hweee~ 10s dear dear laopo fer hlping me to edit my blog =D hehex... xin ku ni le muacks... hmm.. todae went sch arnd 9+ reached sch arnd 10+ ba? todae went sch early cause got the dont noe wht tok.. fucking waste my tym :x lols... i reached sch 10+ i 12+ go home -.- actually sch end @ 5 de bud i 12+ chao liaos.... lols.. waste tym sial todae.. hahas.. cut my hair todae!!! omg!!! lols.. bud it seems make no much diff lehx.. lols.. i trimm-ed my hair and oso did cut abit... hahas... i think it looks betta le ba? hehex... hmmm.. jus tok-ed finish fone with dear.. she went to slp le... pig! lols.. i think my eye is swollen now :( dont noe wht happen.. sigh... hweee tonite ah bee will be ton-ning @ my hse.. hahs we gonna be gay again! lols... ooops... hope he dont ahem ahem me :x hmm.. tml going back phs cause tml they gonna celebrate teachers day.. hahas.. long tym nvr go back le.. gonna go back di siao teacher le.. wooots.. hahas.. ^^v :D hahas.. tml jun bin coming my hse do project.. lols.. i think teacher wont believe tt jun bin and me will do.. lmfao.. den mayb aftr do finish project going watch movie with dear dear , jun bin and xueqi ba? see if dear dear tml stiu going out anort.. if she nvr go out den we go watch movie... :) think gonna blog till here le ba.. gonna go bath den go take a nap le.. tired.. ywanz~

6:40 PM

todae went to meet dear , xueqi , gera and xinhui @ geylang library with jun bin.. we reach dere arnd 5ba? bud in the end gera nvr turn up.. bud she only come down pass fulscape paper to dear den went off le.. think she went to had dinner with her parents? lols.. jun bin and me went dere to do our project.. hahas shocked rite? lmao.. even me myself oso got shocked dont sae you all.. lols.. luckily junbin was dere otherwise it will be boring.. lols.. he made us luff lyk a idiot -.-" hahas.. aftr tt was arnd 9 le.. dear said she was hungry.. so we acc her go mac to had dinner...bud xinhui didn't follow us go.. cause she said she wanna watch tb so she went home alone 1st.. yupp.. dear dear eat things so funny lor.. hahas.. the fries she forgot tell the person dont wan salt in the end i hlped her remove the salt... lols.. den the wae she ate the burger oso so funny lor.. she must make the burger flat 1st den eat ._. diaos ritex? lols.. aftr had our dinner we went to xueqi block downstairs slack awhile.. aftr slack hao le i sent dear dear home... den went back to meet junbin @ xueqi block dere.. reach home arnd 11 le.. so tired.. reached home bath smsed with dear dear awhile she jiu go slp le.. den i rot awhile... think shall stop here le.. tired le.. gonna slp le.. *ywanz* <3 dear dear...

1:29 AM

hmm... todae went to jun bin hse.. hahas.. his hse is so cosy lor.. omfg! hahas.. i layed down on his bed fer nort long and fell aslp ._. hahas.. mayb im to tired le ba? lols.. damn comfortable.. lols.. if my hse were the same as his na duo hao... hahas.. damn song.. todae cored alison frm 1+ cored till 6+ ._. blasted her hp till i fell aslp.. diao lorx.. hahas.. omg sial wondering how much missed cor i did.. lmfao... hahas.. i think got at least 30 ba? lmfao... hahas... went home arnd 7+ to celebrate nicholas's birthdae.. hahas... saw his gf.. ^^ they 2 really looks lyk couple indeed they are... lols.. hen pei fu em :D lols.. xueqi and jun bin ton-ed @ my hse todae again.. lols.. i feel lyk im lyk a lightbulb... wtf sial.. hahas... *faints* tml meeting alison and gera(mayb?) hahas... gotta go corner see jun bin's compy.. i alrdy made my decision le.. i think im gonna jus leave her alone and stop bothering her... hope tt everything will goes find to her ba... 13th sept going to reach le must hab confidence ok? dont owaes emo le... dont do stupid things le hao ma? you can hate me... i wont sae anything.. bud we are stiu best fren... dont cause of me quarrel with him le.. jus stay happy ba.. if ya down i can comfort you lyk the past okie? sri aiai... =( i noe we wont be together.. tts why i will jus leave.. i noe you cant forget bout him too... i noe if 1 dae if he will come back find you , you wil stiu go to him... im jus nth to you jus a normal fren ba... and jus someone whom willing to hear you whine and to comfort you... if these hurts you im sri...

