =.=!! do work can go le. but i wait for the rest to finish lo. skipped soccer match wif the other class cos don feel like playing. dey won anw, without me. haha.
took 15 home wif junyi as usual. the weather seems bad! gonna rain soon le. and my blocked nose almost no more le! yess. hate blocked nose man. suck big time. rofl. take care miss tingting! haha.
TMR IS FRIDAY! fast ah. exams in 3 weeks' time. time flies (:
old songs are niceeee =) like this one.
忠孝东路走九遍 - 动力火车
這城市滿地的紙屑
風一刮像你的嫵媚
我經過的那一間鞋店
卻買不到你愛的那雙鞋
黃燈了人被趕過街
我累的攤坐在路邊
看著一份愛有頭無尾
你有什麼感覺
耳 聽見的每首歌曲 都有我的悲
眼 看見的每個昨天 都有你的美
哦 忠孝東路走九遍
腳底下踏的曾經你我的點點
我從日走到夜 心從灰跳到黑
我多想跳上車子離開傷心的台北
忠孝東路走九遍
穿過陌生人潮搜尋你的臉
有人走的匆忙 有人愛的甜美
誰會在意擦肩而過的心碎
Monday, July 21, 2008
22:22
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simplicity is complex.
hey singapore! the weather sucks!! T_T
today i had a ultimate horrible day man omg. morning i woke up and i saw the beautiful sunlight shining through my windows. i thought. ohno! today sure very hot de! then i when i was walking to the bus stop, it started to drizzle. WITH THE WONDERFUL SUN SHINING ON ME. then i thought. ohno. im gonna die today.
then on the bus the rain stopped. i thought. hmm. maybe not so bad ah. ohya! i overslept today and skipped CKT lecture lol. went to sch at 11 for effcom. aft dat went to macs to eat. i didnt care so much. ate nuggets meal even though i got cough and cold. then on our way back, it started to drizzle. den rain tigers and lions man! omg lah. i tell u its SOOOOOO COLD. i cant even think in dfund lab man. everything let boon do, cos i spent 2 hrs sneezing and blowing my nose =S sian! den dfund tutorial. worse! i sat at a place whr the aircon was blowing straight down at me! omg lah. almost died.
went to ws aft sch to see if the offer for the printer still have anot, cos tmr wana buy =D like finally la! saw tons of haising ppl, but all dao dao one. lol. bought black pepper hotdog and went home. watched 命中注定我爱你, then went to lie on my bed. fell asleep while msging. omg. slept for 1 hr plus lah. sorry tingting! then ate and chionged my presentation thingy. its done! woohoo! im so proud of myself =D
the tix for friday are available! chien xian buying for me and cexi tmr. thanks! and i hope i will recover tmr, if not im screwed for presentation =S
thats all! byebyebyebyebyebyebye! sniff sniff.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
18:52
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simplicity is complex.
batman is super duper cool!
ytd had electronics workshop after sch! damn fun lah. we made nightlight and audio amplifier! i made 2 audio amplifier cos my soldering is too power alr. LOL. since maine wants 1 of it i gave it to her. nice hor. haha. aft dat went to tm to get dark knight tickets at 9.10. on the way me and boon talked about making a super duper big night light. get a big big PCB and put alot alot of LEDs and de tada! we have a super duper big night light! hahaha. but needa get the components first though.
while getting tix, met dwayne and maine. boon lied for me (: out secret. LOL. got 2 tix and went to mini toons. boon got this uber cute animal paw for cazanne. rich kid ah. not any special day oso get present for her. haha. den waited for maine at arcade. she sent dwayne to his training. she bought us 2 9V batteries so we can play wif out masterpieces. and she koped one of my amplifiers. hahahaha. ok lah not realli koped. i gave her willingly. =D
pei-ed her walk walk arnd since aline was meeting her for dinner, den boon went to cazanne hse while i went home. den at 8+ went to tm to meet jasmine for dark knight! woohoo. it rocks man! (: batman has the coolest technology! betta than ironman lahh. AND. CHARMAINE TAN lied! she say aft the credits got ironman and hulk come out! liarrrr. batman isnt a marvel movie! whr will have! (i tink) but i stupidly fell for it. LOL. aft the movie we walked to century sq taxi stand and waited for jasmine's cousin to come and pick her up. she ask me to get on the car since it was on the way and she dowan ps me. at first i dowan lah. but she insist, so okay lo. haha. i don realli like to accept rides from ppl. cos i don like to trouble ppl ah.
