New start. Bad start. Argh..September, here comes Mama Bee!!! Hahahaha..
My student msged me 'Happy Teachers' Day' today..so heartwarming!!! :) No present oso nvm. :D
Struggling to make a decision. Find that I have too many committments on hand. I need to concentrate. But where's the priority? I have my full-time work, part-time studies (heavy modules this sem), my students, bf and friends. Argh..can I be selfish? No matter what, I DIE DIE..DIE OSO MUST DO WELL THIS SEMESTER. What abt my lovely students? Haiz! Altho their exams are before mine, the timing is still not enough. But as their tutor, I really wish to guide them through their exams. Haiz! Am so confused I cant make a decision.
Saw my sec schmate graduation photo on facebook. When will be my turn? :( Sad la..at least I hope to wear the same cap as my bf ard the same time.
Hope! Law of attraction!!
Monday, September 1, 2008
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
The Two young-NOT ku-kus. Their sarcasm is wOOO!!! The most ironic thing is, they praise themselves and each other..abt them being kind and all. The thought of them just can make my blood temperature go up. Need to tolerate abit more. Soon I'll forget abt them! =)
Whatever they throw at me, I hope there's a mirror to reflect and bounce it back to them. To ku-kus, just leave me alone!!! (but abit stupid and silly la..cos ku-kus cant see. Hahaha..)
Young-NOT ku-kus. Cowards! AHHHHHHH..
Not gonna mention abt them again. Totally not worth it. I wun bother to remember things which are useless. Yes, I am HOT!
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Worried abt my upcoming mock exams and tests and revision. Oh no! Havent study leh.. :S The failure rates and true life examples are very scary. Heard from my colleague that her friend failed audit paper 6 times and her marks was 49 each time. Missed by one damn mark leh! My heart goes all out to her friend. It's really not easy..and her friend did not give up. Hope the 7th time is the last and she will pass once and for all.
This will be my motivation. Everyone, jia you!!!
Whatever they throw at me, I hope there's a mirror to reflect and bounce it back to them. To ku-kus, just leave me alone!!! (but abit stupid and silly la..cos ku-kus cant see. Hahaha..)
Young-NOT ku-kus. Cowards! AHHHHHHH..
Not gonna mention abt them again. Totally not worth it. I wun bother to remember things which are useless. Yes, I am HOT!
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Worried abt my upcoming mock exams and tests and revision. Oh no! Havent study leh.. :S The failure rates and true life examples are very scary. Heard from my colleague that her friend failed audit paper 6 times and her marks was 49 each time. Missed by one damn mark leh! My heart goes all out to her friend. It's really not easy..and her friend did not give up. Hope the 7th time is the last and she will pass once and for all.
This will be my motivation. Everyone, jia you!!!
Thursday, August 14, 2008
I have MIA for too long! Haha..but who really cares? Must I still blog when its just me and my computer, my computer and me?
Feeling confused. Mixed feelings. I dislike making decisions in a haste. I hate to regret the decision which I had just made. I dun think I am regretting..just abit hesitant. Probably scared. Sorry for being so vague. I cant say much yet as I havent see the results myself. Abit superstitious here. Hee! I still want my freedom. Its abit selfish but, if I dun think for myself, WHO will think for me? When I keep quiet, it doesnt mean I want it. I just chose to accept and comply because its the easier way and I see no point in fighting. I am getting rebellious now. I can feel it in my bones. Haha!
Recently, I have looked at FRIENDSHIP from another angle. Seeing things from a different angle can give a different feeling and opinion. I still prefer the past feelings. For some, when things happen, it is harder to go back. And you just have to move on. Either to move forward without looking back or you move sideways and still bear the past in mind while moving on. For some, when things happen, somehow both of you manage to get back to square one again. I asked myself, whether I am a good friend to others. Whether I am qualified to be their friend, good friend, or best friend. Whenever my answer is a negative, I wish that I can be isolated so that I wont feel so bad about myself. In the past, I just asked ard and get real feedbacks. Being alone is not so frightening, at times. But it is not possible esp when you care. They matter. They are the people whom you can speak freely to (almost) and give you support when you fall. All along I thought I have strong and stable relationships with all my good frds. Until tests and obstacles came. Suddenly, it dawned on me that FRIENDSHIP, like any other kinds of relationship, is very fragile too. Saying FRDS FOREVER is so damn easy. Making it come true, is THE CHALLENGE. I learnt 3 important lessons til now. From 3 different groups of friendships. Not literally group la. I daresay one thing: you can never be too sure about anything in life. You can be 99.99% sure. Yet there is a 0.01% uncertainty. Maybe it sounds pessimistic. But it makes you not take every single thing/event/person for granted. Good in a way, yea?
