Monday, March 21, 2016

Tokyo Marathon 2016


A race that I’m sure I will remember in years to come.

Race preparation begun when the Tokyo Lottery opened in Aug 2015. Third time applying for this race, and third time lucky. Results were announced in September 2015 and when I got the email that I got a slot in mid September, I registered for it immediately. ( Of cos I won't miss this opportunity isn't it. 360,000 people applying for 35,000 slots. ) Heard so much positive reviews about it and being one of the World Majors Marathon, I was superbly hyped up about it. Immediately started planning for the trip.

After evaluating my own fitness at that point of time (Sept 2015), decided that a Sub 4 should be attainable if I put my full efforts into it. Did my first Full Marathon when I was 18 yrs old, but seriously, this is the first time ever I've committed myself to a full marathon training. Going or a world major in a perfectly cooling weather, how can I not aim for a PB right? Anyhow, I set sight on a training plan I found online, a 16 weeks plan by Asics and the official training period will begin in November.

9th Nov was the first day of my 16 week plan, and although the first week mileage was supposed to be manageable, I was aching by the end of the first week, feeling the full intensity of it. 5 days a week, with mileage starting from 38k to 70k a week, I wonder to myself if I could sustain through this. Would I have enough rest, would I last the distance? Thankfully, by the end of 2nd week, my body started getting used to it and I was feeling better. And so I followed through the training day by day, without missing a single training for the first 6 weeks.

The major difference in this training plan from all of my previous training is the amount of speed work it involves. In general, there is 1 x speed training, 1 x Tempo, 1 x slow jog , 1 x easy run, 1 x LSD a week. The speed work and tempo involved really did help and I feel this is the major difference that eventually help me obtained my target.

Throughout the 16 weeks, it was plagued by numerous work travel, holidays ( x'mas, new year, CNY, ) and as much as possible, I tried to limit the disturbance to my training plan. Flew into KL in the morning 7am, and fly out by 8pm to come back for a run. If I can't I will make sure I brought my shoes along and complete my run in the hotel gym instead. Missed minimal training, and I must say consistency is really the key.

1 major incident happened just 1 week before the race. I had a stye on my lower right eye lid, and it was so swollen with pus that it hurts. Dr advised me to wait it out, but I insisted on it being cut and drained. That's the only way I can continue to race I guess. Thankfully, after enduring much pain, and rested for 3 days, I got well enough to fly.

And with the stye out of the way, we flew into Tokyo 2 days before the race on Friday morning. Landing at Tokyo Narita airport, immediately could feel the cooling temperature of 6 degrees. First thought was .... am I REALLY running in this temperature.. Can I really run in my prepared attire?

With barely 2hrs of sleep on the flight, we got our adrenaline pumped-up and we did a full day of sight seeing around Tokyo, ending with a carbo loading dinner with the Singapore Contingent. A friendly bunch of running enthusiast, being taken care of by the 2 wonderful host, Makiko and John. Thanks so much for making us feel welcome. =)

D-Day -1 (Day before Race day)

At the Friendship Run 2016.. It was all Fun Fun Fun !!

The next day begun with a Friendship run ( 5km, meant for family and friends of runners ) The race starting time was about the same as the race itself, and I went out with lin to have some fun, bask in the fun atmosphere. Temperature was expected to be the same for race day and it was the perfect opportunity to try out my intended race day attire. Cold before the start of the run, but once the run begins, it felt comfortable and that gave me the confidence to just go with my short compression top and long tights. Met some nice runners from Malaysia and Taiwan along the way too! Would recommend first timers to join this event as it's a good way to explore the finishing area and get some ideas on where to meet up after the race.

There after, we went to the race expo to collect the race pack. My goodness, the scale is HUGE... I’m sure you can spend several hours shopping there if you want to.

Here I come Tokyo Marathon 2016..

Race day

 Just before the Baggage Deposit... all eager to go..

