Hmm was looking at my youtube recommended videos, and then saw that they said i watched this video before! i dont even rmb watching or hearing this song before! nice song nevertheless! =)

sometimes i am like a sims character. ok well sims are modeled to be like real life too anyway right? just probably i'm even more sensitive than the sims. ok only for one particular situation though... ...
not as sensitive with friends i wonder why.

haha so its like everyday when i wake up the bar drops a little and then happy interactions will increase the status bar while negative ones will decrease the bar a little..and when there arent any interactions for a long period the bar drops more et cetera. and sometimes, just sometimes... i feel like letting the bar drop all the way so that i no longer feel the want/need to even meet.. which isnt exactly a good thing either.

i want to not want to want that person. which isnt right.. right?
sighh..

resolutions

1) try to be on time for work
2) control my temper... change my fuse to a higher rating one. bleah.
3) hmm, i cant rmb.

aye night!

i dont know whats wrong =(

sigh, i would probably regret alot one day for screwing everything up so badly. i dont know what gotten into me but i'm upset and unhappy :(

it is the time when i wish i could just disappear into thin air. sigh. but no i dont wanna die. though the thought can somewhat be temping at times, haha ok i know for that i wld certaintly regret. shall not entertain that thought.

do you play sports?

i find that this qn exceptionally hard to answer?
ok, i play but i aint good at it. so the nx qn is always what sports do you play?

like huhhhh? what do u want me to say? i would prob play everything but not good at it. ok fine, i am a sporty person that dont play sports.always tot i was somewhat sport, but nah guess i am not.


ok fine, i am a loser that doesnt play any sports.

sigh =( whats wrong with me these days.

:( bet u dont even have a clue. >:( rawr. =(

Finding the inner scorpio ~

my worst fear.

i'm extremely afraid of my wild imaginations. sigh.

out of comfort zone

ayee, how much contact is too much? how do you know if its crossing the line or not. when then is being jealous justified? i mean there would be occasions where not being jealous is kinda wrong too right? in the modern world now, everything is just jumbled up together...its just confusing.

out of comfort zone but within boundaries? where to draw the line then?

every mroning and night my room will be filled with the cigarette smoke of my neighbour. arghhh.
pissed off. totally dont understand why it is so exaggerating. but great, now my nose is stuffed. sigh.

:(

sian sun burnt. skin feels really awful and itchy. sigh.. i can feel that it is burning from inside. and when i touch my own skin it feels so rough and dry it doesnt even feels like touching my own skin! extremely upset :(