i suddenly miss camb a lot.
well, more than usual that is.
i even dream that i'm there.
when i'm awake i picture myself walking along the streets, passing by those ancient buildings that have become so familiar.

maybe cos its tripos time, and the people who are still in camb talk to me about it. 3rd year tripos was an experience which, in retrospect, was very good for me.
it really put a lot of things in life into perspective, and taught me so much. i was pushed beyond what i thought i could handle. and most of all i learnt what it meant to surrender everything to God.

tripos was not fun. but the suffering made the celebrations after that so much sweeter.

and i miss all of that.



another reason why i miss camb so much is probably that i'll be flying off this sept.
but not to camb.
to my new school, in which i will be pursuing my phd for the next 5 years.
so as i prepare myself mentally to go there, i can't help but think of camb. perhaps because to me, studying overseas=camb.

i need to learn to let go of the past and move on.
to stop thinking so much about the future.
and to just live in the present.
and enjoy singapore, my friends and family here.

because i know that when i go to the US, i will definitely miss singapore a lot.