4:40 AM

hmm.. todae 1st tym nvr late fer the 1st lesson -.- lols.. i think teacher was shocked ba? hahas.. when todae i met jun bin i was lyk wtf lor.. hahas.. he have been smiling to himself fer dontnoe wht reason.. lmaos.. hahas.. i kept ask him why and he dont wanna tell me... wtf hor..? kns.. lols.. bud in the end he stiu tells me.. ^^v :D lols... hahas.. tml going out with alison.. dont noe if jun bin and xueqi coming along anort.. (hope she dont anyohow think) hmmm.. now so bored.. dont noe wht to do.. argh... feel lyk dying w/o her... sigh... why i love her so much? simple.. love needs no explaination . even if your face get hui rong one day , your face becomes very ugly , i will still love you because i love your heart and nort fer your looks.

9:46 PM

hmmm.. todae was pretty tired.. dont noe why.. go plae bb oso no mood to plae.. plae a few rnds den tired le.. hahas.. den went to study corner to use louis labtop online.. hahas... so cool sial -.- (moutain tortoise) lols... hehex.. aftr tt went home le.. so bored... dont noe wht happen to jun bin... sigh... hope his alrite ba.. :D everything will be find de.. :) hmm.. tml jason class is coming my sch to listen to the ite tok.. hahas.. so qiao sial.. lols.. hmmm.. tml alison and xueqi coming down my sch find me too.. lols.. den aftr tt mayb going to bugis de library ba? i dont noe.. see if jason going anort hahas.. if nort den hab to wait fer jason till 4.30 sianz... frm 2.30 wait till 4.30.. argh.. rot sial.. lols.. wait fer him le den go home rot again fer sure.. lols.. sianz.. hope tml wont forget to brng alison watch to sch.. hahas arbo she hab to come meet me in the week end liaos.. lols.. hmm.. think will blog till here le ba.. aftr skype finish with wugui and jay.. hahas.. :D -ciaos-

12:56 AM

hmmm.. ytd nvr slept ton till the morning with xue qi , alison and jason... argh.. pretty tired.. bud i stiu do enjoy myself :D cause as usual jason is the joker lols... bo tai bo zi oso will make ppl luff de... lols.. omg sial.. alison watch is @ my hse.. lols.. tml going to meet her @ yck mrt? to pass her , her watch.. hahas.. she woke up tt tym so funny lor.. her hair ish lyk in a mess.. hahas... they went home arnd in the early afternoon... aftr they went home i cont online.. hmm.. den arnd 5+ i prepare myself going fer kokheng bd.. lols.. wtf sial... actually we wanted to eat the crab one.. bud is lyk wtf lorx... must wait fer arnd 2hrs den can -.-.. ji tao sianz 1/2.. hahas bud nvm den we headed to amk central to had pizza... :D so delicious... yummy!

2:39 AM

ytd was pretty tired.. woke up arnd 12.. den online till arnd 1+ den match with jason fer awhile.. aftr tt i went back to irc dl songs le.. hahas.. den went to prepare myself to celebrate danny bd and oso as well as kok heng bd.. hehex... actually we early cele yupp.. so i met kok heng , samuel and terence at arnd 4.30 @ yck mrt ba.. den headed to cuppage le.. actually went to cuppage only fer awhile.. lols.. cause go dere meet quan man the group den headed to marina south eat steamboat.. i didn't eat with em cause earlier on i alrdy ate le.. so i went to bedok jetty to meet xinyi , melvin and torph.. den alison and xueqi came to look fer me :D hahas so long nvr see em le.. i think oso got arnd 1yr+ le... hehex... was shocked tt actually alison msg me todae arnd the aftrnoon tym.. lols.. yeah so they meet me le den was over dere relax den went home le.. they came to yck to meet ah bee and jason too.. lols.. den we went to market eat.. den went back to lentor slack awhile den go ride bike with jason , alison and xueqi le.. hahas... den they came to my hse tok cock... lols.. actually todae wasn;t tt happy cause of smth.. :D bud i will make myself happy... cause i cant do anything now.. :( sigh... shall stop here le..


6:20 AM

if you do really love someone you will jus hope tt he/she will be happy if he/she do really love someone whom they are mayb together? tho at tyms i will do stiu think bout her.. bud wht can i do? sigh... as long as he/she is happy you will be happy.. Ru guo ni zhen de xi huan ta ni jiu ying gai zhu fu ta... er bu shi yao jiu ta liew xia... i jus feel so dead... tts all i can represent myself... nth more..

