We talked about old times
And it made me smile because you didn't forget
Roy Chong
30th May 1985
roy_cmh@yahoo.com.sg
Tuesday, May 31, 2005, 1:35 am
Celebrated my 20th Birthday on two different days....
Celebrated my birthday with my sec sch friends Timothy, Dexter, Wei Xiang and Deroose. And of cos with Jeslyn.
Went to Partyworld KTV with Dexter and Wei Xiang in the afternoon...
Really had a great time with them these 2 jokers!!
Sing like nobody business...
Then later, meet up with the others to have dinner at seoul garden!
It had been ages since i last ate in seoul garden!!
The last time i think was in Year 1 Sem 1, with my TB034 classmates...
Really had a great time talking with them too!!!
And of cos, the presents!!!
So glad that dexter, wei xiang and nick d actually brought me present even after they had treated me to KTV and seoul garden!!
They bought me a t-shirt... Nice nice!!!
As planned, Jeslyn and Tim bought me the DKNY perfume i want!!
And also, Jeslyn gave me a secret present!!
She gave me this quite big present... Then ask me to open it...
And guess what?? Its wrap with tons and tons of NEWSPAPERS!!!!!
DAMN!!!!
I open until my hand pain!!! Really diaoz sia!!!
And then when finally reach the inside, its actually a pack of SIA poker cards!!!
WHAT THE HELL!!!! HAHAHA!!!
No wonder she told me that its something that is "Limited Edition", everyone should have it....
DIAOZ!!!!!
I really had a hard time opening it man!!!
After that, jeslyn took out another present and said that this is the real secret present.... The poker cards is just meant to be a joke!!
Diaoz!!!! Its a t-shirt.... nice nice!!!
After the dinner, sit at lucky plaza mac with dexter and wei xiang while the others went home as they have work or sch tml...
Here are the photos of the day...
Deroose and Wei Xiang
Tim and Wei Xiang, proud of the decoration of the raw meet they had taken!!
Trying damn hard to open the "SECRET" present!!!
Not even half way!!!
Reading newspaper after tearing halfway... Saw S.H.E on the newspaper!!!
My hands are so freaking black after tearing the newspaper!!!!
End up the "SECRET" present is a deck of SIA Poker Cards!!!
The mess left behind...
They started to use it to decorate!!! Make it look like some dish!!!
Even go arrange the table until so nice!!!
They even gave it a nice name!! Forgot wat its called...
Jeslyn and mi after the dinner...
Once again, not forgetting our 喜,怒,哀,乐!!!
Tim and me after the dinner...
My sec sch friends!!
The whole group!!!
~ End of Birthday Celebration Day 1 ~
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Celebrated my 2nd day of birthday with the gang from poly!!
Huiling 大姐, Nisa, Rizlan and Jason!!!
Its the day before Nisa is going off to US for a month also!!!
So, its kind of a "farewell" dinner also for Nisa, and of cos for Rizlan, who will be going into the hands of the government in a week time.....
We went over to fisherman there to eat dinner...
Jason and me, the early birds as usual, waiting at bus stop...
Then when we reach there, we ordered our food... But it took damn damn damn long for it to come!!!
We waited for an hour plus!!!
So long never see them liao, so really happy to see them all.....
Crapping session as usual....
Then the food came...
Satay!!! Yummy!!!
Yummy!!! See liao saliva drip!!!
Say YUMMY!!!!!
Can't wait to put that satay into my mouth!!!
Rizlan and me, just can't stop acting cool...
Nisa and me.... Forever pals!!
Huiling (my forever 大姐) and me....
The food was nice!! We waited for the food for for than an hour, but we finish it in less than half and hour!!!
WAHAHA!!! Can tell that we were really super hungry!!!
Then we stayed there and slack awhile.... Talk a lot of crap!!!
Film some ghostly videos with them... HAHA!!!
Then, its time to leave...
Are u looking at me?? Are u looking at my boobs??
The Forever Gang!!!
~ End of Birthday Celebration Day 2 ~
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Now, here's a review of the presents i got...
A t-shirt from Dexter, Wei Xiang and Deroose...
The "secret" present from Jeslyn...
And guess what, i got the same 2 present from two different grp of ppl!!!
One from Nisa and gang, and one from Jeslyn and Timothy!!!
But seriously, i love this present a lot!!! I had always wanted to buy DKNY perfume!!!
Love u guys!!!
Anyway, a part from having enjoyed myself on these 2 days, having to know that i still have friends and pals that cared for me, the wound that is in my heart had not healed yet...
