Malaysia tanah airku

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Aku sekarang berada di Msia da!happy sungguh,tpi kegembiraan ni masih belum dalam tahap yang maximum sebab belum sampai lagi pada Sabah tanah airku.rindunyaaa..mo jumpa orang sabah,dikelilingi dengan orang yang cakap sabah.besok baru balik Sabah.beberapa hari ni ada juga jalan2.mula2 tu memang excited gila dikelilingi dengan orang cakap melayu.bila pergi membeli pun,rasa pelik.because i find it so much more easy.yalah,sebelum ni kalau beli kena cakap arab.tapi bila di Malaysia,cakap ja terus.senang dan menyenangkan.(sama tapi berbeza ya)lepas tu aku suka tengok muka orang melayu.masih x rasa puas lagi tengok orang melayu.they must found me weird and suspicious.aku perasan aku ada habit baru,suka tengok orang.aku akan dengar orang sekeliling bercakap,what were they talked about.masa dalam flight tu,orang Mlaysia x banyak pun,foreigners ja banyak.bila nampak tanah Malaysia air mata ni mengalir.rasa macam x percaya akhirnya sampai juga Malaysia.orang di Malaysia mungkin x sedar betapa bertuahnya breathing the air in Msia and i was one before i come to Egypt.i thanked Allah because i was able to appreciate what i have.
sebelum balik Msia aku ada beli wedges yang tingginya 3.5 inch = 10 cm.masa aku try wedges tu aku x perasan pla tinggi lebih 3 inci.balik rumah baru perasan bila ukur lagi dengan wedges Intan.aku risau betul nda dapat carry kasut tu,sebab kasut aku paling tinggi pun 2.5 inch.mula2 tu sakit juga kaki,lenguh sangat macam mo patah kaki.pastu ok da.semalam aku pakai kasut tu pergi AlamAnda(adik aku sebut macam tu,haha)semua orang tengok kasut tu.yalah gila tinggi kasut tu,padahal aku kecil2 ja.n nda rasa sakit.malah pergi makan cendol dekat warung tepi jalan pun aku pakai wedges tu.people tend to look at my wedges,and i'm glad though i'm a bit embarassed.dan adik and mama aku cakap i am skinny.am i?aku rasa tidak pun..dan aku nda dapat makan nasi lah..macam mo muntah ja.nda tau napa tu.aku mo makan makanan Msia banyak2 tapi nda dapat.setiap kali makan terpaksa mmemaksa diri and selalu x abis.mungkin beberapa hari ni selera akan kembali.hopefully..
sekarang ni aku tinggal di rumah makcik aku tapi masih muda orangnya.dia sudah ada dua anak,panggilan abang Aiman dan kakak Alia Qistina,2 tahun.kakak Azlina ni tengah mengandung anak yang ketiga.walaupun sudah ada 2 orang anak,kakak ni masih comel macam baby doll dengan mata bulat dan kecil ja mungkin dalam 4 kaki macam tu tapi sangat comel dia ni.anak2 dia pun sangat cergas.i love them..kemarin kami pergi Alamanda,abang Aiman pegang tangan aku and fit perfectly his small hand into my larger one.dia sangat pintar bercakap,contohnya ''abang nak beli kereta'', ''abang parking kereta''.dia minat sangat dengan Ben10.hehe
and the girl also is charming.selalu ikut aku kalau naik pergi bilik.comel sangat..i should feel empty when i leave tomorrow..okla,aku mo letak gambar tapi tiada kamera pula.maklumlah,hp murah..hehe.hopefully cik Intan send gambar2 aku kat kamera dia.i really want to upload those wedges.;p

balik malaysia:)))

Salam
setelah menunggu hampir 2 tahun akhirnya dapat balik juga..yahoo.hehe.sekarang ni busy sangat.tiap hari keluar,sudahlah panas,muka sudah jadi dayang senandung.:P
flight jam 12 stengah mlm ni.nda sabarnya balik...lama gila nda update kan..pergi alex hari tu ingatkan mo update tapi malas pula.nantilah cari masa,update pasal pegi alex.doakan semoga kami selamat kembali ke Malaysia ya..

p/s bilalah result mo keluar ni?berdebar2 tunggu result..

