下雨天

6.00pm: 没钱了，口袋里只剩下一个铜板...

6.15pm: 下雨了，在路边淋着雨...

7.00pm: 图书馆里冷飕飕的...

8.00pm: 这堂课又不能上...

8.30pm: 原来锁匙不见了...

9.00pm: 淋了雨，有点感冒...

10.00pm: 205 hours ago...

凌晨的清醒

刚和朋友喝完茶回来，

聊了一整夜的爱情事...

为什么会出去呢？

因为朋友恋爱了...

大家出于好奇

都想关心关心一下，

都抱着一股打破砂锅问到底的精神...

第一年进来

或许会有很重的好奇心，

但是经过了那么多的事，

不才的小弟--我明白了个道理：

一段爱情来得可贵难得，

但是也能像白开水那样清清淡淡，

也能像干柴烈火一样烧得轰轰烈烈...

但是那也毕竟是两人之间的事，

知道了又如何？

也不过只是能由衷地祝福朋友。

在这里，

我祝福你们噢！

幸福甜甜蜜蜜... =）

至于还在努力的朋友，

要加把劲， 我祝福你们！ =）

而我自己呢？

说不出来, 有种一言难尽的感觉...

过去的唯有让他过去，

因为自己有时都觉得荒唐些些了...

现在的只想找个聊得来的知己就好了，

再没有冲动想找个伴了...

有时没冲动也是说假的，

看见他和她，心底还是有些不舒服...

诚实的说来，

我自己也不知道到底什么回事，

但是觉得让心作决定吧...

才发现一段金句：

能够说出的委屈， 就不是委屈；

能抢得走的爱人， 就不是爱人...

给一个深爱的人：

过渡期好像慢慢过去了，

但是心底有些想念...

如果你在就有多好... =)

最幸福的事

幸福其实很简单而已...

怎样说呢？

好比说..

虽然你吵着说要减肥

却不知不觉...

我们俩都吃得胖嘟嘟了~ =p

或者是

冬天你忘了带外套...

还是

讲好了出街的时间....

可是

你却是唯一的那个

让我.....

其实嘛

我很胆小的

因为你都没看到而已...

但是

我也会吃偶像剧的醋.....

你常问

我家的泡面

干嘛次次都那么快完

我都不说

因为才有钱煮好吃的给你啦...

每个晚上

你问我

干嘛不赶快睡觉

因为都会偷偷想着你~

我们常常会因为小事吵架

最后

看见你赌气地不说话

我只好....

每次

我们的合照

我都好好地收在相册

每张都好好好看噢...

其实呀~

我也会

把每样我们俩的小事

都记录起来

告诉你个小秘密

我时常都在幻想着....

其实

我最幸福的事是

每晚都能抱着你入眠

只要你不在我身边

我不管干嘛

都会无时无刻

都想快点看到你

对着你

说悄悄话

告诉你

我的一切~

全世界里

我一定是你的

头号粉丝！

很多人都羡慕我

因为我找到了最大的幸福

那就是

你

天天好天 Great Day

雨天 晴天 天天好天

*祈愿天总还是蔚蓝...

我感动了...

I am moved ...

because I am always perhaps there always a Great Day.

Spend it with my lovely family members and dear friends.

The movie was shot at Perlis.

A memorable place to me.

Although I was sad over there at the end,

however it's still an important place

accompany with unforgettable experience and memories.

Although I am dislike the place, but I still love there.

It is a indescribable experiences that mixed with the complex feelings.

Arau Rail Way Station, Kangar Bus Station, KMPerlis, Alor Setar...

Because of You All, my Life is different and more interesting.

Even though we end up with a unhappy ending,

by the way who knows one day I will go back this kampong place.

Because It was an important place to my life.

I will back there at one day,

that was what i though at the day i left Perlis.

Even now I also got such premonition...

At City, people busy for find the living.

At kampong, you will find out the values are important in life.

Even though, there are not allowed you to chose the value before living.

But, we should think about how to get the balance point between the both.

Who knows? Now, I just knew that i should take care both since time is unstoppable.

Life keep going on, Time force people make the choice.

Before having the choice of future,

I will chose the choice of family love, kampong life,simple living...

Most important point is spending it together with beloved and family.

Even though it is not successful in term of the materialistic society.

But, who can told me the right and false.

No one can give the absolute answer.

People just finding the happiness by compare both

and chose either one at every stage of life.

One by one. Part by part...

The Moment

Sometime I listen some familiar songs,
some familiar scenes will refresh in the mind,
i asking myself :

Seriously I will forget it slowly?
Is it slowly faded in my life?

There are no answer in my mind.
But, I will slowly remember some unfavored scene
although it's sad to think about it,
i still cannot deny they are important in life.

Sorry for allowing me to stay week for that sudden moment.
However, there are no one will give out their sympathy.
I also never hope that someone will understand it at one day.

I should told myself:

You Need Keep Stronger and Stronger.
Even though You at the downturn already.
Who knows You will meet any difficult problem next moment.
Because there are NO ONE will help You anymore.


I also never know when i really can do it.
But, I always reply: Whatever~ I dun care since I lost all already.
Haiz~ Is that a good sign? Optimistic seemed never with me.

There always a question weighting on my mind.
When i leave the world one day,
except my dearest family member,
Who still will think about me?

Or Maybe just response a word : "Oh. "after they knew it.
I know the answer.
I can expect because i knew it already.
No one.... *speechless

寒夜里看雪的心

寒夜里看雪的心--(Who Will Ever Knows? )

今天寒夜里看雪飘过,

怀着冷却了的心窝飘远方.

风雨里追赶, 雾里分不清影踪.

天空海阔你与我, 可会变?

多少次迎着冷眼与嘲笑,

从没有放弃过心中的理想.

一刹那恍惚, 若有所失的感觉,

不知不觉已变淡, 心里爱...

原谅我这一生不羁放纵爱自由,

也会怕有一天会跌倒...

背弃了理想,谁人都可以,

哪会怕有一天, 只你共我....

( shared from Beyond 海阔天空 )

Looked like standing on a cross junction.

Got nothing at all.

Age of 19, an awkward age.

Who will knows how's the end,

and also nobody know where will be the next station.

Year 2010

Happy New Year to You All~

Why i still missing year 2010?

although it's the worst year i had, but if i got time machine,

i will back the time before year2010. I think so... (*mumbling)

When I watch the Firework show,i don't have a bit of new year moods.

I felt weird for it. Maybe i am too old for it, i come the time there's no new year celebrating.

Why said so? Because I like the Christmas more than the New Year.

According tradition, i will mention something in my blog,

the target that i gonna achieve it in a new year, but, even last year target, i also forgot it already.

Erm... I think i should to review it back, but since last year too many things to happen, I had assumed the year 2010 is long as a decade.

Speechless...

(@.@)

This post looked very blue. New Year moods seemed not finding me yet.

But, the last promise i can did:

I know year 2o1o is a unforgettable year,

but, I will make year 2011 to become the year of rising in my life.

This year will be a fruitful year to me.

I will back with the glorious and honors. Swear it by the name of myself.

The Chinese Word for year 2011: 升

Happy New Year to everyone. =)