dropped me off near ws, then i walked home. on the way home i tink i slipped like 10+ times can. cos my slippers no grip liao. damn scary lah. especially wen i walked past the canal. scared drop down can! =X reached home at abt 1am. damn tired. went to sleep. but lazy to go for soccer this morning ah. cos very tired. and my mum say tmr playing, today still play. oh well. quite true. save my energy for tmr. haha. rotted at home today, lied arnd on my sofa watching tv. =S haven do my wrtoral omg. i needa do tmr. today lazy do ah. haha. okay im gonna watch my tv! byebyebye! =D
Friday, July 18, 2008
00:30
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simplicity is complex.
Coco Lee- Before I Fall In Love
My heart says we've got something real
Can I trust the way I feel
'Cause my heart's been fooled before
Am I just seeing what to see
Or is it true, could you really be
Something to have and hold
With all my heart and soul
I need to know, before I fall in love
Someone who'll stay around
Through all my ups and downs
Please tell me now, before I fall in love
I'm at the point of no return
So afraid of getting bumed
But I want to take a chance
Oh please, give me a reason to believe
Say, you're the one, that you'll always be
It's been so hard for me to give my heart away
But I would give my everything,
Just to hear you say (you're)
nice song dat shawn jus introed to me haha.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
19:54
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simplicity is complex.
finally! i got mood to blog. haha.
hmm. wad happened ytd. ohya. something. which. was. err. like shawn said, childish. lol. dowana tok abt it. had maths test ytd! like so easy omg. lol. den went home!
today! went sch at 11+, reached at 1140 =.= so early lah. so i sat down and bonded wif my psp =D spend some precious together. LOL. had ept. damn fun! completed my DC power supply! yay. boon had lots of problems rofl. suay man he. had break, went to business sch to eat den went for ckt. out ckt tutor ask why we always give her trouble during her class. HAHA. we were making stupid noises and creating havoc LOL. she had to shout shut up to us, jokingly lah. haha. maybe cos shes too nice to us? everytime release early de. so slack. lol.
after dat went home! on the bus, those bunch of idiots. all sit outside of the seat, den the inner seat all empty one. so inconsiderate lahh. assholes! but nvm i got a seat for myself x) nothing to say le! byebye!
FIRST BLOOD.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
22:24
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simplicity is complex.
ytd was maine bday! everything went according to plan =) and she is happy! dats the most important thing bah. haha. and im broke! THOSE WHO OWE ME MONEY! PAY AH! I VERY FIERCE ONE OKAY. hang pig head on ur doors den u noe. LOL.
ytd night i chionged my presentation slides. you noe wad happened today? i overslept and skipped sch =.= walao. waste my time onli! grr. the best thing is, wadevr i lied to the doc to get my mc came true. jus nw went to watch red cliff, and i had a #$#!@@$@#%@#$! bad stomache lah omg. struggling man. anw. the show was nice! BUT. guess wads the ending? TO BE CONTINUED... i see the ending my stomach more pain sia. grr. and wen we going out of the theatre, those idiots in frnt of us walking so slowly. i almost shitted in my pants pls. LOL. sam and shawn almost peed in their pants. hahaha. so we ran to the toilet. literally. run like the wind man! LOL.
aft the show we went to macs to grab sth to eat. i ate cheeseburger and apple pie. my back felt so much betta lah! must be nvr eat, dats why stomache. haha. den went home!
