NEW OBSESSION

I have new obsession. No, it has nothing to do with Cengkareng's hair.

I'm currently super addicted to Arabic songs *blame Osaka for this*

But!! To be more specific!! A singer!! Has caught my attention!! Because of!! Her pretty face!! And!! Adorable body!! And!! Beautiful voice!! And catchy songs!!

Her name is Cyrine Abd Al-Nour or Cyrine Abdel Nour or Cyrine Abd El-Nour or Cyrine Pravika.

She is a Lebanese actress, model and singer. She has good vocal talents and she has amazed the Arab world with her many hit songs, she has also acted in few Lebanese television series.

OMG. There are at least 4 songs sung by her have been playing in my head; Law Bass Fi Aini (Marra Bas), Ergha Tany, Aalik Ayouni and Leila Min El Layeily. I even MEMORIZED the lyrics for Law Bass Fi Aini (I don't even do that for my exam!!!). So you can imagine how much I'm into this Cyrine, yea?

Hmm, I can't say much about her. That's why I'll just upload some of her perfect pictures here so you guys can start drooling over this Arabic beauty. Enjoy!!!

//vain mode: ON//

Owh, forgot to tell you guys. Please, I beg you, please. Don't look at these pictures below and start comparing her face and mine. I'm really sick and tired of people coming and telling me how we both look alike. I admire her, I really do. But I prefer being my own self, okay? Thank you for understanding me.

//vain mode: OFF//

*above pictures are taken when she's modelling*

*these are extracted from the video clip of Law Bass Fi Aini*

*this one is from Ergha Tany (VC)*

*from Leila Min El Layeily (VC)*

*from Aalik Ayouni (VC)*

FREAKIN' HELL!!

TODAY IS MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY AND I JUST REMEMBERED ABOUT IT.

GOD, I'M SUCH A SINFUL DAUGHTER.

OWAKO OWAKO.

I DON'T HAVE CREDIT TO CALL HIM SOME MORE.

I'M SOOOOO DEAD.

HE'S SOOOO GONNA CUT MY ALLOWANCE FOR THIS MONTH (T.T)

CLARIFYING THINGS

Last night I talked to my housemates about the problems we've been facing these days. I told Siska about how weird she's been acting and she told us the reasons of her behaving like that. I told Titin that I think what she's doing with 'that guy' is so wrong and she ended up telling us about how he had hurt her so bad on one gloomy Sunday. But eventually we sorted things out.

SISKA

I got to know that she's been alienating herself from the rest when I was away and I think nobody has asked her before why she acted like that. Last night she told us about what happened to her (I've already heard about it but it's always good to see a problem from different perspective, yea?) and I suggested her to talk to 'him' to sort things out. She said she'd do it on Friday. I'm so happy. Everything would be back to normal. Hopefully.

Actually I was a bit surprised to know the other side of her. She thinks about her friends ALOT and always sacrifices her own happiness just to make her friends happy. That makes me think of how selfish I've been when it comes to my happiness. However, I told her that it's not always good to make other people priority (especially when they don't deserve it) and that at times she should be selfish and fight for her own needs.

TITIN

In this case, I'm on nobody's side since I think both parties are in the wrong. I have talked about this with 'that guy' and have heard it from his side. Last night was Titin's turn. She admitted that she had a thing for 'that guy' and she's in recovering time right now and still trying to move on. She also shared about how she felt when she saw 'that guy' being lovey-dovey with his girlfriend in front of her AFTER how they were so close to each other just the night before. And the night before that also. I myself even think that if I were in her position, I would have been unable to bare it. But last night she was so happy 'coz she got to talk and messaging with her new crush *omg omg*

Now I feel better. No more judgment. No more suspicisions.

TWO-WEEK TIME

just got back from my study tour.
feel exhausted somehow.
have to catch up with my studies.
and assignments.
and mid-term exams.
no need to mention about presentations.
sigh.
haven't even done my laundry.
feel extremely exhausted.

...................................................

have been updated with the latest news.
don't know which one to believe.
don't know who's hiding what.
everything seems so strange.
i don't know this place anymore.
even the people.
it's just unbelievable.
what can happen in two-week time.

THOUGHTS

I THINK...

Denise really likes Tequila (or should it be in past tense?). I just read her blog entry about him calling her DG and a sad quote about him leaving. But can a girl love 2 guys at the same time? Just can't imagine that.

I THINK...

Mdm. Christina Yiin would be so freaking mad at me when I submit my resume later. You see, I was supposed to submit it by last week but couldn't motivate own self to do it. And at last, Udith finished up the whole thing. I really like her, you know. I don't want her to get mad at me, or judge me as a slob or a lazy girl, 'coz trust me, I'm not!!! But seriously, I don't have good explanation why I couldn't submit my resume on time. She's soooo gonna yell at me. Huhu T.T

I THINK...

Udith is gonna fry me in a very hot frying-pan if he finds out that I'm blogging right now instead of finishing my and his assignment.

I THINK...

I really should stop blogging now before he comes.