I still keep pain inside me...
I doubt it will heal.....
It had been stabbed deep into me....
Anyway, I just want to thank my pals for remembering me, and for celebrating my bday with me... And of cos, thanks for the presents...
Not of cos, not forgetting those people that had wished me happy birthday!!!
Thanks for not forgetting me...
But for those that don't want to leave ur names on the tagboard, and had wished me a happy birthday, come on, i know who u r.... Just wanna say that, firstly, thanks for wishing me a happy birthday... secondly, THANKS for giving me such a MEMORABLE birthday!!! thirdly, if u don't mean it at all, pls do not wish me anything.... lastly, u had stabbed me deep, and nothing u do can heal that wound of mine...
Friday, May 27, 2005, 3:41 pm
I am seriously left with nothing....
Nothing at all...
No friends....
Everyone hates me....
And i don't blame them...
I can only blame it on myself....
Even Nisa and company also hates me...
And i don't blame them of cos....
I am seriously hurt...
Hurt by 2 people i used to see as my pals...
Hurt by their actions....
Hurt by their backstabbing..... Hurt for being accused by them...
Hurt by Nisa and company...
Just as i thought i can turn to them....
I don't blame Jeslyn if she choose to hate me too...
I am left with no one....
Alone......
Seems like my presence is hated by everyone....
Maybe i shouldn't belong in this world in the 1st place....
To Diana and HJ: U win.... I am totally shattered.... I fell....
Guess both of u must be happily celebrating for the success of achieving ur goals of seeing me in this state........
U had changed me from a cheerful guy, a happy person, to a miserable person, a depressed person, a sad person, a person that crys every night to his dream........
My innocence can only be proven by GOD...
To Nisa and company: I really don't blame u guys.... Thanks for the 3 years of poly friendship i had with u guys.... i appreaciate it.....
To Jeslyn: I really hope that u can let bygones be bygones... But as i had said, i respect ur decisions....
To Timothy: I know i am only left with u as my friend..... Thanks for talking to me yesterday, my lowest point in life..... Thanks for being there for me when i have no one else to turn to....
Thursday, May 26, 2005, 10:59 pm
i seriously don't understand how come people can get so evil....
btw, in the 1st place, i wansn't even pissed with them....
i know they must be thinking that i'm the one that told jeslyn all the stories that made her angry with them...
once again, i had been accused of something i didn't do....
nevermind if they wanna stab me so hard on the back...
1) ...that your best fren had been asking Felix out on multiple occasions (e.g. birthday celebration, ktv outing etc) but sadly, he was REJECTED...
Multiple occasions?? hmmm.... i admit to asking him out for the birthday celebration, which is what cause me into the state i am in.....
But asking him out for the ktv??? hmm..... only god knows that i did not...
and asking him out on multiple occasions?? hmm... if u count 1 time (which was the birthday) as multiple, then u better go back to primary school.... no no.... kindergarden... my K1 cousins knows how to count....
2) Below are the comments MH had about you during the dispute when the conflict has got almost NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM..
by the way, the pushy incident had to do with Jeslyn, Felix and ME... She was indeed pissed with ME and Felix for pushing her around... And for both of ur information, the conflict actually has NOTHING to do with BOTH OF U...
3) those log files...
hey, come on... grow up and stop being childlish....
that was the most childlish thing i have ever seen!!!
taking long ago things and backstabbing people on the back...
come on, i believe everyone have his/her angry moments...
and that time, she indeed made me quite pissed off, as its my 1st trip out of Singapore after so long, and she was kind of changing the mood for us......
and of cos, those words like "bitch" came out at the moment when the only thing that filled my mind was VERY VERY ANGRY
Jeslyn, i admit i said those things about u, but at that point, i was really pissed at u... and i know u should know lah... but if u choose to be angry at me, i also can't do anything... i apologized to u for something i had done so long ago...
anyway, for ur information, both of them did joined me in a conference call, and giving bad comments on ur behaviours at that time... and they actually dare to use the words "冤枉"
To both of u, don't tell me u had not called ur friends names when they made u pissed??
don't forget MR HJ, u called me a fucker, a shameless bastard, a scumbag, for something that i didn't do.... and u dare to use the word "冤枉"... who should feel more "冤枉"???
