i hate my skin. arghhh.

morbid vibes~

feeling a little morbid these days

hope that tml never comes. or just give me a little more time. sigh.

trying to make myself feel better, but cant even bring myself to listen to any cheery songs at all. sighhh. stresses the hell out of me.

some people need to learn to shut up and listen more. you dont even give me a chance to speak, how can i brief you abt anything? then when i attempt to, you exclaimed that you didnt know that and interrupt and rambles on AGAIN. of course you dont know anything! talking to you is such a pain in the ass that i cldnt be bothered to explain anymore. now i am pissed cos i wonder if my other colleagues misunderstood me for an idiot like what you took me as... cos you are too snobbish to even listen. asshole.

how more in your face do you want me to be.

witness so many stupid things today that i am starting to lose hope. things just arent going well. ok, just to clarify, they arent that bad either.

sigh, bloody moody. feel like writing a poem to satisfy my emo-ness but my artistic side just fails me. oh well.

there's so many things i want to say, but i dont know where to start. typed a few things, decided to just delete everything away.

i've started to doubt the way the gahment works. zzzzzz. it isnt that bad yet.....as long as i take things like a pinch of salt and not think that i would make any change. but i guess at the back of our minds, all of us do want to make a difference. to matter to people around. but...

once upon a time, there was a girl filled with hope.
but she learnt that it was all a hoax, and she began to mope.
mope mope mope. =.= whatever booo.

maybe i shd just keep everything to myself. i mean even if i voice my opinion to people around me it doesnt matter why would it matter to people at work? i dont know why i bother. and i dont even feel like caring anymore.