sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night with everything on the floor and i really wonder what i was doing when i was slping! like what did i seriously do?! my bed only have like two "open" sides bcos it is against the corner of the wall! how do i even throw my pillow down the bed all the way at the feet side??

and today, i woke up with blood stains all over the underside of my t shirt. i cant even find the wound/wounds that caused that.. eeeeks.:(

engineer

one of my friend posted this "i'm an engineer, not an engine"  haha. so true. sighh, i need a break. but right now, the burden of work is still too much to enjoy peacefully. sian. too many problems that needs to be solved. i cant freaking do this alone!

thick skinned

being thick skinned is a really important skill to have. especially when you are a contractor/consultant... and more so if you are the client and dont want to be eaten. seriously man.

argh and i hate how people just look down on me just because i look young. like just because i look young and have some tiny privilege over you due to the nature of my job ..you want to diao me? like wth man. seriously. =.= whats with people that spoils other people's day. some people are really unreasonable. i dont know what joy they get from making others miserable. zzz


sigh, something is wrong with my english.

anyway, yayyy cant wait to shift into my new cubicle!