Cairo

Salam

Aku baru balik dari Mansurah.tapi cerita lain kalilah.ahad sebelum ni aku dan housemates pergi City Star,CS.kiranya mahu jalan2 dan shopping2 sikit.sekali tu berabis juga duit.nampak ja banyak sale sedang dibuka,30%,50%,70%..tapi sekali tengok harga sebenar,beratus-ratus.sama juga kan walaupun ada sale.tetap juga mahal..baju yang nipis kain dia pun sudah sampai mahu dekat 4 ratus.kami berpendapat,makin nipis kain,makin mahal harga dia.dunia,dunia..semakin pelik dan semakin terbalik

sebelum ni memang sudah berangan mahu beli Skinny Jeans.bukan pakai dengan baju yang pendek ketat nampak belakang tu,tapi pakai baju yang baggy lah sebab jeans tu sudah jadi 2nd skin kan.segan juga pakai macam tu da,walaupun sebelum ini pernah juga.jalan2,masuk kedai tu,kedai ni,semua beratus2.well,what can you expected?its a shopping complex,sama macam KLCC.masuk ZARA,semua dalam tu macam mahu gigit2,delicious as candy bling,as vanilla,chocolate ice cream,more,more delicious!eii geramnya.aku dengan Intan had spotted Skinny jeans,memang absolutely gorgeous.kami pun pergilah fitting room setelah berbincang.sebabnya harga Skinny jeans tu 199 l.e hampir 200 l.e.setelah diskaun.tapi apa salahnya try kan,so pergilah.lepas try tu,kitorang gelak nak rak sebab jeans tu memang,memang just what we needed.tanpa ragu2,kami beli.Intan warna kelabu,aku warna biru gelap.overall pakaian dekat ZARA memang berkualiti.

smart kan?

Datin Intan dah penat

kami juga cari sunglasses yang original,bukan nda mahu beli yang dekat tepi jalan tu,tapi kalau yang berjenama tahan lama sikit.kami masuklah kedai2 yang memang exclusive untuk cermin mata,ada Gorgio Armani,Guess,Gucci dan harga dia seribu,2ribu,3 ribu.diskaun 50% pun still mahal.jadi kami hanya membuat janji akan datang pada lain hari..hehe.

seperti yang aku kata pada entry yang lepas,1st thing kami buat,pergi cari ice cream,aku dan Pot makan ice cream vanilla sahaja,Mizah makan vanilla n strawberry,Intan pula makan vanilla n chocolate.

tadaa,comel x?

lepas tu pergi makan makanan Asian,hampeh.x sedap

satu pinggan ni 21.50 l.e.sayang duit..

sampai sakit2 kaki ni,lenguh dengan Mizah yang nda jumpa2 beg yang dia mahu cari tu.last2 tu pergi juga kedai yang sebelum ni kami sudah singgah,berkenan juga dia.aku pun ada beli beg juga,hehe comel.memang lama sudah berkenan dengan stail macam ni.

comel?:D

selama 7 jam kami bershopping,hebat x?haha.keluar dari cs jam 7 petang.sampai zagazig,8.30 mlm.laju juga kami sampai,lepas tu tunggu dokter ambil mahu setengah jam juga.lepas ni pergi Cairo lagi dan Alexandria 3hari 2 malam.aku da pergi Alex berapa kali,tapi disebabkan housemates bawa jalan sama2,xpala sebab sebelum ni kalau pergi mesti terikat dengan jadual so x bebas.apapun ada dua minggu lagi sebelum balik Malaysia.busy sesangat!kena urus surat2 untuk buat Attachment,kena pergi pula Universiti,jumpa Dean,minta tandatangan.result dorang kata keluar minggu depan,masa tulah lagi busy.kena balik2 pergi U,pastu kena pergi Embassy pula untuk translate result.dalam masa tu kena pergi Hussin pula beli segala kayu kokka.kalau aku lupa beli,habislah,mama mengamuk.

panjang pula cerita ni,ok bye-bye penat ni.insyaAllah lepas ni cerita pergi Mansurah.

some rotten pic

my cute little baby

tomorrow,i'm going to Cairo

we wanted to shop properly,demurely and eat ice cream crazily.

will off to Mansurah and Alexandria in another days.though i had been there before,couldnt suffering myself anymore waiting for 2 weeks before going home.