Race begin at 9am, and since the start point is walking distance from the hotel, I only woke up at 7am. Temperature in the morning was at a cool 6 degrees. Had my breakfast with coffee before I slowly strolled to the starting point. I was in for a bit of surprise when I went into the runners zone though. There are demarcated entry points for runners with different expected finishing time. ( I registered under 4hrs, and so being given a bib that start with F.) and I'm only allowed to enter only via GATE 4. It was ONE BIG round to the other side of the starting pan, since the center area were all blocked. Once I entered the runner's zone, had to look for the Baggage deposit vehicle, which was hard to find if you don't read Japanese. After asking several volunteers, one finally pointed me to the correct place and I was left with 5 minutes to get it deposited AND get to the starting pan. The cut off time for the entrance to the entry pan closes at 8.15am, and if you miss it, you have to begin at the back of the pack. Not the ideal way to start a race where I'm aiming for a PB. So I rushed and chiong to the starting pan just in time at 8.13am. (Strongly recommend you to go there early next time)

45mins to start of the race, that's really a bit long to wait under the cold weather. Luckily, I had my poncho on, which helped quite a bit, and mingling within the crowd does help to keep some warmth. Did some stretching to keep the muscles warm and was actually a good time to mentally run through the race. Looking around aimlessly, found many anxious looking faces. Everybody seem to be in deep thoughts.

15mins before the race, the race organizers started introduction of the elite runners and played some songs where many of the participants sang along ( I suppose it's their national Anthem). All the announcements were made in Japanese and many foreigners like me were lost. Except the occasional English word, it was all but @#(*@#@. haha.. Not that it affects anything, but it would have been good if there were some translation.

Shortly after that, they flagged off the wheel chair category first. And 5 mins later they flagged off the much anticipated Marathon category.

PHEEE!!!!!!!!
As we run past the starting point...

Finally the race I've been waiting for begins! As the huge crowd slowly move towards the start point, I begin my run 7mins behind gun time. around 0917H.

Here I go !

As expected, first 2-3km of the race was packed with people, and the pacing was affected. (Intended race pace was 5:25-5:30 min/km) Looking at my garmin, I clocked 3.6km and was on pace... but to my horror, I saw the 3k distance marker slightly in front of me and I'm actually 90s behind time! This doesn't sound a lot, but imagine if every 3km there is an extra 600m for me to run at this pace, I will be more than 15mins behind time by the end of the race! And so, to makeup for lost time I up-ed my pace to 5:15, hoping to crawl back the 90s by the 10km mark.

10km

 Focused on the timing, I didn't even notice the camera man

56.02. As I pass by each distance marker, I check my garmin and the distance seems to be slowly growing away from it. ( At 10km distance marker, it was 10.7km on garmin). But good thing was, I managed to crawl back the lost time by 9km mark and I'm actually ahead of time at the 10km mark! ( 56.02 instead of 57.00min ). Feeling comfortable with the pace, I carried on with it.

20km

Passing the 20k mark was a joy... we are erm.. half way there... (almost)

1:51.00 , the time I went past the 20km mark, 3mins ahead of time. Still feeling fresh. I know today is a good day and I'm right on course. Spirits are high and I continue with the same pacing.

Course was scenic, with a zillion of supporters cheering you from start to the end, the experience was amazing.. really... every single meter of the route was lined with supporters and they cheer you along even when they don't know you. It's unlike Singapore visitors, only cheering for their own friends. The Japanese supporters make you feel welcomed and gives you that extra 10% motivation force. The most cheered on runners were those who were in Mario, beer, minion mascots,etc. The supporters screamed whenever one runs past them. The feeling is surreal.

30km

Passing the 30km mark in high spirits
 
2:46.05. By now, I'm 5mins ahead of time and I was actually calculating if it's possible to do a 3:50 race. 12km in 1hr 3mins is do-able, but not sure if I want to risk jeopardizing my sub 4 hrs plan. Decided to hold it off for a while just in case I hit the wall. True enough around 32km mark, legs start to feel the fatigue, and the lack of mileage from the last few weeks of training started getting to me. Though pace was still sustained, I had to put in more efforts to maintain it. Weather was getting a little hot though, with the sun out in full force, 13 degrees felt really warm to run in.
 