Can't Smile Without You-Barry Manilow
You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away
And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me
And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you
CIAO!
Saturday, July 12, 2008
22:33
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simplicity is complex.
KKKKKKKKKKKK im blogginggggggggggggg =)
just came back frm tm. morning went to courts megastore wif my godma, godpa, ama and godbro. my godbro was being irritating, as usual. =.= my they bought 2 LCD tv and a washing machine for their new hse. spent like $2000 lah omgosh. $.$
had lunch at ikea before dat, after that went to scout for my printer. seems like the offer at challenger ws is the best afterall. haha. then went to tm for movie! hellboy2. damn nice man. omgosh. the effects are superbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. cant wait to play the game man! then met shawn michelle and charmaine at tampines stadium. watched the rovers ppl train while waiting for dwayne to finish his training. then we went around to find place for michelle jie to have dinner. but macs and kfc no space, so we went to subway instead. i slept for awhile there. whole day sneezing like mad sia. damn tired. after i woke up i felt so much betta lah. then i bought cookies. yumyum.
then home sweet home! haha. tmr training! hope i no flu tmr =X all ur fault alex chua! ytd tok to me! den i kena ur virus! grr. haha jk =)
just came back frm tm. morning went to courts megastore wif my godma, godpa, ama and godbro. my godbro was being irritating, as usual. =.= my they bought 2 LCD tv and a washing machine for their new hse. spent like $2000 lah omgosh. $.$
had lunch at ikea before dat, after that went to scout for my printer. seems like the offer at challenger ws is the best afterall. haha. then went to tm for movie! hellboy2. damn nice man. omgosh. the effects are superbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. cant wait to play the game man! then met shawn michelle and charmaine at tampines stadium. watched the rovers ppl train while waiting for dwayne to finish his training. then we went around to find place for michelle jie to have dinner. but macs and kfc no space, so we went to subway instead. i slept for awhile there. whole day sneezing like mad sia. damn tired. after i woke up i felt so much betta lah. then i bought cookies. yumyum.
then home sweet home! haha. tmr training! hope i no flu tmr =X all ur fault alex chua! ytd tok to me! den i kena ur virus! grr. haha jk =)
Monday, July 07, 2008
18:29
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simplicity is complex.
HIHIHI. ytd was a bloody tiring day i swear. morning had soccer. we were so damn suay la. nothing can be suay-er den ytd alr. we played match against ufc. but we hit the goalpost dono how many freaking times man. wtf. den taking penalties for fun, i hit the same post for 4 times sia. i cant believe it. lol. i was so damn pissed wif our luck dat azman keep asking me to cool down and control my temper. however, im jus liddat wen it comes to soccer.
aft training, went home, bathed and came out to meet alex maine cexi michelle mervin nik chien xian and we went to town to shop. i didnt get anything, cant find any clothes dat suits me. its kinda hard to find clothes for someone dat is skinny but has a long body noe? =/ my legs were like jelly, as if dey were gonna be crushed any moment lah. sitting down was like HEAVEN. haha. dwayne came to join us for dinner, and me cexi alex azman nik and chien xian left early. pei-ed azman to go century to dabao food for his mum. took bus home wif azman and cexi. we chatted abt our secondary life. missed those days man. =( talking abt secondary life. we dont have youth day today. =.=! WAD THE!! WE VERY OLD AHHHH. WE OSO YOUTH CAN!! #$%!t$%$#^~!^$^%$^
ahem. okay. today i went to sch like a zombie. didnt talk much. boon and cexi keep asking me wad happened to me. haha. dont worry, im jus tired. lol. came home, bought a cake for my mum bday tmr. and here i am blogging. tmr end at 1pm. yay (:
like i said to some people, i need more girls in my life man. i cant just have charmaine and michelle. i dowana leave tp without any girl-friends!! i need a girl as a companion! i cant survive without someont to sms!! :'( lol. sounds kinda despo =.= but its reality. hehe.