My lecturer often say tis, 'Life is short. Dont make it any shorter.' Quite true. Imagine if suddenly, you are holding your last breath *choi choi choi* (imagine for awhile la), what would be on your mind? WHO will be on your mind? What will be your greatest regret? Hmmm for me..I wld regret ALOT abt not being able to realise my dream-be a successful accountant/auditor and also, set up my own family..see my sister settle down for the best..cant bear to leave all those close to me..and, finally meeting my mother and the rest. I will just smile and leave this world...
OMG! Haha..scary~! Thinking abt those possible regrets, motivate me to work hard for them. Am I pessimistic? Or is it just me?
Went to do ECG test today. Its for the heart. Happy that the results is normal..means nothing wrong with my heart. Haha..I worry too much! Oh well..I rather worry too much than find out sth wrong only at the last min.
My birthday coming! Something to look forward to. Haha..next frd's bday will be after mine. Lucky I have NO CLASS on my birthday. Woohoo~ Actually birthday is not that special. But its an excuse to feel happy, joyous, etc. And to meet up with ppl who cares about u.
Feeling confused. Mixed feelings. I dislike making decisions in a haste. I hate to regret the decision which I had just made. I dun think I am regretting..just abit hesitant. Probably scared. Sorry for being so vague. I cant say much yet as I havent see the results myself. Abit superstitious here. Hee! I still want my freedom. Its abit selfish but, if I dun think for myself, WHO will think for me? When I keep quiet, it doesnt mean I want it. I just chose to accept and comply because its the easier way and I see no point in fighting. I am getting rebellious now. I can feel it in my bones. Haha!
Recently, I have looked at FRIENDSHIP from another angle. Seeing things from a different angle can give a different feeling and opinion. I still prefer the past feelings. For some, when things happen, it is harder to go back. And you just have to move on. Either to move forward without looking back or you move sideways and still bear the past in mind while moving on. For some, when things happen, somehow both of you manage to get back to square one again. I asked myself, whether I am a good friend to others. Whether I am qualified to be their friend, good friend, or best friend. Whenever my answer is a negative, I wish that I can be isolated so that I wont feel so bad about myself. In the past, I just asked ard and get real feedbacks. Being alone is not so frightening, at times. But it is not possible esp when you care. They matter. They are the people whom you can speak freely to (almost) and give you support when you fall. All along I thought I have strong and stable relationships with all my good frds. Until tests and obstacles came. Suddenly, it dawned on me that FRIENDSHIP, like any other kinds of relationship, is very fragile too. Saying FRDS FOREVER is so damn easy. Making it come true, is THE CHALLENGE. I learnt 3 important lessons til now. From 3 different groups of friendships. Not literally group la. I daresay one thing: you can never be too sure about anything in life. You can be 99.99% sure. Yet there is a 0.01% uncertainty. Maybe it sounds pessimistic. But it makes you not take every single thing/event/person for granted. Good in a way, yea?
My lecturer often say tis, 'Life is short. Dont make it any shorter.' Quite true. Imagine if suddenly, you are holding your last breath *choi choi choi* (imagine for awhile la), what would be on your mind? WHO will be on your mind? What will be your greatest regret? Hmmm for me..I wld regret ALOT abt not being able to realise my dream-be a successful accountant/auditor and also, set up my own family..see my sister settle down for the best..cant bear to leave all those close to me..and, finally meeting my mother and the rest. I will just smile and leave this world...
OMG! Haha..scary~! Thinking abt those possible regrets, motivate me to work hard for them. Am I pessimistic? Or is it just me?
Went to do ECG test today. Its for the heart. Happy that the results is normal..means nothing wrong with my heart. Haha..I worry too much! Oh well..I rather worry too much than find out sth wrong only at the last min.
My birthday coming! Something to look forward to. Haha..next frd's bday will be after mine. Lucky I have NO CLASS on my birthday. Woohoo~ Actually birthday is not that special. But its an excuse to feel happy, joyous, etc. And to meet up with ppl who cares about u.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Finally! War is over. Extremely tired.
The physical and mental torture is getting to me now. I want a SHORT BREAK! Unfortunately, it's not so possible any sooner. HAIZ! I could feel myself literally aging..HAHA! I'm gonna save up for Australia/Taiwan/Korea/Hong Kong trip either for this year end or early next year. Dont want to disappoint myself again.