Spotted the camera man and I ran towards him.. hahaha


35km
This is where they always say, in marathon, this is where the race really begins. I started feeling tightness in my right shin, right hamstring and left calf. Worried that it will become a full blown cramp, I took in more isotonic drinks and grabbed the supporter's Salonpas spray and spammed it on my legs. Slowed down the pace slightly, ( 5.40 / km), hopefully will recover within 1-2km.

Oh ya. at this point, there were supporters offering Matcha swiss roll, mochi, coke, bananas. I randomly grabbed a cup, and it contained a warm Azuki soup ! My goodness, how shiok is that. You can't imagine the pleasant surprise I had when I drank it. Shiokkk.....

38km

The pain is shown all over the face...

Blah.. the cramp was almost getting to me and I had to come to a stop to do a stretch. Luckily I stretched it in time before it got full blown. ( my cramp can get so bad I can't even walk ). Had a good stretch of ~1min and I slowly jog back into pace. At this point of time, I was really screaming to myself, "Come on... just 4km. don't let this happen to me, I’m almost there”

Thankfully, managed to pull it off and the cramps went away after a while. At the same time, there were a few slopes to battle with. Yes, consecutive 4 slopes to battle at 38km, which doesn't bode well with tiring legs... one step at a time, one slope after another and I'm one step closer to the finishing line.

Onwards I move..

40km

Passing the historic 40km mark... running.. I know it's close....

3:43:23. I know I got this in the bag already. Although I lost 2 mins in the last 5km, I know I will finish it under 4hrs, even if I have to brisk walk finish in 16mins. I saw a photographer by the side and I ran towards him, punching in the air. lol ! Spirit is high and you can feel it in the air. Everybody around me was upping their pace for the final stretch. Hooha!
Hooha !!

41km


Heard my beloved darling shouting for me. A pleasant surprise and a much needed motivation during this last stretch. I shouted back " I'm on target!! " as I trod forward, inching towards the finish line.
4.... I'm coming in under 4.....

42.195km

Really happy I completed it !

3:55:25 . My official time and an official PB. As I ran along the final 100m of the course, I was rather emotional, as I think back the past 16 weeks of training, the sacrifices. It was all worth it. I had finally broken the 4hrs mark.
Look at the crowd that completed before me...

A sub 4hr marathon timing isn't impressive, especially to all the season runners, but to me it is a good timing, for I'm never really into marathons and this is the first time I've fully committed to a training program focused on running only. For sure, the training program work and I obtained my Personal best with some capacity still left in my body. I could have probably went a bit faster, but this training program made me realise how much I miss triathlon training and racing. I still prefer multi-sports. =P and I will head back to 70.3 after this.
Joy is overwhelming...

Special thanks to all my training buddies, joining me and following my pace for many many many of my training runs. Chen Qifeng, Alvin Low, Leon Soh, Miaowen Tay, TC, you guys were awesome, as always.
Thank you my dear..

It's never being easy training for races, and as a age grouper who doesn't have the luxury of time, having a supportive family is supremely important. I'm really blessed to have a supportive wife who caters to my training needs, eating with me after runs, joining me for some 11pm late night runs and understanding my need for early night rest during weekends especially. (Every Sunday is LSD, starting from 6am). Not forgetting waking up early on race day to brace the cold with me to the starting point, running around to catch me pass by the route just for that 15s, and then find her way in a foreign land to meet me after the race. Really, it's not easy supporting a race. ( Can Let me experience supporting you for a race too?! =p ) I Can never express my gratitude enough. Thank you Lin Tay. Thank you for your unconditional love and support.

On an ending note, I really enjoyed this Tokyo Marathon 2016, little wonders why it's being listed as one of the World Majors. For anybody who wants a race with awesome atmosphere, I would strongly recommend you to try your luck and ballot for a slot!

Good luck !!

 

Friday, November 20, 2015

Day 11 of Tokyo Marathon Training

I've officially started my Tokyo Marathon training. 16 weeks plan to get me to sub 4hrs. An aim I've been only dreaming about, not really getting down to doing it. The closest I came to achieving that was 2014 Hong Kong. Unfortunately, I was affected by an injury.
 
Anyway, 11 days into the training, I've obediently trained according to the plan, not missing a day. it's 5 days training a week, and the amount of speed work involved has been something new for me. I've never done so much speed work for a Marathon training. Let's see how it goes.

