zhen shi shuo dao cao cao cao cao (4 cao haha this looks crappy)jiu dao..or rather chu xian.

meep

Somethings are just more impt than the others. I am just happen to be the latter right? Thanks.

you got to bloody plan in advance cos you cant turn back time when u start to regret.

crash and burn

my job scope kinda reduced by a little.. yet i am not performing up to standard..in fact i am getting worst. oh well, i'm going to get screwed by my boss soon. damn it.

sometimes i look at facebook and realized that i'm so bad at retaining friends? or rather keep acquaintances close so that they become my friends? most of the times its just so hard to click or feel that sense of chemistry, hence there isnt really any factor to maintain contact with the person. ayee.

bloody stress. feeling extremely unappreciated. "peer" pressure totally not helping.

why make me feel like i'm a betrayer when i'm not? like come on? how old are we guys now =.=
goodness gracious me. why does it feels the same when i was 16 and i joined drama..and my npcc frens got upset because i wasnt "loyal" to npcc anymore?

and now its not even my fault that i'm in a different division. it isn't my choice u know. although i am ok with the final decision and am not complaining...and may even feel abit happy about the change.. it wasnt even my say to begin with.

and yes although i m ok and maybe even somewhat happy with the final decision... its definitely not the easier option. and its stressing me out already! thats the dilemma i was having thats why i couldnt make up my mind???

and you arent helping me at all :(