Wonder if this is just me or its normal. Many a times i have this strong urge to just ruin everything just for the heck of it.
And many a times i just wish that i cld just die. Even for some small matter, i just wish that i m dead. Hai. Maybe i'm just a impulsive person. Yet if u know me, i'm kind of indecisive and takes time to thi nj thru stuff slowly. So whats this? Maybe it just means at times i have a really huge urge to be impulsive?
But many a times i really have this urge to just die. Just walk onto the road and get knock over or smthing. But still rather fearful that it will come true due to my very thought.
Hai i m a person full Of contradictions and am fighting constant battles with myself.
I dont understand.
Maybe i have a destructive nature.. And if thats my nature how do i change it? Haha or do i embrace it since the personality course ask i to be aware Of ur preferences.
Dont know what i'm talking abt anymore.
