I am upset. But I dont exactly why. Much as i would like to think tt i am too demanding i really dont think so? :(

the reason why i take note about minor details is because i believe that the subconscious mind speaks louder than anything else.

and i know sometimes our interpretation about body languages and signs are different, so i ask and clarify in hope of getting the real reason behind the action.. but more often than not, i just get brushed off by three words..."i dont know."

when the head changes, the ideology of everyone underneath changes too. and the change is just so exaggerating. swooosh. O.o