11 days so far, and my legs are feeling it. I can feel the difference in power and aerobic improvement, also, I've done more mileage in the past 11 days than what I've being doing for the past 5 months... So ya.. I've been too slack ... and now is payback time. The last race that I really get down to training so seriously was probably NZ IM . 2012 Nov to 2013 Feb. Now, 3 years of slacking later... I'm reviving that determination of mine...
 
Keep going ZY. I can do it!
 
And hooray.. today is Friday. REST day..

Friday, October 30, 2015

Stupidity is how you perceive

Thinking that you are the cleverest and everybody else is stupid is really a bad way to talk to your staff. It is full of disrespect and degrading. I hate it.

So if you can make that reference to everybody else, it simply means you will be making the same comment about me, in front of others. To begin with, if you believe all your staffs are stupid, then you are the stupid one that employed them in the first place. Otherwise, you have made them stupid over time.

I am throwing in the towel and don't think I'm the one to bring the company another step forward. My heart is already not here.... compounded with all the remarks, which are uncalled for. Never one who cares much about authority, I care about respect. basic human respect. I am not putting up against this.

Will still carry out the tasks that I'm supposed to be doing, but having Km in the post will not change anything. Contradictory instructions and remarks sucks. Worst if it's different ideology.

Lucky today is Friday. Looking forward to my whisky tonight..

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Step towards my passion

Today, is an important day, a day which I will take a step forward in preparing myself for my next career transition. Reading up on the roles and tasks of a consultant in a consulting firm, not only can I see myself in that role, I can see myself enjoy doing that.

Problem solving, analytical, enjoy numbers, enjoy cracking puzzles, everything that I enjoy doing in one package. Yes. This is the one that I shall prepare myself for.

Honestly, reading up on the expected tasks, the preparation required, I'm intimidated. Intimidated to the extent I feel I'm not ready to apply for it till I have much more experience. I will do it. I will go for it.

Make it happen.

Monday, October 19, 2015


5 years.. it's being 5 years since I've started working and I'm still on my first job. It's being on my mind for the past 3 years that I should be moving on and trying out different industry, but each time there is something that is pulling me back. Now, there doesn't seem to be any real reason in office to hold me back... I am holding myself back... 

I have changed much over the years.... not for the better though. Looking back on the days in my Sec school, JC, Army, Uni, I seem to have been exceptionally self motivated and driven. After 5 yrs here, I believe I have lost a huge chunk of that. Is that really a cause of me being stagnant for too long? I have progressed in this company, but plateau-ed for the past 2 years and I'm on the decline.. Sinking into a deeper hole as each day passes. Looking at how some of my friends have progressed, I wonder what am I doing.... 

I feel neglected... I feel un-cared for at times... there is an emotional void in me now... which is becoming more prominent. Independent yes.. but when you get forgotten over time for things that you feel important... the feeling sucks. It makes you thing, am I really that un-important? I mean you try to be understanding, sometimes really busy, sometimes really forgot.... but if it's really important, efforts would be made to make sure it happens. Like I said before, if it's that important to you, you will make sure you remember it.. and you put in some efforts to it. 

Perhaps, the love language is different.. perhaps the way of expression is different.. perhaps.... but how will you find out if even prompting and hinting several times, the action is not being taken up to improve on it... or even attempt to look at it.. are all my messages all so un-important? 

People say, the person you love the most tends to be the one that hurts you the most... cos even the effect of a minor thing might be amplified 10x cos words coming out from the person is worth 10x more. 

I am unhappy... Sinking into a whole of virtual reality recently, where I can control my own world... where I can control what I wanna do.. Do I really want to just game myself all the time? Not really, but I guess that's where I find relieve at the moment, without the channels being changed, without the loudness being complained too loud... 

Understanding... I try to be one ... and maybe that's what is causing me to be like this now, sometimes at the expense of keeping it to myself for too long... I feel entrapped. Communication... they say is the most important... that is something that is not done very well lately... Never being a believer of drastic actions as I believe many things can be resolved gradually, if there's a will... 

