how more in your face do you want me to be.

witness so many stupid things today that i am starting to lose hope. things just arent going well. ok, just to clarify, they arent that bad either.

sigh, bloody moody. feel like writing a poem to satisfy my emo-ness but my artistic side just fails me. oh well.

there's so many things i want to say, but i dont know where to start. typed a few things, decided to just delete everything away.

i've started to doubt the way the gahment works. zzzzzz. it isnt that bad yet.....as long as i take things like a pinch of salt and not think that i would make any change. but i guess at the back of our minds, all of us do want to make a difference. to matter to people around. but...

once upon a time, there was a girl filled with hope.
but she learnt that it was all a hoax, and she began to mope.
mope mope mope. =.= whatever booo.

maybe i shd just keep everything to myself. i mean even if i voice my opinion to people around me it doesnt matter why would it matter to people at work? i dont know why i bother. and i dont even feel like caring anymore.