wow jus realised how long it has been since i last posted.

Haven't really been in the mood to blog honestly.

But i shall spare this extra effort to post something encouraging for my dear.

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived;
Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others., including Love.
One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean.
So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave.
Love was the only one that stayed.
She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat.
Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?"
Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you."
Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel.
Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please.
" I can't help you", Vanity said,
"You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat."
Next, Love saw Sadness passing by.
Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you."
Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now."
Then, Love saw Happiness.
Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you."
But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him.
Love began to cry.
Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me."
It was an elder.
Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name.
When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.
Love realized how much she owed the elder.
Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?"
"It was Time", Knowledge answered. "
But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked.
Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,
"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.


hope it cheers you up =)

p.s dun say i always post things to hurt you indirectly ah



I'm back with a new template. so things have been pretty messy in my life right now.

to be honest im getting desperate. i dont know what to do. i'm jus wasting away right now.

i hope she comes online. got lots to say to her today. and maybe i'll drop by tmr.

back from game. hmm i haven't study at all today. man i think i wasted 2 days already. hopefully can join tw and the rest in studying.

gotta settle it now. hopes



Hello its me again. Has been quite awhile since i've posted.

Well the reason im awake this late was cos i slept really late last night. Slept at 3 am completing the video for the class. The twisted thing was MR K DIDN'T EVEN COLLECT IT.

screw seriously. but then again. the class had a good laugh so i guess it was worth it. ms lim was really sweet over the whole thing. let me sleep in class lol.

gonna soccer tmr. including studying. shall watch abit of anime tonight =D.

current pipsy's sleeping now. suppose to wake her up at 12. but how can i bear to do so...

shall enjoy this cold silent night (not emo). been raining alot the last 2 days. weather's really nice. Today while eating tako (the best), jy said he didn't like walking in the rain.

but since young i always enjoyed jumping into puddles. its like a whole stereotype to jump onto puddles in wellingtons. do they even call it wellingtons here. Man how much cartoons influence me.

maybe i'll catch a game or two.

this concludes the month of augest. A trying month for us. But den again we turned out fine =)

IM OUT

ps. he pi pi



sigh. i had enough of begging



Haven't done this in quite awhile. 3.14 already. I'm gonna try to sleep now..

wanna sms but scared wake you up. lan lan cant do anything



what the hell am i doing here at 1 30 am in the morning.

But i cant help it. Rested the whole day. Really can't sleep.

So stuff happened today. I don't know why people keep bombarding me with questions. If i'm sick i'm sick. The only thing i'll geng is school. damnit.

why can't anyone just stop asking questions.

My mother even better. thanks to my awesome! stomach. I threw up dinner. No i'm not anorexic or anything.

She scolded me lol.

LOL WTF SHE SCOLDED ME.

KNN i got lots of nasty thoughts but hell...

when your angry you do stupid things. I shall refrain from doing that.

So yup i missed ps. I'm gonna hear everyone talk about it tmr (actually today) and its gonna be just great. But hell who else can i blame but myself.

DUNWAN LISTEN DEN DON'T LA.

true...... to be honest i got nothing to say against that..

Actually i'm hella exhausted... Past few days really tested my energy. Pretty drained now. Its like each time i eat its tiring. Isn't that really sad..

i'm tired all the time now. I'm hardly my normal self anymore because i'm tired.

tired tired tired.

wanted to share stuff with you but you weren't so encouraging. plus i didn't want to dampen your happy mood.

kidding. I already know i ruined it.

Ah i'm gonna try to find a game den try to catch some sleep




My friends, I've been hit by a bug. It could be more then a bug i dont know. But my throat really hurts and i got a fever 24/7. so bad i cant sleep. For the pass few days i've been waking up at 3 and staying awake till school starts.

Yes your right its a shitty experience. I thot today i could post stuff like the things i've learnt through this experience. But no i can't. Simply because I haven't recovered. Its so bad its making me spell all my words FULLY.

I've missed Megalympics. And to much of everyone's disbelief, I was truely looking forward to it. And from the current situation, it looks like I can't go for tomorrow's PlanetShakers.

There's is no amount of words that can express my grief and heart pain now. For month's I've been anticipating it. Because from previous years I have heard legends about it. But now.

Truely Madly Deeply angry with myself.

A last attempt would be to take my medication and try to sleep now.

Oh and before I forgot, there has been one person who has (note its not past tense) been with me all the way. Even to the extend of waking up at 3 with me.

=O=O

By the way it started on tuesday, it has been going down down till friday (today), and it is going down. I hope someone notices the pattern.

=(=(

and the person likes "=O mom's curry" (make a lucky guess)

ty dear...



To be honest, logging into blogger then making a proper post is difficult. My mind is jumbled up all the time and its messy.
So what i'll do is put this notepad file on my desktop. each time a thot comes to mind i'll add a line in.

That way i'll stop making stupid posts.

The time now is 9.26. Jus came back from night study. Its kinda noisy but when your serious you can really learn. i didn't really learn but i was helping jy

and leo. I wont use the word coaching as it means im better then them which i am really not. Man even here i have to watch my use of words

sometimes even a ... at the end of your words make you sound sad or frustrated.. yeah... see what i mean. Sometimes i jus wan to drag my words. sometimes its

because the people around me can really feel i'm sad.

so far only one person can feel i'm geniunely sad. I certainly hope its not be cos their paranoid all the time =).

Well i decided to walk back from school. The long way. toook 45 mins lol.

But i didn't feel tired at all. It was when i sat down after getting home when i felt the pain. Quite the opposite. You know the sayings you'll only realise

your loved ones after you lost them and all that. I think this somehow qualify as a saying. lazy to phrase it up.

its all about phrasing up seriously. I'm sure Kuhendran would agree.

brb

"stretch forth your hand to me, and pull me out of this bottomless pit(after today im gone) says:
sian la keep losing dota =(
Eureka Seven | dreams come true after all says:
haha
Eureka Seven | dreams come true after all says:
i dont mind playing one now

"

dota game =D,

okay back.

Well i did something embarassing on the way back.

I saw a puddle and water and i jump onto it, tearing it =) (sorry too embarassing, decode it)

i guess alot of things came to my mind. am i really that hard to understand... must try you know.. your best.. really really your best. i definitely know im

trying my best. you?

I kinda screw up my surprise today. I requested for tuition to be at 4, was really happy when everyone said yes. For a slightest moment i wanted to spike u, make it at 3. Only around 2 seconds.. But no way am i going to start it again. I've learnt =) so i managed to changed to 4. But i kinda phrased it wrongly and got misunderstanding. haha so much for trying to be sweet. I made someone sad again.

i'll upload this on blogger for now. quite lengthy already

till then



dreams comes true after all