A few birthday debts..hurhur! Money aside, I'm cracking my brain alot over the present issue. HOW? A few personal shopping debts of my own. Haha..seriously, I need to replace/stock up a few items, in case of emergency.
Quite excited abt TTP chalet :) It's been a long longggg time since the last chalet I attended. Er..think was a few years ago de choir chalet. I think so la. Memory failing me. (bday chalet not counted, becos I didnt stay over) I miss the beach, rollerblading, cycling, bbq-ing, waiting for ppl to cook food and serve me (HAHA! It's true. I can cook abit but not bbq.)..looking forward to interact with the TTP-ers. Hopefully we all can have a great fun at the chalet! That's including, good weather. (U hear me, RAIN? Dont come tmr or Sun k? Come another day)
Didnt blog much recently because:
1) tired
2) dunno wat to blog abt..too many things happening in my life >.<
3) more reserved at expressing/talking now
4) lazy
Oh my..so many reasons. Haha!! :P
Friends. How many true friend(s) do you have? Among all your friends, who do you think will regard YOU as their/his/her true friend?
WHO will love me for who I am?
The physical and mental torture is getting to me now. I want a SHORT BREAK! Unfortunately, it's not so possible any sooner. HAIZ! I could feel myself literally aging..HAHA! I'm gonna save up for Australia/Taiwan/Korea/Hong Kong trip either for this year end or early next year. Dont want to disappoint myself again.
A few birthday debts..hurhur! Money aside, I'm cracking my brain alot over the present issue. HOW? A few personal shopping debts of my own. Haha..seriously, I need to replace/stock up a few items, in case of emergency.
Quite excited abt TTP chalet :) It's been a long longggg time since the last chalet I attended. Er..think was a few years ago de choir chalet. I think so la. Memory failing me. (bday chalet not counted, becos I didnt stay over) I miss the beach, rollerblading, cycling, bbq-ing, waiting for ppl to cook food and serve me (HAHA! It's true. I can cook abit but not bbq.)..looking forward to interact with the TTP-ers. Hopefully we all can have a great fun at the chalet! That's including, good weather. (U hear me, RAIN? Dont come tmr or Sun k? Come another day)
Didnt blog much recently because:
1) tired
2) dunno wat to blog abt..too many things happening in my life >.<
3) more reserved at expressing/talking now
4) lazy
Oh my..so many reasons. Haha!! :P
Friends. How many true friend(s) do you have? Among all your friends, who do you think will regard YOU as their/his/her true friend?
WHO will love me for who I am?
Saturday, May 31, 2008
My Flowers Affair
Title of song: 花很迷惘
One of the reasons why I love them-they are big and even standing alone, they dont lose their charm. Just like a sunflower.
Title of song: 花很迷惘
I LOVE LOVE LOVE this song! Didnt manage to grasp the song's full meaning cos the chinese words shown are too small for me! :( But I still like it alot. And I like this mtv because it has very very pretty lilies! I love the part where they were singing at the field with alot alot of lilies. So beautiful! :)
I wanted to get myself a white flower; either tulip or lily. Altho it will die in just a few days, selfishly, I still wish to get it because the flowers can make me feel happy! Haha..bu zai hu tian chang di jiu, zi zai hu zeng jin yong you. Just this once, I want to do sth insane; buy myself a white flower. (not chrysanthemum hor!) I prefer tulip and lily to red roses. Red roses are beautiful but it doesnt appeal to me as much as the other two. -My personal opinion-
One of the reasons why I love them-they are big and even standing alone, they dont lose their charm. Just like a sunflower.
This is CALLA LILLY. Picture searched in yahoo. Haha!
Big, beautiful white lily :)
Alot of lilies!!
Opened up tulip
The sunlight made it abit yellow. But still beautiful! :)
Alot of white tulips!! :D]
The meaning of these flowers:
http://www.proflowers.com/flowerguide/flowermeanings/tulip-meanings.aspx
http://www.proflowers.com/flowerguide/flowermeanings/tulip-meanings.aspx
The meaning of tulips is generally perfect love. Like many flowers, different colors of tulips also often carry their own significance. Red tulips are most strongly associated with true love, while purple symbolizes royalty. The meaning of yellow tulips has evolved somewhat, from once representing hopeless love to now being a common expression for cheerful thoughts and sunshine. White tulips are used to claim worthiness or to send a message of forgiveness. Variegated tulips, once among the most popular varieties due to their striking color patterns, represent beautiful eyes.
