Taeyang - Wedding Dress

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.

니가 그와 다투고
niga geuwa datugo
때론 그 땜에 울고
ttaeron geu ttaeme ulgo
힘들어 할 때면 난 희망을 느끼고
himdeureo hal ttaemyeon nan huimangeul neukkigo
아무도 모르게 맘 아-아-아프고
amudo moreuge mam a-a-apeugo
니작은 미소면 또 담담해지고
nijageun misomyeon tto damdamhaejigo

니가 혹시나 내 마음을 알게 될까봐
niga hoksina nae maeumeul alge doelkkabwa
알아버리면 우리 멀어지게 될까봐
arabeorimyeon uri meoreojige doelkkabwa
난 숨을 죽여
nan sumeul jug yeo
또 입술을 깨물어
tto ipsureul kkaemureo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

내 맘을 몰라줬던
nae mameul mollajwotdeon
네가 너무 미워서
nega neomu miwoseo
가끔은 네가 불행하길 난 바랬어
gakkeumeun nega bulhaenghagil nan baraesseo
이미 내 눈물은 다 마 마 마르고
imi nae nunmureun da ma ma mareugo
버릇처럼 혼자 너에게 말하고
beoreutcheoreom honja neoege malhago

매일 밤 그렇게 불안했던걸 보면 난
maeil bam geureoke buranhaetdeongeol bomyeon nan
이렇게 될꺼란 건 알았는지도 몰라
ireoke doelkkeoran geon aranneunjido molla
난 눈을 감아
nan nuneul gama
끝이 없는 꿈을 꿔
kkeuchi eomneun kkumeul kkwo
제발 그를 떠나 내게 오길
jebal geureul tteona naege ogil

Baby 제발 그의 손을 잡지마
Baby jebal geuui soneul japjima
Cuz you should be my Lady
오랜 시간 기다려온 날 돌아봐줘
oraen sigan gidaryeo on nal dorabwajwo

노래가 울리면 이제 너는
noraega ullimyeon ije neoneun
그와 평생을 함께하죠
geuwa pyeongsaengeul hamkkehajyo
오늘이 오지 않기를
oneuri oji ankireul
그렇게 나 매일 밤 기도했는데
geureoke na maeil bam gidohaenneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

부디 그와 행복해
budi geuwa haengbokhae
너를 잊을 수 있게
neoreul ijeul su itge
내 초라했던 모습들은 다 잊어줘
nae chorahaetdeon moseupdeureun da ijeojwo
비록 한동안은
birok handonganeun
 no oh
나 죽을 만큼 힘이 들겠지만
na jugeul mankeum himi deulgetjiman no oh

너무 오랜 시간을 착각 속에
neomu oraen siganeul chakgak soge
홀로 바보처럼 살았죠
hollo babocheoreom saratjyo
아직도 내 그녀는 날 보고
ajikdo nae geunyeoneun nal bogo
새 하얗게 웃고 있는데
sae hayake utgo inneunde

네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu
네가 입은 웨딩드레스
nega ibeun wedingdeureseu

My Life~ My Soul~

Back Tawau for more than 1 weeks le~

Hm~ not much special about it~

Just feel that Tawau is still the same old Tawau after I leave last time~

Not much changes~

Today me n my mom go to buy a new camera~ ^^

Canon SX200

(Purple Colour One~ My mom choose de~ ==")

Hm~ quite easy to use and not bad de o~

had try to capture some picture~ (although i still newbie in camera)

Here some example~

(Outside My House~ don know where to Focus ==")

(My Stupid Dog)

(Dragon Fly Outside My House)

If can't c clearly, click on the pictures~

Yee Yong~ Teach me how to take more nice pictures ya~ ^^

5th of October~ Im going to Mabul Island & Sipadan Island le~ 3days 2 nights~

That day is also 2 of my Kepo Gang de birthday~~

Here said Happy Birthday to U two first~~

Ah Bok~ Stay Cute N Miss me More ooo~~ Happy Birthday~ ^^

George~ Hope U will Recover Soon & Take Care~~ Happy Birthday~ ^^

After back from my island trip~~

Is Judgement Day le~~

The Results Coming Soon~~

Scare Scare now~

Don know go Mabul Island got mood to play or not~ =="

Haizz~ Don think too Much first~

Just Pray More Harder~

Pray that All my units and my frenz one~

All Pass n Score a Great Results~ ^^

暗戀 - 陶喆

告訴自己要冷靜　卻又無法不想你
我的懦弱已經開始讓我討厭我自己
是你對我有戒心　還是我沒有自信
可是誰也不能阻止我　我要暗戀你
so lonely, so here I am, standing all alone
在某個街頭　有個我在這里只為你等候
here I am waiting just for you
開放我所有　我要為你怎麼做你才接受我

so lonely

盡管渴望再見你　雖然只是在夢裡
短暫的甜蜜已勝過了一輩子沒有你
就算沒快樂結局　就算從此死了心
我要付出我所有　只要能感動你

我願意

so here I am, standing all alone
在某個街頭　有個我在這裡只為你等候
here I am, waiting just for you
開放我所有　我要為你怎麼做你才接受

oh~（怎麼才接受）

我喜歡　我要你　我愛你（我喜歡　我要你　我愛你）

so here I am, standing all alone
在某個街頭　有個我在這裡只為你等候
so here I am, waiting just for you
開放我所有　希望你能了解你能夠接受我

