On and on and on and on and on and on
Like you even know what's going on
Into this world that I'm drawn
They'll kill you before you're born
They'll pawn your soul to be number one
You say it's old fashioned same old song
That's how your mother likes it all night long
And if she says how to feel
Don't even talk about it
We could stay at home man
Call the skag and bone man
Dig our grave out with a spoon
Then in the morning picking flowers
Spirit up for hours
Til the sun becomes the moon
You say it's old fashioned, well one thing I know
That's how your mother likes it, now watch my boy go
Yes it's real, it's like your next meal
Don't even talk about it
"Shit!, we've fucked it all up manwe've fucked it all upwe've missed half the song out (very nice)"
It's real like your next meal
Don't even talk about it
Ou ou, one of my favourite Libertines track! I admit im a fanatic, wee, but for music and Pete's sake ahahaha!
I found it!! I couldnt believe it when i saw it on the shelves of TRL¹!! Its a book called A' Rebours (against nature), a very sensual and poetic book. I borrowed another book, Kings Coat, both i get from the Adult Fiction site, haha.
¹ Well TRL is a synonym for Tampines Regional Library fuckers..
Tarra!
¹ Well TRL is a synonym for Tampines Regional Library fuckers..
Tarra!
x
Went to penin yesterday, Andre bought jeans..........and i bought a Libertines tee! Thats right a fucking LIBERTINES TEE!!!!!!
xHow stupid is that phrase. . .
What would you get if you have a choice between an Electric guitar and an Acoustic Guitar? Help me, need to make a choice. Went to my form teacher's, Miss(us) Azlinah, wedding today. The food was nice but pity we didn't stay long because not many EV students were there. At the bustop then we saw the EV students, motherfuckers. Reached home around 2.30. Then i slept because i was tired and i woked up at 8.55 am, and i was tired because i slept at 1.30 am the last night, watch Cast Away. Damien Rice's song are so acoustic-cally nice -drools...."can't take my eyes of-fe you...". Next week im going out, lala. Buy what ah? hmm..no not an album Amanda, haha. John Lennon is an inspiration, RIP my friend. And my mum loves The Beatles, i mustve got my love for British music from her... Tarra!
xThe Albion sails on course. . .
Hey, went to town alone yesterday. Bought a single album, Babyshambles!, exclusive rare footage bebeh! Walk around suntec, find some jackets but were too expensive. Alot of Euro hotties at town, especially at Suntec! Ok tomorrow i update more aight. Tarra!
xDeath & Glory. . .
Lala here are some of my discreet thoughts, poem written date 19th of November 2005. EDIT: This poem is inspired by Babyshambles single "Fuck Forever" with the lyrics going like, " whats the use between death & glory?"..
The witsful end
Not far ahead
Don't play pretend
I know you're afraid
While you freeze or heat
You shall die
But die in an amazing feet
Don't cry or sob
'Cus ill be there
But ill be there to push you off
A 100 pages left to write
Too bad i say
'Cus here are my weapons
A hammer & knife
I shall say Goodbye,
Even though i don't mean it
Its your death and my glory
And i shall be happy with IT
YouCantStandMeNow...........Fuck 'em
The witsful end
Not far ahead
Don't play pretend
I know you're afraid
While you freeze or heat
You shall die
But die in an amazing feet
Don't cry or sob
'Cus ill be there
But ill be there to push you off
A 100 pages left to write
Too bad i say
'Cus here are my weapons
A hammer & knife
I shall say Goodbye,
Even though i don't mean it
Its your death and my glory
And i shall be happy with IT
YouCantStandMeNow...........Fuck 'em
Music When the Lights Go Out . . .
Read a book called "The Devil's Footsteps", fucking awesome I tell ya! Update on me: Long hair grown Longer :), slashed finger, blood on guitar, FM 2005 is giving me a headache, waking up early, boredom, jalan raya, new numbers, King of Queens and Married to the Kelly's!, more money, Sleepy Hollow, sleeping late, being nice, not on msn, and, heartbreak... blabla all those random and stupid stuff.....did i mention boredom?
Oh issit cruel or kind not to speak my mind
and to lie to you?
Rather than hurt you
Oh i confess all my sins
after several large gins but still i hide from you
hide whats inside from you
And the alarm bell rings when you say your heart still sings
when your with me
Oh wont you please forgive me?
I no longer hear the music
Oh no, no no no no
And all the memories of pubs, and the clubs and the drugs and the tubs
we shared together, stay with me forever
But all the hi's and the lo's all the to's and the fro's
they left me dizzy
Oh wont you please forgive me?
I no longer hear the music
Oh no, no no no no
Well i no longer hear the
Music when the lights go out
Love goes cold in the shades of doubt
This strange fate in my mind is all too clear
oh Music when the lights come on
The girl i thought i knew was gone
With her my heart it dissapears
I no longer hear the music
Oh no, no no no no
And the memories of the fights and the nights and the blue lights and the kites we flew together
i thought they fly forever
But all the hi's and the lo's all the to's and the fro's
they left me dizzy
Oh wont you please forgive me?
I no longer hear the music
Well i no longer hear the
Music when the lights go out
Love goes cold in the shades of doubt
This strange fate in my mind is........
Fuck 'em...
Oh issit cruel or kind not to speak my mind
and to lie to you?