4) ...find out what kind of fren he really is and who he actually sides during times you have conflicts with others....
hey come on children, do u side with the person u had conflict with???
at that time, i had conflict with her, and of cos i will not be siding with her...
u mean both of u side the person u had conflict with ar???
aiyo... that's so sad....
as Ru Hua had said, "Itchy, don't scratch, that is mad..."
i wanna use her theory on this situation...
"Side with the person u had conflict with, that is really mad....."
5) Besides, I wasn’t wrong having to misunderstood him before. Look at what he would call his friend as
If u want to think it that way, i really have nothing to say...
Anyway, to Jeslyn, as i had already said on top that i said those things about u due to the fact that i was really pissed at u for sort of spoiling the mood for us...
And of cos, those were Qi Hua.... Its up to u to believe me...
To Diana, i just want to tell u that, i really wasn't refering to u...
To MR HJ, i already said, i was angry with Jeslyn, so i said those things about her... but in the case of the FAT BITCH, we were in a joking conversation... its 2 different things that cannot be put together... and if u wanna see it together, i have nothing much to say...
what i want to say is that, i really had seen the most childlish thing that came out from 2 people that is already 20 years old (opps, 1 is only 19)....
and btw, i really don't get it why u guys must backstab me...
come on, she wasn't angry with both of u becos of me....
go ask her urself why she is damn pissed with both of u...
i know both of u must be thinking that i'm the one that told her about it and tell her stories that made her pissed with u two lah....
but seriously, if that's wat u think, i also can't do anything about it...
come on, seriously speaking, wat the fuck did i ever do to both of u??
y do u have to keep on accusing me of things that i didn't do??
Firstly, u accuse me of scolding her a FAT BITCH....
Now, u accuse me of brain-washing Jeslyn....
WHAT THE FUCK HAD I EVER DONE TO THE BOTH OF U???
In my post, i never even say anything bad about both of u...
I never even say that i was angry with both of u...
and see the things that u do to me....
and btw, the reason i was so depressed these few days, also not becos of both of u lor!!! u so much like to use the words "DOESN'T EVEN CONCERN HIM", or "GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM", come on lah, use it on urself.... IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH BOTH OF U!!!
And u dare to use the words "冤枉".....
and pls, stop acting like both of u care...
all u can think of is each other... wat are we to u???
all those outings, presents, are of nothing to u....
after seeing things happening, all u think is how to get revenge on people by backstabbing them, instead of going to find out wat is the problem and to try to resolve it....
and pls lor, both of us can see that, after that stupid incident when u had accused me of scolding ur "precious", ur attitude towards me totally changed... u think we are damn stupid???
And u dare to use the words "冤枉".....
there u are, saying that Felix this, Felix that... turn around, can go with him to enjoy life..... come on lah, we have eyes and can see....
hey, how the fuck will u feel, if ur friend for almost 8 years, give excuses like "PAISEH WHEN MEET UP" for not going to celebrate ur bday, and then in the end, still can go out with both of u??? so much for being paiseh ar....
anyway, i wasn't even pissed at both of u, and here u are, backstabbing me....
how would u feel if ur friends like Lena, Huixin, Jocelyn, Kai Jing, do it to u???
How would u feel if they one day come up to u and say that they actually hated u???
How would u fucking feel???
And u dare to use the words "冤枉"......
Just another information of both of u...
Jeslyn was angry with me too for actually asking Felix to my birthday celebration...
She was also angry with me for talking to him on msn....
And she was right to say i was a fool to do that...
She did scolded me for ur information...
and i do know that i was really a fool for actually doing such stupid things when that person actually hated me....
both of u can say that siew hui had been so wicked...
wat about both of u??
do u think wat u had done is considered angelic???
u are really contridicting urself.....
And u dare to use the words "冤枉"......
and if u think wat u do can break jeslyn and my friendship, think again...
jeslyn and me had gone thru more than u can imagine...
and of cos, that includes conflicts too....
and we had bigger conflicts than this for ur information...
and of cos, those conflicts made our friendship stronger...
and if both of u think that by stabbing me deep on the back can break our friendship, continue to dream on...
and of cos, we still have our other friends from poly to be there for us...
and by the way, they are definately true to us and not ACTING...
A few last words to both of u backstabbers...
I totally admit to wat i have done before...
But wat i have to say is that, I had already admitted in my previous post that i was a sucker with a terrible character... and jeslyn already knows that...
I believe i had woken up and will changed to a better person...
and also, if u think u do this purposly to make me cannot face jeslyn, u are so wrong...
As i had already said, i totally admit to those things i had said about her....
Just as i had said that i totally admit that i had a terrible, sucky character....
