BBq

last sunday....me and me family had a small bbq.......celebrating the upcoming taun hijrah.....uhh uhh.....im llooooovvvveeee kambeeennnngggg....so nyaman...i eat it like a lion eatin its prey.......uhmmm....uhhh....im so wordlesss right now......+moody+*sigh+not enufsleeep+craving for Prosperity burger+starbucks+misssing my syazyyyyy=|+bored+lonely+tired..........owh well...so much for update..........until then....owh owh...NEWWWW YEARRRRRRRRRRRR IS COMMMING!!!!!! YEAY!!!!!

owh gawwwwdd...Yummmies

nyummmmmiesss....

my nieces & nephew....

i love my swift!!....lol

somehow my nosehole bsar dlm gmbar ani.......do u smelll kambengg???


zeezat me and Wuhfyy!!

owh owh....last but not leastt.....the most anticipated game was the musical chair. Every year, New Year Celebration is not complete without the musical chair game. Three sets of the game were played. The first one was for the teenagers. The second one was for the adult females and the last one was for the adult males including myself. It was crazy... Haha..

peanut butter

You guys are amazing friend, and you guys have stuck with me through my ups and downs, and you guys never complain, so you guys are my peanut butter. You guys help me when i am in a a bad mood, you guys sit down with me and talk, and never get frustrated with me like others, so you all are my peanut butter. You guys never get sick of my company, and you guys rescue me when i need saving, like from my parents for example-just kidding, so you all are my peanut butter. To you all i am always welcome, no limitations to our connection, so for these reasons-i thank you, thank you for being the peanut butter in my life.=D

Sad Love Story

once apon a great time there was this boy and this girl. They met, exchanged numbers, and talked for hours. They never got to be together except on the fone because they were 10 and there parents never wanted them to see eachother because they thought the other child was a killer or something. but the girls mom never understood the feelings for what the girl had for this boy. When the girl first met this boy she said in a whisper " he is the one...". Then they both turned 12,13 and when they both were 13 the girl got raped by her 16 year-old step brother. She had to go to child protection center, she couldnt call the boy so he could be there for her. Then she had to be in madison center for 1 day so she was safe from her step-brother. But the boy was still not there for her. When she got out she went to go live with her dad and they talked and cried all night once she got to a phone.They... were in love.... nothing could stop them from loveing one another. Until they actually saw eachother and they were even closer then ever. after that they talked even more until she called him.... " hello? *tears" the boys mom said. The girl said " hi is the boy there?". "Ummm..... the girl? well he just died. we got into a car accident and he didnt live im sooo sorry" and hung up. The girl couldn't believe her ears! she sat up crying her heart and was to sad to go to the funeral but shenow goes to his grave everysaturday night saying "i love you".

Like OMFG....

okay i havve nothing to blogggg....uhmm was wasting my time the whole day sitting infront of my lappy and playin Yo ville like DUH........then i got bored so i shuv it....then boring lagi...so i open my pictures collection and liat liat lah.....laughing mcam org gyla lookin back at the photos...lol....thennnnnnn i encaunter this particular picture msa arh my sis wedding which was sooo ages ago.....i was so FUCKIN HILlARIOUSLY HIDEOUS....Lol.......lemme show u them pix......but sumhow after that wedding...puberty strikes!!! i went from ugly duckling to this uhmm cool guy? MUAHAHAHAHAH.....here goes my metamorphosis ( do i spell it right? whatev)....lol....

okay...this one msa my sis wedding...LOL
2003

this one....2004
white dinner




2006
Dst interns..


2008! Hsbc annual Dinner!



November 08!! lol

The So Called cubing..Lol

Ok, so last weekend, I taught myself how to solve the friggin Rubiks Cube... I kept going back to the video I learn from... and there were times when I messed up and was just cursing at the cube.. and at times I did this...




...disassembling it and putting it back together so that it is automatically solved!
muahahaha.......so i cheat!!! LOL

The My everlasting Love.....

