I dint know that blogger has such nice layouts now. Oh wells, it has been a while afterall.

The last post reads March 21 2011. It has been four long months since I last wrote anything here. In fact, I dont think i have written anything decent anytime anywhere ever since i graduated. Time seems to move at a lightning speed ever since work started and it seems like i never had time for anything at all. I borrow books from libraries that i bring home and return. I never listen to anything good nowadays. My music collection aint updated since a year ago. I just rather lie in bed then do anything else when I'm at home.

It's such a horrible thing.

And I cant even remember when was the last time i was awake at such an un-godly hour.

Kinda miss it.

I'm trying to make some promises to myself here. I guess writing will be one of them. I'm going to start reading. I'm going to try to find good music. I'm going to clean my room. I'm going to drink more water and I'm going to try quitting eating fried stuff.

And I will run, swim, whtever.

And I will succeed.

stabs stabs stabs.

stab right in. its funny how enjoyable it is after a while.

I accidentally deleted the images hosted for the previous template and my blog was ruined. Am too lazy to get them hosted back up again hence I'm just going to settle with blogger's classic template for now.

The boy is not feeling well and is slping in thy bed now. Feels oddly complete and peaceful though the father is blasting his chinese dramas outside.

Merry Christmas everyone. May you all haf a blessed one.

somebody has been trying to hack into my email acct.

There is no reason why I shld rcv an email from hotmail saying that my live acct will be deactivated in 24 hrs due to several unsuccessful log ins and needs to be activated again.

chicken nugget.

It has been a while.

During this time, work has been killing me, devoiding me of life. Ok that’s just me exaggerating but now I see why people who are working have ‘lesser life’ than those studying. You know, I actually miss being bored. Yea, just being bored is an awesome feeling.

Things have changed. I have changed. I started believing in things that I never believed in. I want to do things that I wouldn’t even let you speak about when it was 2 years ago. What caused this change, I don’t know. I guess it’s just one’s mentality when one is put into the situation. I hope I can say this better but it’s kinda difficult to put it in words. Right now, I’m just taking it one step at a time.

You know, the practicalities of life are depressing.

On a lighter note, if you minus work out of my life right now, its actually pretty awesome. The other day, I was asked what my short term goals are. I was just about to rattle them off when I realized that I've already forgotten what they are. I remember travelling being one of them but I think the grad trip cancelled that one out. I think I need to make a list again. Things I need to do. Things I need to conquer. And reading. I’ve been neglecting the books. Not to mention, the ipod touch was freaking distracting.

Ok everything’s kind of disjointed here but what’s new.

Miss the bro. Cant believe that he has only been away for two months. Felt like eons to me.

Eyes

It's hard to believe when the opposite is everywhere.

They say seeing is believing, guess thats why its harder to believe the contrary.

Ok I realise I'm not making any sense here.

just keep swimming

The brother is halfway ard the world and I am still here.