Rather than hurt you
Oh i confess all my sins
after several large gins but still i hide from you
hide whats inside from you
And the alarm bell rings when you say your heart still sings
when your with me
Oh wont you please forgive me?
I no longer hear the music
Oh no, no no no no
And all the memories of pubs, and the clubs and the drugs and the tubs
we shared together, stay with me forever
But all the hi's and the lo's all the to's and the fro's
they left me dizzy
Oh wont you please forgive me?
I no longer hear the music
Oh no, no no no no
Well i no longer hear the
Music when the lights go out
Love goes cold in the shades of doubt
This strange fate in my mind is all too clear
oh Music when the lights come on
The girl i thought i knew was gone
With her my heart it dissapears
I no longer hear the music
Oh no, no no no no
And the memories of the fights and the nights and the blue lights and the kites we flew together
i thought they fly forever
But all the hi's and the lo's all the to's and the fro's
they left me dizzy
Oh wont you please forgive me?
I no longer hear the music
Well i no longer hear the
Music when the lights go out
Love goes cold in the shades of doubt
This strange fate in my mind is........
Fuck 'em...
More gin in teacups, please, to clear the sadness
Hey...Just finish making 2 poems and a song to fill the boredom. Read about Billy Elliot, and Adolf Hitler is next. Its been raining and been very cold this end of November. I wrote too much that im obsessed with my pencil or anything that writes. Need to get that fucking FM 2006 game, but i cant find any CD shops anywhere!
down in albion, red black & blue, are u from round here?how do u do? more gin in teacups, violence in bustops.........anywhere in albion..anywhere in albion, an english son.....4 mile q outside the disused powerstation, new-cas-tle and a few, anywhere in albion....anywhere in albion, C/Fadd3....
Albion - Babyshambles....<3<3
how can a life of such a man, be in the palms of some fool's hand, Am/F...
Hurricane - Bob Dylan....<3
Pressure and flattery...
If you cant handle it,
the end won't be long
Pressure smasher,
Help clear the mess i made
Pressure smasher,
Don't tell me its fate
Flattery fairy,
Flatter her as much as i ask
Flattery fairy,
Make her feel loved,
'Cus thats your task..
- Md Adlan
I think this is it, ta-ra.....
Fuck 'em....
down in albion, red black & blue, are u from round here?how do u do? more gin in teacups, violence in bustops.........anywhere in albion..anywhere in albion, an english son.....4 mile q outside the disused powerstation, new-cas-tle and a few, anywhere in albion....anywhere in albion, C/Fadd3....
Albion - Babyshambles....<3<3
how can a life of such a man, be in the palms of some fool's hand, Am/F...
Hurricane - Bob Dylan....<3
Pressure and flattery...
If you cant handle it,
the end won't be long
Pressure smasher,
Help clear the mess i made
Pressure smasher,
Don't tell me its fate
Flattery fairy,
Flatter her as much as i ask
Flattery fairy,
Make her feel loved,
'Cus thats your task..
- Md Adlan
I think this is it, ta-ra.....
Fuck 'em....
I have hair frm Pete Doherty and im selling it on eBay!
Hey! Went Jalan Raya yesterday, wait, i want to tell you which house we went to. First we went to Haikal's, Sadiq's, Dinie, Mr Imran, Fahmi's, Mine, Tya's, Yusri's, Hafizah and finally Zakhir. I remembered all haha. ok here its the start of the trip:-
I was tired and dirty....Wait! im not suppose to start the story when i just woke up, fast forward to the interchange. We heard bad news that one of my friends dad, is dead, Al-fatihah. She was one of my long-term friends since we came from the same primary school. We didnt ask for condolences but how i wish i could just to ease her senses. Well if anyone is reading this, pls send my condolences to her.
Haikal's:-
We went to this fellas house because he woked up late. Blardi asshole. Ok we ate chocolates and drank Fn'N Blazt, then played his brand new elctric guitar. How i hate his distortion tone, hehehhe, jgn marah ye Abg Haikal ahaha. His clean tone was quite all-right, but i'd rather play his acoustic then his electric. Then we head off
Sadiq's/Dinie's:-
This guy house was just a short stop to Dinies cus it was quite near, we head there for quite awhile then we head off. Dinie's house was pretty short too just ate sit ard, play guitar, then head off
Mr Imran:-
Ahh my english teachers house, how i sinned him alot before ahahaha. Nice house, his kids name is Azlan 8-. Well we watch this movie on Cinemax, about some serial killer, and hot babes. We ate alot of kacang there. Then we head off
Ok while we were walking we started running because it was raining. And Dinie and Haikal tried to chase the bus, and got ended laughing at by some gerl in the bus, we all laughed at them, haha!
Fahmi's:-
We went to look at the burned houses first before we went to my former bass-mate house. My God it was so burned! And i still could smell the burned smell ahhahaha. Ate lunch at his house, then got ice-cream, his mum very nice.