Before you came into my life, I was lost and confused I never knew what true love felt like until I found you, My life now is so complete I could cry tears of happiness you always wiped away my feelings of fear and distress Ive waited for you to hold me in your arms this very night Now we'll never be out of each other’s caring sight I've finally found my life in you before I found you everything was painted blue The same color as the tears I shed along with all the pain haunted by the deep red As I close my eyes and listen to your heart I know that now we'll never be apart As I wake in the morning I find your arms holding me tight And I smile knowing everything felt so right A small laugh escaped from my lips As I lingered in the feeling of everlasting bliss I laughed softly as I look into your eyes You smile lovingly as the sun slowly starts to rise You hold me in your arms and begin to sing softly the words that would echo on for all eternity I blushed as I hear the last verse as I softly kiss your palms You mutter softly " Why would you dream, when everything you've always wanted is holding you in his arms...?" I felt my mouth go dry as I hear your passionate words My heart was fluttering much like a hummingbirds You laughed softly as your lips once again meet mine Sighing happily I knew everything would be fine I snuggled up into your tender embrace As I felt tears stain my face I tried to wipe them before they fell But you knew me all too well You gently kiss them away one by one My emotions feeling overdone As my tears stop falling you slowly sing me to sleep I feel my eyelids droop as I can’t hear a peep you continue to sing my lullaby the rest of the night to help keep my dreams free of fright I know now I’ll always be safe in your everlasting sight...

The yes Dance

Robert james Hoffman!!! love him!! ahahaha...watch this one guys....how fucking lame and hilarious.




it made me just fall out of my seat and die..hahaha

twilight fever...or are we talkin abt CheezBox?

I went out to watch the movie with few friends but before that we had our dinner at Cheezbox's restaurant. The place was beautiful and the foods were super delicious!! *two thumbs up* Cheezbox is sort of in the medium-high range, with drinks roughly about $5 each and food about $5 to $8 each dish. I asked Yen what their other special dish was (if they do have one - besides the desserts) but she didn't know, so I ordered the Kolomee (with char siew chicken and minced chicken). I know... doesn't sound like it would be their best dish, but it wasn't too bad, actually. I didn't like the char siew chicken though, which was really sweet. Not what I expected it to be, but oh well. At least I won't be trying to make char siew chicken anytime soon. :P

I think the main attraction of Cheezbox is probably the desserts. I don't normally go for desserts (riggght...) but was swayed by the... Ultimate Chocolate... thingy. Its basically a chocolate fondant cake (chocolate cake with a molten centre) which I've been trying to make for ages, but have been having trouble finding the time as well as the people to eat it. The thing about it is that it must be cooked right before serving so the centre stays liquid. So you need to get the timing absolutely right. In restaurants such as this one, they just cook it as your order and make you wait, so that's fine. :P Going back talking about the movie, hmm...I heard so much about it so went out to check it out myself. Well it is quite good, I suppose its the actor that captures most people attention, especially the young ones...(not that I am not young anymore if you know what I mean hahahah) but he is charming and his eyes will surely melt many girls heart including me...muahahahaha.......Vampires and romance are nothing new, but Twilight gives them enough of a twist to make it interesting and the film delivers enough on that twist to make it far better than its outlying plot makes it sound....in any ways I admit it does lay some of the teen angst on with a trowel, and it looks like 90210 meets Lost Boys but who cares? Excellent fun. Love it!!!

