ironies

It is so ironic how...

Manicurist can hardly have their own Manicures
Teachers can hardly teach their own kids
Bakers get sick of what the are baking
Traders cant really trade freely

Conclusion : i think it would be best to keep your hobby as your hobby and not a job. as once it becomes a job, you may not be able to enjoy what you really like anymore,

its kind of disappointing that most of my closer friends don't seem to be very excited about wedding! :( seems to take the whole fun out of it. cos the whole idea is to share the joy with your closest ones mah! sometimes it feels like i have to force them to help me, which feels extremely horrible! makes me wonder if i had been such a lousy friend too. =.=

it sure is tiring being the clown...

always expected to be happy and never down...

lies, nothing but lies!

i cant sleep and this is killing me!

T-T

the bloody itchy is freaking back!

i so damn regret scratching, now its like a un-salvageable mess that i have created. i cant sleeep at all!!! The itch is unbearable and i dont know what to do!!! the more i scratch the worst it gets.

the more blood the more open wound there is the more pain it becomes.. surprisingly.. it gets itchier too.

ate the medicine.. trying to relax but its just so difficult!!! HELP!!

this is seriously killing me, its a physical and psychological torture. :((((

:(

I SO WANT TO ROM IN A CLASSY OLD VICTORIAN ERA GOWN !!! but i cant seem to find any nice ones from the costume shops and most of my friends think it isnt such a good idea. WHY?!

super duper emo. bleah.