Then my house. I force everyone to eat my mums mee goreng, muahahha. The Seri's gang came, i forced them to eat too. My friends was too engrossed with playing with my baby brother they didnt want to leave. Then we finally leaved of course
Tyas:-
ahahhaha, someone got attracted by Tya! Well alot of snap-shots here and there ahahah, and the 3 finger stroking sign, -_-"<- this one i think. Then talked alot and we just sat there, making a fool out of poor old tya hahhahah. The rest:- Yusris, Hafizahs were very short, just ate some kuih, wath Mr Bean. Yea, then we head off to Zakhirs, PLayed Halo on his Xbox, wah!! so fun!! KK i wanna bath redi, bye bye cheers! EDIT: Here are some pictures of us, well only 4 of them
I was tired and dirty....Wait! im not suppose to start the story when i just woke up, fast forward to the interchange. We heard bad news that one of my friends dad, is dead, Al-fatihah. She was one of my long-term friends since we came from the same primary school. We didnt ask for condolences but how i wish i could just to ease her senses. Well if anyone is reading this, pls send my condolences to her.
Haikal's:-
We went to this fellas house because he woked up late. Blardi asshole. Ok we ate chocolates and drank Fn'N Blazt, then played his brand new elctric guitar. How i hate his distortion tone, hehehhe, jgn marah ye Abg Haikal ahaha. His clean tone was quite all-right, but i'd rather play his acoustic then his electric. Then we head off
Sadiq's/Dinie's:-
This guy house was just a short stop to Dinies cus it was quite near, we head there for quite awhile then we head off. Dinie's house was pretty short too just ate sit ard, play guitar, then head off
Mr Imran:-
Ahh my english teachers house, how i sinned him alot before ahahaha. Nice house, his kids name is Azlan 8-. Well we watch this movie on Cinemax, about some serial killer, and hot babes. We ate alot of kacang there. Then we head off
Ok while we were walking we started running because it was raining. And Dinie and Haikal tried to chase the bus, and got ended laughing at by some gerl in the bus, we all laughed at them, haha!
Fahmi's:-
We went to look at the burned houses first before we went to my former bass-mate house. My God it was so burned! And i still could smell the burned smell ahhahaha. Ate lunch at his house, then got ice-cream, his mum very nice.
Then my house. I force everyone to eat my mums mee goreng, muahahha. The Seri's gang came, i forced them to eat too. My friends was too engrossed with playing with my baby brother they didnt want to leave. Then we finally leaved of course
Tyas:-
ahahhaha, someone got attracted by Tya! Well alot of snap-shots here and there ahahah, and the 3 finger stroking sign, -_-"<- this one i think. Then talked alot and we just sat there, making a fool out of poor old tya hahhahah. The rest:- Yusris, Hafizahs were very short, just ate some kuih, wath Mr Bean. Yea, then we head off to Zakhirs, PLayed Halo on his Xbox, wah!! so fun!! KK i wanna bath redi, bye bye cheers! EDIT: Here are some pictures of us, well only 4 of them
I really this pic of us walking, wahah.
Happiness
Hey heres my photo with my cousins, if you cant see me you are blind! The one folding his arm is my band-mate too.
Fun and Madness
Hey all! Yesterday had my last day of breaking my fast outside, and with the person who you all know. We settled the problem already, i guess. Hmm, sets my thinking. Went to eat a Long John. Then send her home, yea we had fun and i got a headache when i got home. And her hair is mighty green! waha, but very nice and unique. Tomorrow is Hari Raya, so wish all Muslims Slamat Hari Raya!! Maaf Zahir dan Batin ye. People who put "Fuck Books" in their friendster are losers with no brains, So that must be the common thing why people fail their English. Yeah maybe. Hoo Hah. I changed my video, go see it. Turn down your volume if bad words arent allowed in your house ;D. Hmm i have absolutely nothing on my mind now. Im planning to watch Exorcism on Emily Rose and Oliver Twist in the cinemas, Getting my Babyshambles album on the 14th of November and buyin my FM 2006 game, cant wait bebeh. And i also cant wait to go Jalan Raya with my old friends, miss them, and i miss her too. Hmm ok this is good bye, won't be logging in as much nowadays. Cheers.
Fill in the blanks.
I had a feeling in my previous post(if u followed blog, obviously u didnt) that i would not celebrate raye in good moods, well its coming true. Im wearing black this year, and im not getting a new shoe nor a new guitar nor a new phone. I fought with you know who, and my parents. The only thing i got this year its a new pair of jeans, and a denim jacket, if my dad finds it though. I might be going out to buke today, but im goin alone. Goodbye losers.
Libertines
Hey I re-did my skin and i got a new video, thanks to Seri. Its a full-length Libertines live performance which consist of 12 songs. The Songs are :-
1) Horrorshow
2)Up The Bracket
3)Vertigo
4)What A Waster
5)May Day
6)The Delaney
7)Time for Heroes
8)Begging You
9)Death on the Stairs
10)Boys In the Band
11)I Get Along
12)Skag & Bone Man
1) Horrorshow
2)Up The Bracket
3)Vertigo
4)What A Waster
5)May Day
6)The Delaney
7)Time for Heroes
8)Begging You
9)Death on the Stairs
10)Boys In the Band
11)I Get Along
12)Skag & Bone Man
ECP
Hey, we went to East Coast just now. I played soccer, guitar and bowling. I got last in bowling, wahah, first timer. The new song is finally up, Its by X-Japan its called Endless Rain. Turn up your volume yeah. Ok thats it cheers, hoo hah!