Outing

i went out with bunch of my mates masa on friday......we were planning to watch twilight that day but somehow tukar plan....si eyra macam beulah kan ia kan meliat cerita histeria so i rushly went to the mall to see her since the twilight ticket was with me......so i woke at 12 ish shower,lunch bla bla bla.....1 oclock....went to rimba lagi tp pick up yen,zique and kiim......but sumhow si ain ke giant sma bro nya w/o telling me...(like duhh)...so i went to kiim's....kalinya ia alum g mandi......(duh Square).....waitin 4 him almost 10 mins the we went to pick up si ziq.....smpai ke mall arnd 1.40 and si eyra bibiran cause i was late....close my ears then went straight ahead ke cineplex to swap them tickets....lol......well sumhow not loads of ppl cud make it...nda smpai 20 peoples meliat....so pretty lame lah sincewe usually liat wyg smpai 40 peoples which is kirakan suku daripada urg kg rimba....Asteeee the movie was great tho.....girls as usual with the scream....i was kana kapit with both very loud gurls....lol...fun fun afterall......after the mobies we went for a jolibee....( since sorang2 kapih cause middle of the month and no allowances)......kesian......well it was fun lah hangin out with my ex-classmates...will be duin tht again sooner guys.....be sseing yea.....

missing my syazyyy

sleep at 3 last night.....misssing my syazzy badly.....
sigh*

The celtic zodiac

Celtic Lunar Astrology is essentially a Druid Zodiac. The Druids were a sect of Celtic priests who inhabited the British Isles around 1000 B.C. The Druids used a lunar calendar consisting of 13 months, each being 28 days long, plus one intercalary day. The Druid religion was based mainly upon an awareness of natural and supernatural energies. These energies were identified with spirits or dryads who dwelt within the ancient trees. Druids believed that trees were given spirits and attributes from the Sun, which was perceived as a symbol of the Supreme Being. Thus, trees were considered living entities, possessed with Infinite Knowledge and Wisdom...symbolically representative of the Cyle of Life, Death and Renewal.

The Celts envisioned the entire Universe in the form of a tree, whose roots grew deep into the ground and whose branches reached high into the Heavens. In time, the Celtic people eventually designated a tree to each Moon Phase in their calendar in accordance with its magical properties. Therefore, the Celtic Zodiac is based upon the cycle of the Moon, with the year divided into the 13 lunar months established by the Druid religion.

The Druids believed that the human race originally descended from trees, each tree being endowed with its own particular mystical qualities. They encoded these mysteries in a secret shamanic alphabet known as the Ogham...the origin of which is ascribed to Ogma, the Celtic God of Poetry and Eloquence. It is said that Ogma (son of the Dagda) created the Ogham for the learned and wise to use for inscription. Originally intended to be read from the bottom upwards (or occasionally carved from right to left), Ogham (also often written as "ogam") is pronounced as "AHG-m" or simply as "OH-em." It served as an alphabet for one of the ancient Celtic languages and may have originally been adapted from a form of sign language. The current understanding is that the names of the twenty major letters are also the names of twenty trees which were sacred to the Druids. The Ogham may still be seen carved into stone monuments of the Druid Era and is thought to have been a means for the Druids to leave secret messages for one another. The Ogham is sometimes referred to as "Crane Knowledge," due to the fact that Cranes form letters with their legs as they fly. On the whole, the Celtic society was based upon equality and balance between the male and female...the female Druidesses being symbolized by the Dryads who lived in the sacred trees.

alniz the poeter

simply this is my poems that ive been working for the past years....hope you guys enjoy it..

Autumn Romance:
Sun loses its power,
Falling leaves begin to dance,
Just a few signs
Of an autumn romance...

The colorful leaves
Dance in the air,
As the autumn chill
Blows through my hair.

I left my sweater at home,
But that's not why I shiver,
Your steps moving toward me,
Are the reasons why I quiver.

You offer me your jacket to
Keep me from the cold,
But for me to get warm,
I just need your hand to hold.

In this season it's true
That things begin to die,
But something has been born here,
Just for you and I...

You stare into my eyes -
And I fall into a trance...
The perfect sign,
Of an autumn romance...