I am lonely

故事就說到這裡　就算你們再好奇
我想說的都已說完了　其餘是秘密
在那某一個街頭　會流傳某個旋律
那是我在輕輕唱著歌　多愛你

Exam Exam Exam~

Uhhu~ FINISH EXAM le lo~~

Just Be4 exam already gone crazy~

After exam~ Of course... go go go crazy!!!!

During the study week n exam week~

wow~ can calculate everyday how much time I limit myself to sleep~

coz just be4 the study week~ we all still rushing assignments!!!!!

Then the only time to study is on study week~ =="

Lucky still got my fren to accompany to study~~

If not I can study from Morning until Midnight~~ XD

Finish all 4 papers,

- Structure Design (Concrete)

- Structure Design (Steel)

- Structure Analysis

- Civil Engineering Analysis (Mechanic of Materials & Statistic)

Haiz~~ All 4 paper I had done my best into it edy~

But I still feel scare~ scare I cant get a PASS on all 4 of it~ T.T

Aiya~ Don think too much le~~

Go Crazy is better than thinking too much sad things~

Just After the exam 11.30am~

Hehe~ gone crazy le~ gone crazy le~

Shopping with frenz~

Go Dr. Djwantoro Hardjito farewell~ (Gonna Miss Him Much~ The Best Lecturer in Curtin~)

Movie~ (2012!!! I like the first half part~ But don like the second half part~ feel so fake!!)

Balcony~ (clubbing~^^ but just for a while~ Coz after movie n eat already 1am le~)

Beach~ (around 2am reach there~)

5am reach home~ lol~

and due to my sick~ and my exam~

really feel so tired~ coz i almost 2 days only sleep for 3 hours~ =="

but my frenz more geng~ 2 days didnt sleep at all~

don know how they get so much strength to crazy like tat~ XD

So I didnt take much picture~ But my frenz do~

Will upload those pic soon~ ^^

My New Ipod Touch~ ^^

From a long long ago, but not too long,

(i forget about the date), i receive a email that i had win a Ipod Touch.

I delete the email~ o.O

Of course delete it bah~ who will believe it~

since there is so much ppl lying by using email or watever to get your personal details.

Two weeks after that, I receive the same email from the same location.

It told me to go his office to get my prize, Ipod Touch.

Then, he told me his office is at XXXX, Curtin University Bentley Campus.

O.o o.O

It make me very hard to not to believe it.

Really, impossible Curtin University will send an email to your account to cheat you right?

Then I go to Oasis (One of Curtin Website) and student webmail to check my mail there.

(hehe~ i seldom check mail at those mailbox.)

o.O O.o o.O O.o

WoW~~

In Oasis mail there, there is not only 2 mail sending to call me to get my prize.

There are about 5 mails!!

Then I only know, I really did get a Ipod Touch.

This is the prize from eVALUate.

Wah~ now think about it. Student from Miri Campus and Bentley Campus.

The no. of student should be more than few ten thousand bah~

Really cant imagine I really win the prize.

Of course, after saw all those mail. I quickly reply the email.

After one days, I got reply. Wuhuu~~~

So freaking happy there.

Then everyday I keep go website to search more info about Ipod Touch.

After few days of waiting, I didnt receive any reply of my prize.

It make me so nervous. The person who contact me had tell me that he send the prize to Miri.

And there will be a person who will contact me when the prize is reach.

So, after a week when the prize is send from perth.

I send an email to that person.

Then he call me to ask the Dean of School of Engineering & Science,

and told me to reply him if the prize havent reached yet.

After that, I send a email to the Dean.

Hehe, he reply just after few minutes.

He just receive the prize and located a place & time for me to take the prize.

Hurray~

Hurray~

Then I get my Ipod Touch after taking picture with Dean~

(feel scare of him~ first time get to contact with my school of dean)

So, here is some of the picture of my Ipod Touch~

Pretty Isnt It?

Back View

Front View

Side View (so thin)

Hehe, Until now i havent open the ipod touch yet.

Will wait until I buy the "shirt" (cover) for it.

