ywanz! tired. ytd till now only slept for ermm.. 3hrs? =(( but not really full 3hrs =(( cause of friday's combat shoot. stupid shoot. luckily got marksman for combat shoot. but still not really cfrm yet. cause have to wait for tues de Immediate Action Drill (IAD) if only that one pass den is really marksman! FUCK SIAL! for the combat shoot total i shoot 40 ammo. missed 1 !!! =(( wth! now tues i only can miss the most 1 ammo. other wise no more marksman le! and no more $200!!! DAMN IT!

book out today morning arnd 8? den ah jie acc me home to bathe change and take my gears. aftr that went to jurong acc him to take his lappy. LOL jie! song bo! your lappy ma chiam like 1 PORTABLE DVD! how you play dota siol! roller. and also ma chiam gal's lappy! HAHAHA! aftr acc ah jie collect his lappy went to meet BABY den went down to networms.

well.. today is JAN'S and val's bd! happy bd guys! =D just now went to ANZ drink with benny and his group of friends. aftr that went down to zouk to meet val, nigel , wugui , melvin , jay and etc. lols. melvin was drunk well. but @ least guess now his awake alrdy ba. oh ya! and BABY! STUPID! went over to MOS nvr tell me. make me go down to zouk! =(( ok la. heng is that val they all still over there. if not wha! i dont know what to do liaos. lol.. aftr zouk cab home with wugui. zZz. tired siolx. just now slept @ cab wha the uncle zZz. went to teacher's estate dont know for what siolx. reach teacher's estate the uncle call me wake up. den say eh sry. haven reach =.=" wth! heng i live near there only. lols. wha cabbed home about $40! zomg! i today dont know spent how much liaos =(( sighs. think gonna broke again this month.. zZz. think this time gonna find my WALKING ATM again!

3:48 AM

well.. ok. ytd play-ed mj till today morning arnd 7+ den slept awhile jiu go meet ah jie and company. lols. met them arnd 11 @ city hall mrt. went to had lunch @ koshinbowl! WHA DAMN FULL LAR! stupid kuan rong. kkj. throw all the food to me. =.=" lol. aftr lunch den went home! quiet qing lao hor. lols. went all the way to suntec to had lunch den go home =.="

today is SWEETIE's BIRTHDAY! sry. cant hlp you celebrate your bd =( anyways just wish you a happy bd here ba. try to get your present by sat den pass it to you kk! if not den mayb got meet you den pass it to you. anyway enjoy yourself today ba! =)

sighs.. i dont know why i got this ****** up feelings that everything is just a dream. i hope that my feeling is wrong. but i doubt so.. tho i know that its impossible that we will be tgthr. as like what she said that age. and she nvr reply my msg the whole day today. sighs.. i dont know why. mayb because of this thats why my feelings keeps telling me that everything is gonna be just a dream. sighs.. why is it so pain! just hope that you will just say I LOVE YOU! but i think that even if you did say I LOVE YOU! but you wont say so. even tho if you did say its only for fun. sighs.. DEAR GOD! the feelings really sucks! GOD IS THERE A MIRCALE!

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3:36 PM

well.. just now view through KEN's friendster. see his pic remind me of the past time we had @ CRC (tpy) sad.. he just so young only. 16yrs old. and have to leave this wonderful world. alrdy. feel sad for his family members. and also i have lost a wonderful friend. sighs.. anyway RIP! sianz.. tml gonna book in soon.. talking to sweetie now on skype! :D STUPID! die die also dont wanna give her blog de url. zZz. think i shld put PW for my blog le :O lol. so no one can view! ITS PRIVATE MA! =p lol. hmmm.. anyway tml its SWEETIE BD! but too bad cant celebrate with her. cause gotta book in tml le... =( anyway think thought of what to buy for her BD present alrdy! think can only pass it to her on sat when she got go down to NW. hmm.. just now she showed me what her colleague got her for her bd present. lols.. cute sial. the EEYERRR (eeyore) lols.. still got sizing one. SML =.="

just now in the early afternoon SWEETIE says she dont wanna have bf! and asked me not to put too much hope! =(( sighs. and also she asked me who got chance for her. i said jj. i also dont know why ba. mayb cause they are close? idk. for what i see i think they are quite close ba. sighs.. also dont know who she really will choose ^^ and also she says she now dont wanna go on relationship.. sighs. anyway i only love you SWEETIE!(bnhs) =D

4:50 PM

hmm.. well here are some of my latest photo!

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