Saturday, August 29, 2009

自闭

我严重怀疑 我有自闭症
当一大群人在外面开party
讲话很大声 很开心
而且都是一群angmoh的时候
我竟然自闭到 自己在房间看戏

我真的不会社交
全部人我都不认识
你要我怎样
快疯了

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

身体状况

我不好 最近的我
身体状况很差

我完蛋了

一下胃痛 一下肚子痛 一下又不懂什么痛
然后开始乱发冷 体温上升
然后咳嗽 感冒 然后一下又头痛
一下眼睛痛 我现在在很努力的肚子痛

重点是我月经迟了一个月了
很够力 我该不会又怀孕了吧
不要紧张 我以前月经迟 我就会跟妈妈讲
妈 我怀孕了

哈哈
我死定了

谁来救我

很冷 很冷

Sunday, August 23, 2009

外空

據說

在太空

太空人是沒辦法哭的,
因為沒有地心引力,
眼淚流不出來



所以我选择了空中跳伞

Monday, August 17, 2009

什么颜色

有时候 不小心发现自己喜欢的还是橙色
竟然会不自觉的心痛起来

像之前那段日子
我竟然同时喜欢两种颜色
橙色加黄色
那是多么不可思议的记忆

而如今
这两种颜色 都在我的生活里 掉了
那些颜色 都掉了

Sunday, August 16, 2009

两个我

张惠妹的另一个自己叫阿密特
我相信每个人都有两个自己

只是 你一直在扮演的是你认为你自己的自己
我的另外一个自己叫strange

我现在是strange 还是rachel

strange rachel
两个我

我有两个我

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Tell me a reason

我每天都可以睡10到12个小时

天天自然醒
可以告诉我一个reason
为什么我那么睡得 吗

我一天24小时
一半拿来睡觉!
做么我!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

catch up

Many things have to catch up.

Monday, August 10, 2009

忽然很想你

7788 忽然很想你

我想起 你们最近的聚会
我总是不能参与
我总是无法和你们连上线

我总是 好像和你们有很多隔阂的感觉
那种陌生 却又很熟悉
我没有在第一时间 去找你们
没有在第一时刻 参与你们

很多遗憾 很多感触
每年的毕业后的毕业旅行
我都来不及 没有机会参与

像是现在的你们 我完全没有消息
那是种 未来会看回头的遗憾

忽然很想你们 乱7。8糟

我们未免太bad luck了吧
我们的梦想 不是都做贵妇吗
带着自己的小孩出来High tea
哈哈

然而 我们竟然还是个个单身
很好笑 我们注定住姑婆屋吧

我还梦想 78找天都带男朋友出来high tea的
这个梦想 实现得了吗
7788 你们个个都未免太强了吧
那种强 是男人看了都怕的
女强人的强

你们都会幸福的 一定会
就当他死了吧 死了

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Talk to me now

Strongly needed somebody to talk to me now.
I need you, no matter who you are what you are.

I am really curious about my result.
I did well in my second attempt of my online test and I think I did quite well.
But what is in the end is I just got 15 out of 30.
That's unbelievable as I can attempt the test twice.
The questions are exactly the same for two attempt.

I studied a lot before doing the test and I am wondering what had actually happened to me.
Rachel Wong

What is period cost? Can anyone give me an example regarding it?
What is management accounting?
I can't believe it! Shit
Anger comes to me now.

I can understand that online test will be harder than the examination because it is an open-book test
I can understand how hard the university is.
I can understand I am a second penultimate student now.
Why does everything is just like messed up?


I know
Not everything comes to an good end
including me

Talk to me now!

TB

TB = tuberculosis = 肺痨

One of the person from my uni had infected to TB recently.
I received a letter from the Victoria government stated I had contacted with this person.
It means I have the chance to get infected to TB.

The person is now studying at Faculty of Business and Law.
I made a call to my friends but they said they din get the letter.

I can't believe my eyes at the beginning so I saw the letter again.
It stated 5% - 10% who are infected to TB won't get sick at the time but few years later TB appear in your body.
Do I possible to get TB?
I am coughing right now.

I'm not sure. Kinda afraid inside my mind.
I would rather do the sky diving again but not TB

I will do the skin test on Wednesday and the result will come out on Friday.

Fingers Crossed, guys.

what is online test?

我开始对online test产生巨大无比的恐惧感
那是谁也救不了我的

话说
这个sem有7个test 5个0nline的

我 很 怕

我黄艳玲没有什么在怕的
竟然败在online test手上

天啊 啊 啊 啊 啊 啊 啊

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

You belong with me

I remembered something

You driving to my house in the middle of the night.

Do you still remember?

Waiting outside my house but couldn't see me.
All you saw were my father driving back and I refused to come out.

That night
You came to me whenever whatever I am upset

Tonight
I know that you will never come back to me again.

You do not belong with me anymore. You don't.

Monday, August 3, 2009

关于眼泪

记得有人说过:"当你的眼泪忍不住要流出来的时候,睁大眼睛,千万别眨眼,你会看到世界由清晰到模糊的全过程。心,在眼泪落下的那一刻变得清澈明晰!

Sunday, August 2, 2009

believe

就算是believe,中间也藏了一个lie.

what do you reckon?