Hehe~

Sorry for being too excited~

This is the first time I get a big prize. ^^

ps: To those didnt eVALUate~ eVALUate now~ U may have a chance like me~ ^^

Here I Com3 AgaiN~

I'm Back!!!

wow~~Finally Im Back~~

after a long long long long......... life story of mine lo~~

ok la~~ in this blog i just summariez what i had done after the last post~~

hm~~ it was back to exam week lo~~ hehe~~

almost everyday late sleep n just sleep for 3 or 4 hours per day~~

i also don know how i survive de~~

Study Study Study the whole day there~~

but play games with my fren also included~~ (too stress when study)

this is the only way to releases our stress ^^

The Exam was so HARD!!!!!!

especially for CEM ( Civil Engineering Material ) n SA ( Structural Analysis )

gonna crazy edy~~

the CEM paper is like 9 big question n some multiple choice~~

the 9 big question is one big question needed at least 15min (for me la) to do one question

n the 9 big question is very hard n needed a lot of step to finish it~~ =="

then is the multiple choice~~ this multiple choice is not the normal one ( 4 choose 1 )

ours is like 9 or 10 answer there to choice which one is correct~~

n the correct answer is not only 1~~ then circle wrong answer may lead to minus marks~~ o.O

besides needed to finish it within 3 hours~~ OMG~~

SA paper also needed to finish within 3 hours~~ ( so long ar the exam )

there only 4 question in this paper de~~

but ho~~ one question maybe need 4 or 5 page of paper to finish it~~

u think think lo~~ there is not much time for u to think how to do~~

n u needed to keep write write write..... until the time off~~

the 3 hours is just enough for the 4 question one~~ no time to rest~~ =="

hm~~ after my exam~~ sure happy hours time lo~~

2 days after my last paper~~ Me, Pin Pin, Ah toh, Aubery, Lit Cheng~~

5 men!! go to brunei~~ hehe~~^^

n of course~~ go brunei to eat sushi lo~~

Our Drinks~

Our Foods~

The Sushi we order is too much edy~~ in the end~~ we also cant finish it~~ haha~~

But it was delicious~~ ^^

Our brunei trip mainly is go to eat this sushi de~~

after take a walk around that area~~ we back to miri edy~~

n mostly our time in brunei is seeking for road~~ haha~~

we not really know the road of brunei~~

After back from Brunei~~ I n my coursemate we going to Gua Nia~~

we were staying there for one night~~ haha~~

wow~~ when we reach Gua Nia~~ the first thing we gonna do is straight go in Gua Nia~~

haha~~ we all didnt unpack much of our thing~~

the journey from the resort to there is about 7KM +

so walk in n walk out was more than 14KM~~ o.O ( damn tired )

Gua Nia

The Place We Stay~

haha~~ of course we play until crazy~~

n those cant be uploaded~~ only can be see n memory of our that gang of ppl~~ hehe

Just after the day from the trip to Gua Nia~~

Is the day i back to My Home le~~ ( Tawau~ Im back )~

haha~~ Tawau actually is a boring place~~

nothing much can do here~~ =="

the only thing keep meeting my fren here lo~~

adrian lo~~ alex lo~~ n jon lo~~

Besides yam cha~~ we go gym~~ go jogging~~ go pool~~ that all we can do edy~~ =P

Hm~~ 4th of July le~~ i n my mom go kl shopping lo~~ hehe

for me le~~ i don like shopping de lo~~ haha~~

i go kl is to meet my fren there~~

My Best Fren~ ^^

Me, Adrian, Alvin, Felix

Jesyca

Me n Sui Jung~

It was a nice trip lo~~ hehe~~

overall la~~ hm~~ although didnt buy much thing for myself~~

but meet my old fren is quite a relaxing n happy moment~~ ^^

by the way~~ gxgx felix get new gf lo~~ haha~~ ( Don Deny Edy Felix )

The day i back home~~ wow~~ my judgement day le~~

hehe~~ of course~~ that was my result out this day~~ 7th of July~~

wah~~ when know that result was release edy~~

so scare lo~~ keep praying keep praying that i can pass all when loading the result page~~

when saw the result~~ phew~~ lucky~~

all pass~~ haha~~ although the result not very good la~~

but at least pass edy ma~~ hehe~~ ( Good Edy Ho? )

Hm~ i think this all i had been through after the last post~~ hehe~~

quite interesting?? give me some comment lo~~ ^^

Busy For Final

Just Take Pic Be4 Write This Blog~~ ^^

okok~~ busy ba~~ hard to have time to update my this bloggie~~

haha~~

hm~~ now le~~ i start to worry edy lo~~

not much study yet!!!!

haizzz~~ don know why the lecturer still give us so many assignment n report~~

even the last week of study~~ =="

2 more week to my final le~~

now thinking of it~~ really really really!!!!!!!!!!! 

a lot of thing need to study!!!!! 

n the most important thing is~~

i still got assignment need to do~~!!!!

tired le~~ how to survive in university!!!~~ T.T

hm~~ no more le~~ don say about my final or my assignment le~~

too dizzy for those thing le~~

haizzz~~ 

actually 25 of may is a special day for me~~

but i think it is no more special for me at all now~~

think back a lot of things~~ 

feel really stupit that i did a lot of useless n wrong thing in the past~~

nvm lo~~ everyone should learn from mistake right?

aiyo~~ don write le~~

write blog for me really quite hard de ler~~

my grammer so poor~~

my imagination so poor~~

my words so not attractive~~

I will continue learn how to write it de~~ ^^