任性

想好好放纵。久违的任性，你在哪里？
当一切变得厌倦无趣，就不值得勉强眷恋。
心情和选择，应该由自己控制。
遥远漫长的前路，只有自己的影子不会离开。
只有到了绝路，‘食得咸鱼抵得渴’才管用。
毕竟对自己的选择，自己负的责任最大。
不喜欢不满意的，何必委屈自己。

forever

Two years you left. And I know you are with us all the time.

upset

here's the place again, write with courage.
sometimes somehow somewhat I would rather stay alone stand alone.

Freedom

I understand there's always a trade-off.
Still, I am reluctant to let go this part of me.
I am who I am.
Faith. Believe. Love.

grown

Time flies. Time to live like an adult. Work like a dog. Study like a bull. Earn like a slave. Spend like a boss.
*grin*

sick

I guess I am really sick. Doing the same thing over months consistently without even a single reason and then my mood swings. #Giggle
Still, wondering why a breakup equal to the end of a friendship. #Scratch head.
I guess I need years to recover from current illness. I need remedy. #Bang wall.    

暧昧

暧昧，不会让人受尽委屈，只要你真的沉醉当中。
暧昧，并不能维持太久，久了会失去暧昧的意义。
暧昧，会让人回味，就因为那是多么的短暂，却又不能取代。
虽然有一天，暧昧的对象已经变成亲密的对象，但是以往的暧昧还是会那么的历历在目，却又回不去。
这就是暧昧最有趣的地方。

the 365th day.

When minutes become hours 
When days become years 
And I dont know where you are 
Color seems so dull without you 

When you kissed me on that street, I kissed you back 
You held me in your arms, I held you in mine 
You picked me up to lay me down 
When I look into your eyes 
I can hear you cry for a little bit more of you and I 
Im drenched in your love 
Im no longer able to hold it back

wtf

I couldn't take it all. It sounds ridiculous to me yet what I can do is to take it all! that's it !  I blame no one. Fine. It's unfair to me and I know it. What the hell opportunity cost is paid off! Done! My efforts went down to drain, fine! I'm gonna start all over again, fine! 


Why sacrifice me for uncertainties? Why I am not given even a chance? Why me?


I am not happy now. Can I talk to you?