Everlasting love
Before you came into my life I was lost and confused
I never knew what true love felt like until I found you
My life now is so complete I could cry tears of happiness
you always wiped away my feelings of fear and distress
I waited five years for you to hold me in your arms this very night
Now we'll never be out of each other’s caring sight
I've finally found my life in you
before I found you everything was painted blue
The same color as the tears I shed
along with all the pain haunted by the deep red
As I close my eyes and listen to your heart
I know that now we'll never be apart
As I wake in the morning I find your arms holding me tight
And I smile knowing everything felt so right
A small laugh escaped from my lips
As I lingered in the feeling of everlasting bliss
I laughed softly as I look into your eyes
You smile lovingly as the sun slowly starts to rise
You hold me in your arms and begin to sing softly
the words that would echo on for all eternity
I blushed as I hear the last verse as I softly kiss your palms
You mutter softly " Why would you dream, when everything you've always wanted is holding you in his arms...?"
I felt my mouth go dry as I hear your passionate words
My heart was fluttering much like a hummingbirds
You laughed softly as your lips once again meet mine
Sighing happily I knew everything would be fine
I snuggled up into your tender embrace
As I felt tears stain my face
I tried to wipe them before they fell
But you knew me all too well
You gently kiss them away one by one
My emotions feeling overdone
As my tears stop falling you slowly sing me to sleep
I feel my eyelids droop as I can’t hear a peep
you continue to sing my lullaby the rest of the night
to help keep my dreams free of fright
I know now I’ll always be safe in your everlasting sight

A lesson to learn

This might be early to update my blog that the day has just started. I nearly being in a huff last night and early this morning. I have made an impractical stance in my previous blog. Anyway, let just make this staright.

The intact family that I have is a family that concern about each other. And I am very greatful and gratified for being borned in this family that I have. A mother who cares about what I do and an uncle who kept his eyes not only on me, but the other members of my family. Therefore here, I want to apologize for what I have done in the previous blog. An advise to all of my friends, and who ever is reading this - write something fun and don't ever insult people. There is a reason why somebody acting in a malevoence way. Therefore, all that we have to do is to mind our own business, and just ignore what is going on surround us.

I really learn alot today. Pretty alarmed me so that I do not get caught by the KDN. I don't wana get caught do I? Heheh....But, in my case, it has nothing to do with anybody outside my family. It is a matter of displeased. Again, do not write down things when you are in a 'round the bend' situation. Cool down, and then write something benificial. For instance....FOOD! Hahaha...

Anyway, this is not a joke or anything. I am just a 'hancing' guy who is learning. I have leant my lesson today and I really appreciate what my parents as well as my uncle's advise. It is for my own good, as well as our benefit. So peeps, start to ignore stupid stuff. Just care about ourself.

The introduction

you know how it goes when you're making new blog where you intro yourself with those shitless details...well im not gonna do that.....Normally, I'm the type of boy who has the insane energy level of a rebelious child (with a mind to match) but I adjust accordingly depending on who I come into contact with. I am friend and foe, sinner and saint, mouse and bear... a silly schizophrenic trying to fit in. I see myself as a social butterfly, able to be easily absorbed into almost any social group but ultimately never quite belonging to any particular one.
I'm particularly in singing and it's probably one of the only things that calm me down when I am in a bad mood. But one thing that not a lot of people know is that I LOVE hugs and holds hand... one can never give too many hugs, nor can one receive too many either.
I'm actually quite easy to please; emotionally, mentally and materialistically. But at the same time I am unfortunately too eager to please others as well. I prefer seeing others being happy and satisfied, putting myself last if need be. And that is a weakness I'm currently trying to overcome.
I hate when people Purposely make me the focus of vicious and/or unkind jokes and/or pranks
Failure to heed the above warnings will have incredibly dire consequences including having to face an intensely grumpy bitch with a fury yet to be fully unleashed. Does one need to feel the radioactive burn before being wary of a nuclear warhead? Does one need to taste the pain of loss before being cautious?
I'm Cerberus who resides in heaven. I'm Hydra who unites with one mind.. I'm Child who will teach you respect. I'm Elderly who will chase you around. I'm Flaw in perfection. I'm Perfection in flaw.....
ey wait.........will you consider this shitless details about meself?...............

al