Perhaps it's time for me to do some drastic actions... I'm tired.. I'm getting drained... my energy level as zy, is not the same zy I know of. Even personality tests tell me so...  

Friday, March 13, 2015

no in between

A down day.. Don't even know what I did to deserve that cold treatment. Not being a good day at work and not a single thing was asked.
Its not that its that bad but still its just bothersome...

Not usually one that crave for attention. I dun need it literally. But mutual respect is important.

Work is not a nice place and what I've been promised is not what I've being getting. Is it cos I'm not performing up to what you expect me to? Or is it simply cos you just can't trust me enough to let go ? Or is it you just can't let go to begin with. I've said this a lot of times. There's only trust or no trust. No in between. Agree that trust is something that you earn and its not a given. But I believe that with responsibility, comes trust. To begin with, if you don't trust me, don't get me involved. Don't give me such hopes n expectations.

I take full ownership of my actions and I am responsible for what I do. Don't leave me to clear rubbish that you do halfway and then judge me on that.

I'm coming with a heavy heart not defeated but disheartened. The drive and the spark in me seem to have gone off. N I'm having some difficulty relighting it. Is it the people ? Is it the culture ? Or is it simply you? I think its a combination of few factors.

Perhaps time is up n I should not waste more time. Fair or not ? I have given you what I could over the period of time, often to my best ability with zero or little guidance. I leave u to judge yourself. But I can account for myself at the very least.

It is a recurring problem which I feel is so deeply rooted that its not within my control to make the difference.. Or rather I'm not keen in it. I have no feelings for any of them nor am I keen on restarting it. Its just dead. No chance no interest no way..

Making it sound so sad... Right..

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

What is right? What is wrong?

So much things happening lately..

Wondering when will the call come in. I'm really hoping that it will...

My mood has been really down of late. Situation is not being helped with lin's dad severely ill in hospital. Past 3 nights have been spent at the hospital, keeping her company. It is tough, facing such a life changing situation, and me being not too good with consoling words or actions, all I can do was to be there for her. keeping her company knowing that I'm there.

Life is unpredictable.. most say.... but sometimes it is predictable.. it is just a matter of time. It's a very thin line to draw between wanting to do the best for your loved ones.. vs doing the best what you think is the right thing. Really how much is enough? How much should we then say no? What is exactly the right thing to do? When we see someone overspending or eating the wrong food, what do we do ? We stop them and tell them that's not the correct way to do it. you should blah blah blah... What about handling of a life? What do you do when you see someone insisting treatment only to prolong the pain? Enduring more pain n misery in the process. Is that really the right thing to do? Why are we not tolerating that in other things, but tolerating that when it comes to handling of life? Is life very much more acceptable as a reason and it overrides everything else?

Morally, what is right? what is acceptable? Will you feel guilty because you did not try your best? Or should you feel guilty in making the person face more pain? Of cos there's no right or wrong here.. I just feel it's really really difficult to make a choice here. Respecting ones decision and knowing when that should stop... cos like all decisions, not all decisions made is correct. And you don't allow the person to do everything as they wish ... right?

I'm not in the position to say anything about it now... and I feel I shouldn't.. I have always being a less than empathetic person and saying this out now isn't going to help much. I can only blog it down over here and let my thots flow into the air..

I do have feelings. And more often than not, it's being kept within and prevented from showing. Not expressive in my emotions paints a picture of me being less "caring" . Everyone has different ways of showing concern and I don't think crying is the only way to do it. I just don't exhibit it that way. In moments of crisis, I am able to make decision that is less suayed by emotions and I think that's a strength. That has always being a part of me.. Really.... not showing doesn't mean I don't care... I just have a stronger heart for such things. Hope you understand...

That aside.. telling me that I will be taking up more responsibilities and asking me to go on a conference to Zurich.. Seriously... can you time it better? Do you have a sensor / tracker on me? Why does it always happen when I'm at the trough? Must it come in only when I'm really deep deep down? I am not keen in the position or whatever responsibilities.. Zurich free trip, of cos I will go if the call doesnt' come in by then.. but I seriously hope I will not be going ..... cos I'm on my way out of here...