New Skin
Hey all! Finally got a skin change. Ain't Britain beautiful. Today i did not go to school, im too lazy. Now im just relieved i change my skin. I need a new audio host, 'cus angelfire sucks now! Need a song change. Every guy is asking me to join them play CS haha! Just like old times, but i have no money so i can't go. Right now i must stop blogging and start chatting with Ayu. Ok with that said, goodbye!
Edit: Went jamming yesterday! With Haikal, Dinie, Zakhir, Riduwan and Andre! We played Chapter Four, Unholy Confessions, GSF, Blitzkrieg Bop and we barely played Time for Heroes and Steamroller. Haiz nevermind, but i certainly had fun just thrashing the place and knocking to my jam band. Then after that we played soccer in the rain, yea i scored 2. Ok this is the end of my editing, Cheers!
Edit: Went jamming yesterday! With Haikal, Dinie, Zakhir, Riduwan and Andre! We played Chapter Four, Unholy Confessions, GSF, Blitzkrieg Bop and we barely played Time for Heroes and Steamroller. Haiz nevermind, but i certainly had fun just thrashing the place and knocking to my jam band. Then after that we played soccer in the rain, yea i scored 2. Ok this is the end of my editing, Cheers!
Put Me Up Don't Put Me Down, Its The Horror Show
Ey, Im so bored. On the guitar playing Time for Heroes, for Thursdays session which im going to wreck. Parents out to Geylang, hopes they buy dendeng. I just gotten my bloody Maths and MT paper which both i pass. Alhamdulilah. I need to skip the major spotcheck tomorrow my schools having, but something tells me to come, i dont know what is it, but its asking me to come. And i have to pass up my DnT. If i never get caught(which i will) it will be a miracle. Downloading songs, Starsailor and sampling Bloc Party. Saving up for The Libertines Up The Bracket. $25. Ok i just planned with Nat to go to school late hahaha. Ok im sampling another disc by Andre, yet again, but this cd is promising, but cannot tell the band name. Ok Cheers!
Ronda Alla Turka
Hell lo all! Ayu has been acting weirdly and i dont know why, im not going to disclose the reason here anyway so lets start talking about other things. Ive been listening to classical music, wow thats a plus for me. I can't use my handphone much nowadays, 'cus my bill shot up, so if any of u guys want to reach me, call me, don't message me because my incoming calss are free. I can play the piano already, had some lessons yesterday. Quite easy to understand. Tomorrow is my last day of exams, so so happy! Tomorrow is DnT, I expect to pass in this subject which i "specialise" in.
My MSN just sucks!! Had somthing wrong with it. Now im stuck with the web-msn, which is even suckier, so if i replied to you late or ask something twice, is because my web-msn its not getting your messages that fast, or not getting your messages at all. Ah! I really can't wait for Hari Raya! And i also cant wait for next week's jam session with my classmates, i will confirm play any-how, 'cus its not a real band anyways. Babyshambles album is out already, yes time to save $$. Im having writter's block and i can't seem to write good or even average lyrics for my song. Oh whatever.
Went to Geylang yesterday with Ismail, Buka my Puasa there also. Ok i don't know what to write already, bye bye, Cheers!. *breng breng breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg*
My MSN just sucks!! Had somthing wrong with it. Now im stuck with the web-msn, which is even suckier, so if i replied to you late or ask something twice, is because my web-msn its not getting your messages that fast, or not getting your messages at all. Ah! I really can't wait for Hari Raya! And i also cant wait for next week's jam session with my classmates, i will confirm play any-how, 'cus its not a real band anyways. Babyshambles album is out already, yes time to save $$. Im having writter's block and i can't seem to write good or even average lyrics for my song. Oh whatever.
Went to Geylang yesterday with Ismail, Buka my Puasa there also. Ok i don't know what to write already, bye bye, Cheers!. *breng breng breeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggg*
hell lo! Exams tomorrow! But I studied already, went to Bedok library. Took 38 there, super long trip almost fell asleep. Went there to study with Izuddin, Riduwan and Faris. I never concentrate alot, because of Riduwans kentot and some other things related to him. Then I went off without the rest 'cus i want to go TM to buy Franz Ferdinand's new album, yes Franz Ferdinand, and no Haikal i won't lend to you nyah nyah nyah. Overall its a pretty decent album. Cant wait til' the Babyshambles album comes out, i'll be the first to buy it, wahahah!. Today is also the first day of Ramadhan, my fasting month. I fast the whole day. Later im going Trawikh, I think if my dad is going. Ok cheers everyone! Cant wait til' raya.
Hey! Ho! Lets Flow!
Hell lo, Yesterday was my 15th birthday. Yea yea. Bernice gave me a nice T-shirt, thanks! Got to spend time with my faggot haha. But we studied first haha. Yesterday got beaten up by my sadistic friends. Cheebye. And they stripped me too and saw my red undies, God. Im feeling drowsy and drowsier day by day, and I don't know why, how queer. Exams coming and I don't feel scared about my English paper. Im only scared about my Maths and Science. I need to pass that 2 subjects. The rest I leave it to my luck. Puasa coming, next week will be my last week with her, haiz. Going to miss her, bye bye. Get lost, nyahehehehhe. Go see my Myspace if you have the time. I drank lots of coffee today and finally tasted the Cappuchino from 7-11. Put chocolate marshmallows in it. Ok thats about it, Bye bye and i love my faggot so much, muah, haha. Ok cheers.
EDIT : Thanks for the Burger King treat Ayu! Really appreciate it.