I face up to those terrible things that i had done....
And its really up to her if she wanna accept my wrong doings from the past a not, not up to both of u!!!
And wat i had to tell both of u is that, both of u will be named BACKSTABBERS for the rest of ur life...
Once again to Jeslyn, its of cos up to u to decide who is really ur true friend....
Anyway, that's all i can say...
its up to u to decide...
and watever decision u come close to, i give my respect to u, and i will still consider u as my best pal, best buddy from year 1 till now...
Yours sincerely,
Roy
P.S.: If u readers wan to see how badly i was being backstabbed by people i used to consider as pals, u can have a look here...
This really shows how people don't cherish friendships...
1:45 am
I hereby wanna thank those people that had really cared for me and actually showed concern over me...
People like Huiling, Jeslyn, Trina and even Yi Fang!!
Thanks... Thanks for being there for me when i needed someone....
Yesterday was the worst day of my life...
Thanks Huiling for having the serious talk with me.....
I know u care....
And even Yi Fang, whom i only know for like 1 semester!! Thanks so much for showing ur concern...
Anyway, just wanna say that, I am not longer the "happy" and "cheerful" and "fun" person i used to be....
I had woken up from dreamland, and i had finally realized who i really am...
I had become a changed person.... A more miserable person....
A human being who shouldn't belong here in the 1st place, living in misery...
Every night, i sleep in bed, with my eyes wetting my pillow....
To Nisa, Rizlan, Huiling and company, thanks for still treating me us friends even when i am such a sucker... I am really sorry and i believe i have changed to a better person.... I really cherish our friendship...
Look forward to the gathering....
For those people who don't really give a damn on wat the hell is happening, don't try to act as if u care and u really wanna show concern.....
There's no need for that now.....
Tuesday, May 24, 2005, 10:36 pm
And finally, he had revealed to me that he actually hated me....
althought he say, "not really hate lah. just don't really like."
but pls, stop giving excuses... hate means hate...
and so, there goes for 8 years friendship....
anyway, will be waiting for more people to tell me that they actually hated me....
come on... just tell me the truth... i am prepared for everything...
my birthday celebration will be cancelled....
anyway, don't think anyone will be concerned or even bothered with it...
anyway, don't think anyone really cares........ everyone hates me anyway...
just treat it as a cancellation of a NORMAL outing...
maybe some of u must be thinking, "YES!! No need to go and meet up with this SUCKER!!!"
what's "Happy Birthday" anyway?? don't think birthday is that HAPPY to me afterall....
i would just like to thank him for telling me the truth...
thanks for letting me know that i am such a sucky person and such a failure as a person....
thanks very much and i appreciate our almost 8 years of friendship...
10:20 pm
Y AM I ALWAYS BEING TREATED LIKE SHIT???
IS MY CHARACTER LIKE SHIT????
MY FRIENDS, PLS TELL ME!!! AM I A VERY SUCKY PERSON TO BE WITH???
AM I A VERY SUCKY PERSON????
AM I SUCH A SUCKY PERSON THAT NO ONE WANNA BE MY FRIEND???
AM I SUCH AN ASS UNTIL A FRIEND THAT I KNOW FOR AMLOST 8 YEARS, GIVE STUPID EXCUSES, SO THAT HE DON'T NEED TO COME TO CELEBRATE MY BIRTHDAY???
HE CAN GIVE EXCUSES LIKE "WILL BE PAISEH WHEN MEET UP", AND YET HE CAN STILL MEET UP WITH 2 OF THEM....
I AM REALLY WONDERING MYSELF....
AM I SUCH A FAILURE???
ARE ALL MY FRIENDS JUST ACTING AS IF THEY ARE MY FRIENDS, BUT IN FACT, THEY HATED ME THE VERY 1ST DAY THEY SEE ME???
COME ON PEOPLE... TELL ME....
Monday, May 23, 2005, 6:02 pm
went JB with my cousin Jacky yesterday...
my 1st time shopping at JB wor... haha...
we went there at about 12 plus....
the check point damn long queue sia!!
then after we cross the checkpoint, we went to City Square...
quite a big shopping centre....
we walk walk around there, and then went to watch a movie...
watch movie there damn cheap lor!! Only RM10!!!
that's less than $5 singapore dollars lor!!
then bought 2 caps at RM30 and also a t-shirt at RM12.50!!!!
super cheap!!!
