Went for the interview last week. Mixed feelings. Very contradicting.

Training getting intense, school exams next month, work load quite okay. Really look forwards toward my convocation, but still long way to go. Hope everything is going smoothly.

Finally receive the Letter of Confirmation from my company. Pay increment definitely, its just a matter of how much base in performance. For me, not much, was kind of sad. I guess I have to constantly look for better jobs.

Now it's only the start, will work hard, train hard and study hard.

Looking forward for next week because got public holiday!

depress. feel that the world has collapsed again. having full of hopes initially for the course, now it has to start this way. same scenario, bad start. i am really sad. just hope that someone can be understanding, but it didn't happen. Not gonna say anymore. i am really exhausted. i am praying for it. please? please i wasted too much time already. please help me. i promise to be a good boy.

Kill me please

Went Timbre @ Art House with the Mortarian! Feels good to meet up and talk cock! Lots of MTW jokes!! We had a nice meal at Liang Court @ Streat. The Almond Milk Tea is very nice!! But I would prefer it with pearls. I think I spent a lot today. One more meet up next week.

Don't know why am I doing it. But I just can't help it. The process will be a tough one for sure, but I am willing to go all out.

Sports Carnival! Enjoy playing the Bossa Ball! But I love the milo van more!!!


Hort Park! First time being there. Walk for 4km. But not too bad.

Received 2 emails last night confirming the status of my school application and the Physical Proficiency Test.

1)
Dear Mr WONG WEI JIE



Congratulations! We are pleased to offer you admission to the SIM University (UniSIM) for the BAPYB - BA Psychology with Business Programme 2011/07 Intake.

2)
NRIC/PASSPORT NO : SXXXX810Z

I am pleased to inform you that you have passed the Physical Proficiency Test conducted by the National Institute of Education.


I am not too sure if I should feel happy. In fact, the level of happiness I am experiencing now is not what I expected. Life is indeed unexpected.

Writing this post in the office openly because there isn't anyone behind me, expect my neighbour beside me in the different cubicle. Based on my previous post regarding the picture about 'Sitting is Killing You'. For those who has been reading my blog, please take some time to read through the facts on how sitting causes negative impact on you, YES YOU! Who will bother to do stretching when you have tons of work to do? That includes me! Meaning to say that I might be dying soon. haha.

Been working here for close to 2 months. 1 more month to end of probation, meaning to say a very minimal increament pay rise. To me I think it makes not much difference. More $$ = Feeling happier? Is that really the case? Base on individual. No comments.

Some say so as long you put in your heart and soul, you will make it. I am starting to doubt this. Or maybe it takes longer than what I expected? How long more?

Ze Hao once asked me if I am happy, I reply with a standard laughter. I think he knows what I meant. I hope he will be happy. Not only Ze Hao.

I asked Jervyn, how come he is always happy-go-lucky? Doesn't he has any sad incident? He reply was rather corny.

I remembered telling someone that I had a weird thinking. I would rather be envying someone than someone envying me. Probably because of my personality? Or I am weird. Was it a gift that heaven grant me base on 'what I want'? But after sometime, I no longer think so.

Life is like an Ultra-Marathon. You probably know how tough is it, but you wouldn't know when you will get a major cramp, heat exhausion or leave this world. The end point and process of every individual is different, there's why we have good and bad people in this world. When the bad triumph the good, I believe that's equavalent to world end. Some say you are good, the rest beg to differ, does one really know themselves? Or they have lost themselves?

Some say, 说多错多, for that, I know what I need to do.
I am not sure how he do it for so long, but, I believe I can do it better.

Via: Medical Billing And Coding

你终于毕业了， 恭喜你。

Some say in life, we have a choice, but is it really the case?

I'm not a perfect person...you are not either...

When he/she/they think that you cannot fulfill it, what is the smart thing to do?

When you know that you will be hang to death the very next day, how would you feel today?

Please bless me..

The process might be long and all the effort might be down to the drain, but I am willing to try.

Hate the word 'Regret'

Love the word 'Trust'

I really hate myself..

Working as my current position makes me realized how cheaply paid I am.

The society is really realistic... That really makes me wanna work harder.

Work hard = Success?

If not, what's the fomula?

Last day of work yesterday...hmm..not much thing to say actually..But time really flies, I have actually work there for 8 months!

I believe communication is an important thing to do before misunderstanding occurs.

Important factor: Truthful and sincere

You may be mad at this moment and said something harsh, the next moment you will realised that it's actually a miscommunication. By then...

Compromise....

Job contract is ending at the end of march = jobless! The job that I wanted has rejected me. Sad to the max. Another one no news. Jia lat le, no perm job how to study? Continue to work here?

Sat time trial! omg! no matter what and how, will do my best as I always do. Weighing myself just now, sometimes is going wrong. I lost weight already. hmm...got to find ways to gain muscle mass, not fats. Next race in mid april, 1 month's time. Start of the year and many problems has arise. Well, just let nature take its course then...

Many things still left undone..
1) passport
2) sch application
3) job application
4) SOP for the team's duty

"We all have our own life to pursue, our own kind of dream to be weaving. And we all have some power to make wishes come true, as long as we keep believing."

“Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.”

"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else."

“The most important things in life aren't things.”

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.”

“Don't worry about life, you're not going to survive it anyway.”

Ok la, copy from someone de =)

Finally after so long that I turned 21, I watched an R21 show today! hehehe...

happy happy =) train and and train well. no time to fall sick. Please cure my cough asap! I don't want to cough anymore. I really need a new job soon. Hopefully I will really get the job I want. No money no honey? hmm...

Happy birthday Mummy!!!

Brand new month, brand new start. Cheers! Gonna turn in early tonight, opps! it's 0100h by the way...

New jobs!! Really need a permanent job now! Current job is quite boring. Got pros and cons though, but perm job will be much stable. Need to apply for school too. Busy busy! No money really sucks! Cannot live without money seriously. Slight change in life now, still trying to adapt. But no idea how long it will take. Gonna let nature take its course...no matter what happen, I will try to be happy. (keyword is try, no promise =) )

1st post in year 2011! long time never blog already. It's time to get back to blogging. First thing to do is to change blogskin. Have to wait till I am freer first. =) Stay tuned!