The lily family has traditionally represented innocence and purity.
CALLA LILY: Great beauty
I told him I like these flowers because they are big. And he suggested...-.-''
Rafflesia, the huge flower.
SIAO bf.
P.S- Hee..found this at the last min. BLUE flower!
FORGET-ME-NOT: True love, hope, remembrance, memories.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Very tempting!!! But...cannot la.
Rian's frd giving away dwarf hamsters..awwww..but I still havent get over my HamHam and Burger. I still can picture their adorable look..their cuteness..and them kissing me. Haiz! Its not fair to the new hamsters if they become their substitutes..Imagine their names: HamHam No. 2, Burger No. 2...
Wait til maybe awhile more..when I can really accept new hamsters in my life.
Rian's frd giving away dwarf hamsters..awwww..but I still havent get over my HamHam and Burger. I still can picture their adorable look..their cuteness..and them kissing me. Haiz! Its not fair to the new hamsters if they become their substitutes..Imagine their names: HamHam No. 2, Burger No. 2...
Wait til maybe awhile more..when I can really accept new hamsters in my life.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Dear going to US for hol this coming Tue. So today we meet up and went shopping but didnt buy much.. :( We went into Coach, Gucci, Burberry, etc. Haha!! Accompany her.
Saw alot of frds too. Saw Shiwei's sis at Burberry..den saw law ng and his female companion (hmm doesnt look like his gf tho..haha! ) and serene and ah yan.
Right leg super suan and..it felt hard. Was worried that got blood clot or sth. When I told tis to him, he laughed AT ME lor...den said its prob my sleeping posture prob..not blood clot. Dear ask me to eat pig trotters or chicken leg..to bu yi bu my legs. Haha..will really help meh?
Anyway, I really wish and hope to buy a branded accessory or clothing for myself this year. Life is so unpredictable. I dun wan to leave any more regrets when I pass on. But then again, I hardly see any branded item which I like de. Haha..fussy me. BleaH.
After our dinner, I dragged dear to tis pet shop. Can see all the cute little hamsters either sleeping or playing ard inside. SOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!! She asked me wan anot..get it for me as bday present. Awww...so sweet of her!
2 weeks to war. Goodness! I need to chant tis from now on, 'I must study everyday...I must study everyday'
Shut up!
STUDY!!!!!
Saw alot of frds too. Saw Shiwei's sis at Burberry..den saw law ng and his female companion (hmm doesnt look like his gf tho..haha! ) and serene and ah yan.
Right leg super suan and..it felt hard. Was worried that got blood clot or sth. When I told tis to him, he laughed AT ME lor...den said its prob my sleeping posture prob..not blood clot. Dear ask me to eat pig trotters or chicken leg..to bu yi bu my legs. Haha..will really help meh?
Anyway, I really wish and hope to buy a branded accessory or clothing for myself this year. Life is so unpredictable. I dun wan to leave any more regrets when I pass on. But then again, I hardly see any branded item which I like de. Haha..fussy me. BleaH.
After our dinner, I dragged dear to tis pet shop. Can see all the cute little hamsters either sleeping or playing ard inside. SOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!!! She asked me wan anot..get it for me as bday present. Awww...so sweet of her!
2 weeks to war. Goodness! I need to chant tis from now on, 'I must study everyday...I must study everyday'
Shut up!
STUDY!!!!!
Monday, May 19, 2008
I will constantly remind myself: To look up to the model examples and learn from the bad ones. Must not YOU3 yi4 xing4 mei2 ren2 xing4. I will try hard not to neglect anyone. If I do, pls forgive me for my poor balancing!
Yst thinking abt 2 of my frds and was quite upset. Cldnt concentrate on my revision. I shld concentrate and not care abt the distraction.
EXAMS!
Yst thinking abt 2 of my frds and was quite upset. Cldnt concentrate on my revision. I shld concentrate and not care abt the distraction.
EXAMS!
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Weather is so good today!! Sun and wind :) Mama wishes to go suntan and play at the beach. Maybe she ought to don on bikini so she'll know if she could attract some 'friendly looks'. Esp from beach hunks and sunshine boys. Hahahaha..
Better not anyhow say. Someone is watching Baby Pooh and Mama.
Mama in bikini.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
Better not anyhow say. Someone is watching Baby Pooh and Mama.
Mama in bikini.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
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