Perhaps it's time.. The time has drawn closer and closer..
I feel that I'm not performing in my role as well as I wanted to. Perhaps it's because of the team that I inherited doesn't feel like working for me or perhaps it's because I'm not that experienced yet. I feel it's a combination of both.
It's in a mess right now and the management is not exactly providing the correct advice / guidance. Leaving us to act on it ourselves. It's a lot of free play, that's good. But with conflicting instructions it makes it tough.
I have lost quite a bit of confidence ever since I came to KL, and it's the knowledge that you know that little makes you feel inadequate. In the world so big, there's always so much you can know. How much more you wish to learn is up to yourself. With someone who you can look up to and learn speeds up the whole process so much more.
Pathing the road for the future is what we all plan to do. It's time for me to plan my next step.
