directionlessly directionless

why don't things work out? seriously...

the whole irony of my life is that i am good in theory but never in practice. i write resumes, but i cannot land a job. any job! i'm not fussy anymore. seriously, any job will do. i advise friends on relationship issues and my own is directionlessly directionless...

why why why? i want to believe that He has something better in store for me. that is the only thing i tell myself to keep myself going. i need to. if i lose hope, i don't know what to do.

sighs.

you2 (a different you)

hey you,
how amazing the way things panned out. just half a year ago, my first "you" entry could well have been written to you too (although it wasn't).

thank you for the restoration that has taken place. you're probably the one person in the entire world i can be the most honest with. you know my character, my weaknesses and my problems.

you're more than a best friend to me, you're like my brother. i'm really glad you've finally found a broad that i can honestly and truly say i'm really happy for you. i think you've done well for yourself, and you finally seem happy!! =)

well, all the best as you enlist tmr. obviously you'll excel!! no two ways about it...unless you do something dumb (which you are prone to!). so don't!!

take care bro. see you soon...in one piece without new scars okay!!

yours,
aaron