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6:08 PM

sigh... its nort been a good dae fer me fer the past few daes... haish... everything jus was sucked... sigh... cant jus the tym stop... haish... she said tt she wont meet him , she wont pick up cor frm him , she wont reply his msg... sigh.. she asked me to trust her.. yeah i did trust her... :( sigh... why cant things jus go smoothly? i love her alot! bud jus tt i dont noe how to show out... i do care fer her too... :( sigh.... she jus now sae smsed me that she dying... so i quickly reply her msg and cored her see where she is.. bud she didn't reply my msg or pick up my cor.. i'm worried bout her... jus want to noe where is she... haish.. she folded 2 heart shape fer me and i kept it in my wallet.. 1 is made frm the bus ticket and the other one is made up frm straw... haish... when i see both the heart shape i think of her... when i close my eyes i will oso think bout her.. :( haish...

WOAINI! <3

10:45 PM

sigh... i dont noe wht to do... i dont noe if i shld jus let go or wht.. bud i dont bear to let go cause i jus simply love her so much... mayb cause of me i make her stress , make her unhappy sigh... i dont noe wht i shld do... :( she asked me 1 ques "if i ask you wait fer me will you?" i reply her i will wait fer her i promise i swear... sigh... As days goes by my love fer you ish getting deeper and deeper. As every sec every min every days goes i will miss you.. you jus wont noe how much i love you and i miss you.. because i really love you and miss you so much... sigh... i really dont noe wht to do~ can someone tell me? i really got no mood in doing things.. no mood to eat... i will nvr forget on fri night and sundae nite wht you told me... sigh.. shld i jus treat the nite as a dream? or... sigh... hmmm im wondering if am i important to her? how important am i to her? sigh... mayb i shld jus stop thinking of letting her go... :D mayb it will be betta... seriously.. i wont let her go! :x must look on the bright side of the light.. :) everything will be fine sooner or lata am i rite? :D IM FINE! NTH WRONG WITH ME~ :D

<3 aiai

10:27 PM

hmm... ytd went training in the morning @ e-games... omg sial... its so expensive lor.. $2/1hr omg! *faints* argh.. lols... went to have my 1st meal fer the dae... @ macdonal... hahas... wtf lor.. wasted my $6 fer the fucking fantic beef the taste is lyk puke... zzz in the end only ate the fries and drank coke.. zzz wht a expensive meal is tt... hahas.. after training went to meet aiai , xinyi , mel , jerlyn and the rest of em which i dont really noe em.. lols.. which training ends @ arnd 6+ ba.. we went to watch fireworks @ esplanade.. hmm after watching the fireworks which end @ arnd 9+ we went to marina square to had our dinner @ the asian kitchen... wtf lor the food over so expensive.. argh.. see the price i oso will faint.. lols.. hmmm aftr dinner went to pak pool awhile den went to k-box @ ceni.. hahas.. we reach dere arnd 12+ or 1+ hahas... wha this is the 1st tym i went to k-box fer so long and sit till my ka cheng tiah.. lols... frm 1+ till 6+ in the morning.. faint... lols.. bud i do enjoy myself cause jitao got joker... lols.. which is melvin.. hahas... wtf sial he... lols.. i luff till stomache... hahas think gotta rite till here le ba :D

love aiai.

10:31 PM

hweee! im back to blog again.. hahas fer the past few daes im too lz to blog le.. hahas.. cause hab online training till quite late.. so too tired to blog... hehex... well... daes are getting more and more exciting fer me... hahas... cause my team is gonna join another compy le cored kode5 hahas.. hope we can make it fer it... and nort to lose during the 1st rnd... lols... i think team1 will support us ba... hehex... yupp... tml deres sch again... bud luckily its in the afternoon otherwise i gonna overslept again.. hahas... bleahx... hmmm.... this fri is jason bd... i think nort alot of ppl going ba... i think got... weiyong , bernard , ah bee , aiai , honey(nort cfrm yet) , jason and me ba.. hahas tho deres nort lots of ppl going bud im sure we will definitely enjoy ourself :D hahas... cause its jason bd! lols.. i think we will meeting arnd 4ba after weiyong , jason and me will be heading towards pennisular to put tattoo.. wooot! going to put new tattoo le!!! hwee!!! hahas.. bleahx.. so happy... hahas.. den arnd in the evening go meet the rest of em and head towards party world! lols.. hahas... aren;t excited? lols... :x hahas... hmmm.. ytd something happen eh... lols.. and shes the 1st one whom i did confess to her =/ lols... i tell her wo ai ni :x hmmm.. bud i think im thinking too much eh? hahas.. bud at least i did sae out wht i wanted to tell her ba... hmm... dont noe wht shes doing now... i think shes slping lyk a pig le ba.. lols...
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