EDIT : Thanks for the Burger King treat Ayu! Really appreciate it.
A Band's Cry for Help
I really need to get a drummer and bassist who are committed to me and my cousins band we are forming. Were playing Libertines, Strokes, Clash, MCR, Rancid,Operation Ivy and some sort of stuff along the line, and some originals too so you need to be good in freestyling, not very good just exceptional. Ok exams and puasa coming, so as Hari Raya. Just hope ill be celebrating Raya in good moods. Ok 'til here, Cheers!
Hell lo. Enjoyed myself on Thursday, you guys no need to know ok, hehehe. All I can say WE watched The Longest Yard. That show has 3 wrestlers in it, haha! Stone Cold, Kevin Nash and Goldberg, i can still remember! Cool mool. Got alot of gays in the story also. Ok enough about that.
Today got tuition, met her after that. Bought that squid on a stick at Old Chang Kee. School is re-opening, so fast, gotta keep my hair all short on the first day. heh. My head is empty. Finally there are alot more songs in my iPod hahahah, but its still too little for me, haiz. Chewing gum effect!! hahaa. Can't wait for tonight 'cus got the Manchester Derby, Go Man Utd!! Ok 'til here then, Love her lots - Can I be without her? NOT, Cheers!
Today got tuition, met her after that. Bought that squid on a stick at Old Chang Kee. School is re-opening, so fast, gotta keep my hair all short on the first day. heh. My head is empty. Finally there are alot more songs in my iPod hahahah, but its still too little for me, haiz. Chewing gum effect!! hahaa. Can't wait for tonight 'cus got the Manchester Derby, Go Man Utd!! Ok 'til here then, Love her lots - Can I be without her? NOT, Cheers!
Campaign Of Hate - The Libertines
There's a campaign of hate
Its waiting at the school gates
For what I am not aware
Must bewhat you wrote
What you write, you swore that you'd swear
Now remember why you came
Not to play follow the leader, no no
Poor kids dressing like they're rich (mods!)
Rich kids dressing like they're poor (o my god)
White kids talking like they're black
I tried it with Charlene
And I spent three days on my back
Oh she said baby...I like the cut of your J.I.B.
Don't believe them when they say
That you don't get nothing for free
It's all for free follow me now
There's a campaign of hate
It's waiting at the school gate x 220609111990199101072005
Its waiting at the school gates
For what I am not aware
Must bewhat you wrote
What you write, you swore that you'd swear
Now remember why you came
Not to play follow the leader, no no
Poor kids dressing like they're rich (mods!)
Rich kids dressing like they're poor (o my god)
White kids talking like they're black
I tried it with Charlene
And I spent three days on my back
Oh she said baby...I like the cut of your J.I.B.
Don't believe them when they say
That you don't get nothing for free
It's all for free follow me now
There's a campaign of hate
It's waiting at the school gate x 220609111990199101072005
The Truth Lies
My time has come and gone
What fairness can we all get through hate?
We should all love,
and greet others with a simple,
"Hello there mate!"
World Peace its all but a dream that
Would not come true.
8
Today is my younger brother's birthday, he is 8 years old already. I bought Big Gulp, Haribo Roulette, some slices of cake and an eclair. *Yumm*
Shoop, Shoop, Shoop Delang Delang
What you're gonna do Katie? Hell lo, Nothing much to say, i cut my own hair! In my own bathroom, lame. My fringe is friggin short. That kinda look, like Pete Doherty's. Had mother tounge oral today, Went (un)smoothly. Looking forward to September holidays, wants to go out. Plans to go out. Writing lyrics has never been so easy this past week. 'Cus im in a good mood. I look like a bowl-head without my wax, and im loving it. Even with all the criticisms. And im loving it. Pictures in the mirror! teowteowteow x3 tet tet! I finally got the song "Fortress Europe". Its nice! My body is acheing from the soccer i played yesterday. Yesterday was a toughie. Its damn boring right now, and I smell. My armpit reeks of unbearable stench. Ok see you later lads, cheers!
Hell lo, didn't go to school because i didn't want to and was too lazy, though I regret doing so in some way. Like the saying goes, You win some You lose some, get it? Oh whatever. I miss Ayu already, although we just saw each other yesterday haha. How i wish i could just wake up in this hour where is 12.35pm, instead i woked up at 9.56 am. Haiz, because of some noises made by my brothers. My plans for today, Play some guitar to pass the time, eat eat eat, message some of my old friends whether they are coming to Damai back. Well i played lots of guitar, hmm my fingers getting tired and sore from playing the guitar. Download some music today, Muse - Muscle Museum, Stockholm Syndrome, Babyshambles - Gang of Gin, Fuck Forever, Jet(haha!) for guitar purposes, just waiting for the last one to finish up, Asian Dub Foundation - Fortress Europe. AHHH!! I've got nothing left to say, should i change my song? hmm, comment on it. Oh well 'til here, Cheers!
Hell lo. These days are getting so boring, nothing to do so I might just as well blog. Hmm, September holidays are coming, going out her in one of those days and going out with Andre to go Arab Street, to see this particular shop which sells records which were interested in, and t-shirts.
