Officership.

Got into OCS on the 29th Aug. Sierra wing. Had been a pleasant experience.. The people here are much nicer than i thought. Though irritating people still exist.

Things aint looking great..I've got to keep my focus, keep my cool. Whatever it is, prolly this is where God's strength comes in. Gonna post out next week as a senior cadet. That's when things will really kick in..

Be it Echo or Bravo, here i come..

Hey. You put on quite a show.

ODB

I wouldn't actually care. I've lost to myself, this shouldn't be. Yes, soaring on the wings of selfish pride, flew too high, just like Icharus i'd collide. If you haven't realised, your greatest opponent is yourself - breaking the limits. Probably that's why humans are special, the capability to perform beyond capabilities. Yet, the irreversible truth stands firm, we need grace. We need mercy. We need comfort, at least.

Here I am, on my knees. Look, this is what i've got all to offer. Myself, that is. The best sacrificial form of love, honour and reverence, is the offering of oneself. Cast away the old, bring forth the new. You'd might find yourself embraced, washed away in the unceasing river of flowing grace.. all once again.

Give it up. Seriously. Don't waste your time.

hola`

After 1 year, things have really changed drastically. Serving the nation now, and when you're in the shit and dark moments, you'd kinda reflect on yourself. And soon I realised, I'm a boy-no-more. Decisions and sacrifices have to be made, choosing the path of fate upon chancing crossroads, your flight of stairs has narrowed.

Series of events that have occured:
- Flunked A's.
- Emo-ed when I lost contact with M.
- Well, got myself involved in IJP 2008. Knew many other reps from JCs around.
- Gained little bit of work experience in CTB

Well, on the 10th April, my life had a pleasant twist:
- Entered bmt JAGUAR coy.
- Strange place to me, had myself emo-ed up for about 2 wks.
- Hey, it isn't all that bad afterall.
- damn, it's field camp! But guess what. Tt's when we bonded like crazy.
- Achieved my coy best PT ;)
- Hey guess what, bmt's over. Missing all the soccer sessions and taupok. Kudos to everyone from J coy.

On the 23rd June..:
- What's up, entered specs.
- But nvm, my dream and desires, i left it all up in Heaven. Since then, i just did my best.
- CHARLIE coy. Tt SERIOUSLY made matter worse.
- I think my efforts had not been paid off.
- Suffered in silence plus extra confinement. How true is that.
- Sports Day, took part in the route relay. A moment of glory for me and Charlie coy. Was 2nd last all along, but I was the last runner with my SBO on, overtook up to 3rd place. Everyone was cheering and leaping with joy. Thank you Charlie for the opportunity. And surely it wasn't all just for me, it's for the company and the commanders who have placed their hopes.
- Gonna book in real soon. Had an attend C for stomach flu. I guess my saturday's confined.

Couple of doors opening up for me as well. NTU's considering my appeal for common engine with civil engine in place if i didn't get through. Signed on armour OCS in bid of SAF scholarship, well i really hope they'd get back. I guess this all lies in my faith.
Hey i missed out one thing, my pal Boon Kiat is in Charlie with me. We're gonna be all in this together. Really glad to have him around. Too bad he had been whining to me and we don't really get the chance to talk about happy stuffs.

On a random note, Alana went on a trip to HK with Cheryl. This is seriously worrying. I mean, she has nvr went on a trip by herself before, and considering her blurness. hahaha. oops.
Looking forward to her coming back. ;)

I would actually go on and on.. Perhaps some time when I'm actually freed up of burdens, i might choose to blog every single day.

Life is 10% what happens to me, and 90% how i react to it.