i want to wear those skirt and glide leisurely in the sunny flower day

Weeks till home

Salam

I just finished my 2nd year final exam,4 days ago but it feels like weeks ago.why?because we have nothing to do.we just stayed in home,and today and tomorrow and yesterday as well are just the same.its like a routine,a sickeningly normal routine.but we are going with the flow of the routine though,as boring it may,we have no choice.okey,maybe we have,but God,we just finished our 2 months long exam,so stay home is the best.relax..i dont understand people who are eager to go to somewhere else,the minute exam is finished.but,people are variable and sometimes are typical.why people are categorized as typical?because they want,do,and likes the same thing.thats why its called typical.such as,basically woman want a security in their life.a good husband,who likes children,responsible,have a concrete settled salary or if the guy are the rich type,it would be a totally sought-after.woman,typically like this.they also want an understanding man,polite and maybe a government worker.this type usually come up as a big star in the eyes of parents.it is a typical parents too who like their son-in-law as a government worker.i understand,its a security for their daughter.and women also like guys who are already have a car,a car.and a house.this 2 things boiled their blood,why you woman,always wants a security in their life.who dont,silly?yeah,nowadays female population are undoubtedly covering 3/4 of world.am i exaggerated?women,if they didnt go back to kitchen,they would cause a world war.yeah,one must wondering,dont they have something else in head other than man??some woman dont care if he's handsome,faithful,but not rich.its ok.who cares about money?soulmate is once a lifetime!money means nothing in life.and some prefer money,nowadays you cant live without money,nor if you have an undying love.many women can be happy with one man.they dont asked much.a nice man who will support them,as i said,good to them and woman choose them based on compatibility,race,religion,education,things like that.honestly,i want a talented and a brilliant,a man who can love.love with all his being,just the way i'd love him in return.who dont anyway?

ah forget this talking about love and woman.my grand hobby right now is reading.i read about Middle Ages,Elizabethan Ages,Victorian Ages.how people manages their live at the time.i read about how people in 15th century act,18th century,and 19th century.i'm amazed how people changed with time on any aspects like politic,economy,clothing,language,social life,technology and many other things.its a very big changes.woman in 15th,16,till 18th century and now are momentously different.long time ago,they at least wears 4 or 5 layers of clothing such as chemise,petticoats,corset,and gown.complete with stokings and gloves.but nowadays,they can go with bikini.i'm referring to the way of western woman dressed.and how people at the era dying from small pox,dysentery,and cholera because there's no treatments and they died in a great numbers.death were someway has no great importance.there is a war,floods,poisonous water and many other things they cant prevent because lack of knowledge and technology.

sometimes,when my head filled with serious things,sad or things i didnt like,i think about it in days.its stick in my head.i act like usual,i jokes,eat,talking but inside,its a bit chaos.i dont talk about it with anyone,afraid i wont stop.i wondered what if things go like this,what if they didnt.there's so many ifs.sometimes i just said,well its done.what can i do?one cant change people or world just with thinking.right?and its so silly to waste time wishing for things that are impossible and worrying about what may or may not happen.

my mother also have this habit of reading.she reads a lot and forget anything when it comes to reading.my mother and i will read in my room,and

world doesnt matter anymore.

but,then my siblings will start whining and complaining about famished.and my mother and i will stay silent and hearing nothing.imagine?why,world starts silent the minute books in our hands.i will go on reading in hope my mother will get up and start cooking.but my mother also hoping that i will let down my book and take care the rest.in the end,neither of us will care.but children never stop if they hungry.they will push you to the edge until you do what they want.so,my mother win,and i start cooking.my father knew this,and very very annoyed.he will start brooding,reawakening things that didnt linked with our current situation and still books in our hands.;p

and i used to be a storyteller.but its only to my brother,Arafat.all of the books i had read i will reading to him with every details.while i'm occupied myself with reading,he will constantly asking me,did i finished?and told me,he cant wait to hear about that story i've been reading about.he dont read,but he listened.he is a good listener and the best.then when i finished,we will sit outside,and i begun talking.i tell many things to him

about history,romance,supernatural,family,siblings,murder,hatred,revenges.sometimes,he asked when he thinks i accidentally leave certain parts.so, i tell a great deal of specificity of story.its like i tell directly from the book.and i love that.because he listens to me,and concentrates.i only talked to him,he is my personal listener and adviser.and..we trust each other.when my mother near us,i will stop and she'll start wondering..:)and takes a great effort on not being interested,but we knew she's straining her ears as far as it could to hear us.love you ma.

then,if we were tired for sitting too long,we will go inside,and continue in my room.we will lay side by side and i start talking again.but,if the story is too long,we will continue tomorrow.and i remember,when it have a dramatic scene about murder,beloved died,sacrificing,if its too sad we will silent for a while,its because my eyes started blurring with tears and he feels the sadness of things i told.he will wait for me to contain myself and watched me with a wistful eyes.till now,i still remembered how peaceful it was to me.now,when i'm here and read hundreds of books,so many stories i want to tell.i'm not used to store it in my head.i read with intensity,and used to spill it out to my brother.but he is hundreds miles away from me.here,when the story are too suppress and touched my heart,i'll tell my housemates.anyone at the moment.but its not like my brother.i cant tell a whole story.i,i had to sustain my self from bursting the whole story.a summary i supposed.because i'm afraid they'll bored to death.but its ok,i understand.people are not same.and i just love the way they are.

Thank you for being my friend.oh cant wait to go home!