Today was boring, I passed 3 subjects out of 6, Just need too pass Science and i'll be quite pleased. I passed English, Maths and DnT. I really need to pass my Science! So I can go to Poly, weehehehe. And so as my mother tounge. My Humanities can put one corner and let it rot, then die because i have no chance of passing it because Geography its so hard and such a bore, Get it Mr Aw?. Went to jamming after sending Seri home. My session was a little bit fun because we had lots of "free-style" sessions and I got to rip-off-my-fast-motion-picking-strumming-fast-motion-strum, haha! I did that on a set called "Time Bomb" too,haha! Played a new song called Endless Rain by X-Japan.
Just came back from fetching my brother from pre-school. So tired, Im not sure what to do now, maybe call her or play the guitar or something. Ok 'til here, remember "don't be shy, because if you are shy, you'd be shy for 1 thousand day-heyeaas" haha, Ok Cheers!!
Today was boring, I passed 3 subjects out of 6, Just need too pass Science and i'll be quite pleased. I passed English, Maths and DnT. I really need to pass my Science! So I can go to Poly, weehehehe. And so as my mother tounge. My Humanities can put one corner and let it rot, then die because i have no chance of passing it because Geography its so hard and such a bore, Get it Mr Aw?. Went to jamming after sending Seri home. My session was a little bit fun because we had lots of "free-style" sessions and I got to rip-off-my-fast-motion-picking-strumming-fast-motion-strum, haha! I did that on a set called "Time Bomb" too,haha! Played a new song called Endless Rain by X-Japan.
Just came back from fetching my brother from pre-school. So tired, Im not sure what to do now, maybe call her or play the guitar or something. Ok 'til here, remember "don't be shy, because if you are shy, you'd be shy for 1 thousand day-heyeaas" haha, Ok Cheers!!
Career Talk and Such
Hell lo! Well i want to talk about yesterday first because one of the important days of my life, I guess. We had a career talk during assembly, and then it hit me. I was worried what my future will be like. I was damn worried of course. I thought about it alot. Replubic and Ngee Ann Poly came to have a talk, but what interest me was the Replublic Poly as it has the future course I wanted to attend to, the music course.
I thought of my future very well, but im not sure whether its going to work out. Ok here are my plans : -
1. Finish my secondary education***
2. Get to my desired course (music) and get a diploma out of it**
3. Quit school after i get my diploma and finish my Poly education***
4. Finish National Service
5. Try to be a composer, make a name out of myself *, Get married but not planning to have kids for the early years
6. Migrate out of Singapore. Maybe Switzerland or Dubai
If I get all my goals accomplished, then i'll be living the happy life and have kids, haha! As you can see my first 3 goals are the most important of them all, they are like my safety net if plan 4,5 or 6 fail. But certainly I don't want to get an office job. As for the music, I REALLY hope i get into that course and need to buck-up on my studies, especially science and my mother tounge. I hope to be a composer/band-member/guitar virtuoso when i grow-up. And yes those who are more than willing to teach me new instruments, do approach me okay. I need piano lessons and saxaphone lessons to brush up my musical skills.
Phew that was a long and thoughtful entry, okay don't laugh at my ambitions. Ok cheers!
I thought of my future very well, but im not sure whether its going to work out. Ok here are my plans : -
1. Finish my secondary education***
2. Get to my desired course (music) and get a diploma out of it**
3. Quit school after i get my diploma and finish my Poly education***
4. Finish National Service
5. Try to be a composer, make a name out of myself *, Get married but not planning to have kids for the early years
6. Migrate out of Singapore. Maybe Switzerland or Dubai
If I get all my goals accomplished, then i'll be living the happy life and have kids, haha! As you can see my first 3 goals are the most important of them all, they are like my safety net if plan 4,5 or 6 fail. But certainly I don't want to get an office job. As for the music, I REALLY hope i get into that course and need to buck-up on my studies, especially science and my mother tounge. I hope to be a composer/band-member/guitar virtuoso when i grow-up. And yes those who are more than willing to teach me new instruments, do approach me okay. I need piano lessons and saxaphone lessons to brush up my musical skills.
Phew that was a long and thoughtful entry, okay don't laugh at my ambitions. Ok cheers!
Hell lo all! Im sick today, down with a bad flu and headache. I was bored so i updated my blog and my "myspace" account. Go see! MySpace.Ok maybe might be meeting Seri. Well nothing left to say. Hearing "Helena" on my iTunes ahahahhaha, Now is "The Call Of Ktulu" by Metallica. Ok cheers!
Hell lo, I just found a new guitar, haha! Its in very good condition, only the 18th and 19th fret is gone and i can only play it until the 16th fret. But its a nice guitar. I shall give it to my sister once I've done all the finishing touches on it. See what a good big brother I am, HEHEEEEEHEHHEHEHEHEHE! Ok I want to do something, Cheers!
Edit: Weheheheehhehe!!!!!! I ate snails for dinner, eeww. ahahha, but its quite nice actually. Not the land snail, The sea snail (remember Gary from Spongebob). Its Nice but somhow bitter, u got to suck the meat out. Ok thats it. Cheers!
Edit: Weheheheehhehe!!!!!! I ate snails for dinner, eeww. ahahha, but its quite nice actually. Not the land snail, The sea snail (remember Gary from Spongebob). Its Nice but somhow bitter, u got to suck the meat out. Ok thats it. Cheers!
Her, Part 2
Since that blogger-dot-com is having a very big maintenence tommorow, I decided to post my poem today. Here it goes ;
Flying in the sky,
Oh so very high.
