WTH! It turned out to be RED instead of BROWN!

Today is 25th of August. It’s ayah's birthday! Hahaha... We celebrated around midnight, unplanned. Actually we wanted to celebrate earlier since the younger ones would be having school while the older ones had to work in the morning but it dragged (as usual).

Since yesterday was Kak Nur's off day and she didn't planned to go out, we thought of going out to find our stuffs. Since it was raining, I waited and waited until I fell asleep and the sky gets dark. Then ibu was saying that we shouldn't go so far out (we were planning to go Whitesands or Tampines mall) and go to Hougang point instead to buy cake and KFC's family meal -.-

Although ibu didn't cook yesterday, it just seems that there were too many foods, the chicken, the two kuih that ibu made and the nasi minyak that someone gave. Hmm... We didn't finished the food coz all of us were too full just after eating a piece of chicken lol. After all the eating, we cleared up and went to sleep.

Lastly,

HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY AYAH! (:

Went for fireworks celebration first aid duty at the floating platform just now. It was a very enriching experince, especially with all the free stuffs (:

Firstly, we had our free dinner before the start of duty. We sat in a circle, and as usual 0908 talked and crapped. Cham was siting beside me. Then, there was this time when we were talking, I ACCIDENTALLY hit his hand and the packet food that he was holding dropped to the floor. Like I say, it was ACCIDENDAL! Then there was this person, so extra, went behind me and happily flicked at my ears la! Waah… I was so pissed off. Hello, its not like you are the one whose food droped on the floor la! So extra for what?! Even my parents didn’t do that to me after so many years la! Its not like I’m a spoit brat or something la but just who does he/she thinks he/she is? I tell you, after that moment, my mood totally changed. Look, it was supposed to be a good start to begin off with but it just ruined my evening. Anyway, from the bottom of my heart, I wanna say sorry to Cham for causing his food to drop.

Then moving off to duty. Oh, my duty partner was Huiyi. Yay! We got deployed super early la. We’ve got nothing to do so we camwhore. Hahah. Oh, then there was this funny humans walking, body covered with balloons. The balloons were so many, that when they walked past us, it kinda swept us. Lol. The stadium was very much filled only when it the sun began to set. For what I can say, the entertainment they put up is not really exciting la. Night came and we were still doing our duty. The audience is like shit la. They shoo-ed us. So sad lor. We’ve got no choice but to make our way to the top. There, we slacked (: The fireworks is damn nice la, but the vibrations and "boom-boom" sound a bit scary la.

Okay, later is gonna be a long day. Morning training plus accred, afternoon AED and evening first aid duty again. Sian. Confirm damn shag. Gotta study a bit for AED tomorrow so yea… oh before i go, here are some ics that i took just now (:

huiyi, my duty partner

this is how it looks like when we arrived at our deployment area

the humans with big balloons on them

fida with wilson sir's stetoscope (:

the audiences crowding at the stage area for a "close-up" with catz and the cradle band -.-

Holidays really doesn't seem like holidays now. I'M SO BORED LA! It’s only the third day of holiday and I am feeling bored -.- reason being is that I have nothing to do la. Thought of going out but go out with who? Kak Nur is so damn a workaholic, so busy that I hardly see her at home also: Huda and Nadiah are still having school: and Xiao Li and ah neh had to study for O and N level exams. Waah. Damn sian.

Actually I did go somewhere spend my time on. And that is obviously HS la! Lol. What a start of my holiday sia. Anyway, I didn't really mind la. At least I've got something to do to rather than I rot at home. Taught sihui and caiying slow march for their mass accred on Saturday. I'll be very happy for them if they pass coz they really trained hard (for only three days). Apart from that, I also revised with the sec 1s yesterday for their coming bronze accred.

I realized that all of us are very busy people, too busy until we don't even have time to spend time together, all six of us. Gosh...I really miss the old days, where there were only four of us, when we spend our weekends together taking walks to bedok interchange and do weekly marketing.

Time has changed. All that we can do is to adapt to the change. But that doesn’t mean we have to forget the past right?

Aliff Aziz - Nyala
Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara
dalam kalbu
Ku percayakanmu
Segalanya... pasti

Pimpini erat tanganku sayang
Kita bersama menanti sinar
Mimpimu menjelang jadi nyata
Tunggu saatnya, kan dimiliki

Tegarkan jiwa jauh dari luka
Biar nyala jangan matikannya
Teguh... gapaikanlah impian itu

Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara
dalam kalbu
Ku percayakanmu
Segalanya... pasti

Hapuskan duka biar genggam bara
dalam kalbu
Ku percayakanmu
Segalanya... percayalah
Segalanya... pasti

It had been quite some time since I blogged. This song is the theme song for Segaris Sinar, it is nice and really goes well with the story. Busy period is finally over. I shall think of ways how to spend my holiday time until 12th October.

Exams... don't talk to me about it. I shall wait for the result on 15th September to know whether I need to retake any module or not. Studying is really stressful, especially when you really need to study in a non-condusive environment with all those irritants around. I still have yet figured out if this course is the right one for me, where I had to reflect a lot.

People are so self-centered. I know I am nothing better but at least try to be a bit considerate when people are studying for exams can? Why does all these thing happen during my exam periods? I know it’s partly my fault for not telling them the school important dates but shouldn’t they now judge by my behaviour and body language?

I don't know how long I could withstand all these things till. Sometimes, I just feel like... disappearing…

Today is officially the last day of teaching week, this means to say that EXAM WEEK IS COMING!!! omg! well, after all the exam tips given by Karuna just now, i would most probably starting my revision tomorrow.

Chien Cham called me just now to ask if i could help for National Camp, i was reluctant at first because although i would only be going for the first two days (means Monday and Tuesday), it means tat i have two days shorter to study compared to the rest. but, it is actually it is one of the events that i had been looking forward to participate. so i agreed (reluctantly).

tomorrow i will be going for NDP celebration at HS. after SYF somehow felt lazy to wear full-u especially the freaking court shoes. haiz... since the other two VIs have their own school commitments, i had to go down to supervise.

well, i feel that my effort is well paid off, i learnt to be more patient and no more shouting like mad dogs okay. hahas. the marching contingent marching are getting so much better, I'm so proud of them. although, it might not be good, but i can see that they really put in effort.

had good talks with ibu some time ago. well, as usual its about family stuffs. past memories flashed before my eyes. it is true,, what it is said in theories that what the child go through in the past will shape them when they grow older. i am sure kak nur can recall those too because both of us went through almost the same thing. i don't know why, but tears rolled down my cheeks when i was typing these paragraph.

p.s. you are only lying to yourself if you say that you knows me well

TODAY IS HS DAY!

hahas... i saw quite a number of hs people in sch. its so unexpected because in poly it is very difficult to meet people that you know. okay enough with that.

had to go school early just now because i had to print the documents to hand in. after i click the print button, i had to go to this other computer to pay using ezlink crd as well as to get the documents printed. the whole document that i had to print costs 50 cents and guess how much i have in my ezlik card? 4 cents! wth! i don't even know la...lol. luckily kaylyn came to the rescue

THANKS KAY! XD

english test just now was ... also. aiyah! all the test sucks la! hahaha... anyway, it regarding text ananlysis. i anyhow write whatever i can remember la. but the best part is that i didn't read carefully and i didn't realise that that landlord and landlady is two different characters! DAMN! hmm... cmi one la...

one more assignment and two more exams to go! JIAYOU FIDA!