time

the past week had taught me somethin. Time is not really on my side. Experienced a wk whr physically ur reli drained plus mentally stressed abt meetin certain standards. It was a tough wk, whr i myself really wondered why was i doin the things i was doin.

but anyway i just thank God for todays sermon, tat God still is in control.

Rom8:28.

i somehow hv to stop lookin at the prob ahead and face it. Just hv to push on and be strong. Just hv to kp on trustin God for the strength and energy each day. Slowly i realised the past wk my energy erodin, spirit waning, yet today i somehow feel encouraged and dat i shd stop lookin within. The end of the course is comin and there is another tough wk ahead.

time really isnt on my side during the wk. time for myself is slashed by almost 50percent and time i spend at home most of the time i'm just zoned out and stoned. But i guess its just me lookin at my needs.

on another note, i guess my social life is difficult to manage. like i said time is not on my side and the amt of time i wanna invest on this part of my life is reli difficult. and like even when i meet up with frens and stuff i dun reli noe wat to relate to em. wells i guess its part of adjustin and i'm not usin this as a reason. I guess i just hv to learn to utilise the time i hv and to reli invest my time with the frens i hv now wisely. Because honestly i dun wanna end up losin any frens. BUt yea. till nxt time gotta run back now!

on another note again, just got a list of prayer items to look through and review. Abt time i kp check on the specific things i need to pray abt. Ppl, youth grp, family, and so on lar...

so ya...time to go...

quick one

hey peeps, i noe kinda been havin dry posts. or wat i feel are pretty dry. time seems to be v.short nowadays, and nxt wk is definitely gonna be another tough one. The one tat past just left me realisin the importance of really takin care of yourself. Keep me in your prayers, remember i exist. hmmmm anyway hv to write down my things to do list. there is this video project i've committed myself to. its like a personal project and i feel its gonna be a powerful one. and yea praying for time and strength. and i can feel dat i reli need to get things done.

anyway am workin somethin on my blog. saved it in a draft due to time constraint. hahas gotta book in in abt 2hrs time. time is short. take care peeps. will be keepin u in prayer as well.

who am i...

last nite was somethin to rem. ITs just another example of God's faithfulness. Everythin just came into place for yesterdays evangelical performance. And am reli proud of my bro for delivering and being the character. ALso the rest of the cast for owning the stage. It may not be a perfect performance or up to the std out there. BUt it was good. Watchin the video playback on the tv, there were lil things tat came out unexpectedly. Effects tat happened unintentionally. circumstances? I doubt so. Everything was in place. Everything was on time. Everybody did their part. BUt ultimately God did the rest.

Currently havin the blues. But reli learnt alot through this process. Workin with another director and havin conflictin ideas, tryin to spur on the actors and not discourage them and find ways to make the best out of every single person. Apart frm that i feel reli privelleged tat even though i'm in the army i can still be able to be involved and serve in the church.

ANyway the song u hear on this page is frm the play itself. I would love to show the vid of the song, but not yet. Prolly in wks to come will upload it. BUt am in the process of tryin to source out the other tape that recorded last nite and pics. BUt i suppose by nxt wk i'll be able to do the vid alr. Anyway here is the lyrics.

WHo am I?

WHo am I that the Lord of all the earth
WOuld care to know my name,
WOuld care to feel my hurt?
WHo am I that the Bright and Morning Star
WOuld choose to light the way
for my ever wand'ring heart?

Not because of who I am,
But because of what YOu've done
NOt because of what I've done,
But because of Who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean,
a vapour in the wind.

Still You hear me when I'm calling.
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
and YOu've told me who I am.
I am Yours.

Who am I that the eyes that see my sin
would look on me with love
and watch me rise again?
Who am I that the voice that calmed the sea
would call out thro' the rain
and calm the storm in me?

Not because of who I am,
But because of what YOu've done
NOt because of what I've done,
But because of Who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean,
a vapour in the wind.

Still You hear me when I'm calling.
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling,
and YOu've told me who I am.
I am Yours.



Free file hosting by Ripway.com