and i just realize, she didnt even said thank you for wishing her a happy birthday when she replied her ex at fb msg..how fuckingly great is that...

she remove it when she doesnt even remove anyone of her friend's video...what does this mean?... she dont appreciate your effort...fuckmylife..

when will everything go back to normal?... everyday feels like hell to me.. im suffering so much.. this thing call love really really hurts especially the person youre doing everything for doesnt even seem like the person care or appreciate every single thing you did for them... no thank you even if it is fuckingly bad...no sign of appreciation...removing the post from her own wall...what does all these mean?.. she dont even like the video.. now, she doesnt even msg me goodnight after i make sure that she is safe...despite always being there for her, ntg goes inside this girl head...i feel like a jackass...why god why...why baby why...

what happened to you baby...what happened...do you really want me to end this rship?..do you really hate me so much?...do you enjoy hurting me?...or do you just dont love me anymore...

i can't believe this is all happening to me...everything..first i found the girl that i love so much thinking she is the one, the one that will never hurt me, the one that will never disrespect me and the one that will always understand me...but recently, everything that had happened is showing vice versa...in a split second she changed totally... she is not the girl i ask to be my gf on the 16 may 2010..she is not the girl that i fall for a year ago... she is not the girl that had been making me the happiest and the luckiest guy in the world a year ago...she is just... GONE...who took her away from me?.. who change her from who she really is?...maybe i dont know her true colours but one thing for sure i know she is still the best i ever had.. and she is a wonderful daughter and gf...maybe she dont love me anymore...but why...where is the lady that i fell for a year ago?..the lady that pick up the pieces of my broken heart?..the lady that put a smile on my face when everything was against me?..where is she...where has she gone to...what happen to her?..where are you nurliyana asri...i miss you liyana asri...

I PROMISE I WON'T STOP TRYING UNTIL YOU'RE MINE ONCE AGAIN..I LOVE YOU..

have simpity for me pls..