Excited was I
You could see me getting high
Its time you realise, How lovely you are
"Its not a big deal", You say
But you're the best,
to me by far
Patience is a virtue of life.
So don't let yourself down with
your problems,
And don't ever slash yourself,
With that knife
Nothing left to say,
Im just speaking my mind.
This is the end of the poem,
So this is goodbye.
Red day, Esplanade, Wonka and Black
Hell lo! Its been a while since i last blogged, been going out lately. Well last Tuesday was National Day. On Monday we were allowed to use jeans and a red T-shirt just because of National Day, cool eh? After school ended, me and some other friends went to eat at Tampines Mall. Then we split up, there was me, Seri and Amanda together with us, Well there was Rin but she had to go home. Went to airport, haha, hangout there, didn't go jamming, sorry guys!
Then on National Day went to the Esplanade to watch the fireworks, me and her only. Actually wanted to go with my usual friends, but they didn't want too, last minute they cancel haiz. But still had a great time with Seri, weehee. There were alot of people! Too many. When we reach Esplanade, i saw alot of familiar places, and i mean ALOT. I got annoyed seeing lots of familiar people and i don't know why, haha. We waited long for the fireworks to come, but the wait was great, for a reason. The fireworks were huge, and colorful, and nice. There were like 3 times of the fireworks. Then when we wanted to go home, its really darn packed, the police made a road block. I think its because they don't want to make any stampede for the rush home, but its kind of stupid to make people angry to not let people go home earlier. Then i sended her home with the cheerful of all moods haha, crazy!
Then yesterday wanted to go jamming, but we watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory instead. Me, Izuddin, Haikal, T-ya, Seri and Amanda. The story is awesome!! Its funny and sweet. The Oompa Lompas were the funniest, in my opinion though, but there were other laughable parts in the movie. I give it a 7/10 rating. Then after that we went to Peninsula because Amanda wanted to find a hand-warmer, but in the end she can't find one which was cheap enough for her budget. Then Sseri got into a bad mood and don't know what startled her, she isn't telling but i hope one day she would. Oh well, still sended her home.
Then today after school, me, Andre and Zakhir went to Afghanistan. I wanted to buy that black slip-on shoe. Using it as school shoe since my Chucks is starting to wear out and i want to use it for other purposes. Then bought Combo 3 from 7-11. Zakhir treated us, wee. Then I went home and then went back out again, fetching her home from the Library. My throat is getting sore from drinking all those ice-cold drinks, and im addicted in the 'Butterflies and Hurricanes song by Muse, hahah. Ok 'til here, Cheers!!'
Then on National Day went to the Esplanade to watch the fireworks, me and her only. Actually wanted to go with my usual friends, but they didn't want too, last minute they cancel haiz. But still had a great time with Seri, weehee. There were alot of people! Too many. When we reach Esplanade, i saw alot of familiar places, and i mean ALOT. I got annoyed seeing lots of familiar people and i don't know why, haha. We waited long for the fireworks to come, but the wait was great, for a reason. The fireworks were huge, and colorful, and nice. There were like 3 times of the fireworks. Then when we wanted to go home, its really darn packed, the police made a road block. I think its because they don't want to make any stampede for the rush home, but its kind of stupid to make people angry to not let people go home earlier. Then i sended her home with the cheerful of all moods haha, crazy!
Then yesterday wanted to go jamming, but we watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory instead. Me, Izuddin, Haikal, T-ya, Seri and Amanda. The story is awesome!! Its funny and sweet. The Oompa Lompas were the funniest, in my opinion though, but there were other laughable parts in the movie. I give it a 7/10 rating. Then after that we went to Peninsula because Amanda wanted to find a hand-warmer, but in the end she can't find one which was cheap enough for her budget. Then Sseri got into a bad mood and don't know what startled her, she isn't telling but i hope one day she would. Oh well, still sended her home.
Then today after school, me, Andre and Zakhir went to Afghanistan. I wanted to buy that black slip-on shoe. Using it as school shoe since my Chucks is starting to wear out and i want to use it for other purposes. Then bought Combo 3 from 7-11. Zakhir treated us, wee. Then I went home and then went back out again, fetching her home from the Library. My throat is getting sore from drinking all those ice-cold drinks, and im addicted in the 'Butterflies and Hurricanes song by Muse, hahah. Ok 'til here, Cheers!!'
Hell lo all! My life is going downhill this week, from getting intense scoldings from my parents and this was the last straw, my guitar string broke!! AGAIN!!. And i didn't get the polo from Bossini because my parents go to the shop late and the 's' sizes ran out of stock, Like what the fuck?! Well whatever happens, she is always by my side to cheer up. Ok enough of my stupid whining.
Hmm,nest Tuesday is already National Day. I might be going to the Esplanade to watch the fireworks. Then on Wednesday is a school holiday,like my friend says, "It's like a 5-day holiday,because of the weekends and the constant non-study weekdays" courtesy of a punk-rocking, sXe hXc geek named Andre,haha. And yeah, on Wednesday im going to watch a movie with my friends. Most probably watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, WooHoo!! I can't wait. "Let's Boogie!", hahaha.
