school's starting on monday! the last sunday before im a year 3 student! hhehee.

Cert in business is coming to an end! But I have to study for my test tomorrow first zzzzzzzzz.

Dad wants me to stop working when school reopens, but I want that extra income! HOW. Should I just continue? But I will be super busy cos I need to take care of housework as well. Why like that!

I should just enjoy the few more weeks of holidays left before school reopens! (:

Me: I want to go Venice for honeymoon!
Mum: Do you know that Venice is vanishing as the water slowly rises?
Me: HUH REALLY? Then 我要快点去!
Mum: Then 你快点结婚 lor.

I was trying to hint her to bring me there right. tsk.

goooodbye year two. HAHAHHAHA.

i need a job
i need a job
i need a job
i need a job
i need a job

you better stop all your nonsense before i kill you.

Exactly one week later, I'm free from year 2!

Okay, that means I'm left with less than a week time to study for 2 papers. & the exam tips are like, study everything that had been taught for the past few months. Goood job for sleeping during lectures. I'm like going through the ppt slides and thinking did I even see this before. & my brain is not cooperating.

I had even thought of what I want to do after the exams! HAHA.
I want to go out with JACKAS.
I want to watch movieS.
I want to go out and do something fun.
I want to ice skate.
I want to cycle.
I want to go USS.
I want to get a new bag.
I want I want I want alot more. HAHHAHA.

Okay, I think I need a job first.

i think i rather study than do the reflective portfolio.
okay, wait till i start studying, and i may say something else.

im fickle minded. HAHHAHAH.

Mummy bought roses for all her female guests tonight cos it's V'day on monday.
She told me that she will give one to me too. Then, I asked her if there will be enough for herself and my sister.
THEN, SHE SAID, my sister has a boyfriend to buy her roses, and my dad can buy her roses.

WAH! THANKS AH, MUMMY!

anw, awesome night with my relatives again! ♥

it is never the same again.
and it sucks when i have no idea what to do to try to make it not as bad.
shitzzzzzzz. i have a lot to say, but im afraid that if i did, it might get worst.

kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me. kill me.

CNY this year is kind of funnnnnn. HEHHE. Although im not allowed to gamble, I still had lots of fun playing other games! HAHA. funnnnny much! Love being with the group of people.

CNY long weekend is over! why cant it be longer! ):
This means, 2 more weeks of school. Then exams. IM SO NOT PREPARED, havent been listening in lectures for a long time alr. OKAY, KILL ME.

you can choose to avoid the things you dont want to face.
but you cant hide from it for long. you still have to face it.



can someone kill me please.

We act like there's nothing different on the surface. But we are aware that things are different. It's so different that I feel so distant.

Come to think that we used to be that close. Now, everything changed.

A chocolate a day, keeps a smile on your face ♥♥♥

I need to stop all these thinking. It's not gonna happen anyway.

Im sorry, its my fault. I should have done so much more to make you feel less terrible.

im freaking guilty now cannnn.

hopeless.

everything is not going to be the same again.

I want to go back to secondary school with JACKAS!

hehhe. Jean, Sarah and I will be in the same class!
Then having recess with Lynn, Kaiwen, Alina, Elice, Hanlu and Luby! <3





friend
–noun

1. A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. A person who gives assistance; patron; supporter
3. A person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile

You chose not to tell me your problems.
You chose not to talk to me.
You chose to ignore me.

If this is what you call friends, then I have nothing to say.


I dont know what wrong. And I might lose a friend like that, without knowing the reason, without any warning. wow.
If im the one that caused all these, then tell me straight in my face.

You know that you are feeling awful, but do you know that by doing what you are doing now make others feel as equally awful as you are?

wtf.



Im tired of asking what happened and not getting responses. I may not show or ask anything now, but it does not mean that I dont care. IT'S AFFECTING ME LIKE SHIT.

I had awesome dinner with JACKAS and Royson last night! Although the food wasnt that nice. It had been a long time since I laughed till I teared. We should meet up often! ♥

maybe its time to stop all these.

i have this sudden urge to ask you whats on your mind.

I want to go back to Hanoi, where the only thing we kept thinking about is what to get at the hypermart. and we dont have to prepare before we conduct lessons, and the lessons we taught can be as noisy as we want, hehhe love the way the children scream during lessons. And every night, we will just be listening to mtv channel, bathe, talk, camwhore and sleep. & we seems to have unlimited money to spend. HAHHA.

i love the days in hanoi. ♥

seriously! i kept getting distracted and not concentrating to do my work. and my work is piling higher and higher. kill me pleaseeeeeeeeeee.

maybe 2011 will be better year! I hope! (:

I dont really enjoy the end of 2010.

ANYWAY, it's a new year already! & school is starting soon. why so sooon! I want to go back to 2 weeks ago and I shall spend more time on school work. HHAHA, like I will manzzzzzz.

my throat is killing me as well. ):