Friday, May 20, 2005, 10:48 pm
damn.... i simply hate being accused......
if u wanna see me as a scumbag, as an asshole, as a fucker, as a sucker, as a shamless idoit, as a person that will say such bad things about someone i treat as a friend, a buddy, a pal.... i really have nothing to say...
i lay down my hat....
i'm not angry, not pissed.... just dunno wat to say...
(-_-)'''
speechless....
P.S.: look back at those jokes u made about me before u judge a person lah ok....
Thursday, May 19, 2005, 10:59 pm
nothing special happen this week...
watched 2 movies.... House of Wax and The Amityvalle Horror....
both are horror movies.... House Of Wax was damn gross!!! some parts are really super disgusting!!! went to watch at Princess with Diana and Horng Jiunn...
damn cheap sia... S$5 only!!!
then watch Amityvalle Horror with Timothy and Jeslyn at Suntec....
quite scary movie...
went to bugis to walk around b4 the movie....
finally, i bought a new wallet...
my old one was totally spoiled!!! got hole somemore!!!
then, other than that, nothing much happened ba...
today stay at home and do housework...
me 1st time no hardworking sia!!!
wash two blankets... wash my own clothes.... wash my own sock....
vacum the floor.... mop the floor.....
damn....
happen to see the girl i like since primary sch yesterday at Bugis...
she's with her boyfriend....
haiz.... that one is bu ke ren de lah....
then kind of given up hope on the girl i like currently....
haven really seen or talked to her much ever since we work together in the year 2003.... another bu ke ren de.....
then saw another friend of mine... actually got like her b4 lah...
she just broke off with her boyfriend....
but then again... also never really contact her much ever since we work together in the year 2003 also... so, another bu ke ren de....
as for the other person that i think she likes me.....
i am not really sure actually...
but sometimes tells me that the person she likes is me...
(althought she say its not, but i still think its me. cos its kind of obvious)
the thing is, we are just too fasr away from each other lah...
and somemore, don't think she's the type of girl that i will like ba...
say so much, scarly its really not me.... hahaha!!!
so, its another bu ke ren de...
when can i find "THE ONE" for me????
Sunday, May 08, 2005, 8:32 pm
On 1st May 2005, Labour Day, the WOW Friends Production Crew set out on a mission...
A journey.... To celebrate Diana's birthday!!!!
And our destination...... THE Singapore ZOO!!!!
It had been years since i last went to the Zoo.....
I think the last time i went to the zoo was like primary sch lor!!!
We met at Ang Mo Kio interchange, and took bus 138 towards Mandai...
The birthday girl...
We had lunch at the KFC at the entrance before going in....
It's so exciting!!! HAHA!!!
Sky trying to be a tiger!!!???
White tiger!!!
白老虎
Two cute Kangaroo...
跳鼠
And then, we came to a place....
A place Jeslyn is very familiar with...
Take a look at this baboon!!!
狒
Don't u think his ***** look like human ones!!!!!!!
After much walking, we stayed to see the animal show!!!
Elephant...
大象
Apparently, this elephant is mad!!
He must have eaten estasy!!
He keep on shaking his head and his body!!
Peacock
孔雀
Orang Utan
人猿
Penguins!!!!!
These penguins simply love our handphone diao diao!!
They kept following it!!
hmm... dunno wat its called...
A lizard??
Some cat family animal...
Another "no idea wat it is" animal...
*可愛*
Another "no idea wat it is" animal 2...
*可愛* *可愛*
A batch of Racoons!!!
Some freaking indian lady feeding them with sugar peanut!!!
White snake!!!
白素贞????
A batch of BATS!!!!
My brothers and sister!!!
蝙蝠
Beautiful Butterflies!!!
蝴蝶
What is man without breasts!!!???
Chempanzeees having oral sex!!??
Horse!! Its damn huge!!!
马
Goat... 羊
Miniature Horse!!!
*可愛* *可愛* *可愛*
The king of the forest!! LION!!!
獅子
Zebra... They must be damn hungry!!!
斑馬
And here's the animal that we all love!!
POLOR BEAR!!!!
*可愛* *可愛* *可愛* *可愛* *可愛* *可愛*
WOW Friends Production
After the Zoo trip, we went on to Compass Point to makan, and also to get a cake for Diana...
Diana with her cake...
Diana with her 白马王子, Sky...
Diana with me...
Diana with Jeslyn...
Blowing cake...
Yummy... The cake looks damn yummy!!!
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO OUR DEAR DIANA!!!
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Did nothing much these few days...
Had been downloading South Park!!!!
Gonna burn all into VCD!!
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