where do I begin...

To be honest, I have no idea where to start. Been a real long while since I've been here. Silly. What have I been so busy on that I forget to sit down and be still for once...

Just a quick summary, this past 2months have been crazy.... one month in the asian youth games and at the same time busy with NextStaje...and of course the calling...

Again through this period of busyness God's been good. Well I was honestly immature and my spirit was questionable, but God's really been merciful.

Today harmony came back to my soul. Its as if I was holding my breath under water and now I have reached the top with air filling my strained lungs. It was indeed a trial and a lesson. One where we can only grow stronger rather than weaker.

Wells I pray that the mistakes won't happen again. Today I gained the trust of a sister and understood her. Yet I feel there is still someone I need to speak to or my conscience won't rest.

Still I feel uncomfortable.

Pray today He'll lead the way. I really need to get this off...