There's nothing much going on today, except that I didn't go to tuition. Got some activity i didn't want to go to. And I just discovered that my iTunes has radio, hahaha. I'm hearing a metal genred radio station, but it has hip-hop and techno songs in it, Like what!?!?! *Changing Station*. Today was kind off a bad day too. Can't go out to buy my guitar strings. Oh well, I'm just trying to look on the bright side of life and just be patient, instead of whining. Surprisingly i have taken a very deep interest in metal and ska-punk (which my cousins influence me too), weird. Ok I think that's about it, Cheers Everyone!!.
Edit: Haha, my patiency has paid off. My dad bought me the guitar string and i just completed 2 songs that I have been working on. Cool eh?haha. Then I had spaghetti for dinner. Woo!! Its my favourite dish! I had 3 plates of it, hehe. Ok I think this is finally it, just waiting for Seri to call, Ok cheers!!
Hmm,nest Tuesday is already National Day. I might be going to the Esplanade to watch the fireworks. Then on Wednesday is a school holiday,like my friend says, "It's like a 5-day holiday,because of the weekends and the constant non-study weekdays" courtesy of a punk-rocking, sXe hXc geek named Andre,haha. And yeah, on Wednesday im going to watch a movie with my friends. Most probably watching Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, WooHoo!! I can't wait. "Let's Boogie!", hahaha.
There's nothing much going on today, except that I didn't go to tuition. Got some activity i didn't want to go to. And I just discovered that my iTunes has radio, hahaha. I'm hearing a metal genred radio station, but it has hip-hop and techno songs in it, Like what!?!?! *Changing Station*. Today was kind off a bad day too. Can't go out to buy my guitar strings. Oh well, I'm just trying to look on the bright side of life and just be patient, instead of whining. Surprisingly i have taken a very deep interest in metal and ska-punk (which my cousins influence me too), weird. Ok I think that's about it, Cheers Everyone!!.
Edit: Haha, my patiency has paid off. My dad bought me the guitar string and i just completed 2 songs that I have been working on. Cool eh?haha. Then I had spaghetti for dinner. Woo!! Its my favourite dish! I had 3 plates of it, hehe. Ok I think this is finally it, just waiting for Seri to call, Ok cheers!!
Her
Here I am
Sitting all alone
I hate it when it jams,
then I called her on the phone
She sways and sways,
but she doesn't pay
Its burning my pocket
But i like her this way
The pain is multiplying
The wait, so crucifying
She is so Mean,
Like a pair of uncomfortable jeans
But is her life,
what can I do or say?
She is getting weak
Hold on to me
And Don't ever leave
" 'Til death do us part"
I've stated my rights
So don't try to break us apart
A Barless Poem
A beautiful color is Green
The one who loves it, is me
The grass,fresh with leaves
Left me thinking,
How am I going to flee?
Looking through bars of steel
I wonder,
When am I going to get my
first home-cooked meal
The past is such a fright
Leaving me with such regret,
And painful scars from the fight
As i look forward
I deserve this "steel cell"
But Then Agian
Its Just 2 years...
New Lease of Life
Hey! What do you guys think of my blog? Is it nice? Comments on my tag-board ok...
Today I had school,it was kind of boring though.The first 4 periods was torturing because i had my science class,which i hate very much! Then i had my recess,bought 'Kuey Teow Goreng'. i wonder when is it going to be 'mee goreng' day,haha. Then during CME watch a video about all the trajedy that has struck Singapore. Why do schools let us watch some boring old video? Why not some old movie,that would make school a little less boring and more interesting.
Then after school went out with her and her friends. Went rounding around TM,a stupid place. Then she wants to go to Rin's house,and unfortunately i can't go to her house because her mum does not allow boys to come in. Oh well,just send her under Rin's block then i walked home. Bought me a Big Gulp at 7-11,and i got 2 packets of the oreo double twist which has cream consist of 2 flavours,peanut butter and chocalte,free!. Yeah I could say it was damn nice. Then went home,to my surprise my mum has a job already,haha. Ok maybe i can't log-in for a few days, or weeks because my computer has gone haywire. I think there is spyware in it, maybe going to send it for repair,that's why i can't log in. Ok anyways ,if u want me to re-link you or just link you ,leave a message at my tag-board ok. 'Til here cheers everyone!.
Today I had school,it was kind of boring though.The first 4 periods was torturing because i had my science class,which i hate very much! Then i had my recess,bought 'Kuey Teow Goreng'. i wonder when is it going to be 'mee goreng' day,haha. Then during CME watch a video about all the trajedy that has struck Singapore. Why do schools let us watch some boring old video? Why not some old movie,that would make school a little less boring and more interesting.
Then after school went out with her and her friends. Went rounding around TM,a stupid place. Then she wants to go to Rin's house,and unfortunately i can't go to her house because her mum does not allow boys to come in. Oh well,just send her under Rin's block then i walked home. Bought me a Big Gulp at 7-11,and i got 2 packets of the oreo double twist which has cream consist of 2 flavours,peanut butter and chocalte,free!. Yeah I could say it was damn nice. Then went home,to my surprise my mum has a job already,haha. Ok maybe i can't log-in for a few days, or weeks because my computer has gone haywire. I think there is spyware in it, maybe going to send it for repair,that's why i can't log in. Ok anyways ,if u want me to re-link you or just link you ,leave a message at my tag-board ok. 'Til here cheers everyone!.
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